>be me
>be 11 years old
>huge weeaboo with aspergers
>very few friends
>in special Ed
>just start writing a story about a guy who wanted to go to Japan
>printed it out
>made it into a nifty "book"
>made everything by hand
>even read it to my mom who was the only one I lived with at the time
>fast forward to 18 years old
>be me cleaning some old stuff from my mom's as she is moving
>still aspergers weirdo
>crippling depression brought out by not being good at math and never becoming a pilot as I've always dreamed of
>hear something fall out of box I'm carrying
>put down box
>pick up the small "book"
>run inside and flip open the page
>I can feel the same feeling I had when I wrote it years ago
>begin crying
>can't stop
>don't know why
>stay locked up in old room and cry my eyes out
>remember that dad never wanted me to turn out like this
>gets suicidal thoughts
Pic is my old book
Here I am. I have finally decided to commit suicide robots. Thanks for the laughs and cries. Thanks for everything, hope I'll see you once again.
Adieu
good luck, and take some normies on your way out
dont kill yourself dude
post some pics of the book, i'm interested
See you on the other side, man. You're braver than I.
hold ut broder, det er mange rundt deg som er glad i deg.
anon you can still go there
you can do anything in this world
stay please
>>24818471
Farewell, OP.
I hope wherever you go ends the pain you're feeling in this life.
>>24818574
I'll stay for a little while, as the garage fills with exhaust. What is it?
>>24818471
Why not book a flight to Japan, it's not like you have anything to lose if you're at this point
>>24818674
your existence is more important you think, if you're being serious pls stop. everything would be different if you weren't here. i mean you must be here for a reason?
>>24818674
show us the book you huge tease
>>24818703
this, why not just off yourself abroad? at least you get to milk a small amount of extra time
>>24818471
Don't do it senpai, you are important, even if you are contemplating suicide, remember that you have billions of cells in your body and all they care about is you.
>>24818721
There is absolutely nothing in the book that you can understand. Now let me die.
>>24818674
If you kill yourself, your mom and dad will have to live with the grief
>>24818769
at least visit japan
A real shame. Goodnight my sweet prince.
>>24818769
pls senpai we don't care about the book you can live and be happy
>>24818769
Post the plot then
Or at least do what >>24818703 says
>>24818769
We don't necessarily have to, just indulge our curiosities as your final contribution to the robot.
>>24818471
Go to Japan dude. If you off yourself you'll never get to visit the cuddling hotels. They are cheap. 700 yens.
Can I read the story anon? I'll even edit it and make it nice if you'd like. It'd probably be nice for your eulogy.
>>24818769
we dont want to understand it. we just need to read it. post a pic of every page please i really need this.
/b here.....live stream it
>>24818784
This is currently the thing that compels me the most to not go through with it.
>>24818769
show me the book, you don't know me!you're right
your story made me really sad anon ;_;
>>24818471
are we going to ignore the fact that OP waited until he was "18" just to post that he's going to commit suicide. If he wanted to do it he would've done it
>>24818817
What? Are they really that cheap? That's like 5 euro
>>24818857
Maybe he's jus 16 and looking for attention
Good luck OP, it's been an interesting ride. This next pill is for you, guess where it's from?
Also, yeah, show us the book before you pass out.
>>24818471
Are you norwegian?
Dont do it man. Im from Oslo, and ill take you out for some beers tomorrow if you need someone to talk to for a night. I cant promise that ill be your best friend or anything, but if you want someone to hate the world with for one evning, i can be that guy. Come on man.
>>24818875
Look for yourself
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpZbu7J7UL4
>>24818888
Also, if you're in/near Vermont I'd happily hook you up with a bunch of Japanese happy pills if you don't die.
>>24818769
Take a trip to Japan, you can kill yourself on your last day or something like that.
I think it's too late folks.
>>24818471
SO you're the guy who started spamming all the yaoi. what was that all about?
Hey anon, can you at least tell us more about yourself? Why do you want to kill yourself. I'd like to know.
>>24818769
Please scan all the pages of the book, don't you want some remnant of you to survive?
>>24818934
Holy shit robot heaven. I know where I'm going next summer
Neei
Dra til Japan forst da
>>24819018
Because I harmed my father. Damn, getting hard to type.
>>24819101
Hey anon, what do you think happens after you die?
>>24819101
Being born retarded isn't your own fault. You shouldn't punish yourself for it.
>>24819101
Come on anon, I need more detail. I'll write a story about you, and I'll post it here in a little memoir with a screen-cap of this thread. Then I'll upload the image to google so you'll live forever in the internet's collective memory.
