"why do you always looks so sad, anon?"
My concept of happiness is different from yours.
"Oh sorry, I was just thinking about cake."
or something silly to change the topic.
I'm sick of people asking me this EVERY DAY.
I'm trying to be happy, I really am; stop making it seem like I'm not trying
My two moods are anxious and content, and it's usually the former.
because I am sad that one day I am going to die or the one person I have will die and I can't deal with that.. I just want to know that everything will be ok. I don't want to obsess over every little thing in life anymore and I don't want to spend 20$ on alcohol and 50$ on marijuana every fucking couple of weeks to numb those racing thoughts.
Because my brain stops me from looking happy.