>December 5, 2015.
i turned 19 earlier this year
it feels like this has been the worse year of my life and i haven't even done anything
i assume it's just going to get worse from here on
>>24750954
You assume right, family.
>>24750954
You still have 4-6 years left to get your shit together.
>>24750954
I turned 20 this year and had the same year as when I was 19
>>24751017
I turn 21 in a month and a half and I've already given up.
>>24750969
This is true. I'm turning 21 soon and I went from hopeless drug addict to productive citizen and weight lifter.
>>24750954
Focus on suicide while you still have the energy to
>>24750914
SOMEONE STOP THE CLOCK
Turning 22 in a few weeks. Quicksand is what life feels like right now, the more you try to fix stuff the more tired you get
feel me to the moon
and let me cry with the stars
let me see what sadness is like on jupiter and mars
in other words kill me
in other words baby kill me
-feels Sinatra
33 here anons, it gets worse, much worse.
>>24751304
About to turn 31 and can confirm this
>>24751304
Such as? Is it something I can prepare for?
WE HAVE TO GO BACK
>>24751419
Nothing can Prepare you. You're not just a young single man, you're now nearing middle age still living with parents and getting scolded for being naughty or not doing chores.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z48NmdWbquw
>>24750954
>i assume it's just going to get worse from here on
Pretty much.
Why does this thread makes me sad?
I turned 24 2 days ago
I feel like every birthday I get closer and closer to suicide, but I know that I won't do anything. I'll never actually make the effort to kill myself, just like I never make the effort to do anything else in my life.
Instead, I'll just continue living a worthless, pathetic miserable existence going through the motions every day until I die.
>tfw went to a funeral today
JUST
>>24751838
>tfw grandmother is likely dying this weekend
>>24750914
It doesn't work if you post this everyday. Give it some time family.
>>24750954
im turning 26 this month fuccboi, it's not over yet for you. It will be when you're my age tho
>be 23
>wake up with a crick in my neck that lasts all day
>swiping through tinder
>tons of hot 18-20 yo girls who will never be into me
>just reminders that my body is slowly decaying and the best years of my life are gone
>>24750954
Similar. I thought college would fix it, but now I'm just getting fucked by the school and everyone in class is like 30-40 or nerds.
Doc just told me a month ago that I've got some shit wrong in the head
I'm pretty sure she was dancing around the idea that she thinks I'm depressed
I haven't seen a shrink yet because t b h senpai I already figured that I was
I wish I was a kid again. I was hardly ever sad.
I've literally done nothing of note in 2015.
>Same job
>lost contact with a couple friends and became increasingly isolated
>Spent more time playing video games while neglecting other interests
>Haven't been alone with a girl in 1.5 years
Just fuck my shit up, senpai
>>24751861
>I'm already 26 and fags on here like hurdur I feel old at 19
FUCK YOU
Have to turn myself in for 3 felony charges Tuesday
This shit has been hanging over my head for two and a half years since they raided me. Thinking about it everyday
So it's kind of a relief that the time has finally come.
Spend $7500 on a good lawyer yesterday. Hopefully he'll get me a good plea deal.
Most likely going to be minimum of 10 years to life in prison.
My life is destroyed and I'm only 23. I'm going to lose everything. Family friends job apartment my privacy.
Just remember robots things can be worse. I found things out the hard way.
>>24752053
Are you going to give details?
Today is my birthday lol
>>24752053
Seeing as how you'll be leaving us soon, some background would be great. I have a friend who went to jail today for 50 days due to a DUI he got a few months ago.
>>24752111
happy bday faggolli
>>24750954
I'm 18 now and I've got 6 months left until I'm 19
My life will be over soon, all that fun that could have been is gone and done, it's just work and nothing else fulfilling in my life for the rest of my life. I'm killing myself before 30
>>24752053
>10 to life
You know pic related is always an option hombre
>>24750954
Nothing really gets better, and you'll find that you still have the maturity of an 18 year old well into your 20's. Unless you have great genetics, you'll also start noticing things wrong with your body.
>>24752365
Your life will only be over soon if you don't gtfo r9k
>>24750914
>>24750914
Oh fuck I still remember the December 1, 2015 thread like it was yesterday. That really fucked me up, time is moving so fast, it's not just a meme. Holy shit I have to change, like now. I'm gonna be the warrior I said I was a year ago, I'm gonna fight I promise. I promise!!!
>>24752423
>tfw 24
>have the body of a teenager because i am completely emaciated and also can't grow facial hair besides a goatee
>have the life experiences of someone who is probably 11 or 12
kill me
>>24752423
>only 21
>already balding
just fuck my shit up senpai
>>24752512
At least you look your age desu, I'm 23 and have the body of a man in his 40's
>>24752538
>tfw dad, his dad, and my moms dad are all balding/bald
>still waiting for the day someone taller than me points out I'm balding
>>24752617
I wear a hat all the time, no one can see me going bald. feelsbetterman
>>24750914
>It's already been 5 months since Iwata's death
>>24751941
>bought another gun
>played mgsv
This is what I've accomplished in this year. Holy fuck jdimsa
>>24752182
>>24752066
Probably not in my best interest to give many details as I was under investigation by the FBI and they were the ones who raided me.
I could be being watched right now idk.
This is much more serious than a DUI. I would trade places with your friend in a second.
For some reason it took two years and six months to build a case against me.
They're also doing it with the state instead of federally.
I need a miracle desu.
18 KV as of today
>>24752873
Meant Tbh not desu
>>24752873
aight so I'm guessing huge amounts of illegal downloads, CP, or both. hey man, at least you had the money to hire an attorney last minute
>>24752873
Alright, you got me, I'm officially /scaredstraight/. I'll stop now.
mfw already accepted the fact that i'll die between the ages of 30-40.
tfw know when i'm going to die
pretty hard not to kill yourself when you're alone at 30+ and have been your whole life.
>>24750954
22 now, and being 19 was a pretty shitty time in my life too.It got worse.
>>24750914
Time flies.
Pepe cries.
>>24750954
I'm 27 and completely fucked.
Listen young pal you have a solid 2-3 years to completely turn things around and have a nice life. I wish I was 19 again desu senpai
>will be 21 in 6 months.
At least I did some stuff this year.
Still no job or gone to uni tho.
>>24755023
>tfw still haven't looked into college because I feel like I wouldn't make and don't want to die is sutdent loans and I've never had a job at that
>>24755156
Pretty much, at this point in my life I know I wouldn't be able to handle uni/collage. So I'm not about to take out loans for something I won't finish.
Maybe when I'm older and have gotten a job I'll consider uni and plan a career. I'm fairly stable with my parents as long as find a job in the next couple of years.
>>24755242
Good thinking don't dive into something you know you probably won't finish only to kill your self due to student loans play it slow.
