Does anyone here get the feeling that they want a girlfriend, but not really, since it will eventually go sour and just leave you with a larger void than you previously had?
I don't want a girlfriend.
I want to bang all my friends.
>>24731005
no... i enjoy the company of females even if it doesn't last forever.
That is exactly what happens. The nature of attraction/love/whatever is extremely fickle.
I have this feeling a lot, the problem is that I mentally waver a lot - so at times I get really depressed and obsessive over the fact that i'll never be with a woman. At other times I'm more circumspect about things so I don't feel as bad or even enjoy my life.
There are things beside cheating to consider too, like the relationship going stale, the possibility of being disrespected, the time you need to invest, the bad smells and discomfort of trying to hide your own bad smells, the inevitable ageing.
That and I have a suspicion that as soon as I get a gf I will just want her to mostly leave me alone whilst I shitpost and play video games.
>>24731201
This is precisely what happened to me when I finally got a gf. I think anyone on this board who truly hits the 'socially awkward autist loner' stereotype will find much the same fate if they can ever get one.
Some of us are just not meant for human interaction
Yes
I don't want to deal with human problems
But I also don't want to be lonely
>>24731018
are they female?
>>24731005
ah, yes
>>24731005
i want a gf, but i feel like my self deprecation will drive them away.
also, if i cant love myself, how can anyone else love me?
It literally happened to me.
I won the lottery by getting a cute gf, but she didn't share any interests with me and eventually dumped me. I tried so hard and it ended anyway. On the upside, I can see how incompatible she was now.
>>24731242
Being lonely is a human problem
That is quite the catch 22 you got there
>>24731005
It's exactly like that. Do not recommend
Thats quite an artwork.
Most people are the romans in the stands.
The few of us who do the right thing to the end ultimately get eaten.
>>24731005
isn't that how every dude feels these days?
the only thing I truly fucking hate about this ordeal is how every worthless cunt feels like they are worth the effort somehow. it's ridiculous.
there is miscommunication whenever you call her or text her and then it takes even more effort to get her to open up towards you and it only happens slowly because that bitch is like a clamshell and has massively retarded commitment issues. how the fuck am I supposed to know if a bitch is worth it if they fucking do that? I like them being easy game because that way we can at least skip the idiotic bullshit and go forth with the real relationship, you know, the interpersonal exchange that actually matters unlike shitty obstacle placing on her part.
>women
I was interested when I was 14-16 years old but it became clear really fast that they're not worth the hassle.
Just stick to jerking off and thank me later.
>>24732179
>The few of us who do the right thing to the end ultimately get eaten.
Christians burn down pagan temples for their faggy cult. Piss everyone off. Get thrown to the lions as great justice.
>>24731005
Yes, but I still want to be asked though so I know it's actually possible.
It happened to me. I was kv until 21 years old then I find a gf. After 5 years she dumped me for her ex-bf and now I'm even worse than I was before.
Have a gf for last 2 and a bit years and I'm no longer attracted to her at all. I love her some times, but most of the time I tell her I do to avoid tantrums. I don't want to have children with her and i spend most of my time imagining how great my life would be if I was single. I'm too far down the rabbit hole to back out without crushing her (I'm the only person she has, she doesn't speak to her family and has no friends and no where to go if we break up, she got her first and only full time job working with my dad and if we break up she would probably quit) and I at least care about her enough that I put her feelings ahead of my own. I'm just going to spend the rest of my life watching porn and hoping that she breaks up with me.
Don't get a girlfriend.
>>24732695
Is she fat and/or ugly?
>>24732695
I'd break it off regardless if I was you.
Since she's a woman she can get another bf easily anyway.
>>24732574
>not finding meaning in art
you don't really think its meant to be like a documentary do you?
>>24732720
She's average, I'm average. But a lifetime of watching porn has made me expect/want more than an average girl.
>>24731005
no
>Mandatory text
>>24732722
I honestly can't bring myself to. I'm not looking for advice or sympathy or anything. It's all my fault. Just providing my story as a warning to others
It's a broken world. Suffering is inevitable
>>24731246
Some are, some aren't.
I just want more hugs kisses and sex in general. Not really picky.
What sucks is that I'm actually so secure in myself I don't care who I sleep with, sometimes fucking someone is clearly the compassionate thing to do, but because of social programming people interpret my condition as 'low self-esteem' or 'not having standards'.
Fuck them. Seriously, fuck them. I am the one with the standards. I am the one who listens to Louis C.K. talk about how 'some people never get laid' and I feel bad for them and want to help them out. That's low standards apparently, caring for people's emotional wellbeing.
Society can fucking burn for all I care.
>>24731005
Avoid females at all costs
>>24731005
I've accepted the fact that I'm too goddamn alien to ever have a meaningful relationship with another human being.
