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We don't usually have a general feels thread anymore, so share yours here.
>tfw /r9k/ has made you more insecure
>>24763930
>tfw still no gf
h-haha this is all a cruel joke right? my gf is bound to show up sometime
>tfw finally got gf
>she's incredibly red flag
>just keep learning more and more
>>24763930
>We don't usually have a general feels thread anymore
That's because feels threads are usually posted by mudshits, SJWs and stormfags to push some sort of agenda.
>tfw putting on new socks
>>24763930
tfw:
>overwight
>native american half white
>shithole third world country gringo wannabe
>extremely ugly
>teeth fucked up so bad
most of images of teeths on r9k look much better than mine
big teeths, small mouth
>shitskin
>small eyes
>poor
>soon homeless
>paranoid because fucking normies always making fun of me when i was a child
>small dick
>failrue at everything
only thing i know is fight, but obviously if i defend myself im the bad guy
sheeeiiiittttt
>>24763930
>tfw boyfriend broke up with me more than a month ago
>still cry every day
>>24763930
>tfw taking the Putnam.
>>24763930
Has anyone here lost motivation to eat? I could go out and buy instant noodles or something but it's still too much of a hassle. I usually just drink water if I'm hungry. Being hungry doesn't motivate me enough to go up and get food. Until my stomach is in actual pain, I just drink water. Even then I just eat a peanut butter sandwich.
>>24764144
You Mexican?
>>24764119
No agenda here. I just want a thread for robots to share their feels.
>>24764208
no, at least this place is ''secure'' if i were mexican i would be already dead
I need a gf, please.
HOW?
HALP
>tfw chubby
>tfw high school drop out
>tfw cripplingly shy
>tfw borderline personality disorder
>>24764175
lol try having cramps each time you have dairy mixed with not being able to have soda because nervs in mouf are messed up.
>tfw unsweeten tea and plain chips errday
>tfw another semester has gone by and made no friends again
>tfw starting to care less and less about school work
>tfw thinking of all the missed opportunities
>tfw lie to self that it will get better next semester
>>24764305
you already missed that day of school where errbody learned how.
>>24764153
My gf left me too and i cry everyday if this makes you feel better
>>24764669
It does sort of. He originally wanted us to stay friends but I was just being an idiot the first two days and he cut all contact pretty much. He was perfect fuck.
There's this girl in my class and she's perfect. She's a really nice and a little bit shy. She doesn't wear make up, has messy hair, a little bit of acne, but she's absolutely beautiful. She's basically a robot's dream girl.
But every time we talk I just get so awkward, I can't string sentences together. Can't think of things to say. I just end up saying stupid shit.
I think she knows I like her. But I'm not sure whether she's into me or not. She's does things that could be interpreted either way, and I'm such a fucking autist when it comes to this stuff.
I lift and take steroids, so I have an 8/10 body. But my face is really shit. Like maybe 3-4/10. I want to tell her I like her, but I don't want to spend the next 3 years in the same classes if she says no.
>>24764064
What kinda flags? Multiple sex partners? Drinking/drugs?
I'm in a sticky situation with my oneitis/ex-gf.
>inb4 normie: only girl i've ever been with, didn't fuck her and it was a super short relationship because i was a sperg
Moved away from her over a year ago. We stayed in contact though. Messaging every day. Video chatting most weekends. Planning on visiting each other in a couple years once we had built up the money. Even flirting quite a bit. I had a feeling she was catching feelings.
Then we started talking less. She started acting really distant. I decided to talk to her about it. She told me she had feelings for me but she's been frustrated because she couldn't have a relationship with me and it's been affecting her. I didn't know what to say because I'm terrified because of the distance. I basically told her that I couldn't tell and that if she kept acting distant she was gonna lose me due to me getting bored. But even after that conversation, she's been the same. We've hardly spoken at all.
I don't know what to fucking do. I love this girl. I'm terrified of long distance relationships, but I do love this girl.
>get job offer
>orientation is when I have my final
>be me
>little kid
>good friends with a little niglet who was a couple years younger than me
>he loved to sing and dance
>for a kid he was actually really good
>fast forward to today
>he's now 19 years old
>he's signed to a major record label
>he has millions of YouTube views
>he has tons of women who want to fuck him
>he's allegedly fucking that Disney qt Zendaya
>he has a song where he sings about being able to fuck a groupie with a simple "flick of the wrist" but choosing not to
>he has another song where he sings about fucking an older woman
>he's talented, marketable, and attractive enough to be the next big popstar
>i'm posting on 4chan
It's crazy how peoples' lives can go in completely opposite directions even after starting in the exact same place.
>>24764897
Get her number from somewhere, a mutual friend or ask her or someshit, then text her for a couple days. Get drunk as shit and ask her if she wants the dick, if she says no, you say you were shitfaced. If she says yes, pussi.
>the time you spent posting frogs on /r9k/ could have been spent learning skills that would make you employable
>join some kind of school
>sit next to a ct grill
>we become close friends, want to do something together after school
>i love her and she loves me
>i finally have a gf
>wake up
>mfw
This happened just now. Why is the world so cruel :(
who /lottery/ here?
>tfw wife missed her period
>she's on the pill
>we have neither the resources nor desire to raise a child
Thought I was getting over ex gf that left me 4 months ago (together 1.5 years) listen to coldplay album x&y, instant flooding back of emotion, and deep longing for her. She didn't even have any red flags, she loved the fucking shit out of me but I treated her badly as I didn't think about her.
>>24766451
Don't let dreams be dreams.
Shia
>>24766563
>Coldplay
Stoped reading your faggy shit
>tfw daydreaming allday everyday about oneitis talking to me
>will never actually talk to her
>>24766520
gb2redditfagit
>>24766520
>>24766563
>wife
>ex gf
normies get out
>>24764439
every semester the same. iktfb
and I'n getting older and older, without archieving or experiencing anything
>finally feeling brave enough to ask a qt gril I know on a date
>find out via my flatmate that she's started dating my best friend
It still hurts.
