I DON'T EVER WANT TO FEEL
LIKE I DID THAT DAY
>>24679587
I know this feeling.
>tfw g***uation day traumatized me in so many ways that just hearing the word makes me freak the fuck out
>>24679995
What happened?
Tell us!
>>24679995
Please anon. Vent a little about it.
Chili Peppers?
>>24680025
>>24680142
I'll try to summarize it.
>sick
>oneitis hasn't spoken to me in over a week
>anxiety through the roof
>recently lost the only girl who ever showed interest in me
>had to practice like three days in a row at the school gym and the fucking stadium it was at
>Senior Year I cut off literally everyone I knew except my oneitis
>had to wear a tie that was choking me
>plot twist:my oneitis was the valedictorian and EVERY BODY hated her
>had to listen to her speech for what felt like hours
>also apparently if your hands go anywhere above your waist while you're' walking the stage, you will not graduate
>my turn to walk
>get called up
>look down
>COVER MY FACE WITH MY HANDS
>want to cry
>accept my diploma
>shaking hands with people I literally went to Kindergarten with who are now stupid fucking "class representatives"
>oneitis is like one foot away
>specifically look in the opposite direction
>run across the stage
>"Smile, Anon!"
>face still scrunched up, eyes closed
>those were my Graduation Photos
>to this day, my Father still makes fun of me for "looking like fucking Gollum in my Graduation Photos"
>afterwards
>walk for over an HOUR looking for my Family because the Principal lied and said NO BELONGINGS AT ALL ON YOUR PERSON OR YOU WILL BE SENT HOME
>see oneitis and her whole family, who were also valedictorian three fucking years in a row before her
>walking around aimlessly
>I took my cap and gown off immediately when we were allowed to leave
>start to get really hot
>unbutton shirt
>but can't get tie off
>walking around with a red ball of garbage and my tie fucking sideways with my shirt unbuttoned
>FINALLY find my Family
>they ask me what the fuck all that was
>ignore them
>get told to put my clothes back on for photos :^)
>this takes a fucking half hour
>look fucking pissed in every photo
>after that
>go to dinner at fucking Midnight
>the whole "so what now Anon? :^)" spiel
>give them the NEET speech
>end
>>24680477
That wasn't a Summary, I'm sorry. Just typing all that made me sick to my stomach. But it all worked out I guess because I make $12/hrgetting yelled at all day and fucking things up while my oneitis is wasting her Youth at Uni 4 Hours away while ALL of my paycheck goes towards another Succubus. Please kill me.
>>24680313
ye it hits deep
>>24680025
>>24680142
Did no one like my story? ;~;
>>24680629
It's a song about my people. The Bridge People.
>>24679587
Fun fact: That song is about the RHCP singer doing heroin under a bridge.
>>24679587
TAKE ME TO THE PLACE I LOVE
TAKE ME ALL THE WAY