Who else is weirdly /alone/?
>know a ton of people, seen in good light and as a friend by many, school or work.
>don't ever want to hang out with any of them, rather be at home playing vidyas.
>not nice to people but they still like me.
>miraculously have live in gf who heeds my beck and call.
>she basically let's me control her social life though, what she can do and who she does it with, what she says to her friends.
>live vicariously through her.
>still feel overwhelmingly empty inside with no best friend or even friends to play vidyas with though.
>>24665091
I am EXACTLY you.
>in a fraternity
>live w/ gf who does everything for me
>she has almost no social life
>pretty well liked @ uni and in general
For some reason that I can't pinpoint ive been feeling depressed for about 2-3 years now.
>Ignoring friends
>never go out anymore
>vidya much more
How old are you?
More info? (I want to see what else we might have in common)
>>24665091
same 2bh
>know a ton of people at uni
>always sit alone at the back so nobody talks to me
>do everything alone because i can't stand relying on other people in group projects or work
>never tried to fit in, always literally 'b-ing myself'
>wear unfashionable but comfy clothing all the time
For me I think it's one part not giving a shit and the other part is just my mistrust of other people.
>people at work and school generally really like me
>always asking to hang out
>usually get too drunk to drive and end up passed out on my floor
>have to come up with some stupid excuse that night or the next day
>drunk dial other people to hang knowing that I'll probably bail on them too to get drunk or high
>tfw turning out just like my mom
>>24665184
I'm literally turning into you.
>freshman in college
>joined fraternity
>go out every weekend, hookup with chicks
>past month, barely go out, no desire to fuck
>just want to smoke weed with my best friend and lay around
does it get better
>>24665091
>>24665184
>>24666314
yep
>good looking, /fit/, pretty likable and charismatic, people i meet seem to think im much "cooler" than i actually am
>have had plenty of sexual partners
>live in g/f who is really trying to butter me up for marriage i.e. cooked meals every day, regular sex, do whatever i want and she won't leave me
>decent career/finances
but
>can count my real friends on one hand, i rarely see them though, just chat online
>play video games all day
>dont hang out with anyone, ever
>used to be massive alcoholic, not so much anymore, sometimes slip up and spend a week drinking alone
>feel totally alone, family thinks i have undiagnosed mental issues and i probably do
>spend countless hours on malaysian cartoon image boards
>>24666380
fucking normie: the post
Fucking normies, get the fuck out with your girlfriend problems.
>>24666440
Mmmh... this is me but hkv and without the alcoholic part.
I feel like I'm missing the vital energy that drives people to go full social.
>>24666473
theyre not normies
theyre failed normies
dont know which is worse desu
>>24666584
> the past month
> best friend and weeeeed bro
... please
The one he was responding to was a typical normie, the others not so much.
>>24665091
I'm quite the opposite.
>Know a ton of people, seen in a bad light by many.
>Want to hang out from time to time rather than being in this shithole but most of them don't.
>No gf but I don't try to get one neither.
>I try to be nice most of the time but people still doesn't like me.
>Despite of all that I don't feel as empty as you may think because I managed to get "best friends" for most of my life when I lost the older one. Still I have been virtually alone for years.
>>24665091
here we go
>no girlfriend, despite girls multiple times wanting to get into a relationship
>have a small company, decent money to pay my bills and some booze
>good amount of friends, that are always calling me to go out on the night
>just lie to everyone, saying that I'm out with X instead of Y, while I drown myself into alcohol and a pack of cigarrettes until I pass out on the floor
>can still live as a functional alcoholic, masking pretty well the fact that I drink everyday
>on my late twenties, and have no will to live, nor do I care with anything else
all these fucking normies, fuck outta here here you posers
>people pretty much liked me throughout school
>lazy and have a weird sense of humor but people still want to be my friend
>never want to hang out with them
>never want to go out bc anxiety
>never reply to their messages
>just want to be alone at home
>leave school
>people move on and make new friends
>finally alone for real
>tfw now i don't have friends i want friends
Serves me right I guess. Still wish I could make some new friends though but I dunno how now I'm not at school
>>24665091
>tfw spent an hour high staring at the picture trying to find waldo
>>24665091
ok, I found waldo. but where's the other portal ?!