>>24763930
>tfw you used to be a super confident cocky shit when you were young but for some reason puberty ruined you
>tfw you have a not bad sized dick and are good at using it but you are either to ugly or to weird to use it
>>24766629
Just listen to the track x&y, and imagine laying next to a grill holding her hand while you both listen.
>>24766637
Makes no difference tb.h. I'm a very good manipulator, it comes naturally when involved 1 on 1
>trying to cope with being a mid 20s NEET manchild failure at life
It's hard living with knowing there's high schoolers that are farther along and better at life than I am. I barely care that I'm a 24 y/o virgin anymore, I get way more depressed and suicidal thinking about how the fuck I'll ever be able to live on my own and support myself
>every person you conversated with on the internet has called you stupid
>>24763973
there is no gf, anon
>>24766867
>people would always call your smart when growing up because you were a little above average in academia
>believe it for a while
>walk around subconsciously believing you're smarter than most other people
>eventually realize you are incredibly fucking stupid yet still subconsciously believe you're kind of smart
It's incredibly hard to be able to accept how stupid I am
>>24763930
>tfw like a girl
>see her staring at me, become shy when i'm around
>tfw won't do anything about it
>tfw I like her less because she likes me too
>tfw daydreaming of escape
>Go to a store
>Nigger cashier makes fun of me for my purchases
Now I'm even more afraid of going outside.
>>24767154
yeah I always got allright grades in highschool without studying. Now I don't know how to work and am not as smart as people made me out to be. I feel horribly average and dumb
I could message my oneitis tonight while she's out drinking. Maybe get some weird responses or finally burn the bridge so I don't have to see her again.
Oh the choices I have.
>>24764144
Are your teeth as bad as that one image of the neckbeard with Adventure Time or MLP or whatever that was?
>>24765857
>literally the plot of Emily Is Away
>>24767529
It's a weird feel, you know you're pretty dumb when you think about it but still somehow walk around with this false sense of being smart
>>24766728
He's not your best friend then, is he?
He's just a friend. Is he even friends with you?
>>24766690
change semester to year and thats me senpai
>>24767154
People don't realize being smart also requires constant study. You weren't smart in high school, you were just aware of your surroundings
>girlfriend won't let me go down on her.
At first she was like oh I'm just insecure blah blah blah I'll get used to you but now it's like "not gonna happen".
Pretty fucking bummed out. And she's all about sucking dick just not getting eaten out.
>>24767654
Every day I feel dumber, do you get this? People still seem to think I'm smart though.
>>24766224
Name drop plz
>>24767421
Was he like "AYYOO SENPAI LEMME TAKE A PIC OF DIS SHEEEIT FO INSTAGRAM HAHAH LOOK AT THIS NIGGA"
>>24767818
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chedda_Da_Connect
Google helps, anon.
>>24767154
Holy fuck, this hits me hard.
Always was slightly above average in Elementary school so talked down to the other kids and had no friends because of it. my terrible mother just said i wasn't to blame for it.
Got bullied even at highschool but grades dropped to slightly below average.
>>24767787
well my life situation hasn't changed since I've been 19 and am now 24, I've done a plethora of negative things that have impacted my well being during the time and feel pretty much the same mentally. I feel like I'm a giant retard but I cant speak for other people even though I assume everyone thinks I'm an idiot
>tfw no direction in life
>at university but no idea why I'm here or what i'm going to do after
>just burying my head in the sand and hoping someone throws a job in my lap
>>24768028
shit, I hope you make it man.
the
feel
when
no
gf
god fucking dammit.
>>24766451
>>24766598
It's not that easy, anon. Especially if you're a neet against your will.
>>24768298
>neet against your will
do tell
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M75Ju5EfJFo
>listening to the album
>this song comes among
>realize that I and so many other people won't ever have any happy endings
>mfw
Why the fuck are the songs that make me saddest always the happiest ones? I go through entire threads of /emo/-core crap here yet this is what gets me.
>tfw manually walking
>>24765909
Can't you reschedule? I'm sure they'll understand and if they don't they're not worth working for anyway.
>tfw 5'4
>tfw no one will ever respect me
fuck you mom and dad
>>24767871
It was some 50 year old woman. She was making fun of me with the customers behind me, and all of them were laughing. And all I did was buy a card to put in a Christmas gift.
>Feel like I'm living in an almost constant state of fear
>Sleeping pattern fucked up
>Little to no motivation to get fit, even though I want to
>Really wish I could just not care anymore
>Turn 29 in less than an hour
Where did it all go wrong?
>tfw kek fetish
>Decent face
>Terrible skin
>tfw /r9k/ has somehow managed to become even shittier than before and to an extreme degree
>tfw we don't even have feel threads anymore
>>24768437
I know the feeling, started crying to "Christmas in the Room" by Sufjan Stevens the other day and it's one of his most unapologetically happy songs, complete with "And in the house we see a light/ That comes what we feel inside" and it's fucking cheesy but so fucking pure.
Alright brobots, all aboard the feel mobile.
>Be in last year of HS
>standard quiet kid with a nice group of friends
>have a massive crush on one of those friends
>I can make her laugh and we have a good time but Im too much of a pussy to make a move.
>A couple weeks before prom I decide to muster up the courage and ask her. We had a party that night and it seemed like a nice opportunity. >completely stress out and decide to get a few drinks
> kinda gets out of hand resulting in to me being half comatose before she even got there
>I wake up the next morning in my bed with no memory at all
>hear from a friend that I was hammered but didnt do any noteworthy shit
>he also tells me that one of our friends asked the girl to prom
>fug
>ffw to prom, I end up dancing with some other gitl I know but I feel really bad
>cant keep my mind of it and start drinking again
>we are nearing the end of the night and my crush and her date come to our group. They say they have to tell us something.
>I make some wisecrack remark about them being together
>they kiss
>fug again
>she seemed so happy, ill never forget her beautiful smile when they told us
>give them my best wishes and go home
> cry, smoke weed, drink more
I know its such a generic shit story but I simply cant move on. It has been three years now and I think about her every day. Theyve split up but once more Im a loser who cant even make contact.
