ITT: things your anxiety stopped you doing
> driving
> talking to my parents
>>24838849
Iktf stopped driving like a year ago and wouldn't talk to my parents if they wouldn't approach me
>tfw still drive
>worry the entire time and stay way too focused
>assume everyone else driving hates my guts and is pissed off at something I'm doing wrong
>>24838849
>emailing anyone for any reason
>>24838849
I cant work in school or anything.I have OCD and schizoaffective disorder.
I suppose it has stopped me from having fun,really.
>commenting on threads
>>24838849
being intimate with a female
Going to college. BUT NO MOREE!!!!! I WILL REACH THE STARS AND PISS ON THE NORMIES FROM UP THERE! GIRLS WILL THINK OF ME WHEN THEIR HUSBANDOS ARE DEEP INSIDE THEM
>>24838919
>driving
>everyone in other lanes looks directly into my soul
>>24838949
Diagnosed schizoaffective disorder here too. As well as major depression and general anxiety disorder. I understand your pain, robot, and empathize with you.
getting hard when i had a chance with a girl
>>24839053
iktfb
the shame is unbearable, and each time it only doubles up on the anxiety for next time..
>>24839138
i legitimately wanted to kill myself. i wanted to end, i wanted to disappear
the girl was a fat 5/10 i talk to out of sheer thirst though, that might have contributed to it. she was really nice about it and like 20 minutes later i was hard and she sucked me off, but that was fucking horrible
i jack off to BBW all the time, what the fuck happened?
>>24839182
anxiety
iv fucked up with loads of girls. gone soft while trying to get in, failed to fuck my oneitus, didnt fuck a cheerleader who wanted it, these things happened cause i was shitfaced, most other times i would not even try. too nerve racking breh
>>24838849
Driving anxiety has absolutely fucking killed me. And my mother saved and saved, surprised me with a paid-off car all for myself.. and I still can't even fucking drive it. And then has the audacity to tell me she's still proud of me despite being a NEET-fucking-freak.
>>24838849
Approaching her(infinity)
>>24839228
>>24839029
>>24838919
>>24838897
desu im glad im not the only one, and glad i now know the reason. i tried learning to drive, i gave up halfway thru. never have.. i hope i can in future, it seems too daunting though
>>24839249
I learned how to, bought a car spend tons of money and now I never drive could have wasted the money in a more fun way feelsbadman
>>24838849
> going out drinking
i just do dumb stuff which plagues my mind for ages afterwards. not worht it
>>24838919
If I didn't have to drive, I wouldn't. It only makes my anxiety worse.
>>24839784
s/\me 2bh
>>24838919
>always feel like the person behind me is mad that I'm not going fast enough
>drinking
I'm on heart medication and I get really nervous now if I drink too much. I'm not supposed to combine the two.
>being able to order food at diners
just
>>24838849
this kind of just makes me imagine how cathartic it would be to crush that head
>making phonecalls
>>24838849
>applying for jobs
>reading out loud in front of people
>trying anything new
>showing my art to anyone.
>>24840205
look up the menu ahead of time online senpaitachi
>>24840275
> showing my art to anyone
i did art online and was making some money/career progress from it. had to push so hard to get through anxiety blocks and start releasing work. then i jumped into another leage, expectations and standards rose for what i did, i lost all confidence, stopped getting any joy from my work and just crushing doubt. i'd redo a piece many times and keep thinking it wasn't good enough, always worried about audience expectation. it would plague my mind constantly. haven't done anything now for a couple years now, all my progress and opportunity lost, it was the only thing i was good at/passionate about. its much easier now i do nothing at all
>>24840168
This feel, it is familiar to me.
>>24839053
>>24839138
Stop fapping you spazzes
