Ever since I started no fapping I can't stop obsessing over big dicks, nothing else makes me hard really, not even girls, but the thought of sucking a big dick, being cummed on and getting fucked in the ass really turns me on.
I've always thought of myself as straight, but these submissive thoughts obviously don't support that. I don't even get hard looking or thinking about pussy....
Have I be living as a repressed homosexual? Or has porn just damaged my sexuality?
I don't want to be a faggot /r9k/, it's hard enough being a robot. Do any of you robot feel this way?
>tfw you just want to get fucked by a chad when you always thought you wanted to have a Stacy.
>tfw I will probably end up becoming what I hated, a filthy cock hungry slut.
>tfw you don't feel like a man for having these feelings.
Idk man but gimme that sauce. Dude is hot.
Maybe you are gay though. Who cares just admit to it. If you think about dudes while jacking off, you're probably gay.
>>24659682
Do you get off to the idea of HAVING a big dick, or sucking one?
>>24659682
Go no fap for at least a month. Don't look at any porn what so ever. Especially dicks in your case you faggot
>>24659727
Source: I like dudes.
Maybe try hooking up with a guy though? See if you like it. Would a straight guy really have that picture on his computer? Have you fantasizes about that picture?? You probably are at least a little bit gay.
Same. I fap to gay fantasies way more than straight, but I'm only attracted to woman when I'm actually around people, I feel 0 attraction to dudes.
Confusing, but that's what I get for being a porn addicted kv.
>>24659727
Just found it on google
>>24659746
Yes, I've started jacking off to gay porn... and I imagine myself being the bitch.
>>24659747
But will that cure my faggotry?
>>24659752
I want to try grindr once I've gotten fit enough, and accepted the fact that im just a beta faggot. Hell I'm not even a top, I'm the one who wants to get fucked, how sad is that?
>>24659747
A month is not enough. 3 to 6 months for actual results.
>>24659880
>started jacking off to gay porn... and I imagine myself being the bitch.
>started
Reminds me of the TED "great porn experiment video." Not persoanally relevant, butt I do recall them mentioning how severe porn addicts develop fetishes that don't even align with their orientation, but it just a symptom of porn addiction, you're not necessarily full homo. Why don't you join me in abstaining from porn the next 30 days. Delete all saved porn and links, clear history, and commit to not going to porn sites, and don't enlarge any lewd thumbnails on 4chan.
>>24660011
but if you do 3-6 months you have to start with one month. For OP as well as myself, making it only one month would be a lifetime acheivement in itself, then maybe next time try 2 months and build up to longer periods
>>24659682
if you feel genuine dick lust like that you're a genuine 100% fucking faggot, especially when you don't find women arousing. There's no "secret true sexuality" being covered up by a porn addiction, your sexual preferences are your sexuality and your preferences are homosexual. At least you're come to the realisation you're a queer and not being one of those "I'm not gay, I just like male sexual organs and having sex with other males!" faggots.
>>24660045
Yeah op should clear his mind a bit at least before doing anything he might regret. Whenever I hear stories like this I just know the guy is depressed and fucked up, should worry about fixing other aspects of your life before sucking dick.
Browsing 4chan tends to make you not give a fuck about sexuality anymore. Seeing your pic on the OP would disgust me when I started using 4chan but eventually you just get used to all the faggotry.
You're probably desensitized/bored if regular porn so your brain looks for a new outlet. Some people go straight to 2D, feet, or gay porn in your case.
>>24660045
I might be gay, I've often had homosexual fantasies about my friends, first when I started watching softcore porn(no dicks) showed, I remember getting really excited when I finally got to see a penis. When I used to have my friend sleep over I would watch softcore porn and try to get my friend to wake up and masturbate with me, I remember once really wanting to take a look at his gigantic cock. My bff has a huge bulge and I would alway caught myself staring at it. Once we were watching a movie were there was a naked women, I started seeing my friends trouser snake growing he had to use a pillow to cover it up(what a man).
When I was young I used to have a lot of intense homoerotic experiences with my friend, but I was too afraid to do anything because it felt weird and gay.
When I was 13 I would wake up jacking off talking in my sleep about how big my friends cock was, I'm pretty sure my grandfather heard me...
My faggotry is too deep seeded, I don't even have the discipline to go so long without not jerking off to porn.
But if I do dicide to nofap, will it be okey for me to look at pics of well endowed men, or think about them, cuz I just woke up an hour ago with an massive erection thinking about me being a cock obsessed faggot. These urges are to strong.
But I am afraid of sucking a strangers dick and not liking it and feel like a straight faggot who just sucked dick, that's like the gayest way to be a faggot, a straight faggot, nothing more gay than a straight man that wants to suck a dick.
>>24660378
You're at the very least bi. Congrats.
Here's an easy way to know for sure.
Fuck your fucking dirty slut asshole with a dildo because you like cock you naughty boy.
>>24660423
this +I3I-I
Do guys become gay if they jack off to 2 much porn and can't get laid? Do most betas start wanting to convert to faggotry because they're sexually frustrated and sexually fucked up because of all the porn they've watched?
>>24660602
Happened to me. Became desensitized to regular porn, started watching those sissy hypno videos. The over stimulation of sounds and videos would get my heart beating like crazy and have amazing "first time cumming" orgasms. Now I've become desensitized to sissy stuff and quit porn completely.
>>24660602
it was their inner gayness that kept them from getting pussy in the first place.
>>24660640
But are you attracted to girls? Maybe you were gay the whole time? Maybe you're just repressing your true sexuality, I've stopped jerking off to porn(not really) but I still don't get an erection thinking about a girl in my bed, but I get an erection thinking about another man in my bed.
>>24660640
But what if you would watch straight hypno videos? would that make you want to become a dominant straight male?
>>24660736
>don't get an erection thinking about a girl
>get an erection thinking about another man in my bed
hmm you gay senpai
>>24660966
But I have had fantasies about girls, but I mosly think about girls being with other men not myself.
This is all so confusing and makes me stressful sometimes, I don't want to do something I will regret later.
>>24659682
Ah, you're the sort of dude who watches niggerracial porn and says it's because "it's humiliating for the woman"
Porn has subliminal messages from the jews
>>24663034
I knew it, the jews are the reason I want to go on my knees and suck big meaty cocks and be treated like a whore.
