Anyone have any mental disorders? Self-diagnosed, or are you getting treatment?
>tfw have borderline personality disorder
>makes my whole life an emotional rollercoaster, all my relationships are completely chaotic and filled with abuse, can't stop myself from using shit tons of drugs, self-harm nearly every day
>on Abilify but it barely does anything to calm the tides
DBT has been helping me a little bit but I really, really need some relief from this. I hate myself so much.
I was diagnosed bipolar at age 13. I'm pretty sure it's just depression though. I don't take any medication, I just fight it.
It might be bipolar, though, because I feel like there is a demon inside me.
>>24795321
Do you ever feel manic? Bipolar should be pretty easy to spot, it's very distinguishable from depression
>>24795484
No, not really. I feel powerful sometimes, but mostly I'm either normal or depressed.
>>24795252
>Self-diagnosed
>>>/tumblr/
There's a reason why "I have a cough, must be terminal cancer" is a meme. It's because you're retarded.
>>24795739
I personally am not self-diagnosed, but some mental illnesses can be really obvious. You don't really need a doctor to confirm schizophrenia or bipolar, it's unmistakeable.
>>24795817
I hear voices alot and hallucinate things when its dark. And I get weird paranoid feelings. I don't feel much empathy for others or find edgy stuff disgusting and I feel emotionally numb but I still get depressed and suicidal and the voices add to that. I also have alot of homicidal thoughts. I feel guilty like there's two split personalities one evil and one good in me but then its like hundreds of people and personalities live in my head.
>>24795873
Sounds word-for-word like schizophrenia.
>>24795926
Not sure I failed that YouTube test for schizophrenia right. But yea my hygiene deteriorates sometimes and I get agoraphobic. And I am terrified of women and other people. But then I hear those voices and see signs to do things. And it makes me thing its special just for me.
I was a heavy abuser of stims and psys too.
A doctor diagnosed me with SPD a few years ago but I never sought treatment for it.
>>24795739
It shouldn't be a problem to self-diagnose if you're not a Normie and are highly intelligent, like OP and myself.
>>24795252
probably /bpd/ too, i have every single recognisable symptom. shit sucks.
>too robot to go to doctor end me now
i'm pretty sure i'm a mild autist. i struggle to understand peoples expression/tone of voice and as a result cannot differentiate between when somebody is being serious or joking.
it doesn't really get in the way of anything though, and i tend to just not speak to certain people at work who would create this confusion.
>>24795252
Diagnosed bipolar disorder (type 1) and necrophilia. Taking a shitton of medication to try and control homicidal obsessive thoughts and urges in addition to treating everything else. I'm actually doing better than I ever have thanks to a stable living environment, but what's good for me is barely-functioning for a normie.
My psychologist is trying to get me to find a specialist in paraphilias but I live in a hick state with very few qualified specialists. I don't really know what to do- if I continue just having standard therapy my bigger issues go unaddressed, but if I start seeing someone new I have to start from square one and start all over again. Not sure if anyone here can relate to this, but I could use some advice.
Got diagnosed with depression, generalized anxiety disorder, and ADHD. Recently had to get off ADHD meds because of chest pain and shit. I should probably be on meds for depression and anxiety, but I'm anxious (heh) that they will fuck up my body in the long run.
>>24795252
>1 doctor says I have depression and need fluoxetine
>another says I have social phobia and need CBT
>mfwtfw both did nothing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZChj-0Cg_pY
>>24795873
you just described me o.O
pls stop
>tfw want to spend time with people online
>instead do drugs all day
fuck
>>24795252
ADHD
Autism
Aphantasia
>>24795252
>Diagnosed Ass Burger at age 2
>Diagnosed ADHD at age 5
>Diagnosed with Clinical Depression at age 18
On top of all that I'm a fucking extrovert, meaning my life is an endless loop of making friends, spilling spaghetti in front of friends, and losing friends.
Dunno if this counts but I get anxiety attacks that hurt physically. After a month of various testing, doc gives me lorazepam. Had clinical depression in the past but recovered after 8 or so months. Also was on accutane for 6 months and it messes up your mental state pretty good, especially with the dosage I had to take. Uni almost over so can finally get off this rollercoaster.
What makes your relationships so chaotic? Is it you or them? What is said and what feelings make your relationships chaotic?
>>24795252
I get extreme anxiety for no reason sometimes, usually when I'm at home by myself. Just have to double over and shake it out. Usually lying in bed helps, I have a fuzzy blanket that helps with stress. It may be linked to MJ use as a kid but that's also one of the few things that helps at this point.
Diagnosed clinical depression and anxiety
On SSRIs for the past week or so
I probably have something, I doubt I'll ever tell the doctor though, desu.
>always told I sound like a robot
>no real emotions or empathy
>can't really connect with others
What's wrong with me, senpai?
