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2015-12-03 23:11:08 Post No. 24720876
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2015-12-03 23:11:08
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Who /sexual aversion/ here?
I think sex sounds good in theory, but both times I've gotten close to another person I was terrified, disgusted, uncomfortable, nauseous, etc. Wherever I was touched I'd jerk away uncontrollably, like a muscle spasm.
Last time I was shaking so hard I had to lock myself in the bathroom to have a panic attack. I jerk off and have normal sexual fantasies, but actually having sex horrifies me. It's like I never grew out of the "ewww, sex is icky" stage.
This used to be in the DSM as a mental disorder but they removed it.
I guess maybe it's because I had little to no interaction with other human beings for many years. But I'm fairly content just being alone now.
