>December 1st, 2015
welcome to hell
>>24656992
>Batman Begins is a decades old.
>>24656992
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4zLfCnGVeL4
It's not going to get better
>>24656992
>welcome to hell
Nigga I've been in hell for years, just keeps getting worse and worse
>>24656992
Nothing is ever going to change is it?
>>24657204
Plenty of things will change, anon.But it won't be any change for the better.
>>24657020
holy shit ;-;
>>24657204
>>24657300
Things will improve.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZT5xPM3THI
It's my birthday. I'm 25.
Ask me anything.
>>24656992
>It will never be the 1990s ever again
>The 90s will only get further and further away
>Even the year 2000, looked at in the 90s as a modern, futuristic year, was 15 years ago
>2015 is to 2000, as 2000 was to 1985
Falling deeper Into the voiddddd. This ride never ends does it?
>>24657545
Do you think your life is getting better or worse?
I'm 27, no real happiness since 23
>>24657545
Are you aware that everything is straight downhill after 25?
>>24657597
Better senpai. I'm quitting drinking. Gonna make some real changes this year!
>>24657599
N-no. What d-d-do you mean?
>>24657649
Best of luck to you phamilia
>>24657473
Is that what you tell yourself?
>>24657545
Happy birthday!I don't know what's supposed to be so happy about it but I mean well
>>24656992
Time keeps movin' on doesn't it?
Fuck em'. Fuck everything. Fuck the ocean, fuck the kremlin fuck the pentagon, fuck them shoes. Fuck delancy street. Fuck the smashed powdered donuts in the poppy stores. Fuck that bitch who asked me if I could move in the computer lab in freshmen year. Fuck the professor who told me not to withdraw from class. Fuck math. Fuck that site for actually having a sale for one day for black friday. Fuck the cold air that doesn't yield fog.
Fuck the planet, fuck the next planet with sustainable life. Fuck the loose sole in my boot. Fuck.
>>24657649
Your metabolism slows down, aging begins to accelerate, and if you haven't established some kind of social life and friends by then, you probably never will.
I hope my NEETbux won't get cut off or else there's just the feelium remaining for me
>>24657599
it's only downhill till you stop wanting a gf, seriously, life is peaceful once you grow out of the silly shit
>>24657753
You sound like a very naive child.
>>24657728
Well thankfully I'm not a fat lazy dorito eating piece of shit. My social life is pretty lacking, but by choice.
Robots, one and all: you are my brothers.
I don't know where the time went.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xgSeZpcMOBE
Feel with me.
>>24657530
I listen to this stuff too lol
>>24657797
But of course. I wish it got better, but I have returned to crying myself to sleep. I give myself 2 more years before I give up.
>>24657694
I didn't say things wouldn't get shittier before.
>>24657783
You sound like a very sad child. wanting a relationship makes you weak and stupid
>>24656992
Everything after 2010 is a blur
>>24658381
Yeah this basically
My last proper gf broke up with me that year, everything afterwards was just short-lived as fuck and i've been on and off NEETdom and basically everything was shit and retarded and i didn't even make any fucking progress due to how retarded overall circumstances kept getting
I hope society collapses soon tbqh
>>24658381
>Everything after 2010 is a blur
Bruh...
>>24658363
>relationship.
I didn't even mention that word.
Stop projecting.
>>24658492
I went from 21-26 and I don't even remember it and have nothing to show for those years
>wanted to finish up some anime I had started
>finish some vidya I started too and some new stuff
>didn't do any
I built my pc too so I feel like shit knowing I could get stuff cheaper now than when I built it
just
>>24658804
same here from 24-27... now sitting going back to community college in january. Don't even know where to start with jobs.
another wasted year
>>24658962
I never went. How do you go to college at that.age? Still living with parents? I rent an apartment, how do I afford school and paying the rent Each month?
I am thinking of doing something like this starting Jan. 1st.
I haven't really felt good/happy in a "long" time, and personally I feel like my life is shit and my outlook on it is just as such.
Perhaps in 2017 when I empty it, It might show that I have more good that comes to me than I realize.
Though that is a hope, what I expect is finding only a few strips of paper in the jar after an entire year, and only be stuck wondering what I am missing, and why I can't fill my empty jar.
