shit that just hurts
"just... stop"
*whispers to classmate*
"hey what's his name"
>>24766420
Dude are you the same guy who keeps making these threads?
>>24766495
havent been on /r9k/ for a while. tried being a normie and i crashed. came back here and figured i would make this thread
>>24766495
Better than the endless "fembot" feels threads and trap/faggot threads.
>>24766561
Those threads are being deleted now. It was spammed so often that it just gets deleted. I hope he gets banned so now and then so he learns h a lesson.
>be me 18
>for the first time ask out a girl
>she says "no anon we can be friends"
Never talk to her again
>>24766420
"who invited this guy?"
"I thought I liked you but I don't"
>>24766622
this too man
>"thanks but I already have a boyfriend "
>>24766470
followed by "hey anon can I borrow a pencil" followed by you not having the nerve to ask for it back at the end of class
>"Oh, you're not joking? Haha no."
First time I asked a girl out.
>"Could you sit somewhere else? Someone else is coming."
no one ever came
>"Why do you even show up to school?"
>>24766550
I feel you man. Stopped going on /r9k/ for a while. When I realized that I had regressed to smoking weed everyday and wanting to be alone all the time I started coming back.
Just leave me alone(x20)
My ex girlfriend or whatever she was I don't know anymore.
>people say something about you as if you're not in the room with them
I feel this should rude by normie standards as well
>>24766641
Only atractive spergs will get this one
At work last night someone told me I look like the young grinch in school when no one got him a present. Everyone absolutely lost their shit and I died a little inside.
>>24766745
My parents always did this. I even mentioned to them that it bothered me once, and they still would talk casually about me in 3rd person when I'm standing right there.
I've never known this is normal normalfag behavior or what, or they just hated me or whatever.
Pic related, it was years ago and I'm (mostly) over it now, but it was the worst thing anyone has ever said to me
>>24767001
Oh Jesus, i dont think id ever get over this. Sorry the bitch said that to you
>we're 18 for gods sake
In other words she wants to be a dick sucking skank who sleeps arounds. Be glad she didnt work out
>>24766641
oh damn lol
>>24767001
She has a point. You should never put pussy on a pedestal. Even when you're in (what seems to be) a relationship.
It took a long time. And you're probably right, and cheated on me, talked me into an open relationship when she wanted someone else's dick (although she said nothing happened before ahe changed her mind and wanted us to be exclusive again) in too of the fact that after we broke up she called me in Skype and cammed lewd things to me while she was in a long term relationship with another guy, and then messaged me a month ago to try again while living with the same guy.I'd be lying if I said I didn't still love who and used to be when we first started dating, even if she was still a little bit of a slut back then
>>24767167
18 year old girls fall in love all the time. Just not with you
>>24767001
I would think that you were just being a beta, but seeing as she pulled the"im only 18" means she probably wants to fuck around
>>24766420
"I'm sorry, but he didn't make it"
>>24767309
No yeah, she was and I'm less of a beta bitch now that I'm over it because I know she was right about that.
Granted I'm also jaded we fuck about relationships now and have a vastly different view on love but that's probably for the better
>>24767368
>open relationship
slut confirmed. Please tell me you didnt agree to that
>>24767452
>talked me into
It was a dark time anon and I'm not proud of it
>>24766420
>At a bar with a female friend, the closest thing I ever had to a romantic relationship.
>Thought I managed to fake a normie lifestyle pretty well, trying to put on an extrovert personnality and lying about my social life.
>She asks "How is this friend of yours ?"
>"Ha ha I don't know, didn't see him in a while"
>"Maybe you should'nt loose contact with people like that, you don't have a lot of friends to begin with."
Kind of ironic too because I cut contact with her because of that sentence, not giving any explanation of course.I miss her every day
>>24767001
How is that hurtful?
She probably just didn't have that much self worth in herself, so when she sees someone clawing up and saying "Wow you are so great, you are so amazing" it seems two-faced and ingenuine. Either that, or you must be someone who is very pathetic.
>>24767502
I hope you realize that people are very rarely intentionally rude, especially at the age where you can go to a bar.
>>24766613
I did the same thing. What I learned is that you shouldn't put yourself out there like that because asking her out kind of implies that you want a relationship or whatever. Just compliment them in casual conversation, try to be funny, ask for their number and then close the deal by asking them to meet up with you somewhere.
>>24767586
>people are very rarely intentionally rude
Fuck that.
I may as well have walked into thanksgiving dinner this year with a target drawn on my forehead.
People go out of their way to find the nearest person on the lowest rung of the social ladder and then they do their best to stomp on their hands.
>>24766420
"We want fun people in our group" didn't say directly to me but I know they meant me, I just know it.
>"You seem like the kind of guy who'd kill himself in his 20s anon, ahah!"
