>tfw aroused by being humiliated, taunted, called names etc.
>tfw you get off to being choked and beaten
>cum thinking about being murdered
>it's so bad that just being around power tools or sharp objects is enough to feel lewd
Why am I broken
>>24684282
I ask myself the same thing, but I'm on the other end of the spectrum.
>tfw you've fapped to real women being beheaded
Have I reached the limit for what's redeemable?
>>24684389
Yes
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>>24684389
I have a hard time watching those things because I don't like seeing people suffer. I don't even kill insects. But the thought of that suffering happening to me is extremely lewd.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6MeUMdElVgA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HuR99lWy6Sk
Have some not3D
>>24684282
Fuck I'd love it if that shit got me off. I haven't had an erection that lasted longer than a few minutes in months.
>>24684282
Are you a lewd boy op?
>>24684490
>24684490
I'm a self-hating tranny actually
Diversify your fetishes anon
Don't focus on and mutate a single one for too long
>>24684504
Disappointing
I just want to fap on cam or mic with a leewd boy
>>24684282
>Why am I broken
No. You're not broken. Don't ever say that OP.
You probably enjoy the thrill of that sort of thing the thought is exciting for you...
Personally I like to put lots of knives and sharp objects in my spandex, get really dressed up, feelin' sexy, imagine them being distracted by my baddd self, then Suddenly I fft ftt ftt fling the knives out and finish jacking myself off in the face of my imaginary enemy. It's fun and doesn't hurt anyone so who gives a fuck?
>>24684423
Cool, that's what lying is for.
>>24684447
I don't like seeing people suffer either really, or at least I didn't used to. I guess I've just become too le edgy and jaded.
>>24684569
Ah, an acquired taste this one
>>24684282
Just be cute and find a nice boy that'll choke and hit youthen love you tenderly like a wife
>>24684536
Fuck i've been focusing and mutating a single fetish from the first time I fapped 10 years ago till now. I literally haven't fapped to anything else and have no plans on changing now. What's gunna happen to me?
>>24684447
same here especially when it's very humiliating which i also don't want to happen i'm sickly conflicted