Won't you join me in this endeavor?
>>24659010
yep, I believe if you're in the US you may qualify for a fafsa. I still have some prepaid college left for another 2 years. Going to try my best to put it to good use.
>2014
>I'll get my shit together in 2015 this is gonna be my year
>2015
>mulligan on 2015
>2016 will be better I'm gonna get my shit together
Might just kill myself on new years to be honest my family.
Chin up lad, any luck it'll keep accelerating and it wont be long until the sweet embrace of death claims you.
>>24656992
>more than halfway through the 2010s
>>24659015
That's actually a pretty neat idea.
I mean I would be scared to see it empty in the end so prolly won't do it.
>>24659015
Seems like a nice idea. Been dealing with depression for a long time. Would be nice to have a reminder that things could be worse.
>>24656992
>tfw turned 23 today
1 year closer to wizardhood. Older than Eliott Rodger now
>>24657545
H-hey mine too. Happy birthday
>>24659154
HAPPY SLEEPY BIRTHDAY!
>>24656992
FUCK WHY IS TIME MOVING SO FAST
>>24659052
I've said this every year the past 5 years
I've given up on 2016. It's gonna be the year I kill myself
this year i started out overweight, sick, mother had a foreclosure, got in trouble with school, left chicago behind and moved to london.
same shit. decided to hit the gym consistently. went almost every day and mired all the women in leggings. got in great shape and got attention from women.
decided women suck and stopped working out. got video games and currently just beat mgsv and fallout4. might get bloodborne now.
i'm 28. stop bitching guys, im sort of hideous too. 2D>3D remember that
>>24661361
just get a hot waifu. this one is willing to have sex with boys half my age (14)
The faggots in this thread are probably the same ones that make the wagekek threads.
>open a text i write in 2012
>read it
>find out how much i changed, but the feels, remained the same
Yeah, you cannot change who you are, but you can still improve.
15 years ago, i remember how i imagined how i'd be flying spaceships around mars in 10-15 years time or so, or at least semi-flying cars in some kind of cyberpunk future resembling the fifth element
Fuck
>>24662489
I found an old diary entry from over a decade ago.
I talked about some girl I liked and how I really wanted a girlfriend.
Still hasn't happened.
>>24662593
I think my earliest recorded diary entries date back to late 2000/early 2001 but it's neither coherent nor overtly interesting stuff
>>24661322
>I've given up on 2016. It's gonna be the year I kill myself
I probably do that in early 2018, shortly before my 30th birthday, if things don't change for the better.
Anyone else who was on this thread when this was posted?
Seemed like a good idea
>>24662515
Same.
>>24662593
>>24662626
I kept a diary for a short time in summer 1996, but that's pretty uninteresting.
Only two days until hitachi desu.
still a virgin.
still a manchild.
but hey only a month til the year of disappointment is over.
I can't believe this shit
Seems like Vanilla/TBC times were just yesterday, turning on NE starting music and almost cried
WHY CANNOT I FUCKING RETURN THIS TIMES OR AT LEAST FORGET THIS FEELING OF NOSTALGIA ASDASDHGASFGF#FUW@F
>>24656992
it's my birthday today
>>24657720
damn... this... was intense
I wake up everyday and do THE SAME FUCKING SHIT DAY IN DAY OUT.
I WANT TO END IT BROBOTS.
>>24656992
>less than 3 months until exams, 7 exams to writte total
>only enough money to last 2 additional weeks, gotta find a new job
>21 and no gf in sight, parents breathing down your neck
>appointment with doctor soon, really afraid
>WWIII soon, why am I even doing all this
I am so tired anons.
>>24665387
>WWIII soon, why am I even doing all this
That's the fucking spirit. I love seeing forward thinking millennials.
>>24665387
Same position, but instead of hovering parents, mine are loving yet distant, but I so badly don't want to disappoint them. Uni man, don't know if I'll make another year of "oh my gawd, you've never travelled? Let me tell you about my trip to France."
>>24662489
>everything is going to be better ten years from now
>I won't be fat, I won't be friendless
>I will have a girlfriend and I won't have to deal with my douchebag father
10 years later and nothing changed
I wonder where I will be at 33
>>24657694
fucking hell
that's why I don't ever get my hopes up, there's no point
>>24658381
2012 for me but...yeah... Oh sweet Buddha
>>24663882
It's hatachi you failed weeb
Wait we werent in hell before? Shit.
