Since we are at December already, let's talk about how your year went robots.
>was in a dead end shitty job
>had no gf
>barely any "friends" that wouldn't invite me to anywhere
>quit the shit job around July
>move to another city, got a job that pays well and you enjoy
>get your own place finally
>around Octoberfind a girl online, invite her to your place, spend a week with her
>lose virginity
>in November girl stops talking to you
>living in a cold house by yourself
>just go to work and come back home, don't know anyone in the new city, too autistic to meet people
>miss the girl, start drunk texting her, she blocks me
>be at the same position that you were at the start of the year, only with more money but more depressed
it was a roller coaster ride desu
OK.
>dead end shitty job, just like last year
>no gf, just like last year
>same friends as last year and the ten years before
>still khv
>still living in moms basement
The ride just never ends.
>finished my first year at new job
>saved up a little over 30k
>started dating a girl
>lost virginity
>moved in with gf
things are looking up I guess
>gf broke up with me
>tried to kill herself
>everything is okay with her - move on
>feel good after two months
>meet a girl
>nice girl
>she likes me
>i like her
that's it
>Thought I was gonna fail uni
>In fact, passed uni
>Then became a grill
>Thought I was gonna fail at being a grill
>In fact, pass as a grill
>Started taking grill pills
It's back to NEETdom for now but that's okay.
>gf broke up with me
>have these intense pains in my ass for last 3 months
>no health insurance so can't see doctor
>quit my job because depression
>started jogging and lost 20lbs
>just hibernating until January where I'll look for some shitty min wage job
>turned 30
>no job
>sponging off my younger girlfriend by living in her apartment without paying rent/food
>she's clearly getting sick of it
>no where to go if she kicks me out
a a a h
>finished high school
>been sitting at home in my room alone ever since
>neet
>spend new years eve talking to girl online who called me from a party she was at
>spend next 7 months talking to her daily
>spend next 4 months thinking about her daily
got my a-level this year (i'm 37)
aquired (first) gf
entered uni
> Become broke due to no one in my family wanting to pay for anything
> Unable to move out because I'm so broke
> Become more sociable/likable at my job; still have reputation as the token "quirky" autist
> Only person at my job who wants to hang with me is this teenage fembot who's too young for this shit to not be awkward
> Play vidya
>finish semester feel lost and like shit
>decide to switch into music program
>happy about this
>move out using parents money in third semester
>happy about this
>challenging as fuck semester, very poor habits
>somehow still making it through
>looking forward to.. the future
i still have to write a paper on death metal in norway and then do my fucking exams
pretty content familiarooooonniiiee
>>24690730
what's it like going to uni that late? i'm thinking of going when i'm 22 but that feels too old
>2015 starts out with a fun NYE party
>school starts up again
>cold and seasonal depression kind of sinks in
>spring rolls around and feeling much better
>hanging out with friends a lot more
>smoking weed, going to parties, doing chad stuff
>summer rolls around
>go to boston for internship
>have mental breakdown
>become severely depressed
>crippling depression makes me move in with parents for rest of summer
>ican'ttakeanymoreofthis.jpg
>fall semester starts back up
>loving life again
>friends are great, second year at uni is even better
>november time
>visit my family while on thanksgiving break
>realize how shitty everything and everyone is
>sitting alone in my dark dorm room trying to think of reasons not to end it
>can't tell if it's seasonal depression again or a bigger bout than over the summer
Life sucks, /robots/. The only thing keeping me together is my job. I really hope 2016 brings something good. I can't handle another year of this.
>>24690730
>>24690823
I'm 28 and thinking about going back to uni. My life is just in ruin and I need an escape from this. I can't keep making min wage at my age.
>>24690823
its fine, i mostly hang around with a 29 year old dude.
most of the 18 year old girls are alien to me, but thats ok, there are one or two i can relate to.
early twenties is an absolutely acceptable age.
alsoe most people gues me mid 20.
>>24690913
>I can't keep making min wage at my age.
that's what I'm thinking. don't want to get to a point where I'm thinking this
>>24690935
are you at a local uni or are you staying away? I'd be worried about accommodation but I'd want to move
>>24691115
i already moved in 2012 before i made my a-level, first time that i even moved out of my home hood.
just make sure to start organising your housing and finances half a year in advance.
