Why are women so heartless /b/?
>be me
>29yo
>had heart attack last thrusday
>have drug problem
>did some meth Sunday night/Monday morning
>haven't slept sense i woke up Sunday afternoon
>scared to go to slept now, live by myself
>heart started fluttering a little an hour ago
>ears have been ringing sense
>really scared to sleep in an empty house now
>text ex and ask her if i can come over and sleep on her floor
>we have a kid and have been on pretty neutral ground with each other for about 2 years now, split up 3 years ago
>be honest tell her that i used
>tell her about chest and ears
>pic related was her response
I mean i know i was wrong to use but im 29 years old this whole heart attack business really threw me for a loop. I had a moment of weakness and relapsed for a night. I was honest and up front with her, i could have lied to her not told her about the drugs. I could of told her iver been up for sense yesterday afternoon and have just been up last night unable to sleep. If for no-one else but our kid i would let her sleep on my floor if the tables where turned.
>inb4 kid would be better off with me dead, junky blah blah
You don't know me, I'm a good dad. My kid is provided for and loved. We have split custody, I pay for everything except for food at her moms house. All the clothes. Medical bills. Pull-ups. Toys. I provide that.
>>24838217
>sense
>sense
>sense
ITS "SINCE"
SINCE
SIIIIIIIIINNNNCCCEEEEEE !!!!
>2015
>LETTING A FUCKING METHHEAD AROUND CHILDREN
YEAH NIGGA NAH
Didn't think I would say this but the girl is right you junkie piece of shit
>>24838217
>You don't know me, I'm a good dad
>A fucking methhead junkie
Yes, OP. You're a great role model for your son. What do you think his mother is going to tell him about you?
>>24838217
>/b/
>wagekek
>dope
>child support
>being married
2/10
it was wrong enough to make me bother writing this out
Just one question my man, are you a nigger?
>>24838276
Piss off yuppy. Like i said, my kid is takin care of.
Clean up your god damn shit OP. How can you live with yourself knowing your son is going to grow up with a horrible father figure?
I have no problem with you doing meth, but your spelling and grammar are fucking atrocious. Kill yourself, normie.
>>24838217
Yeah what a fucking bitch right? It's not like you shouldn't be taking drugs.
Serves you right OP for being a degenerate druggie.
>>24838217
Just wondering, what did the heart attack feel like?
Did i post this to /pol/ by mistake? My kid has never seen me high, everytime i used sinse she was born has been after her mom and i broke up and when she's at her moms and i was clean for awhile until Sunday.
Good thing you'll be dead soon, you degenerate junkie.
>>24838388
Best i can say is like a knife has been stuck in your chest. Couldn't walk, could barely move vision was completely block. Whole left arm was numb. Fucking terrible.
>meth
Lmao desu senpai
>>24838403
you traded in your family for dope, and now you're trading in your life.
She has no responsibility to let you into the house she watches and protects her child in.
>>24838403
>trying to justify being a deadbeat parent
come on anon
get your shit together
do it for your little boy
Go 14 months sober then see your kid.
>>24838217
No parent would want their children to be scared about the methhead sleeping on the floor who might die any minute.
If it was a friend, sure. If I was your friend I'd be like yeah man sure. But ex with a child? Nah. Think of the child. You shouldn't be there all messed up. Go to rehab.
>child out of wedlock
>drug abuse
>probably a fucking loser with dead end job
kek. I should probably call the cops on you for using meth, you fucking loser. Why the fuck would she want you in her life? You're a fucking loser and good for nothing. Paying for shit doesn't make you a good dad, you retard fuck. The kid is probably terrified of you, he will probably grow up to resent you then do something with his life and be ashamed to death that you're his father.
>methhead junkie piece of shit so fucking far gone that you still use after having a heart attack a week ago
>a fucking heart attack at age 30
>and you still think anyone else but you is the problem
Why don't you just fucking hang yourself you worthless scum?
Learn to first fucking spell first, retard.
>>24838217
>29yo
>had heart attack last thrusday
>have drug problem
>did some meth
oooook
>>24838489
>you traded in your family for dope, and now you're trading in your life.
No i didn't. I left her because she was a compulsive liar and a cheater. I had been clean for 3 years when we split up. My heart problems are combination hereditary smoking cigarettes.
>>24838217
>be single mother
>drugged-up ex-boyfriend calls up and says he's fucked-up on drugs and wants to sleep on the floor outside your kid's room
>he says he's a good dad
top lol m8
You bring up your financial contributions as if it makes you a good parent. I don't know if it's mandated or you're doing it out of familial duty, but either way, money doesn't make you a good father or a good man. And if you loved your kid, why do you turn his father into a fucked-up druggie who can't sleep on his own without literally being afraid of dying?
>>24838554
>be ashamed to death that you're his father.
>implying OP isn't going to dose his organs into disrepair and die in a crackhouse before his lil' pumpkin graduates kindergarten
If her mother has half a lick of sense (refusing to harbor op shows that this might be the case) she won't tell the girl about her father.
>>24838305
Not by you, ya piece of shit.
Are you a nigger OP?
>>24838217
you're a complete degenerate. I'd tell you to fucking go away as well.
