>In church
>Be sperg so always sit at the same place
>Sitting next to a qt 3. 14
>She also sits at the same seat always
>Had a crush on her for like 7 months
>Never once mustered the courage to talk to her
>Just sit down and stare at her throughout mass
>MFW she talks to me two weeks ago
>"You're very quiet, Anon, do you have any friends?
>How do you speak to them if you're so quiet "
>Asks if I would like to be her friend.
>Asks for my name and tells me hers.
>Says we'll see next week
>Next week comes, we basically ignore ourselves as usual.
>Wondering what I did wrong.
>Oh well, just content to look at her
This is where it gets cringy...
>Today in church(two weeks later )
>She still doesn't talk to me
>MFW I'm travelling next week and won't be back till next year
>Too shy to ask for her number so I do the next best thing
>Decide to take pictures of her as souvenirs
>Bring out phone furtively
>Act like I'm playing on it
>Move it so it's facing her
>Press the shutter button
>MFW flash is on, and continuous shots is on
>MFW it takes 10 pictures of her while the flash is on
>She turuns and looks at me
>Iwanttodierightnow.webm
>Panic and drop the phone and run away from the church.
I'm never going to church again.
>>24792022
well ya blew it
have my condolence
I just want to crawl under a rock and die tbqh fan.
>>24792111
come on, get your shit together. everyone will forget about this incident during your trip anyway
>>24792022
>Wondering what I did wrong.
if i always had to greet someone and they never greeted me first i'd start to feel like maybe i was imposing.
in other words, you were supposed to greet her when you saw her the next week, essentially communicating that you actually want to talk to her and that she's not a bother to you
>>24792387
But i don't know how to make conversation.
I have absolutely no idea what to say, which is why I keep quiet most of the time.Doesnt matter now anyways
One of the sadder things I have read on this board.
Fuck, dude. I'm sorry.
>>24792239
She'll remember.
The people there will remember.
>>24792022
you really screwed everything OP
that girl probably had a crush on you
but now for sure she thinks you are a creep
>>24792646
yeah, they probably will. only way is to confront her and tell the honest truth. maybe she'll think your autism is cute.
either that or crawl under a rock and never show up again
>>24792739
>She thinks you're a creep
Why do you have to remind me, Anon? ;;
>>24793224
it's not over yet anon, you still are able to fix things if you build up the courage
OP
You're a fucking idiot, mate
>>24792022
but this is not true is it? god.
>going to church
>>24792022
Holy shit. You fucked up OP.
>>24792022
lel I remember this story. Go to a different church, at least.
>>24793322
I already figured that out, Anon.
>>24795109
I wish it weren't, senpai.
>>24795197
Yeah... I'm going to stay away from churches for now.
>taking creepshots of someone you like
Why?
>>24792022
>Things nobody does in a church.
>girl actually comes up to you and talk to you
>you don't feel safe starting convos with her after that
you are either a dumbass or a scared bitch, probably both
>>24792022
>>24792739
if it makes you feel any better
>girls I work with
>takes photo of me in secret
>flash is on
>I ignore her completely now
Honestly if she was actually cute or interesting, I'd be flattered and try going farther with it. But she's unattractive so I found it creepy.
I bet if she was interested in you she found it flattering and took it as a compliment, but we are on r9k, so I don't have much hope.
Jeez OP I feel like there exists a lie that could save your ass, but I'm too dumb to think of it, something like "I was afraid to talk to you so I told one of my fb friends about the situation (to muster up the courage), and he asked me for a photo and I took a picture but the flash was on, so I panicked...". I think it's a pretty bad lie cause it may still make OP look a bit douchey, but maybe it'll give someone a good idea, come on autists, help OP out.