Holy shit, how can people actually say shit like this with a straight face and still consider themselves good citizens
>>24766641
Kek the one I got was "I like you but I don't know anymore" which was due to me completely making a mess of the situation I was in. No worries though you live and learn.
go away anon, no one here likes you
From mom
>you're a failure, we've put thousands of dollars into you and you have nothing to show for it.
From brother
>kill yourself no one wants you
From friend
>you're such a fuck, why am i friends with you
>"You don't know what's good for me."
>"You think you're my master." "No I don't." "Yes you do."
>"I don't think this is working for me."
>"Hey, I need some help, I've been having suicidal thoughts lately"
>"Oh, okay, that's cool"
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck everyone.
nobody wants you or needs you
>>24767791
>From mom: you're a failure
I got a similar one from my mom too
>You're a waste of a life
Hi five!
>>24767791
Lel, I got the first one all the time from my folks, and when I finally transferred from CC and moved out, they cried about me leaving and being an uncaring son
Now I'm at Berkeley studying engineering, and they're going to try to call me again and ask me to come home for Christmas, and I'll refuse, again
Why don't you have a job anon?
"Stop talking anon, we all know you're a virgin"
How do normies know? What the fuck!
>>24767720
They really don't. Adults are too caught up in their own worlds to be cruel to others.
It doesn't mean they aren't unintentionally rude, but seriously, if you recognize that people being rude is more of a coincidence than something that they consciously decided, robots can get over the whole "holding a grudge for life" thing.
In this case, anon should definitely try to get in contact with her if he can. I can guarantee she wasn't being rude - if she wanted to be rude, she wouldn't have gone to the bar with him.
>>24766420
Ask grill out
>Are you retarded?
Ask another
>Don't be ridiculous
TRY to ask another one but before I get the chance
>Fuck off
WELL FUCK YOU TOO BITCHES
>"Do something with him?"
>"Haha no he's disgusting!"
She didn't see me walking by, but noticed me as she said that last part while talking to a friend who knew I liked her .
The funny part is I haven't changed anything about myself so still a disgusting piece of shit and ever since that incident I have not done anything to even imply the faintest interest in any female leading to a life of solitary loneliness
:)
>>24767890
your mom sounds like a terrible person
or maybe its you who's the terrible person
This happened in middle school.
Some kid was handing out invitations to his birthday party. When i got there his mom told me to fuck off.
>Jimmy only invited you to his birthday because the teacher made him invite everyone, but you aren't welcome here, and if you don't leave my house in 5 minutes i'm calling the police
>>24767791
>we've put thousands of dollars into you and you have nothing to show for it.
Yes because kids are just machines that shit out success when you put your money in. They should have raised you better instead of just spending money on you. God damn I'm fucking mad.
>>24768043
fuuuuuck
makes me wonder about the mom though. you have to be a terrible person and incredibly immature adult to say that to a kid. anyone who tries to be the "cool" mom for dumb middle schooler reasons is a fucking retard.
>>24767497
C U C K A D O O D L E D O O
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>>24767502
She was right tho...
>>24768113
I'm literally autistic
I had to have an aide in school at that point.
It's pretty understandable desu anon.
I think the worst thing you can ever hear is nothing at all. If she tells you to fuck off, then you know she hates you and you can begin the process of moving on. If she just drifts away and doesn't say anything to you at all, you'll always wonder. That's devastating.
>>24767001
she has commitment issues, you can tell when she says she feels 'disgusted' by the things you tell her
but still your fault for falling for such a slut though
>>24767001
>Pic related, it was years ago
topkek. delete that shit my senpai.
>>24766420
>"Oh shit I forgot you were even here, why are you here?"
We were watching a movie. sitting on a big sofa
"why are you even here?"
o-ok, I guess I will just go back home and cry myself to sleep then, bye.
>>24767388
This. Bitch a ho.
>>24766550
that pepe is a pretty recent vintage though
making an awful thread is one thing but lying about it is unforgivable
saging and closing my browser now
>>24767001
>weather in Australia
God, I hope your grammar has improved
"Dude you're so ugly. Your mama doesn't love you, there's no way she can."
>>24766420
> why do all the losers fall for me?
found out after school on the bus that the girl i had the courage to ask to be my qt girlfriend said that about me to the whole class...
never had a girlfriend since. 24kv now.
Whenever a Chard or Stacy says
>My life is so awful
Fuck you.
>I can't accept this gift
>let's just be friends
>>24767753
Human evil. The most abundant substance on planet Earth.
>>24767964
it's just obvious man, I can walk down a street and spot most of the virgins just by how they walk and look.
>>24768568
Do you carry a knife you bought online with you when you go to the pub on a wednesday night?
"you're my favorite person in the world"
It hurts because she loves me to death and still, she'll never love me like I love her.
>>24768655
>pub
You think I go out in public?
>>24768480
You tell that Chard, you say "You're just a vegetable!" then run away like a little girl.
>>24766745
>normie
>standards regarding rudeness
Hello new friend
>>24767964
>>24768622
>tfw I am a khv but everyone assumes I have a gf or at least get girls
>>24767001
>stop treating me like a god
>okay i will stop that
do you not see it?
