Who /physically deteriorating/ here?
I'm very underweight and chronically dehydrated, the result of almost never eating or drinking. I spend my entire life on my bed, sleeping (for up to 14 hours) or using my laptop. I am nocturnal and never see sunlight for it causes screen glare. I never shower or brush my teeth. For bonus points, I'm also asthmatic, have gyno, tinnitus, anxiety, and TMJ.
Why don't you start by going for a walk? See you feel. Even if you're the ugliest fucker on the planer, there's a lot to live for OP. Trust.
>sleep 14-16 hours a day
>spend 8-10 hours staring at laptop in bed
>back pain, TMJ, tinnitus, gyno
>rarely eat
at least I'm somewhat hygenic
>>24739814
>Even if you're the ugliest fucker on the planer, there's a lot to live for
Do people really believe this? Then what is it?
>>24739815
How did you get back pain from doing nothing?
It's my 3rd week of benzodiazepine cold turkey, after using for 2-3 years. My brain feels empty and life seems like it's some kind of super advanced RPG sim.
>>24739814
well i do this for years and im even a was a professinal runner and run still every day but this is bullshit
the running thing btw i only do because im lonely and this is a hobby you can do on your own
>>24739826
Learn to enjoy your own company and perfect a useful set of skills. i.e. Become a wizard.
ya i got surgery on my ankle a couple of years ago and it's not getting better its probably only going to get worse
and i wanted to become a kungfu master
>>24739945
I don't want to be a wizard. Wanting to be a wizard is sour grapes as fuck. I want to be a normie. I want to be non-inferior. I want a good job and a family. But since I was born inferior all I can hope for is maybe the good job if I work very hard. And even there I will get bossed around by Chad who got born tall and good looking.
What exactly is there to live for? Humiliation?
>>24739981
You could do what I did and take a tonne of benzos as a crutch, if you're also a hopelessly pathetic bint. But I wouldn't recommend it.
>>24739896
posture and previous injury
I just want death.
>tfw severe OCD
>doing anything related to dental hygeine causes crippling anxiety over whether I missed a spot
>fuck it
>quit dental hygiene completely except for an extremely rigorous routine the day before dental appointments
>no downsides so far
>no anxiety
>know that I'm probably fucking up my teeth, but it's better than being totally crippled with anxiety
I will never understand why the idea of my mouth being 1% dirty is scarier than it being 100% dirty. It makes no sense at all. Fucking OCD.