Why does it hurt so much?
>>24768597
Yeah, the best sad songs are ones that don't even try to be ones.
Even top-tier sadcore like The Smiths try way too hard and it just ends up falling flat for me.
I find that people who listen to sadcore exclusively aren't really sad, they just want to be 'cool'.
>>24767774
She's fucking other people but likes you too much not to make you taste their cum
>>24768598
we basically don't exist family.
>got p close to this qt
>she is in love with me
>i think im starting to fall for her
>tfw i lost all will to fap
>tfw fired from tesco
>>24768598
Got a similar feel, anon.
>be Year 11 (16), four years ago
>at prom because my parents semi-forced me to
>Brit so the whole dating thing isn't big
>just hang with my fellow weirdos all evening
>waiting for my parents to arrive to take me home
>say bye to a qt I had in mydramaclass
>out of the blue she hugs me
>an all-around hug, not a shitty 'hug' at all
>mfw after I left I never saw her again
I'm tired, robots.
I have a strong distaste for many these days, I feel very alone. I am a hateful person, I dislike my family as a whole with the exception of my mother who is a good listener and has attempted to help me with my mental issues.
I hate the outside world, it's an all too accepting place with too much freedom. I am a sheep and wish to be herded as such, I want to die for something. I think this is why I find it hard to end my life even with depression constantly racking away at my brain.
My old cat grows older still and has begun meowing day and night, longing for attention or ease at mind. He'll die one day, and I'm afraid that he is the last connection to the world I truly have. I don't want a girlfriend, I can't stand the thought of having to deal with another person. I don't even care for affection, the perfect woman for me would be a complete cunt of a woman who shows loyalty, would have philosophical conversation, and had no need for a child but merely wish to have meaningless sex every now and then.
I feel as though I need to seek professional help, I feel broken. I don't want to live in this world anymore.
>tfw i failed my road test again today
>>24769011
Whoah I felt your feel through my computer screen. Stay strong, robot.
I also have 2 girls that I really want to see again, but they're gone, and they won't come back. I must forget.
>>24767625
What is this? Is it some weird Tumblrcore game or is it worth playing?
Judging from the information I've seen it could be fucking retarded or a decent thing to check out if it's similar to my situation lmao
>>24767818
>>24767915
No his name is Trevor Jackson.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pGhZHyLRgQs
>turned 24 a few days ago
>haven't had a friend in probably 10 years, even though I even went to college
>kissless virgin
>lost every ounce of motivation I ever had for anything once I graduated college and was still a complete loser
>had 20 years of a shit life
>start college and finally get a new chance
>people start looking up to me and I start seeing a qt3.14
>too high on my self after doing well in school that I start acting wreckless without thinking of consequences
>fuck her classmate and she ditches me
>now I'm back to a shit life smoking, drinking, slacking and can't stop thinking about her
wtf bros, after 20 years I had it all then lost it because of my own fucking stupiditiy
>>24763930
>Broke up with girlfriend over a month ago
>Made out with a Tinder date for 1,5 hours after three dates
Gee, I'm not sure I'm ready for another relationship robots :^)
>>24764897
just ask her out for a coffee or something, you don't have to tell her your crushing on her the first thing you do. if she's into you as well she isn't going anywhere if you start seeing each other
>>24763973
I was browsing this thread on my laptop. Had to stop, open it up on my phone, so I could save this picture. Thanks
>tfw planning to fly around the world to meet your girl
>>24768598
i feel for you anon.
why does hurting last so long, and happiness so short
>>24768853
There is nothing wrong with that anon, go for her and break free from the robot life.Don't turn into a normie though.
>>24769269
I know this feel, to a degree.
I don't have anyone I can rely on really and I have become so tired of it all that I can't find the motivation to better myself.
I am pretty good with people and I am well liked by most that I meet, I have even had some women show interest in me, but I find them all so vapid and repulsive so I reject them all.
I don't know what I'm supposed to do. There's nothing I want more than a really meankngful relationship with someone I care about, but I can't find it in me to care about anyone or anything. No amount of self-improvement will change who I am and the odds that someone that I could care about is just going to show up out of the blue are extremely low. I don't know what to do.
>tfw you posted 15 pictures of qt girls in a thread on /r9k/ but a sjw janitor came in and deleted entire thread
>>24769986
Anon, you don't want a relationship. You only think you do because of your surroundings and the common thought process that many invest in.
Friends and relationships are to the mind what narcotics are to the junkie. Seek nourishment in literature. It's better to be soulful than happy.
If you are truly like me, you know that happiness just leaves you sad at night.
>tfw no one ever feels your feels
>not white
>started browsing /pol/ a few years ago
>really feel bad about myself even though I know stereotypes and generalizations are just that
>know my sister lost her virginity with ease around 17
>she pretends she was every "socially awkward" or anything
>>24770135
What are your feels? Maybe I feel them.
>>24770081
Possibly. I'm definitely not going to argue against your point because I really don't know whether you're right or not. More than anything I just want a normal, quiet life. And when I say normal, I don't mean the hedonistic, narcissistic kind of lifestyle that passes for normal today, I just want to have a decently paying job, an average place to live and someone to come home that cares about me, but maybe it's foolish of me to even strive towards that.
I wish I just had some direction or a clear goal i my life. I don't even have the courage to kill myself.
>above average looks
>stay inside drink/drugs everyday
>keep telling myself one day ill go be a normie
>
>>24763930
I started NoFap to see if I'll become more confident and and attract women, however I'm afraid that even if I manage to do it nothing will change.
Am I wasting my time? Should I continue, or it's all useless?
>>24770567
Every time I get small bouts of confidence and attempt to do things the factors of why I'm depressed come back into play and ruin my day. It sucks because I can't improve my life because of it. All I have to say is don't get your hopes up, try it, but don't go all in
>>24770567
I can only speak from experience but I have found it useless. Still, I recommend you give it your all, it's not that difficult and you will hopefully gain more self-respect.Even if you don't gain more self-respect the next time you do masturbate will be much more enjoyable, that much is guaranteed.