Of all the words of song an script, these are the saddest. "/r9k/ was right again" - anon 2015.
>>24768043
holy shit how fucked up can you be for a kids mom to say that to you
>can't speak in presentation
>freaking out because of how nervous I was
>girl says "poor guy"
I remember it to this day, I don't even know who said it, its forever marked into my brain
>>24768383
>that pepe is a pretty recent vintage though
You mean you recently saw it for the first time?
>>24769325
>holy shit how fucked up can you be to say that to a kid
fixed that for you, shit eater
>>24768169
Were you notorious for doing weird or dangerous shit? If no, then that is simply not on and that mother is a horrible human being.
>Dad: "i just don't understand you. When i was your age i had all kinds of girlfriends."
>tfw 23 kv
>>24769626
He doesn't get it, girls are different now, you could be just some dude and a girl would like you simply for being cool and having decent appearance.
Nowadays we have to compete with so much shit and they have their heads so far up their own asses, you are either a rockstar or nothing to them.
>Left my home on the westcoast because of some family shit after my brother died
>Been living on the east coast for five years
>Other brother rings me up because my mom died
>Head home for the funeral
>See friend of mine for the first time
>"busta, stright busta"
Cuts deep
My stepmom straight up asked
>"Have you ever kissed a girl?"
It's more of a statement than a question. Plus the usual "Are you gay?" comments/questions.
And the funny thing is she claims to have or have had emotional/confidence problems in the past. Women can't be robots.
>>24769737
>a girl would like you simply for being cool and having decent appearance
that still happens all the time though.
>>24769943
If you're 15
It goes to shit after that
>that soft, forced and quick to end laughter she gives you when you make a joke
>>24768755
>she'll never love me like I love her
With her dick?
>talk to a girl for 6 months
>yesterday she texts me "I love u anon"
>I love you too...
>today morning
>oh shit anon, I was drunk, I feel ashamed for what I said, why did you take it seriously?
Fucking destroyed
>>24769737
If you go after 18 year olds I guess... But I know for a fact you can be a jobless high school dropout and date 25-30 year old career women as long as you have personality and maybe looks
>>24766641
>I never really liked you.
>>24770238
She sounds like a major bitch emotionally toying with you. Do yourself a favor and cut her out of your life.
>>24770238
>not replying with "lol"
dude you need to step your game up
>>24770272
>as long as you have status, money and maybe looks
fixed
>>24770238
>FINISH HIM
>FATALITY
>>24770318
Yeah, I know, but she's the only girl that ever said good and cute things to me in my life (21 yo). I feel like I should cut it, but I can't
"Ew no I could never like [anon] like that!"
![1406043788334[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/8m4RXWy.jpg "1406043788334[1].jpg")
>you're too brute
>Reconnect with girlfriend of 5 years after we took a "one month break" after a big fight, during which we agreed to not have sex with other people
>On the verge of having sex, right about to enter her
>Just to make sure, I ask "Is there a reason why I should be using a condom?"
>She responds, "Yes... I've been seeing someone else during the month we were apart. We were having sex, and we didn't use condoms. I can't lie about that, since you asked and it pertains to your health and safety."
This also happened literally a week after I started law school. I spent the next 7 days a phenibut binge, and the rest of the year (i) feeling depressed and (ii) with an intense desire for revenge.
I'm a bit of an oldfag. I've lived through war, chronic illness, drug addiction, poverty, and a bunch of other bad stuff. But that honestly hurt the worst. By a lot.
>>24770530
Did you at least just get up and leave? if you ended up fucking her anyway then you killed your own dignity
>>24770530
I hope you kicked her to the curb, friend.
>>24770530
Wait, so did you still end up fucking her with a condom?
>>24766420
>You don't think you're funny or anything, right?
>Honestly, your opinion just doesn't matter to me at all.
>>24766420
>be hated in high school
>out of panic want to buy things to make myself feel better, but i end up splurging and buying multiples of a thing
>give away the remains to classmates, who are surprised that i even do that despite them shitting on me constantly
>feel ok because at elastic they're not saying mean shit
>'why are you just buying friends. no one fucking likes you, you can't change that.'
... It still hurts.
and also one time someone told me i'm over enthusiastic. i still remember it from time to time and i want to be a quiet person so desperately.
I love these threads, they're like suicide fuel.
>>24770530
The good old classic "Raw dicking from Chad but condoms for you"
I hope you just broke up then and there like a manyou didn't
>>24770578
>>24770584
>>24770608
I'm not proud of this. Yeah, I fucked her with a condom. I still loved her a lot.
Anyway, it got worse. Shortly afterward, I asked her why she did it. She responded, "I don't know. I was just drunk at first, and he was so much cooler than you. So I kept seeing him. But then I realized that he was just using me for sex." Later that night, she got a text from his group of friends that a band she liked was playing, and she spent the next 45 minutes trying to figure out if she should ditch me and go to the show. Obviously, she never apologized for any of that.
