>ITT: feels of the day
Inexplicable dread, and a clenched sensation within the ribcage
>Tfw failed half of my college classes this simester and mom is yelling at me treating me like shit
>Tfw hearing her say that our dog is perfect and lovable, and is the best person in the house
>Tfw I've learned to live with her hating me most of the time and stopped caring
>Tfw about to play some tf2 and listen to music
>>24834976
I though I have asthma when in reality it was anxiety. Sometimes when I borrow medicines from my brother with astma I can breathe normally and immidiately after I get sick cuz my lungs are not used to be used. sad.
>>24835011
>still posting on /r9gay/
>>24835011
iktf
There might be resources and whatnot on campus for you if you'd find it helpful.
Your moving on, instead of getting mad at yourself or your mom, shows a lot of wisdom.
Have a good winter break, Anon.
>tfw they're writing songs of love, but not for me
>>24834976
>tfw go on
>tfw see all the normies having fun with friends and posting captions loaded with emojis
>tfw feel an inescapable dread about no friends, anger and bitternessI wish I was happy
>>24835138
Did you used to know these normies?
>>24835218
I still know them IRL
>>24835314
Maybe you could go on their fun adventures?
>>24835083
The failure already happened.
I feel like a discrete personality inside the mind of an autistic manchild. I am disgusted by myself but I can't control my actions to a satisfactory degree. I keep fucking everyhing up and there is nothing I can do about it.
>26 years old
>semi normie robot, still no gf ever
>left in charge of the family business, which happens to be real estate
>usually work on webpage and stuff like that, now I have to talk to every client and so on
>hurts inside whenever I have to talk to another person
>no sales in a month
>feel completely useless
>no friends at all
>go home and just play videogames and sleep a lot, don't even enjoy either, but its the only way to make time actually pass
>go to work and I'm just staring at the clock wishing no one comes in so I don't have to act friendly and try to sell them something
>the fact that no one is buying shit from me only makes it harder, why the fuck am I being nice and doing all this shit and not earning anything in return
Just spent all morning staring at the floor in between clients and trying to come up with clean ways to kill myself and not make a mess.
>>24834976
I feel like I'm jumping universes at this point since life is literally the same every day