>tfw gf you know is too good for you
I don't see how anyone could ever like/love me because I hate myself so fucking much.
>>24764144
I would suggest trying to get a job where no one really has to see your face. Do you play any instruments? Anything?
>tfw you've been in love with a fictional character for two years
>tfw you don't find real women attractive any more
>tfw you will never be able to hold her
>tfw you will never be able to kiss her
>tfw you will never be able to tell her how much she means to you
>tfw you cry almost every morning when you wake up without her next to you
>tfw cuddling a pillow as you try to sleep, pretending it's her
>>24769625
24 has been the magic age for me where everything feels way more hopeless than ever before
>>24770795
well, don't let her know you know that
>>24770711
pretty much what happens when I try to quit smoking. All the negative thoughts of why I'm such a failure come on full force and make me just wish I was dead
>be me
>neet faggot 21
>good face but really fat and shit like that
>no motivation
>plans to kill myself
>start exercising
>lose 140 pounds
>start weight lifting
>now 26
>9/10 chad was a 4/10 fatty
>only come here to remember the neet times
There is always hope friends.
>>24763930
You guys need to learn to let go
Real love with your onetis doesn't exist. In general real love doesn't exist. It's just human being seeking a ideal partner to reproduce. We are just doing it by impulse, not by contemplating thoughts about having kids or starting a family.
Ask yourself, do you and your onetis have anything in common?
Or are you just attracted to her because of physical looks?
Attachment is the root of all suffering
The good chippy I go to got a new Indian woman and she's shit at battering the fish. It's basically battered batter with fish flavour.
Then she has the audacity to ask me if I want extra "bits". Is that a fucking joke?!
Yeah m8 ill have battered batter with batter sprinkled on top w/ s n' v.
This has seriously rewined my week desu. I'm madly vexed.
>check out a thread you posted in
>tfw realize how stupid your post was
>tfw clarity
Good feels
Newish pc gets me out of bed every day
Hot cousin hugged me and I felt her tits on my chest
Had dream about qts I used to know and they loved me
Have enough money to eat decent food
Bad feels
Only girls I talk to are in my dreams
Gonna have bad news for my parents and will have to deal with their disappointment
and all the stereotypical r9k feels
>>24766451
My fantasies about gf/love are based around all too vivid dreams I've had of a gf/love.
Is this how Tulpas begin? This is not a path I want to go down.
When you start to fantasize and get nostalgic over a dream you've had, it's time to start worrying.
>Be 19
>Been in the military for well over a year and a half
>Military life has ruined everything I used to enjoy
>Nothing feels enjoyable anymore
>Whatever sense of worth I once had is long gone
>No longer feel like an individual, just a cog in a machine
>Have tried to fix things, but the nature of the Marine Corps makes it too hard to get help
>"Hey anon, you feeling ok?"
>"Y-Yeah, sure, Corporal"
>tfw can't fantasize about anything because I'll just cringe about it
>tfw more and more nights and angry self loathing
>tfw sperged out a couple day ago and did a bunch of embarrasing exercises
>tfw could barely walk the next day from all the squats in the spergfest
>tfw may have fallen in love with another anime character
I'm losing it
>>24772392
are you a NEET too? All I can do anymore is live in depression of being such a shitty NEET that has to leech off mommy and daddy to survive
>>24771628
I've been medically downgraded from combat fitness.
I was earmarked for officer-ship, now.I'm an admin clerk in a shitty unit. S'not so bad, superiors.aren't that strict, but I'm stuck here for two bloody years doing the same old thing.
>outside just walking around town
>notice that alot of grills are looking at you
>think "i must look good today"
>feel confident and happy
>walk past a building
>see your own reflection on the glass and realise that you are ugly af
>everyone stared at you because you are that ugly
>feel horrible and walk home
>>24764175
I usually take a nap when i feel hungry. Sleep away the hunger like a nigger in poverty
>Getting called samefag when you didnt
>>24769551
Nigga do you have any proof that you used to know him?
>tfw done nothing all day
>tfw still unemployed
>tfw my mind is all foggy and can't focus
>tfw videogames suck
>tfw all I want to do is sleep
>>24772965
>tfw flat mates at uni are pretty chill except "that guy"
>in freshers casually dropped in a sentance that the doctors said he was disabled (later realised he has mild autism)
>when all of us chill in the kitchen and talk he only talks about how much cider he can drink and repeats the same 2 stories over and over again
>whole flat thinks he's a massive loser behind his back and takes the piss out of him
>refuses to go out with people because he doesn't like the music
>prefers to sit in his room and talk to his 'friends' while playing dota
>is an abosolute buzzkill since if anybody is trying to have a conversation he'll talk over them, "I drank 6 ciders last night and I never get drunk"
That guy is you /r9k/
>>24772849
This feel, this right here, I feel it too every single day.
I have a qt gf though.
>>24773102
>>24772965
Didn't mean to reply to you there. Sorry bra.
>tfw been on 4chan since 2005
>tfw been on /r9k/ since the beginning
>tfw can remember when there were little to no normies here
>tfw can never bring those times back
>>24771442
>When you start to fantasize and get nostalgic over a dream you've had, it's time to start worrying.
What should I do then?
>>24766631
I know this feel. I am waiting for the day where someone more confident than I swoops in and makes her his. It hurts.
Just had a breakdown again and cried for the last hour. Tried to stab myself with a broken piece of mirror, but could barely break the skin of my neck. Good thing I'm a coward, I guess.
Do antidepressants and anti-anxiety meds really work? I think I want to try for once to see if they'll help.
>>24763930
> tfw you've felt alright for a while then you have a night when you can't sleep and everything comes back to haunt you
feeling ok because i know things work out in the end
>Used to consider myself a 5/10
>Insert 3 years of /r9k/
>Now wondering if there's something below 0/10
>Took hundreds of selfies from every angle to see what's wrong with my face but can't put my finger on it
>>24774308
Where did you get the broken piece of mirror?