So yeah, that one evening put me into a 1-year depression. However, fueled by unspeakable rage, I started working out like CRAZY and running half marathons. The next summer, I was fit as hell, made friends with a bunch of cokeheads, started going to clubs, and fucking tons of club sluts.
But each time after I climaxed after fucking a club slut, a wave of intense depression and disgust came over me. It made me feel worse.
This was many years ago, but I'm still pissed off about the whole thing.
>"why don't you sit by somebody who actually wants to talk to you?"
>proceed to get up and leave
middle school was tough. still amazed to this day that i made so many friends in HS. now im back to 0 though
>>24766745
>someone lettting you know that peopletalk behind your back. So you know how to act around thise people
>>24770897
Damn bro, I would of kicked her out immediately and never talked to her again, but love is one hell of a thing. Glad things have gotten better though.
>>24766420
>>24766622
>>24766695
>>24766745
>>24767987
>>24768043
>>24768326
>>24768327
Jesus fucking christ this board... This fucking board. This is nightmare fuel. How bad must you people have behaved to get these comments?
I mean, I'm autistic as fuck, but no one has just blatantly told me shit like this. Brutal. Just brutal.
>>24770530
>Women have no problem getting raw dogged by a stranger on a one night stand
>You have to wear a condom, regardless of how long you've known her
>How did we raise such screwed up kids?
-Overheard my parents when they were alone. At least they acknowledged they had a role in it though (not recognizing symptoms of mental illnesses).
>>24771065
There was this video about a dude talking about what turned girls on, they measured how wet their pussies were, girls were more aroused about fantasizing over fucking strangers then people they knew
worst were coming from my mother
>be me 12yo
>mom shouting at mewith her hysteria-pitching voice
>"this all your fault, anon, your fucking fault!"
>she cried rivers afterwards
>never found out what have i done wrong
>they probably didn't even wanted me to born
>fast forward to 15yo
>first more serious contacts with girl
>mom finds out somehow
>she gets that "i rekt u, you little shit" face
>"i told XXX's mom about you, you're going to be alone forever. no one will ever want you"
>fast forward today
>be 26yo
>still alone
fuck, this hurts most. these were real lowblows.
>so anon how many girls have you sleept/fucked in your days
"Were you going to kill yourself or what?"
- Mom, this week.
"Yes"
- Girl I asked out, she has ignored me since.
>>24770897
Damn dude what happened next? I wanna hear your story my life isn't exciting at all
>>24766420
>"Anon, I don't even know how to talk to you anymore. Nothing I say helps, so what's the point?"
>knowing you're so fucking depressed your own mother isn't willing to deal with you anymore
i got better but shit
>>24771060
That's the thing, I act normal, It's just easy to look over me I guess, I don't give off a presence
>>24767536
>>24768208
Situation
>>24768273
It's on a facebook account that I haven't been on since we broke up, it's pretty much deleted. I like to keep it around to remind myself how far I've come from being such a turbo beta though if I ever need it
>>24768407
I was upset and typing at the speed of sound, I never make that kind of mistake normally.
>>24769145
I didn't mean it that way, it was meant to be the start of a rant of everything wrong with her but I stopped myself.
>>24766420
"Played you"
It din't bother me at first but now its seriously one of the reasons I'm going to kill myself when I get enough money to buy a shotgun.
"your different than other guys"
Like i didn't know.
>>24766470
>hey can you...
>*laugh* what's his name* whispers to classmate
>tfw that guy for some reason knew my name
>hey anon can you turn off the lights
feels good and bad at the same time
>you have no friends except me
>im the best you will ever getshe was right
>>24766420
>"You're body is like a sack of potatoes. I can't even fathom what kind of girl would choose to mate with you"
>>24771060
You probably haven't been exposed socially enough to be harrassed and made fun of.
Or you are just so old that being a dick to people isnt socially acceptable anymore.
>>24767586
>very rarely intentionally rude
I'm intentionally rude all the time. lol
>>24769121
I hate this, I'll be on site and someone will ask me what the girls are like where I'm from, I just laugh because they are scum where I live, they interpret this as meaning I get a lot
>too embarrassing to stop them guessing how many
>expecting stories
KILL ME
>>24771547
In what context did he/she say that?
Also don't kill yourself anyone :( if you do you can never shitpost again. Think about it
>>24771678
Everyone has the right to kill themselves.
>>24768113
>you have to be a terrible person and incredibly immature adult
We call that the average normie.
>>24771526
>situation
Woops, put that there to remind myself to explain our situation and I forgot to go back.
Basically, we met when she was in a low point of her life; she cut, was suicidal, and all in all was very unhappy. I helped her through all that, she constantly said how much she loved me, how I was perfect and how she felt like she wanted to be with me forever (and I said it all back). However after she started feeling better about herself she started going out to parties, drinking, doing pot and hanging out with Chads. After that was when she decided suddenly the way we talked to each other for 2.5 years was "disgusting"
>>24771773
Yeah i know, but it makes me sad that they see this as a last resort. They'll be missed.
