>gay
>pretend to be straight
>even to my closest friend, I lied and said I was bi
>even on the internet i pretend to be straight
everything in my life is based upon this lie that i keep building on and building on and building on
Its normal and common to be gay nowadays
Why you creating problems for yourself?
>>24722394
yeah but if you come out and say"I felt threatened and scared that somebody would hurt me because of it," you'll get a shit ton of love and probably mad dudes (assuming you're male) on you
>>24722426
because i am still ashamed.
>>24722448
the only people to 'come out' to is my family. i dont have much of an online presence.
i think it would be really weird if i told my best friend that when i came out as bi to him i was lying and im gay.
>>24722394
You're straight with gay tendencies. Now stop being a faggot and fuck some chick.
>>24722394
I'm the same way anon. I hide it really well but it has killed me on the inside. Friendless virgin as well. Killing myself soon hopefully.
im the exact opposite
i don't think im gay im just a pervert but im pretty close to meeting up with someone just to check if I get hard
maybe i am gay afterall
>>24722544
I'm gay.
>>24722552
pls dont kill urself. I only have one friend. Besides him, no one. But I'm sure there's some poor beta gay out there in the same situation as you who is looking for his future husbando
Im straight but I like to put things in my butt and rub my prostate. Dicks are disgusting though
Like how gay we talking?
>>24722623
what? what do ya mean
>>24722394
>your entire life revolves around your sexual prefrence
Kill yourself, my man.
>>24722394
>post comfy pepe threads boasting about neet life
>bored as fuck and suicidal
>>24722872
i dont think you realize how much your sexuality bleeds into other aspects of your life whether you realize it or not
>>24722850
Are you saying you couldn't even fuck or fap to a woman(or something like one)You should try some gay chemo
Closet gays are the worst because some of them take diversionary gfs from normal men.
>>24722906
What aspects then?
>>24722394
Just come out and fuck whoever's awful.
I'm straight and have never had to, but like, if people get all fucky, just say fuck 'em. You'd be surprised how many people aren't going to be shit.
>Family's a different story though.
>>24722969
no i couldnt
i've sucked 3 mens dicks
>>24722394
get into traps, faggot
>>24723021
A great man once said, everything is about sex. Except sex. Sex is about power.
>>24722906
maybe if you're a complete normalfag
>>24723066
Just suck futa dick and eventually you'll want to fuck something with a female body
Should be easy, no?
>>24722394
iktfb
im ill, bipoar
refusing to take meds
>im not ill
soon im reaching 4 months of not leaving the house, i dont even move from this couch.
im to ashamed to ask for help
>>24723066
>gay man in the closet to pretty much everybody
>still manages being a slut
you're going to get AIDS
Not gay, but I wonder sometimes if I'm living a lie. I enjoy what I do, but I don't know if I'm a genuine person. I sometimes wonder who the real me is.
lol jk stop being a faggot and go read a book
>>24723292
>still manages being a slut
how does 3 dicks make me a slut
and no im not gonna get AIDS. the odds of getting HIV via oral are so low that I dont even consider them to be a possibility.
you aren't gay OP you are mentally ill
>>24723352
>projecting this obviously
>>24723352
I really wish they didn't stop referring to it as one.
Maybe we'd have a cure by now
>>24723342
I assume these are casual encounters, so yes, sucking 3 men's dicks is the equivalent of being a slut. Especially when you're not even openly a homo yet. You're going to get AIDS from being a slut, not from being a cocksucker,
Consider that a not-insignificant portion of openly straight men have had sexual contact with less woman than the number of men whose dicks you've sucked in secret. Pretty degenerate m8.
I'm the exact same, legit.
I've come out to three people, two as bi, one as gay. That's only because he's gay.
Even online I haven't come out to everyone.
I have massive attachment issues and I'm afraid of losing people.
>>24723470
Not him but you don't "get" AIDS, you get HIV.
You can develop AIDS "from" HIV, but you don't "get it", it is not "given".
>>24723470
One guy was a friend the other two were casual encounters
I'm not gonna get AIDS. First of all, you don't "get" AIDS, you get HIV. It develops to AIDS. And the most common cause of catching HIV is unprotected anal sex and receptive. Ive only had anal sex once and I was the top, and I used a condom. So, safe.
>>24723498
bro I'm the same thing to the dot. I have massive attachment issues as well. my entire life probably. i dont know why I've always had abandonment issues
>>24723545
are you really pulling this semantic faggotry jesus christ
I find handsome guys attractive. But the idea of fucking said handsome guy grosses me out. I think I just mire'd a little to hard
>>24723624
Yes, language is important, particularly preservation of language through accurate usage.
If you're unable to speak/type correctly you may as well just kill yourself.
You fuckers don't get to complain about niggers using ebonics whilst you indulge in this bullshit.
>>24723498
>>24723607
Same here bros.
>gay
>out to 3 people, 5 including therapists
>my roommate who I rarely talk to anymore
>old highschool friend who was my 1st and only gay encounter
>mom, who I told just because my therapist wanted me to
My family moved a lot because dad was in the military, he died when I was 12, and Ive always had issues with making friends. Not a fun combination.
Getting close to people never seems worth it to me.
>>24722394
I know these feels.
Never came out to anyone irl but I don't have friends anyways.
Only told a handful of people online but usually just hide it to avoid dealing with it.
Still a hhkv and will end up dying that way.
