Anyone else feeling suicidal today?
>>24753073
No, just drunk on coke and hard on cash
>ruined my body with pills, alcohol and cigarettes
>ruined my mind with internet, video games and porn addictions
>am a 24 year old NEET with no friends, life skills or social skills
I think about suicide every day, I'm mainly depressed about what my parents see when they look at me
>>24753073
Suicide has something soothing about it.
I also feel like i've let my parents down with my stupid/idiotic existence. It gets worse everyday
It's been something I've started thinking about more and more.
Not sure I'd ever actually go through with it but who the hell knows.
>>24753162
The human body is extremely strong and your only 24 so not ruined yet my nigga. Suicide is totally open and life is completely pointless but honestly just say fuck it man just go for what makes you happy and fuck everyone else.
>>24753073
>>24753162
Find something, anything, to distract yourselves. Better if it's something progressive. JUST DO IT
Not really suicidal yet I guess but I have started to notice a decline in my will to live
I'm unemployed and losing track of the days and just getting up is a fucking chore.
>>24753073
>not feeling suicidal everyday
time to step up your game, son
>>24753380
been really sick this past week and just had a cigarette with my mom. She told me I could still turn it around by learning a trade or something. Hoping I can make it better is a comforting thought but the negative thought process is truly awful shit, it makes me remember why I abused alcohol and benzos and makes me want to start again
You guys know what it's like to just lay in bed and criticize everything about your existence and not be able to turn those thoughts off though right? I'm not really looking for sympathy, just understanding at how bad it sucks and how bad you just don't want to be alive "right now" when this happens
>>24753548
>You guys know what it's like to just lay in bed and criticize everything about your existence and not be able to turn those thoughts off though right?
Yeah, except now it's escaped just my bed and follows me everywhere I go. Shit sucks man.
>>24753574
Well same but I said bed because normally bed is somewhere you can go to for comfort and just turn it all off by falling asleep but, when those thoughts are happening it's not possible to fall asleep because your mind keeps stringing more negative thoughts together and wiring you awake harder and harder. It's like I can bury all these thoughts away for periods of time and then they just come back harder each time because my life has gotten more pathetic. This shit's insane
I want to enjoy things but my mind tells me otherwise: "you are worthless piece of shit"
Yes
>>24753143
>drunk on coke
>tfw was the smartest kid in school
>tfw always been a talented person
>tfw everybody said I had potential for great things
>tfw people always came to ME for help
>tfw cared less and less if I was getting things done
>tfw slip up more and more and fall behind in life
>tfw when start doing things that have a negative impact instead of doing nothing
>tfw I realize I've passed the point of no return
>everything can only go downhill from here
I am going to starve myself to death to and reach Nirvana.
Not tonight. Thankfully I'm drunk right now. But probably not drunk enough. I think I'll drink some more. One of these days my parents will call me out on stealing all their booze. But not tonight.
>>24753736
Yeah man, just go with it
>>24753791
pretty much right there with you but I'm still clinging to the "it can get better" meme because there's literally no other reason to stay alive in this state of absolute failure. I been rolling downhill hard for a while now but have managed to slow down the rolling a little bit a few times
>>24753856
this used to be me except they don't drink so I'd always do sneaky shit and steal money / debit card to go get enough to get blackout drunk. i'm so fucking ashamed but I haven't had a drink since july
>>24753982
Well I drank like a third of their gin so they'll probably notice but I don't care anymore. Sweet relief.
90% of my human interactions happens online, why am I such a failure? Fucking internet heroin dealers need to ship their product faster, I want my dope.
>>24753791
I'm right there with you
>honors student
>literally everything going right
>"I'm really smart! I should switch schools and move countries to get better opportunities! Who needs friends right?"
>tfw realize what I have done
>fall into depression
>grades fall to straight Fs
>no motivation for anything
>already wrote suicide note
Yes.
Just because I don't have anything to get my ass drunk on and I ran outta cigarettes
sad all the time
>>24754289
George says something in 1 episode like "If I took everything I ever accomplished and crammed it into 1 day, it might look like a good life" that makes me feel better about my existence
Every day.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHsQ6UsA7Js
>>24754376
Yeah he does.
"If you take everything I've accomplished in my entire life and condense it down into one day, it looks decent!"
He is pretending to be a tourist to bang a tour guide who doesn't believe he has what it takes to live in New York, where he's lived his whole life.
oh yeah babe