>>24771806
Nothing you can do, people can only take enough of others' bullshit.
>"Don't worry anon, there are lots of really ugly women out there for you"
>>24767753
The nerdly harry potter fangirl told me this once
The worst part is that she is right
>you will never make a woman happy
it's nice that he is a total fucking loser now
but then again so am I
>Ask for a pic of face. No boobs, no ass, nothing.
>She sends a pic
>Reverse search
>Popular instagram whore she took a pic from
wow ok
>>24766420
"I still love you, but it's just not like before"
>>24771978
The person you were talking to was not female. Sorry friendo.
>ask girl out
>"Sorry anon I'm moving"
>no for a fact she isn't moving
>That slow yet apparent transition where you can see your friends become more and more annoyed + bored of you
>All built up to "sorry I'm busy" before never seeing them again
>you're so boring, anon
>anon never even talks!
fuck me fuck my life I fucking hate it, please someone just kill me I don't like this at all
>"How do you imagine us in the next 20 years?"
>"In 20 years I we will not be seeing each other, I'll probably forget about you in the next 3"
>>24770717
what does one even have to do to be hated like that?
>>24767001
Kinda hits home, buddy. After everything she ended up dating a close friend. I got depressed as fuck and two months later I was over it all. Three-Four months later (Actually, two days ago) I met her again and we had a long talk. She wanted to be friends again and such. I just feel you, bro. I will never idealize someone again.
>>24766420
>I'm pregnant.
>That's the reality of it anon, man up
My mom when I turned 18 , she used to argue with me about everything:
Mom: " Look at you , just look in the mirror, that's what you are, a miserable lazy stupid guy, and you just turned an adult, so we are not threating you like a kid anymore, I don't care If you don't get laid , or if nobody loves you,hell, I don't even care about your existential crisis, from now on if you want to stay here you will do everything I say.And so I did. [/spoiler[
>>24772093
Damn dude, Did someone actually say that or are you just shit posting? I find it hard to believe someone said that. if they did you should of left them immediately.
>>24772195
>sentences that devastated you
>devastated
you'd be pretty scared desu senpai
>>24766420
> 18
> gap year before college
> meet qt
> love everything about her
> spend entire summer together
> every night i'd be excited to go out, just to see her
> start fantasizing about running away together
> talk to all our friends about her
> everyone says we're really "coupley" together, tease us about it
> we kiss, spend every night chatting together, get along so well
> ask her out just as a formality, to make sure
> looks at me worried/scared
> "you're just a friend"
never let myself be that naive again, cant commit to anyone now or even feel that way again..
looking back she was a stacy who never took me seriously, i hope her life goes to shit now honestly
>>24772211
I knoweth yonder feel.
>Parents treat me like I'm their dog
>Can't argue, Don't want to be homeless
>>24770897
Will i actually liked the part where you get fit and all.
This thread is motherfucking killing me
>>24767536
its hurtfull because it meant she didnt love him as much as he loved her.
>not the love of your life
meant she was a dumb whore.
if i find a better guy i leave you
>>24772219
I wish it was shitposting, She said that, after one year I left that school because of bad grades. She was right after all. Feeling like shit m8
>>24772234
So we endure... I honestly don't have where to go
>>24767586
she obviously needed him only because she was interested in his friend,
you retarded fuck
>>24772227
Yes, my life is over. Now I will never get her out of my life.
>"everything you don't do know you will regret"
>"Oh Anon, you're soo cute"
only days after telling me
>"Anon, I like you, but remember we're just friends"
>>24772347
Planning to kill myself To be Honest.
>>24772231
>>24772436
You gotta wonder why women do shit like this if they don't like the guy.
>>24767964
just lie to them.
even if its an obvious lie,
just lie in their dumb ugly faces.
and if you make a fool out of yourself its even better.
because i am a fool.
>>24766641
WHY DID I OPEN THIS THREAD
>"you should cheer up"
>>24772452
In your opinion, how old is a good indicator that its not gonna get better? Need a deadline on this life stuff
>>24772559
I'm 22 currently. DEFINITELY before 25.
Don't be that guy in your 30s who still lives with your parents.
>>24772459
Second guy here.
I think the girl is just the biggest tease in the world. We went on a supposed "date", she tells me "I really like you, but I don't want to date right now. I want to focus on my studies"
2 weeks later I see her at a party, dancing with 10 different guys while constantly searching eye contact with me. We end up talking later, "Anon, when are we going out again?" A few days later what you quoted happened
Some women are pure evil, I suppose.
Worst thing is that I'm really in love with her.