>>24774531
I dropped my mirror in my apartment a few months ago and it broke. Didn't want to spend money on a new one so I just kept the biggest pieces.
>Have done nothing except watch anime for three weeks now
>Anime backlog has gone from high 40s into high 20s
>Every episode of everything makes me feel old and like I've wasted every opportunity of my life, but I can't make up my mind about what I want to do to overcome the stagnation anyway, and I wouldn't know how I'm going to get there or if it's going to pay out either
>Adamantly continue to watch seasons of stuff and feel like shit
The Divine Comedy is lots of fun to read.
Most people I know are dead
... I do a lot of drugs...drink more than eat... Ive lost all hope. Gonna end it soon.
>tfw losing my only friend
>is an online friend, yet knows me better than anyone
>i can feel us fading and him getting more and more bored of me
>starts ignoring me
mfw i think this is somewhat bc of the online gf i encouraged him to pursue
mfw i still think about him lots and i know he's just thinking of her 24/7
>>24774389
post pic and i'll tell u my opinion
There's a girl that was in my class last semester. She was cute, shy, messy hair, didn't wear make up. Her attendance was really bad. I looked her up on facebook and I found out we share a lot of the same hobbies, like videogames and anime. I started crushing on her hard even though I've never said a word to her. Occasionally I would see her looking at me out of the corner of my eye or standing near me while waiting for class. I want her to talk to me.
I hope she's in my classes next semester.
>>24774903
Do it soon before you project too many attributed onto her that she doesn't have in reality
>>24774931
I'm too much of a coward and don't want to bother a stranger.
>>24774972
Yeah iktf, better to just put her out of your mind since it won't happen the way you're hoping
>move to city to live with gf
>be jobless for two months, but finally land legit big boy job
>gf breaks up with me two months later, tell me to GTFO of the apt by the end of the month
>in a total stroke of luck i meet some dude on craigslist whos looking for a roommate
>'dont worry about the security deposit and this months rent, i already paid it bro'
>everything worked out alright/still have good job
>all i do now is drink tho
Christ only knows why I'm asking you guys this question, but what do i say if a girl asks if I like her? Do i tell her to figure it out on her own or come honest? Pls help, robots. I don't wanna be a robot forever.
>be me
>knew a girl on internet
>get a long
>meet up, end up kissing
>she tells me she has a boyfriend
>he is travelling
>whe hang out another day, more kisses
>we really feel a connection between us
>start falling in love
>his boyfriend finally comes back
>she erases me from her life
>feeling like shit since then and crying everyday
>>24775028
You say "Yes" if you like her or "No" if you don't.
>>24775028
Ask her how she feels first. Try to get a more complete picture of how she may feel about you.
>Random person adds me on Whatsapp
>Keep asking me a lot of questions
>"Who the hell are you??"
>tell me she is a girl
>i ask for pic
>she sends me , solid 6/10
>asks for a picture of me
>i deliver it
>her last time seen:11/28/
Dunno what she was up to
>be armyfag
>live in the barracks so my only methods of eating are going to the mess hall or hitting the nearby gas station
>one of the cashiers at the gas station is this qt asian who always greets me
>always asks how I'm doing then replies with "that's good to hear"
>be today
>smoking a cigarette out back (my room is towards the back of the building)
>see the same qt asian sneaking out the back door at noon, carrying a bag and wearing sweatpants
Some guy was probably banging her out all last night. Just when you think you know people.
>tfw bf left me
>tfw he told me it was because he wanted to be with a "real" girl who "can give him kids"
>tfw have nobody else in my life
I should just die.
>>24775299
Kill yourself tranny.
>tfw stressing about uni 24/7
>twf to depressed to study
I'm doomed to failure. There's no stopping it
>>24774851
I don't wear my hair like this
>>24775317
I probably should. Maybe then he'd at least feel bad about leaving me all alone for not having a pussy.
>>24775386
Without that long ass hair you look decent
>>24767154
i know that feel
it hurts
>>24775507
The long hair is fine, its just unkempt as hell and needs to be managed,
>>24775507
Couldn't imagine chopping it off after so long.
>>24775386
you're attractive
>tfw date with my girlfriend tomorrow
>Bunch of texts from her throughout the weekend about how excited she is
>It's adorable
Great feels.
>>24775299
Every time I hear about a barren woman my heart sinks. I don't have any special place in my heart for female suffering but knowing you'll live your whole life without access to your gender's primary function is just... Shitty
>>24775651
I'm not barren, I just have a penis. He never minded before, but I guess he needs to continue his family's legacy or something, and I'm no good for that.
>tfw he used to cuddle up tight to me and tell me he loved me
>tfw he called me by a girl's name because he knew I liked it
>>24775299
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=55C0Dc6k7Ts
ema a best
>>24775696
How does it feel to only be called by your slave name now?
>>24775719
I had a webm of that and always wondered what it was from. Thanks, I guess.
>>24775386
>tfw people who look like this think they are unattractive
no hope for me.
>tfw super manlet
>tfw gay
>tfw only chance at getting bf is if i'm a twinky fag
>tfw losing hair since 16
>tfw hairy body
>tfw can't be a twink
>tfw can't get buff to get mad bp because short
>tfw no one wants a lonely depressed otter
>tfw going to die alone
but it's ok as long as i have alcohol. cheers, friends
>>24775736
Nobody calls me by any name anymore. He left. I don't have any family. I don't have any friends. I work from home, programming and designing websites, so I don't have coworkers.
>>24775748
Civilization's crumbling, Anon. There's no hope for anybody.
>get Carl's Jr
>decide to get their Call of Duty burger
>no code
>get drunk later that day and send an email complaint
>they sending me guest cards for a free meal
I feel pathetic but free food is free food.
>Got raise literally from $20 to $65/hour
>still feel empty inside
At least I can buy better things to distract myself now.
I have no friends.
I tried getting offline to make more friends IRL but I realized that the people IRL are fucked up, selfish and manipulative...
Now that I've come back to being online, everyone has moved on. The groups I used to be a part of are secluded or don't come online.
