>been using amphetamine from waking up till going to bed every day for close to a year straight
>since becoming addicted around 1.5 years ago I masturbated daily for 8-12 hours

Yeah you can kill yourself now. Your life has peaked.

I was addicted myself.
You have to go through two hard weeks (physical addiction).
I'm still thinking of it, but it's better to be clean.
When I was on that shit I always thought people hated me.

>>24699030
>masturbated on amphetamines

how?

wow.

I thought smoking 3 blunts daily was bad.

>>24699142
Na, you should still feel bad

>>24699122
by being extremely horny and either masturbate 5 hours with a limp dick or use viagra
but the stimdick dissapears when addicted, at least for me

>>24699030
I know exactly how you feel OP. I was addicted to bath salts, which act a lot like and are very similar chemically to amphetamines, for 2 years, and I did the same dust-snorting, crazed, wide-eyed, searching-my-bedroom gay bullshit that you are talking about. (also was fapping a lot during that time period, to really weird porn.) you can quit, and you will feel like shit for a few months m8, but you can do it.

be careful, also, not to simply replace amphetamines w/ some other addiction. I started drinking heavily after the above mentioned period, so for 5 years was downing a fifth (at least) of whiskey a day. went to jail once, woke up in the hospital once, and finally quit drinking too.

I am 26 now. it took me my whole life to get my shit together, so don't feel bad.

>>24699030
You have to slowly lower the number of hours every day until you get back to normal. The drugs probably messed up your brain as well, but that might solve itself in time and with exercise and a healthy diet and if you resist the urge to do more drugs (which will come time and time again due to the chemical imbalance caused).

It might no get worse, but it will certainly take a while to get better. Try that for a while before deciding to kill yourself. I've had some health issues that I thought would ruin my body and life quality forever but it turns out that they are fixable. Just find a hobby, even if it's mindless entertainment and stick to it until things get better.

>>24699142
hell no weed isn't a drug

>>24699328
>Its like nature man, m-muh herbs

>>24699316
As a former drug addict, this is impossible. You cannot titrate drug use, the self control needed is just not a possibility.

>>24699328
It is if you do it for enough years. Hell, even the poet Bukowski, who was an alcoholic and a chain smoker, thought weed ruined you if you do it for long enough.

>>24699122
There were long periods of time where I fapped while taking stims daily and long times where I didn't, I don't take them anymore though because I'm not anally retarded like op.

>>24699030
It's time to become an hero OP

>>24699368
Maybe, but maybe rehab is an option. I know it's a very temporary solution, but with a proper coach (or whatever they're called, sponsors or something), OP could last long enough until his body gets back to normal.

>>24699476
I just went cold turkey. Quit a 4 year long addiction to hard drugs that way. It was miserable.

>>24699578
Well, then it is possible. The only problem is that the urge to do drugs could still come back for years so a lot of determination is still needed even after the entire withdrawal phase. And that probably means something to live for, even if it's just a cozy life and video games or whatever.

>>24699608
My point was more that you can't just less and less each day. It's not that easy.

>>24699633
I didn't mean that he should reduce the drug doses, just to reduce the hours he spends fapping. I alternated between fapping several times a day and doing week long nofaps and gave myself severe prostatitis. So the best way to give up frequent masturbation is to go about it gradually.

>>24699142
Slow down kekboi, smoking 3 blunts a day is still pretty shit for you.