>>24766420
>I don't know anon, you never really seemed like the 'marrying' type
-mum
>oh man, I saw [oneitis] naked as she was getting out of the shower last night
-oneitis' best friendit didn't actually happen, he just likes to fuck around with me
>are you a virgin?
-variousI never know how to respond to it without sounding like a tool
>you're like a punching bag, anon. you just take all the shit everyone throws at you all the time
-at least one person from every group of friends I've ever been in
>>24768790
and dont forget to snap with your fingers like a black women
>>24768480
>Whenever a guy in a first world country says
>My life is so awful
You're just as bad in comparison to people so much worse off
>>24772589
Alright, I'll keep that in mind f@m. Godspeed
>>24772667
It's different, socialization is something you can't buy. You are simply fucked unless you are lucky as fuck and you work every single day of your fucking life.
>and to think i was almost stupid enough to take you back
>>24766420
"It's sad when the only thing you talk about is videogames."
>>24767964
I used to get into this exact scenario too, but I once managed to turn this around (I could do that again, but I haven't been in this scenario since)
I made a face that makes it seem like I'm trying to hold back something and just insist, with few words and little emotion, that I'm not a virgin.
They will ask when and who and all that, and I tell them the truth. I continued to act like I'm scared to speak up, until the girl asked me what my problem was.
I told them I lost it when I was 5 to an older man, and i loved that "I'm a piece of shit" look they had across their face.
Of course I was telling half truths. This "older man" was only 5 years older than me and we both enjoyed it
>"No offense but can you please move on it's really sad..."
Still hurts, man
>>24772774
>It's different
No, you just don't want to admit your life is a cakewalk compared to most of the globe.
>I'm depressed my life is so hard
I'm not saying, of course, the pain you feel isn't real, and that your life is necessarily easy. Why does Chad and Stacey remarking their life is hard upset you so? Everyone has their cross to bear, no one's life is free of trouble. You think you have things so much worse than they, your problems so much more severe, but there are people who have it even worse than you and you don't seem to acknowledge this properly. Sure, you may not be able to socialize well face to face, but at least you're not starving and you don't have AIDS.
Becoming more proficient at socialization isn't easy but it's not impossible. I've known people with Aspergers before who are decent at socializing; if they can do it, so can you. If your anxiety inhibits you get medicated.
Don't be such an enormous hypocrite.
>>24770978
>>24771506
Well, I became moderately successful in my field (litigation), after going through a period of intense psychedelic use and casual sex. Graduated with honors, got published multiple times, won several industry awards, etc.
I'm now living comfortably, but not rich. I'm happily sober, running marathons, and meditating daily. Work is rough, but things are alright, bro.
My life has been boring lately, which is good. The first half of my life is way more interesting, but shit gets tiring. It's fun to talk about being a drug addict, having a chronic disease, living in a warzone, etc., but it wears on you.
>>24772452
Don't do it, at least till 25. Give yourself three years to turn this shit around. If you can't, then it's probably for the best.
>>24772078
yes bro
>>24770307
Wow... she never said it, but she never did...
>>24772868
>He isn't doing that stupid tippy toes thing most manlets do when taking photos
Why is Elijah Woods so based?
>What's wrong with your face?
>Dude you're ugly as fuck
>That guy was fucking ugly!
>More of the same
Can't stand looking people in the eye anymore. Feels like I'm melting them. I never thought I looked that bad but one day people decided they'd start weighing in on the subject. Now I don't feel like I can look a 3/10 in the eye without feeling like an inbred hunchback with a hairlip.
>>24772902
What I meant by different is that there are multiple basic needs that humans needs to cater by nature, and one basic need is the social one. I'm saying that the term "first world country" refers to the economy which will mean that you have it better for security and food, but it has nothing to do with the social needs, which is an essential need.
Someone in a third world country could have a more fullfilling life than someone of a first world country because he can have his social needs catered, along with decent wealth even though it may not as good as the first world country. Because happiness is in balance, it doesn't matter if you have it very good in one side if you are fucked in the other.
>You should try to smile!
>So Anon, when are you bringing home a girl? I want grandchildren some day.
-Mom
>You're just too nice to girls.
-a friends girlfriend
>Yeah, go ahead and sit on your useless ass all day like you always did.
-Dad
>That was so disgusting.He's disgusting.
-random girl to my friend after she drunkenly made out with me
>>24767987
Wtf, what kind of shitty (High School I assume) did you go to?
>>24767368
>I hate you because you're possessive
You let her fuck other dudes. If anything, you're the pathetic opposite of possessive. I, for one, hate you because you contribute to a culture that promotes this open relationship horseshit. Western civilization will not see the 22nd century because there will always be people like you to act as human safety nets when sluts ruin their capacity as a mother or wife.
>have buck teeth
>been told by multiple through out life people I look goofy
I hate that word.
>>24773235
>>Yeah, go ahead and sit on your useless ass all day like you always did.
ouch
"I never really loved you and you're pathetic for believing me"
>>24773142
You're probably not going to be feeling very insecure 15 minutes after Sasha Gray slobbed your knob in a limo.