I just want to have friends again. I want to play games and stay up all night talking.
I feel so alone.
>>24775763
>Carl's Jr. Call of Duty burger
I have a hard time believing a Carl's Jr. burger will regenerate your health
I'm going to fail my first class ever this semester.
The last day to drop was mid-November. At the end of November we had a test and I got the date wrong and missed it(the tests aren't in-class, they're in our colleges 'testing center')
Feels super bad man.
>>24775559
Youre a big guy
(Not fat but pretty built no homo)
>tfw got drunk at work and called a customer a moron
manager wants to see me on monday morning. i'm already on probation and i don't want to be a NEET
>>24763930
>get a gf
>she has more feelings for me than I do for her
>I want to bail out and stay a virgin
>too late
Tfw oldfag.
Applied for my drivers license today.
Only a few millenniums late
>>24775559
With short styled hair you would be hot as fuck, seriously. I'd hit it.
I know a guy who looks just like you but with short hair and he's fine as hell.
>tfw existential crisis is setting in
>tfw youre contemplating your own mortality
>tfw the only girl that ever really loved you couldn't handle me cause too emotionally unstable
>tfw sent to the psych ward three times in less than a year for psychosis
>tfw can't even continue being a wagekek because I broke my ankle a a few weeks ago
>mfw I can't even drive
>>24764897
>take testosterone
>stills acts beta
LMAO
How the hell am I supposed to ask a girl out if she's with her friends all the time?
The only thing worse than rejection is flat-out humiliation in front of her bitchy friends.
>>24775812
When Gotham is ashes you have my permission to lift
tfw
>have a good job
>make decent money
>am /fit/
>cant get laid
>have friends only at work
>spend time learning to green text instead of working on social skills.
>failed post
>not even cool on 4chin
>>24775386
your hair is cool
>>24775896
I would feel a lot better if this came from a female but I know where I am and these things don't happen here.
>>24775919
i hate that shit, anon. I was planning on asking out this girl who was as close to a ten as i've ever seen. Thing was, she was relatively new to the school district at the time (this was in 8th grade) and her best friend was an obnoxious bitch
>>24775806
It's only CC, you'll live
>>24764897
>next 3 years in the same classes if she says no
Take it from me this is literally a fate worse than death. She can and will use it for social leverage for free sympathy and attention from her peers by demonizing you as a "creep" or "potential rapist". And with the campus sexual assault withhunt going on now, the school may investigate you whether or not she initiates it, and guess what, they already think you're guilty.
This is exactly the reason we have the saying "don't shit where you eat".
Don't do it. It's not worth it throwing away your future over some whore.
>>24776007
It is from a female.
tfw so fucking bored of videogames and music
Tfw if I get a job I'll probably get fired for sexual harassment
>Finally met up with this girl from OKcupid
>Surprisingly not fat, actually somewhat decent looking
>Insecure about what she'd think about my appearance
>Seemed happy when she saw me and smiled
>Usually first impression is key, can usually gauge body language pretty well
>Sit and talk in a campus coffee shop
>Ended up talking and hanging out for about 2 full hours
>On way to leave seemed to be a bit awkward
>Told her I would text her later on and maybe try to do something
>Seemed to be okay with it but I sensed that maybe she wasn't being completely honest about wanting to do something again
I don't know if it is just cause maybe girls get nervous when they find a guy they like? Or she was just reacting to not really wanting to see me again by not seeming too "into" it when I said something about it on the way out. Fuck I analyze this shit way too much.
But I figure all we are doing is sitting around with our drinks in the cafe and if a girls not into it she'll try to hurry up the interaction and say she would have to be somewhere instead of staying and talking for a couple hours. Or she could have done that to let me down easy, I don't know.
Whats r9k's take on this?
>>24769269
the way you type is just A+ robot
>>24776008
she was pretty much always around her, so i never really got a chance to talk to her. seriously regret it now
>tfw 5'1 manlet
>>24763930
>tfw it seems like the majority of threads in r9k are trolls and b8 threads consciously trying to make you feel more insecure
>>24775696
oh then I no longer feel bad
you did it to yourself
>>24776033
Why not just fucking ask her instead of asking a bunch of socially inept retards?
Just text her
"So, how was that? I was nervous but I really enjoyed myself, would you want to meet up again sometime?"
just get it over and done with
>>24763930
>my gf won't let me Kiss her when we're outdoors, despite the fact that the places we're normally at are scarcely populated
>always look like the bad guy whenever I yell at my annoying cousin. Like I give a fuck about your piano recital, stupid little girl. Fuck.
>same cousin follows me everywhere and always wants to talk which is annoying as hell. Gf is the only reason she's allowed to do this. This is a reason why I can't Kiss her when I want to.
>always have to hear cousin call me "cool" and "wanting to be like me" when she grows up, and other faggy weak shit like that
>still haven't gotten that promotion yet, despite being better than all of my co workers, which sucks tits.
>got a mad case of runners knee and can't run for the next week, which pisses me off because if I want to be a SEAL I need to be the best, and now I'm stuck doing weak ass shit
>gf already wants to have a kid with me. Bitch just wants unrestricted access to my cash, I fucking know it.
>mom won't stop harping me about visiting my dad, even though that cock sucker left when I was 3. Fuck him and fuck her too, stupid son of a bitch.
>best friend died 2 years ago in action being more brave than I was and it still hurts me because i wasn't brave enough to join him when I promised I would
>sister still has cancer
>mom is a raging alcoholic
>everyone thinks I'm a chopper "Chad" and I've even had people outside of my stupid cousin say they want to be like me. They don't know anything.
>spend nights curled up in a ball and silently crying, having no one else to talk to except you losers, because I don't want to admit I am the lowest of the low
>how the fuck is my cousin supposed to think I'm cool when I'm a waste of skin? What the fuck is her problem?
>I don't deserve someone as good as her looking up to me. She needs to fuck off.
>I really just want to train hard and become a SEAL, and go out blazing. Leave this meaningless universe and simmer out.
Some fucking man I am.
