why am i so sad all the time
why are you guys sad all the time
what are you doing with your neet time?
dont you feel like youre wasting away
i know i am
someone draw sad shit with me
you like that huh
who here doesnt brush their teeth
I'm sad because some people just weren't meant to be happy.
I do productive shit with my neet time though. I don't feel like I'm wasting away. I can't fix being happy but my accomplishments are fully under my own control. desu baka senpai. You don't get to complain about being sad if you aren't doing anything with your life. Especially if you were gifted with being neet. At least use your gift. If you're still sad then you just have a fucked up brain and that sucks ass, but you can still do shit, so do it.
>>24777022
started making my own game today actually,
using shitty ass gamemaker, doing the tutorial
and started learning java
i suck with computers but im trying to learn and so far it's been fun and keeps me entertained
i tried working out in the past and other shit but nothing measures up to this
i want to do something productive
but im still sad cause im not where i want to be
i should be positive
>>24777184
what kind of game is it
>>24776461
Hello. I am emo-chan.
Sad because no GF.
Have plenty of friends with benefits but no girl wants to stay after my cock ain't hard anymore.
>>24777184
good on you being productive famiglia
i just sit here and do nothing for 2 years, who knows what i could have learned in that time if i tried
>>24777374
What the fuck are these yellow things?
>>24777413
The yellow things are Asian frogs
>>24776461
>>24776592
>>24776600
>>24777184
>>24777374
These yellow bros are making me feel real cozy senpai keep them coming please
>>24777232
so far it's the stupid catch the clown tutorial
it's like snake or some shit
but i'm planning to make some weird depressing shit like LISA that'll weaken normie minds
whats nice about indie games is you can do shit AAA normie devs wouldn't touch
>>24777413
i have no fucking idea honestly, i just took the ms paint to convey my current emotion onto a canvas
it looks like shit
but for some reason it looks funny yet sad as fuck
I wish I was born 500 years ago where I can die fighting for my king and my relatives can extol my glory.
But now we're all trapped in bureaucracy
How many TPS reports did your grandfather report?
My fucking face when.
That's the godddamned 21st century
>>24777452
yay a sense of belonging
shits lookin up
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KGsQ5n9Qu0A
>don't even listen to rush
>this song goes well with picture
noooooooooo
all this sjw
transgender shit
makes me feel like im gonna get crushed
theres this girl
i mean excuse me
this uh
bigender binary binocular chick nongender nonconformed non-non possibly otherkin i have no fucking idea who told me at a party once that she was asexual within first 3 minutes of meeting "it"
i asked her why this big fucking pussy who likes underage girls why he was being sad about this girl who friendzoned him and she gives me "im asexual" because a girl in her group
sorry
binonnary gender fuck my shit up gender fucking complicated piece of shit is the leader of these girls who aspire to be male or not male or female
like what the fuck has the world come to type of shit
my mind is saturated
then the terrorism and shit
and then people getting pissed at the neet live
man
shits about perspective
thank god i found this board
i keep thinking about death
im not suicidal
but sometimes i just freak out of nowhere cause i feel i have no control
it must have something to do with the past alcoholism
i rarely drink if not at all now
i worked hard on it
and thanks to this board
i remember before coming on here a few years ago
my abusive dumb ex told me people come here to complain
told me to avoid this place
she would go on /cgl/ and be a drama queen about everything
fuck her she has quadruple cheeks
shes fucking stupid
im complaining to you guys now
this isnt my personal blog
but it feels good to read what you robots go through and get to spill whatever shit on my mind without having to think about it sometimes
someone draw some shit with me
christ
>>24777737
I want to go back to having only two genders instead of LGBTAQWERYUIOPSDFGHJKZXCV12432/,.0
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagggggggggghhhhhhh motherfuckeeeeeeer fuck look sometimes its better if you dont say shit
>>24776461
Here is yarls inbred brother
i miss my dad
i wish i had tried to find the right medication instead of stopping completely