>>24767791
The first two are horrible regardless of who you are.
But the third makes it seem like you may be a cunty person. Provide some context (if you resond with "i dis nothing wrong I swear" then you must be a confirmed sperg.)
>>24772886
maybe im just tired but i dont get what that sentence means? plz explain for me
>>24773899
My ex telling me to stop being pathetic after 2 years
>>24766913
I don't know what you look like but I'm losing my shit now just imagining it
>>24771065
Yeah, but he also has to wear a condom in case he catches anything. It was implied that they didnt use condoms before (otherwise he wouldnt have questioned why he had to wear one), and she said "about your health"
>>24772077
I feel this
>that 'seen at 6.12pm' facebook message in june, just asking how they are....
>still no response
>>24767923
Stay strong family
When I bought a $950 TV with my own money, and my older brother came back home for Christmas, and I was coerced into letting him and the family watch it, with the don't-be-a-dick part of the deal understood by everyone that I get priority over my TV:
>wake up
>brother is watching (my) TV
>let brother know I'd like to use (my) TV when I eat breakfast
>get cereal, he clears out, put in a Blu-Ray of an old silent movie
>younger brother tells me later that older brother told my mom "he's just watching credits" in a disdainful voice, like he's mad that I kicked him off
If he believed that, he's retarded. Old movies put the credits at the beginning and I'm not going to fast forward through them. He got a film minor at one of the most prestigious film schools in the country. He should know this.
Second off, it's my TV, fucker. I never should've let you use it if you're going to get pissed when I have the audacity to use the thing I BOUGHT. GOD DAMN.
>>24771905
Are you a ghost?
>>24767983
>They really don't. Adults are too caught up in their own worlds to be cruel to others.
I disagree. Most people are hateful, rage-filled fucks with no sense of empathy, only a thin veneer of social respectability they spread over their psychopathic souls.
Actual "adults" are rare. Most people stop their social maturation at 13. The skills they learn are how to suck up and cover their asses...if they don't need to do that with you, then watch out. Just look at this board. Fuck, just look at this world.
Anonymity doesn't have to mean you're an asshole, but for most people, it does...they can drop the pretense and behave like they're 12yos bullying someone on the playground. You can't tell the actual pubescent shit from the 38-year-old "respectable adult" here.
Every so often, you see someone not behaving like a terminal shit head on here, and it's refreshing...but that's just as common as finding those people in real life when you're at the bottom of the social pecking order.
I've seen white collar "professional" execs in their 40s fucking with people's lunches and spitting in their coffee and sabotaging work because they can. Most people never grow out of this shit.
And if we live long enough, this is what we have to look forward to: http://commonhealth.wbur.org/2014/11/conflict-and-violence-in-nursing-homes-study
>>24774329
why don't you just keep it in your room?
>>24774387
Everyone except him respects me enough to let me use it when I want. When I bought it I was living away from home to go to college (still am) so I have no problem with it being in a public place. Sharing is fun.
Unless someone's a dick about it.
>>24772459
i think they are attracted, but that's not enough. they want a high status man, someone who makes them look good, and feel they can do better, so they will entertain the idea while they can but the second it comes to tying the knot they run. also they probably just like the attention and feeling of being loved. at the end of the day its all about them, incredibly selfish, they know its going to hurt you, they know they're leading you on but they simply do not give a shit, so long as they get what they wan't and can get away with it, without looking like the bad guy
"my son is a piece of shit. I've failed as a mother"
>Game night with most of my closest friends
>One of them says "I saw one of those disgusting furries walking by the high school a few days ago."
>something like that, probably not more than 6 sentences
>tfw furfag
>power level hidden as best as I can
>have never told anyone
He has no idea how much it hurt. Hated by my closest friends (and 90% of 4chan).
>>24774767
>Implying furfaggroty matters
I knew a absolute Chad who had pony and furshit on his phone all the time. I get upset just thinking about him.
>>24774329
This thread is full of actually devastating shit. This is high school crap.
>>24774767
Joking said something like that to a friend awhile back, then added, "you're not a furry, are you?". He said in this kind of strangled voice, "I am."
Wasn't sure what to say, changed the subject, haven't heard back since. I really don't give a shit, but I couldn't keep my fucking mouth shut, had to be an ass about it.
So, on behalf of your friends... "whatever man, you're cool with us."
>>24766420
Stacy girl says in response to a light curse;
>"Stop FUCKING swearing omg!!!!!"
This is the first thing some people have ever said to me. Others I knew already.
>"Anon, you look like someone that would shoot up the school."x18
What the fuck. Why do people always say that to me?
>>24772231
>>24772436
shit sons, i feel like i'm heading down that road right now
>>24768383
>recent vintage
>mfw
>mfw living in the south where normalfags are actually polite
This thread makes me feel even better about not being a yankeeshit/califag
>>24768622
Can you describe exactly what gives it away? I want to learn to hide it if it's really that obvious.