>>24776028
I love you
>>24776031
I see this "bored of video games" a lot from people who play indies. Try out New Vegas, MGS3, or Silent Hill 3. They are undeniably the very best the medium has to offer. If that doesn't invigorate your hobby you should move on to comics.
I suggest starting with Swamp Thing.
>>24776014
Yeah I know. I'm actually concurrently enrolled at both CC and Uni.
I take as many classes at CC as I can because it's way cheaper.
This was supposed to be my list CC semester. Oh well..
Fuck statistics online, man.
>>24776107
I'm going to obviously, why would I invest the time and then not even try.
Just trying to prepare myself for the potential disappointment.
>>24775617
Not sure if i should be surprised that no one has typed this before on r9k
>>24776137
Sounds difficult, but if you're enrolled in both that shows you have some ambition and determination at least.
At least it'll be semi-easier the second time around, haha. Good luck, friend.
>>24776018
Can confirm and back this fellow truth machine right here.
I could lose everything I hold dear monday.
>no news on if I still have my food benefits, waiting till monday to call cause >government building closed on weekends.
>crush has to have a camera put in his stomach as he's been having stomach pain. he said if its an life-threatening/bad disease he's going to off himself and I believe him
>my anxiety is getting worse everyday.
>found qt3.14 who's smart, I can talk to very easily, and likes the same hipster music I do
>99% sure I saw her holding some chump's hands the other day
>there's another girl too, but I don't really talk to her
>When I do though, she's nice and smiling, but I know that doesn't really mean anything.
Pressing buttons on a keyboard will never convey how I feel right now which you can relate to by reading a computer monitor.
>>24768497
happy birthday bloxlox
>>24775759
you sound like my friend cassie
my kik is 9kxx if you need a friend
>>24776413
I don't use kik. I have nobody I would talk to.
>tfw 24 and only ever had a shit blowjob from a hooker.
>tfw still crushing on oneitis after 7 months, we don't even work together anymore or speak. I literally have noone else to think about, it fucking sucks.
>>24776429
if you want a friend you can make one, thats the best method of getting a hold of me
sorry
> work more than everyone else in the office
> bosses don't like me
> give minimum performance rating
> get fucked on my bonus
Everyone loves me, except for my cunt bosses. Should I quit? Should I an hero? Should I work less harder?
>>24775386
>>24775559
You look like this guy from One Life to Live
>>24776466
You have to keep busting ass. If you only work as hard as your peers you'll lose your job. Some people are just born to work twice as hard for the same reward.
>>24775786
What do you work as that you're earning over 100k a year?
>>24775786
Can you get me a job? maybe I won't feel so worthless and anxious then.been trying for months to get a job and no-one will hire cause no experience, not even during the holiday when extra people are needed.
>>24776576
I'm a programmer for some healthcare related project. My boss recommended me to another guy who needed a programmer since he was impressed at how quickly I fixed his website.
So now I have 2 bosses.
>>24776606
Sorry I can't. The new company wasn't publicly hiring when they signed me on.
>>24776662
Aw. Well, fuck. Thank you for responding and not ignoring me.
Goodguyanon.
>>24776466
Yes but only if you can find a better job.
Remember, they won't hesitate to get rid of you if they want to, take the same stance. If you feel management don't like you, you will be the first to go if they need to cut costs.
>>24776662
Nice. I'm at university just now for Games Development but to be honest it's pretty shit. Not really sure I have much prospects once I get out.
>>24776710
I know one of you faggots is going to ask me how I learned programming.
I've been doing it since I was 13 since I'm a lazy asshole who would rather tell a computer to do repetitive tasks for me than to do it by hand.
Not every programmer will get paid nearly as much as I am; there's a good chance you'll end up at the $15/hour level forever, and not even full time since you'll just be seen as a sort of computer handyman.
>>24776722
Get into database and data analytics shit. It's not as "fun" as making video games, but the skills are very much in demand now.
>tfw gf after 4 years of single
>during those 4 years i was very promiscuous
>had sex with a lot of dumb sluts and taken females
>want to be able to trust new gf but ruined due to sleeping with cheating sluts and knowing how easy it is to rip someone away from their S/O
>>24776789
Well I wasn't going to ask. I'm fucked when ti comes to pcs. I get confused to easily. frustrates the fuck out of people how dumb I can be.
>all these robots talking about the qts they met
>tfw literally can't even talk to girls
>i can get along with the lads at work just fine, but girls are out of the question
>tfw probably no gf ever
Probably gonna join the army after my electrician's apprenticeship is up.
>>24776789
Thanks for the advice. I hope things get better for you.
>rooming with a close friend of mine (really the only person outside my immediate family I talk to on a regular basis), we're going to the same college
>he's kind of a chad, goes on reddit, listens to pleb music, works out, and that kind of stuff
>I tagged along with him to a couple parties earlier in the year
>he didn't like that I wasn't able to make conversation with people there, now views bringing me along as a burden
>he's stopped inviting you to go with him to parties on the weekend
>now I'm in my room while the only friend I really talk to anymore is out having fun without me
I get that he's not responsible for my social life, and I'd probably do the same thing if I was in his shoes. But I'm sick of being lonely. I'm sick of only having one friend. Every time I think I'm getting used to my pathetic social life it always comes back to haunt me.
>>24777391
dude you need to have a talk with him about that. He'll understand if he is really your friend.
>>24776789
do you have a q t 3.14
>no aspirations, practically no social life, not interested in love or sex
>pretty healthy, stay away from drugs, alcohol, no disabilities etc.
>live an artificially content (video games, music, literature) and completely hollow life and do nothing to change it
>the best years of youth will end eventually, all of it spent sitting alone in my room
>always avoid confrontation, bothering anyone, sharing any issues etc.
somewhat petty but thought i'd share anyway
>>24777564
Honestly I don't think I will, because deep down I know it's not gonna solve my problems. As much hate to admit it, I know I actually am a burden to his social life. It hurts, but I brought this upon myself, and I am entitled to nothing.
