>delete all my porn
>tell my self i'm gonna do nofap
>manage to get 4 days in, notice nothing except i just want to fap all the time, everything makes me horny, and get a bunch of boners at work
>fap once, feel so much better, figure i'll try to cut down slowly
>eventually get to once a day, once every other day, 2-3x a week but always so eager on the days i could fap
>eventually decide to see how long i can last again
>manage to get 6 days in and eventually cave in
>call an escort, go to the motel room she's at and fuck her
>it was very underwhelming, felt like i just wasted $60
>(it was supposed to be $100 for a half hour but it just felt so weird i went fast and nutted in like 8 mins)
>go home and jack off, it felt so much better
>now i'm back to 2-4x a day
>gained nothing from the experience
>lost $60
when is this nofap meme going to end? honestly i couldn't imagine interacting with attractive girls on such a high sex drive i would probably wreak of desperation to smash and scare them off
best idea is to just fap until you have the opportunity for sex
>>24851177
who's the girl? really pretty I wish I could kiss her on the lips.
>>24851218
my ex gf
:^)
>>24851177
If you never lasted more than a week without spunking a load, you opinion is invalid.
Also, it isn't for you if you already have enough self control to limit it to once every few days.
I failed last night after a 10 day streak. What i did after failing was jerk it off about 8 more times. Today is day 1 and I'm doing it again.
>tfw penis is a bit sore.
>>24851218
It's a hapa girl with about a gazillion pics on her fb as well as a couple of noodz also circulating.
>>24851373
really pretty girl
>>24851478
shit, that usually happens to me soon after I fail out of a long period of no fap or no cum, usually not right away, but within a week of losing it came a time when I milked my balls dry.
>>24851403
>If you never lasted more than a week without spunking a load, you opinion is invalid.
why? i could do it if i wanted to torture myself. i could go a month without a cheeseburger but what's the point if it efficiently sates my appetite?
>Also, it isn't for you if you already have enough self control to limit it to once every few days.
i thought it might help, but it didn't so why even bother?
>>24851620
help with what? the whole point of this sort of thing is to develop will power and break an addiction, also to have more energy and clarity that you normally don't when you ejaculate on a regular basis
>>24851177
>wow guys I am literally 12 years old and have to jack off 40 times a day
cool man, cool. I jerk off once every two weeks on average and don't even meme about it with the whole nofap thing.
I just found myself in a set of circumstance where I couldn't jerk off for maybe a month. After a few days I was losing my mind, after a few more days I was attracted to the ugliest girls, after a week I had more energy than I could have use for, after a week and a half I was coasting on easy mode.
By week 2 and a few days I had an opportunity to jerk off and I did and I bust a nut that almost put my eye out. Slept like a baby and then another 2 weeks without wacking off. I've been doing it ever since.
>>24851670
>the whole point of this sort of thing is to develop will power and break an addiction
'addiction' is a loaded term. not everything is an addiction. i eat cheese almost every day because it's delicious. has some nutritional value to it as well, you could say i'm "addicted" maybe but i wouldn't stop eating it unless you paid me a lot to. i honestly wouldn't take any less than $1 million to never be able to eat cheese again, life wouldn't be worth living
>also to have more energy and clarity that you normally don't when you ejaculate on a regular basis
i didn't notice this. and even if it did happen a bit, i can't imagine it's so incredible that it would greatly improve my life. and if it did and i got a gf i would just lose all that energy/clarity by fucking her.
so what's the point?
>>24851755
>and if it did and i got a gf i would just lose all that energy/clarity by fucking her.
masturbation or nutting in an escort is not even comparable to having sex with one's gf.
also lol@ your cheese thing
>>24851177
>slave
>>24851755
well you'll never know until you experience it. In the past i recall ti was around the 3 week mark when things started to shift, I felt better form a few days in, but then it really started to feel like a dark fog I didn't know I was walking in had finally dissipated. Felt like my whole mood and perspective on life changed... but then I wasted it all and masturbated at 24 days max, I think.