>>24771339
what the fuck is wrong with your mom anon?
>you're not stupid anon
my parents whenever I fuck something up or don't know how to do something or handle a situation, because apparently being good at taking standardized tests qualifies me as an expert on fucking everything
>>24776227
californians aren't yanks
>>24773150
pics 4 science
>>24776344
Iktf anon, my parents are always calling me smart and shit. I have never been good at anything but school, I can't even change a light bulb.
>>24772910
What drugs? What disease? what warzone? dont stop talking
>"Why don't you actually get up and do something instead of being a lazy piece of shit?"
By my dad. It was a long time ago, i remember it very well. Im not sure if he does.
"What are you talking about?"
Never ceases to hurt me.
>>24767923
go you m8.
>>24766420
>unfortunately we can't offer you a position at this time
>you hurt me too many times
>who's this? (When a girl obviously deleted my number or got a new phone and didn't care enough to transfer my contact info)
Also, silence. When a girl just straight up stops talking to you and you have absolutley no idea why. That shit sucks.
>>24766420
A lot of people at school told me not to kill myself. It was some sort of running joke for about a year.
I got a couple today at work.
>"Morning anon! How you doin"
> me:"Oh, hey buddy. Im ok"
Turns over to another coworker and whispers
>"Lol man thats quite motherfucker"
>"Yea i dont think he has any friends"
And then towards the end of the day i gave a coworker a ride to his car.
>"So anon do you like have a boyfriend or >something? How old are you? Don't you want a >girlfriend? Do you not want kids?"
Im pretty much convinced at this point that everyone i work with thinks im gay.
>>24766420
I got this text from a girl once. I died a little more.
>>24772589
>>24772676
Im 25. Ill turn 26 next month on the 24th. Im gonna end it before that. I was gonna wait until 30 but its honestly not gonna get any better. I thought the same thing like you guys when i was 22.
>>24770390
It will make you better, trust me. Cut that bitch out of your life
>>24766420
"30 is getting pretty old"
My father, revealing his thoughts about life. Explained a lot of his behavior over the years.
>>24770927
>tfw middleschool was small as fuck so people could torment me endlessly
>Highschool was so big that it was much easier to avoid shit like this
Im still shocked I made it outta middle and highschool though. It really amazes me how cruel we can be at those ages
>everything she said is 100% true
Just a couple of the shitty things kids said to me in middle school:
>"You're so socially awkward."
>me wearing new flannel shirt I got cuz I want to be cool
>"uh, Michael, are you coming out of the closet or something?"
>"hey Michael, you know that nobody here likes you, right?"
>I was wearing earbuds, pretended I didn't hear it
>"I know you heard me"
>>24779879
Where you working at, anon ?
>>24770927
>>24770680
>>24771511
>>24771637
>>24771876
>>24772093
>>24773632
This shit enrages me to no end! I have some sense of self respect and I would tell these people to fuck off and suck my dick, this is nightmare fuel on crack
>>24766470
>person who knew me for years
>"What's your name again"
It happened multiple times.
Here's a recent one for you robots
>Go home
>>24769364
Iktf bro, if you fucked something up, girls just says "poor guy"
>parents sign me up to go on school trip abroad when I was like 15
>teachers call us and tell us they're unsure if I'll be able to attend because parents' of other girls don't want someone like me to share rooms with their daughters
>dad goes nuts on them and tells them to find me a room, even if I have to be alone in that room
>in the end I thankfully get to share a room with another autist
I never knew I was held in such contempt until that day
>>24767001
>You idealise me too much.
Retarded excuse for cowardly women.
>Cowardly women.
Yeah, I know, redundant.
It's basically saying 'it's not you, it's me' even though they idealise themselves, and all they really want is a super confident chad who could get anyone to idealise them as well. When a beta loser does it?
>I don't like you because you don't have a problem with who I am.
Yeah, no.
>>24772868
FUCK this is a double edged sword. I'd love to play a little invincible hardball with moralfag normies to get them off my back. But then again i'd literally be admitting I was diddled as a kid and place myself in a whole nother vat of discrimination, and if they're harder they'll just make more jokes anyway...
When my father told me they could have had less expenses having my funeral than hospitalizing me.
>"If you don't like it, nobody forces you to live here."
Thanks mom.
>"The way you are don't suit me."
Thanks mom.
>"It's not like your life actually is tiring."
Thanks mom.
>"Stop pretending you're ill'.
Thanks mom, I'm totally not being given anti-depressants for a reason.
>"
>>24781049
>>"If you don't like it, nobody forces you to live here."
This shit
Acts like I just have this other house on the side I keep from her or something
>>24780993
holy shit^2
This made me decide I should have another suicide attempt.
It wasn't just this but this was definitely the final strike.
I'm so socially isolated that I don't get to hear people make fun of me anymore
All I see are polite acquaintances that are probably making fun of me behind my back