>Working a shitty cashier job
>Not bad, but the manager is a cunt
>Quit when my sister opens up her own shop, start helping her there
>Roommates get tired of me for some reason, beat me up in my sleep and kick me out
>Go to press charges, doesn't go anywhere because of their parents' political influence(small town problems)
>Move in with my mother because I have nowhere else to go
>Mentally ill, she treats me like a toddler and tries to do everything with me
Now I am talking straight up Looney Toon here. She washes my clothes, throws a fit if I try to do anything on my own, cleans my room when I am gone, tries to drive me places even though I have a car, calls my friend's parents to set up "play dates," the works.
>INB4 I don't have friends anymore
>Waiting on a confirmation for a government job to move the fuck out and never see her again
>She snooped their number and calls their HR department every single day to ask about her little boy's progress
>She has done this with every single company I have tried to land a job with, scared most of them away
>Staples has literally banned me from applying to any of their stores because of her
>Met a few girls, she cyberstalks them, finds their Facebook/phone number and then calls them to talk about me, obviously they cut all contact
>I'm pretty sure she is intentionally sabotaging my life so that I am dependent on her forever
I just want to wash my own underpants, guys.
>>24689146
,,,,,,get the fuck out REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE nigggershitdickfaggot.
>>24691542
This is fugged up. Get a job you faggot.
>>24688976
>Got keked
>Fell deeper into depression
>Started cutting/hitting myself
>Slowly becoming a habitual drug user/Alcoholic
>Isolated myself from society
>Getting sicker and skinnier each day
>Too poor to afford medical care or health insurance
I hope the ride ends soon, even if it's painful
what the FUCK is with the posters in this thread?
am I still in r9k? why is suddenly everyone a chad with a girlfriend? unless you're all deluded or hallucinating holy shit
>>24691642
What the fuck do you think I am so desperately trying to do? I have a pretty good chance with the government job as long as my mother doesn't piss them off by calling them every day.
>>24691739
We have no community, we are misfits, normies are everywhere, there is no place for us, the ride never ends
>>24691542
Holy shit. That sounds bad. That sounds real bad. Have my feel.
>same gf
>starting school in January (will be 20)
>went from 6'3 200 to 140
>still no job (don't really need one)
My life feels like it's been at a standstill all year and hopefully college will change that and get me out more again.
>working same job I had
>doing poorly in school and in debt from non-school related financial habits
>got fuckbuddy from tinder
>now completely about to fail out of school
>still looking for slightly better jobs but got promoted at my current one
>feel depressed every day cause I'm falling in love with tinder fuckbuddy and I know she isn't falling in love with me
At the start of the year there was no "her" on my mind. That was true bliss. My only problems were financial and those I've been working through steadily.
Now I'm just depressed.
>wake up
>go to HS
>eat
>study a bit
>play games
>go to sleep
>become 18 in July
>I told my best bro to fuck off once he disrespected me in August
>last year in HS (Italy gotta Italy)
>a bunch of normies ask me if I'm virgin, since I don't usually go to clubs or any of that
>Yes I am
>"Did you ever have a gf?"
>"Long Distance, didn't last"
>Have you ever kissed a girl
>no
>tfw they want to pay a hooker just for you
>tfw they all laugh
>tfw I'm dead inside but I don't bother anymore
>drop out of college
>come back home and do mediocre in college
>realize I'm doing shit at cc
>friends are non existent and don't talk to any women
>taking welding in the spring and going to get 2-3 years experience then go to deep sea salvage
>save up all my money to buy beachfront property in Hawaii, I was born there and miss it
>get job delivering pizzas, actually make good money, have fun, and co workers are all cool/ think I'm somewhat normal
Getting a gun for Christmas so this year was alright, I feel like if I fully commit with this welding I can get out of this phase I am in. I'm super lazy and then half ass any work I do. I still feel half hearted about committing fully because I never have known what I want to do in my life but I've realized I can't waste any more time and money. Wish me luck fags, we are all going to make it
>>24692960
>>At the start of the year there was no "her" on my mind. That was true bliss
iktf. I was bitching and complaining about the lack of females in my life but now that I had a gf then she left me, it feels so much fucking worse
>>24693402
This.
My only experience with girls made me get scared of them. I keep my distance. It's not like it's an option anyway :^)
