Help me /r9k/ I think I've finally cracked. We all know the pressures of masculinity can cause you to crack and shoot up a school but I've cracked in a different weirder way; I really want to be a woman now. I've always been curious, inserting as the girl in porn since I was 10 but largely ignored it until my male life started to collapse around my ears. I have never had a gf despite many years of trying, I've dropped out of two universities, never had a job, now heavily reclusive and agoraphobic basically an all round mess and now the only thing that gets me out of bed is the thought of waking up female and leaving all the bullshit demands of masculinity behind. Marry a rich husband and chill out is my main fantasy. Years of anti depressants and hatred of women have actually caused my male sex drive to drop to nothing, I used to fuck hookers and I got bored of that, now I only ever fantasize about sex with men. I feel like the Marxist kikes have really got me, they made life as a man so difficult that they've twisted me up into wanting to cut off my dick and be someone's bitch. But on the other hand I kinda did always have these feelings in a small way and my male life is FUBAR may as well give up and take the opportunity to escape being a beta straight male. What does /r9k/ think?
Maybe killing yourself is the answer
Until you find a path that doesn't involve anyone's standards but your own, you'll never be content. Take a week to figure out what you'd like to do, then start making plans
>>24708688
Don't become a tranny bro. They end up killing themselves. If you really want to be someone's bitch, just go find a gay guy to dominate you. There's plenty of them around.
>tfw you leave women behind and turn to guys and basically end up with no sex drive anymore for either
>>24708688
you will never be a woman
just end it
>>24708827
>be gay
I tried that of course, sucking dick was fun but he wanted a relationship and I couldn't get into that as a man. The dick sucking was only fun when I was a trap and I can't be a trap all day. Basically my more successful trap life is starting to take over my normal straight male life.
>>24709192
I think I'd pass, I look really young
>>24708688
Well, if this isn't bait. It sounds like you're having self identity issues.
I'm glad i'm not you.
>>24709605
Hey don't hate, since I gave up on being male, I've started a business selling cosmetics to local shops, got a patent for an invention I've been working on and lost 30 lbs. It's degeneracy but it has improved my life massively. But as I'm still a man I'm still reclusive and agoraphobic (my mum has been helping out a lot with the business) I feel that if I actually act on these fantasies I'll finally have the strength to leave my house and live my life.
>>24709697
you go girl
when you're a woman will you let me squeeze and slap your ass? then cum in a condom in your butt and watch you drink out of it?