This time I aim to make it until at least January 2 without cumming, except if a wet dream happens. I have ceased looking at porn videos, although still look at pictures, and gone form edging the first week to now just looking for brief periods. Some people's goal is including, or specifically to stop looking at porn, but for me the problem I feel is orgasm and ejaculation, not porn or edging
>>24851177
>Falling for a meme made by christfag 'Doctors'
lmao look at this kid. Reminder that there isn't a single shred of evidence that porn use, in moderation like all things, has any negative neurological or physiological effects. Frequency of ejaculation has no major impact on hormone levels. Here buddy, have some help rebuilding your collection.
>>24851792
never had a gf, how is it different?
>>24851755
>and i got a gf i would just lose all that energy/clarity by fucking her.
Not something I have to worry about as its extremely unlikely I will get a gf. Even if I do, I am a master of edging and can just cuddle with her and have karezza, tantric sex, dry humping and other stuff that doesn't involve ejaculating.
>>24851898
though I never had sex, I will assert that the ejaculation part of it is the same old shit, regardless of its with fapping or in a woman's pussy or a man's ass hole. The only difference would be you have more oxytocin and vasopressin from the physcial and emotional intimacy which will make bareback sex feel like heaven compared to fapping, I postulate.
>>24851903
>its extremely unlikely I will get a gf
same desu. not even just that i'm too ugly or short. i'm just boring as fuck and i hate everything. if i actually cared about a gril and wanted to be friends rather than just a physically appealing hole to fuck then maybe i would have some sort of 'emotional' good feeling alongside my orgasm. i have never achieved this before though. i have met very few girls in my life but even the guys i've met i don't seem to have such a strong emotional bond with them.
>>24851955
>vasopressin
>oxytocin
you know you can order these online and consume them yourself? i looked into oxytocin supplementation before, thought it might help me want to actually perform social interaction. the reports i read on it didn't seem to suggest it was promising at all.
>>24851555
Yeah, mate that's what happens when yo visit motherless on day 10.
I was on it for like 2-3 hours, unable to get off, getting flash-backs, getting sweaty, and that's how horny i was and dizzy. Before i knew it i started edging, time went by. My balls ended up hurting real bad so i said fuck it, and blew blew a huge fucking load.
>>24851898
because you have at least the slightest bit of emotional investment in this person and she's on your mind all day long, and then at night you meet up with her to go out to dinner or watch a movie or something and you talk with each other and flirt and tease each other & kiss a bit and then you finally get home and start making out and slowly (or quickly) undress each other and know or get to know what the other person likes and and make out AND finally you slide your dick in her, it adds up to like 4-12 hours of foreplay and makes the sex even much more incredibly enjoyable - it can't even compare to the awkward and clinical 1-hour process of fucking an escort. The load you blow is much more intense and massive.
and it's even less not even comparable to whacking off or stuffing your dick in a fleshlight or onahole
>>24852203
>motherless
mah nigga, too bad all the really good stuff gets nuked almost immediately and the old good stuff was washed out a year ago.
but still plenty of good amateur stuff and occasionally you find some gems.
>>24852253
>and it's even less not even comparable to whacking off or stuffing your dick in a fleshlight or onahole
perhaps, and if you can experience that why are you even here rather than doing that? i have talked to girls, i never had that feeling about them. it just seemed like
>what hoops do i have to jump through to get this girl to have sex with me?
well i managed to get that, for $60, it wasn't anything to brag about
maybe my brain is broken, or i'm a supreme aspie. i don't get attached to people like that though. i could never talk to anyone i've ever met in my life and it wouldn't bother me.
so that's a feel i don't think i am even capable of feeling
>>24852378
>if you can experience that why are you even here rather than doing that
I gave up on life :D
last time I had sex was 5 years ago and my last real relationship was 8 years
>>24852411
would you rather have never felt the feel so you can't miss it, or have felt it like you did before but unable to ever feel it again?
>>24852491
no regrets at all, I do miss it obviously but the silver lining is that I have plenty of memories that I jerk off to, I barely watch porn anymore. I'm the guy who faps once every two weeks and usually it's in the shower while thinking about an ex