The worst thing about this feel is not that I was betrayed. Rather it's that my own problems have caused the situation has come to this. Talking to him about it would, at best, put me in more awkward situations and get me nowhere.
>>24777680
No. Getting one is only going to add more problems since there is now another person in a position to cause even more harm to me, and they can and will fuck up.
>Mom is always jumping back and forth between places
>No job, IRS fucked her and said she owes $20,000. She say's she doesnt. Not sure if she's lying.
>If she gets a job IRS takes almost all of her monies
>Health gets worse and worse
>She's started having seizures
>Has gone to ER several times from having bad seizures
>Has a tendency to bust her face on something and cause an infection
>Her teeth are shit
>She knocked another tooth out
>She wont even go outside because of her health
>She can barely function as a human being, being stuck in bed from both pain and depression
>Heavy smoker
>mrw she's not even 40
>mrw my mom probably wont even make another 10 years
>mrw I wish something would happen and kill her softly so she wont have to be in pain and misery
Hurts, man.
>>24777833
that sucks man; please take care of your mother, because she's the only one you got
>>24771628
Lusk?
>>24763930
>tfw /r9k/ has made you more insecure
Listen to what you just said. Read those words again. /r9k/ is making your life worse. Please leave this place. You realize what it is doing to you. Please just leave this place. You know it'll make you better.
>>24778039
You have no idea how much I want to, but she lives a few towns over and I dont have a car. I can barely keep up with her because her phone goes on and off, or she gets another one. I can barely support myself, i literally survive on leftovers from work and black coffee while living in an apartment no bigger than a master bedroom.
>>24778175
Kek my life was rekt before I ever found this place
>>24777391
Maybe he thinks you're uncomfortable and doesn't want to pressure you into tagging along. He could just be doing what he thinks is best for you without realizing he's hurting you.
>>24775386
I refuse to believe you don't fuck every girl you meet
my glasses just broke.
can't do anything about it till monday
and then probably going to have to wait forever for them to fix them.
I'm going to blind forever.
Monday is going to suck so much for me.
>mother has been telling me that she will be really pissed if I don't have A's in all my courses this semester
>surprise surprise, I have an A, three B's, and one fail
>tfw she is eventually going to find out and will probably hate me for wasting all the money she spent on tuition because I'm a lazy worthless fuck
>tfw loneliness has gotten to a point where I feel like I'm physically dying of it
>tfw can't stop thinking about how suicide would solve all of my problems
>tfw constant thoughts of regret for not saying yes when a qt that liked me mutually asked me if I would go out with her frequently now
>tfw this was almost four years ago
She was a bit of a cutter but still
Anyone else getting a connection error?
Cat died a few days ago and I can't think straight or do anything.
I'm gonna drop out of university and be a vagabond.
Fuck this gay world
There is no God
>was feeling happy for once because finally arrived at college when I thought I would never make it
>now the charm is fading
>everything's getting on my nerves
>starting to get aggravated by my roommate who I considered a good friend of mine until I realized how vastly different we are as people
>haven't said a word to him in probably a week
>all my high school friendships that actually meant something to me have become Skype friendships
>started to break down over Skype with my best friend the other night but haven't felt that down since
>just feel empty and depersonalized
>starting to feel more like a movie character than an actual person
>Have seen multiple qt's throughout semester
>Can't talk to any because nothing to talk about because I am an autist who can only talk about history
>Watch everyone else in uni get a group of friends or even a gf
>just stay in my room shitposting on 4Chan and reading a history book
>Even the guy who walked around campus in a halloween costume of FullMetal Alchemist has a more constant friend-base than me
>Literally just me and a Slavaboo who meet at trivia once every three weeks
>Only have Russian and Bengali Skype friends
>Talk about my problems with them
>They stop talking to me, except good old Nikodimus
>He is just never online anymore
>Can't wait to go home, at least I have a few friends there
>>24767654
It's because we ARE dumb, but jesus christ other people are fucking retarded. That's not even being narcissistic. Sure some of them are nice people, but they're fucking horrendously stupid. I just wish I wasn't so nihilistic towards study after my school fucked me over time and time again so that I could actually get somewhere in life.
>>24763930
>been in Benzo withdrawal for the past 9 months due to bad doctor
>given meds by other worse doctors when I was a child against my will, fundamentally altering my brain chemistry for the rest of my life
>parents complain they have no money, but still allow me in the house because they feel guilty for causing me all this pain
>Can still tell how much they resent me.
>still suffering from adverse effects and bad doctors
>genitals constantly hurt due to withdrawal and circumcision-exposed glans
>painful to poop because of itestinal problems caused by withdrawal
>symptoms make it difficult for me to stay balanced, so I can't drive or leave the house without hurting myself
>every waking moment feels like fire as my nerve-endings burn the drugs
I hate the doctors, I hate the man who mutilated my penis when I was born into a Jewish family, I hate the people who raised me and their culture. Have you ever felt this way /r9k/? Like everyone who's supposed to care for you has been discretely destroying you "for your own good" throughout your entire life? My genitals have hurt since I was a child from the medications and the circumcision that was forced upon me. Because of these things that have changed me physically and mentally, I fell that I've been stripped of myself, that because I am altered I am worth less than other people, that I am not whole. Not even my thoughts are my own.
I'm a freak who is in constant pain, violated, raped, and I want to scream but nothing comes out of my mouth. I need someone to talk to who will just hear me, to be held and told everything is alright, but there is nobody here to do that for me. I promise that if I ever get better one day that I'll take care of people who need me. There is so much love in my heart to give but I have nobody to share it with. Nobody will stand next to me and hold my hand. That's all I ask but it's too much. If someone were to do just that, I would do anything for them.
God has abandoned me.
>tfw finally starting to get rich and successful
>tfw already did proof of concept on my "If I get rich, I can get laid even though I'm an ugly robot" plan
>tfw this plan took 5+ years
>tfw if it hadn't worked I was going to kill myself
>tfw it's working
>tfw it's actually working
>tfw this is the Summer of George
>>24771442
>tfw nostalgic and fantasizing about a dream
>tfw want nothing more than that dream to come true
