Who else /cantletgoofthepast/?
Im doing more stuff now but even though I'm more active now than ever I still feel like crying/giving up when I think of how shitty middle school, high school, and college has been
>>24682988 wtf is that image some abuse fantasy game or something
Kek, now I want a burn victim to abuse.
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>>24683792
I really wish someone did an anime of her but alas all I have are pictures
>>24682988
Idk how normies do it. I'm haunted by myself, every minute I create more wasted memory to drown in.
>>24683817
The idea of getting a girl like that, and training her to be totally emotionally dependent on you and then subtly abusing her to get her to do whatever you want gets me rock solid.
And to address your point, OP, it gets easier. But you just have to keep doing it. Right now you're approaching all your new activities with the mindset to use them to bury your shameful past. When you start viewing them as building blocks for the future and for yourself is when you will truly move on.
>>24683874
I think that turns everyone on m8
If the picture is from some manga, can someone tell me the name?
>>24683817
>>24682988
source and more for godsake
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>>24683987
Sorry to tell us m8s, that's it except for some deviant art somewhere. She's just some design some dude drew up
>Tfw become increasingly hateful and uncaring person over the years despite all the conditions being against it
I obsess over a few specific events that struck me so deeply that just thinking about it gives me strong urges to self-harm. Lots of painful memories over relatively "minor" events.
Now I'm also starting to question how my mental health has been all along after a bunch of people basically went "What's wrong with you?".
Guess I'm just another brooding edgelord stuck in my own little fantasy world.
>>24684322
gibs me dat sauce
pls. i have something for you in return.
>>24684372
Fukushuu Kyoshitsu.
It's okay.
>>24684460
i insist.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8w4-ndg82Bk
>>24684322
this has been part of my life for ages now
>>24682988
I was there. Now I don't worry about it. It happened, and worrying about it is a waste of time.
Best realization that ever happened.