>>24838489
>you traded in your family for dope, and now you're trading in your life.
>muh verbatim DARE lines
OP I'd be a little pissed if I were her too but I probably wouldn't leave you alone
Even junkies need someone to be there for them in times of need
>>24838662
Um yeah it's her moms half of the month. I get her back at the end of the week. I every thing she has i provide her. My ex and her bf barely keep groceries in the house because he blows a $1k at a time at the casino.
>>24838797
lmao
high quality bait, I like the numerous mispellings in the text and the mental gymnastics
>>24838712
Thanks anon, you get where I'm coming from. I fucked up the other night, i owned and am moving forward. No reason for her to be so cold.
>>24838797
This reminds me of when I grew up around lazy, stupid poor people.
>"Bob's old lady ran off with his friend Jim, now Bob's gonna lose the apartment since he keeps blowin' his cash on VLTs. Anyway we were trying to hustle some pool to make the cash back but Bob got too drunk instead and saw Jim and beat the shit outta him. So now Bob's in jail and broke and losing the apartment. Pass the blunt."
She's keeping herself and her kids safe and you're being a massive piece of shit, endangering them. You're being selfish, codependent, and manipulative. Go to the hospital or better yet rehab.
Also learn basic english
>>24838922
>useless crack addict tries to guilt wife with typical symptoms of taking crack while endangering his own child
>somehow she's at fault for his ass-breathing retardation
typical addict blaming anyone but himself and feeling sooo sorry for himself
Shouldnt have told her you did drugs retard, always lie, lie, lie
>>24839141
>lie, lie, lie
That only makes thing worse. Lies are always the worst option.
You're a loser and she shouldn't allow you near children. She's not in the wrong, you are. I hope you get help OP.
>>24838467
did you go to a doctor and they told you had one?
>>24839045
Confirmed OP for nig
>>24839170
lol you are so dumb
>>24839210
Yes. The cardiologist also said cigarettes and family heart problems where the culprits
>>24838217
>on meth
>had a MOTHERFUCKING HEART ATTACK LAST THURSDAY
>sad because his gf won't let him sleep on her floor
Priorities, dude.
1. Get off the drugs NAO
2. Monitor your condition while moving heaven and earth to get healthy again
Fuck everything else. Your very life is at stake here.
>>24838217
i wouldn't be able to differentiate the male/female if i just had that text log to go on
>>24839389
lol did you let them know you smoke meth?
>>24839541
Yes, I'm always upfront with doctors. If you aren't honest with your doctor they can't help you.
Parents like you are the reason there are robots. Fuck. I guess we will be seeing your kid on here one day.
your scum, letting a druggy around a child ? no you are the one that is heartless don't even care bout your child its all bout you you you. . . . do man kind favor and just leave forever there's plenty of caves in Europe and Africa to which you can live the rest of your days, cause lets face it no one likes you, you don't like you. So stop wasting every ones time and go.
>my kid
Go fuck yourself, OP. I would have sympathy for you but the fact that you have a kid and are a methhead make you a piece of shit.
>>24839141
how would you go about not lying with OPs message?
>hey can i sleep on your floor or something and could you just watch me incase i have a heart attack or something? k ty
OP needs to stop smoking meth.
go check into the hospital and go through rehab or something..
but if a heartattack hasn't stopped you then there's probably no point
it sounds like your just trying to guilt trip into her letting you around when she wants nothing to do with you
There's nothing wrong with smoking meth you fucking imbecilic virgins. I'm smoking meth right now and I feel perfectly fine.
Get some life experience before you talk about things you don't understand.
OP: You got this dude, maybe you can go sleep at a homeless shelter and let them know your condition. I nodded off at a waffle house one time and the waitress was really cool and kept me safe. Good luck bro
is this really your only slip-up, lately? Or are you obscuring the fact that you have very real dependency issues during the comedown phase of drugs. it's hard to accept the consequence of your actions. I'm a recovering addict as well. Eventually you learn to stop blubbering to other people about your romance with chemicals because no one wants to hear about how depressed you are because your fake mistress dumped you again. you have to deal with the break-up. the drugs will always dump you. What comes into your life will also depart. read some buddhist texts, they helped me stay sober for a while.
seriously only interact with the opposite sex when you are sober or riding comfortably on drugs, never during the bad times. Then people subconsciously see you as weak, parasitic, and helpless to predictable urges.
sorry don't mean to be harshing on you
>>24838217
Maybe stop being a fucking dope addict you worthless piece of shit. It's one thing deciding to being a retard all on your own, but trying to rationalize this kind of behavior when you have a kid? Impossible.
Check into rehab, beg your family for help, whatever it takes. Otherwise, there is literally no reason your ex, your kid, or any of the anons here would care about selfish human trash like you.
>>24838217
why do you text like a retard but type like a regular human bean?
i think you're rusin, m8
Women are hardwired to view men as disposable mules with no feelings or qualia
>>24840974
never stop reposting this
OP honestly it's probably because she had another guy over and didn't want you ruining the mood.
Unfortunately she doesn't give a fuck about you anymore whether or not you are the father of her kids. Find another girlfriend and move on, or move on by yourself. It doesn't matter. But at this point anything between you and her is over.