i wish i hadn't fucked up with emery
i wish i hadn't fucked up with all my friends
i don't want to cut myself anymore but i never really wanted to before, it just passed the time
something to do
>>24777990
what the fuck i forgot image
maybe i should do heroin
i need to stop jerking off to anime kids
shit's fucked up
boys are too damn cute
and i'm too damn ugly
and fat
and worthless
and i'm not doing anything to fix that
i don't go outside
i don't go to any places
when do things get better
when do i get to kiss someone
when was the last time i got a hug
>>24777992
i miss my dad and bro too
these drawings are actually spawning from my lonely mind and me only
they are missing captions
because back in the day, i would do these kinds of drawings with my brother on paint, he would come up with retarded captions and i would draw a random image
it was edgy and funny and just kept to us
but my dad and bro have both fallen deep into drugs
my dad texted me a photo message of him the other day high as fuck
and told me he had drank and taken pills
my younger brother always glorifies drugs and is on his way to harder and harder shit
ill try to find if i have on this computer but i dont have drawings weve made
i used to cut myself and burn myself with cigarettes
i would cut edgy shit into me like XIII like a stupid faggot
faggot? can i use that word? shucks
im sorry i named him marl
i prefer garl, but i just went marl
but it's going to be garl
trust me
>want to make friends
>want to have kids
>want to feel in control of my life
>myopia
>other people are more attractive than me
>parents feed me
>can't look them in the eye
>want to feel driven, like I really need something
>when I talk to a girl I need to rape her but I am too weak, both to overpower her and to prevent her from aborting it and also to entertain her and to stop the government from raping me
>when I see a man I need him in my tribe, but I am too weak, he doesn't follow me, if anything I should follow him but fuck that, I have my parents, they feed me
>music and videogames aren't fulfilling
>>24778087
dont do heroin
don't end up like my gay ass bro
guys so far i was just drawing shit, emotions,
you guys came along and contibruted
and if im not mistaken
collectively
with all our sadness
looks like we're onto something
whatever we drew,
i drew a frog looking motherfucker
one looks like a fag duck
and one looks like an indifferent shark
>>24778123
i like marl or garl, either works
i'm sorry about your family
i lost an uncle/cousin to painkillers and booze
>>24777992
this a special recreation for you
because honestly i dont know what the fuck to make of this
is that an isolated cheekbone
>>24777992
Emery? Black Emery?
>>24778208
it's 2:17 AM and i was trying to program
i always dream about making money so i can take care of my family
and buy japanese imported goods
and travel
and just have it
and like
not use it
always be like yooooooooo i got money but like not tell anyone and be modest and like go to eat some take out or some shit
not have to worry
but i know money fucks people
so sometimes when presented with the opportunity
it scares me
and i rather now
i buy some toys sometimes that remind me of my childhood
i cant seem to let go of that
even though it was fucking weird
i was bullied a lot
and isolated
but i liked it
but didnt at the same time
i used to fucking love digimon
i still do
massive nostalgia
digimon, dbz, gundam
then my taste and shit got better and forgot about them
when i think about them
i remember being a latchkey shit
even more alone
i had fucking pets galore
hamsters, rabbits, birds, even snails i picked up
im 25 i still have hamsters, i got mice, and snails
i care for mice
i love mice
because they are so misunderstood
and the world fucking hates them
when really they are alright
and clean
and nice
and never bite
and people prefer a bitch ass hamster cause it's cute
i have had girls i was interested in
they didnt like me unless i was taken
what the fuck is up with that
whats with this push and pull mentality
i suggest getting pet mice
nothing sucks than having to deal with death all the time when their frail feeder feeble body fail them cause people just mass produce them for snake food
after you build a bond with such a clueless creature
who warms up to you fast knowing youre the top of the predator apex pyramid fucking thing
constant reminder that when you build a bond itll get lost
surround yourself with ultimate sadness
why even let it pile up
look at our asses