I wonder if he will dream of Japan when he passes out.
this >>24819161
in the future something will surpass humanity, if 1 byte of information can be stored on 8 molecules then the entire internet could fit in something with less than the mass of a drop of water and it could very easily store this information for research purposes, knowledge about the fleshbags that were part of the paradigm shift from naturally evolved beings to what ever it becomes
your message will forever be a small part of this entity
>>24819180
can anyone post the rope wit the anime in the other side
>>24819101
Bye OP
I'm proud of you for being brave enough to take this step.
>>24819101
Why are you killing yourself for another person?
>>24818471
Tomorrow you will feel less shitty anon, just wait one more day at least, the feels cough you by surprise
Read the book, and make a plan to travel there. You have something that most of us don't, a dream, and you can make this shit happen, and it only depends on you, not like getting a gf or being a rich person, that depend of other people, but your dream only depend on you, and you can do it
Dont kill yourself, you can handle those feels
>>24819337
I have a couple different ones.
>>24818471
come on, op, i ain't gonna stop you from offing yourself, that's your decision, but show us the book before you go out
come on nigga
>>24819337
Here ya go.
original x2 comment
>>24819101
Pls dont do it anon. I miss you already
I think we've lost him
op you still there?
i want to know what's in this fuckin book
>make book
>kill self
>>24819696
>if it's in a word
>or it's in a look
>you can't get rid
>of Anon's book
>>24819498
This guy is right OP. You have a dream and you should die trying to make it happen. You can still turn your life around and I sure hope you do.
Dont hurt ur mom like that,
>>24819750
Fuck off stupid fucking normies
>>24818769
jeg vil gjerne oversette boken din for deg
Don't do it man. There's nothing on the other side. Go to Japan and follow whatever dream s you have. Imagine what this would do to your friends and family. Even if you're poor and lonely there are still things left to live for. Join a support group. It helped me immensely when I was going through depression.
Do some thing you've always wanted to before you end yourself and maybe you'll decide not to.
Good luck anon
You're a brave man
Don't do it brother. You dont want eternal nothingness. Please, consider this beautiful world, consider the beautiful Japan you wanted to visit.
Consider your mom and dad who still love you.
Consider every experience of happiness and every new person you might encounter on your journey in this world.
Don't kill yourself brother.
noen ring politiet
OP? Are you there?
>Fuck off robot my comment is original
>>24819865
>>24819809
>>24819498
>>24818784
>>24818757
>>24818574
>>24818540
I hope all of you get hit by cars. No reason for OP to stay and suffer. Let him make a decision for himself for once in his life that doesn't force him to be at the mercy of others.
>>24818784
>You should suffer so others don't feel bad
Should people in abusive relationships stay in them so their partner won't feel bad?
de e noe seriost galt med deg din faens homse
heng deg
eg kan spandera tauet
>>24820074
Is original robot?
B U L L Y
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L
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good luck with life and don't do it
He's gone
RIP OP
Life didn't deal you a fair one. At least you're in a better place
I would hug you if I could, OP
rip in pizza
>>24820020
No because their partners are abusive you retard
Wherever you are I hope your happy
Rip op
sending lots of love to you, OP, wherever you are
>>24820327
lol op
>>24819977
how old are you? i'm interrrrested.
>>24818736
If you do this, open up like 15-30 credit cards all at the same time, they won't post that you opened them at the same time while they do the credit checks. You should have 50k in credit you can use, use this to fly to Japan and live like a king for a few weeks until you end it.
Rip OP,
I'll join you in a few.
Is OP dead?
Faggot didn't even make it to the suicide forest.
>>24820813
Imagine hundreds or thousands of years from now when archaeologists dig up robot NEET remains there. There could be a whole ">tfw no gf" or "I hate being a wagekek" exhibit.
>>24819977
fuck off, OP is 18
I was a depressed friendless faggot at 18 and now I'm a reasonably successful semi-normie at 21
Don't fucking do it just yet OP
>>24820431
19 and heading OPs way
I'm a full time student and have a job. So no NEET status.
>>24821023
Then you're a fucking normie and always have been. Fuck outta here
>>24819977
i don't want him to die without showing us that book
then he can go ahead and do it
drinking to op and the lost media that is "nippon en mann pa reise" tonight
godspeed you glorious faggot
>>24821340
>19
>nineteen
>teen
Just the type of person I imagined that posts edgy shit.
>>24819101
Just die already.
>>24821833
At least we have the balls to commit suicide you pathetic fuck.
>>24822080
>tells people to get hit by cars because they're trying to prevent a suicide
>thinks having the balls to kill yourself marks you as a better person
Are you sure that you're not 14?
Lykke til med alt, OP.
>>24822080
But yet you're still here, fuck-wit. I thought you had balls?
Love you OP. See you on the otherside bro.
I think OP is kill. Goodbye you sperglord. See you in Valhalla