>>24665428
Only way out is throughthe fire.
>>24657545
Weren't you gonna kill yourself?
Pretty sure I saw you in that "How are you holding up?" thread
>>24657753
You dont just "grow out" of a prime biological directive. If anything youll end up either depressed (if your a realist) or have a nasty case of sour grapes mindset (if you keep lying to yourself). A man can become fucking deranged without any female attention, even moreso if theyve never even so much as experienced it. Thats probably why theres more common violence and general salty attitudes all around in this shithole of a society.
>>24666965
Well, i'm a July baby. Heat don't bother me none.
>>24658381
Haaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! ;_; I just want to go back.
>>24667124
Not the person you're responding to, though he has a point.
I would've called bullshit on the second part of your comment, until I saw it first hand.
Nice enough guy, really competent sailor.
But something was a bit off about him, he's practically a robot who took to the sea, spends 3 months at a time doing solo legs.
Can someone just fucking kill me already
>>24665387
>>24665428
WW3 is gonna be cash as fuck
Gonna join up in the army
Shoot myself the moment they give me a gun
WW3 will save us all
>>24668681
>Shoot myself the moment they give me a gun
DEVILISH
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S
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>>24657020
>.mfw
It feels like 5 years max.
>Dec 1st, 2015
>$500 short on rent
>sick
just fuck my shit up famm tbth
>I don't feel sad nor happy anymore
>just numb existence with bit of cowardice preventing me from ending it
When did it all went so wrong?
>>24663831
lol, this is fucking stupid.
>>24668681
TOPKEK
hahahahhahahahahahahahhahhahaha
>Got first job in September
>Already feels like i've been there an eternity
>Can't imagine another 40 years of stuff like this
>Not even making any advancements in life
>Work to pay my share of rent/bills and get drunk
>Don't have the motivation to do anything besides browse 4chan.
>Only friend I ever see more than once in a blue moon is moving across the state soon
I dunno how much longer I can do this senpaitachi
tfw no go, virgin at 26
just want a qt to hold my hand
feelsbadman
I wish it was still 2009, I was a happy 17 year old basement dweller that read shitty fanfiction and played wow all day.
reminder that this was going to be the year you changed everything and fixed your life
this was the year you were gonna lose weight and your virginity
this was the year you were gonna get your academics back into shape, and start being responsible, and start making friends, and be social, and learn new things, and quit 4chan
good job anon! you did it!
>>24670587
easy there, i still have 30 days left to get all of that done. no problem at all. ill just start tomorrow and i can manage.
>>24670635
>ill just start tomorrow
you already failed anon
I guess I'm never gonna have friends or anything
>>24656992
welcome to hell?
oh i tell you 2016 is gonna get a ton worse than that
This year I was supposed to quit smoking and get fit.
I'm up to 20 per day now and have gained 40 lbs.
Hopefully next year my life will end.
>another year went by without doing anything
I want off this ride
>>24657473
No they wont
>>24668681
kek senpai
345t
>>24664269
>it's my birthday today
Happy birthday.
>paid off one of my biggest loans
>managed not to get fired
>bought a house, moved out of apartmentd
>managed to avoid 3DPD
Another 18 months and I'll have all my debt paid off and I'll consider myself "secure". Going through life feeling insecure sucks.
>>24656992
I just found out that Zuckerberg is the same age as me, but has $45bn in wealth. Meanwhile I don't even have $45 to my name.
>>24671434
Gud for you anon
I remember crying at the sight april one of these, that fucking clock man.
I'd been neet & friendless for 9 months.
I've since got a job... so I have money...
Everyday I'm sure they're going to fire me, the closest I get to conversations is hearing people talk to me behind my back.
I moved for the job, can't rent with out it and lost what proto-friends I had at the old place.
This months makes me feel a mild fondness for suicide.
WW3 when. Sign me up for the first wave
>>24671584
I'm trying!
>still didn't do what I really enjoy even a little bit because work saps all my energy and creativity
I feel like I should have killed myself several years ago so 2016 sounds so surreal and uninviting. I never wanted to be alive to see the future but here it is.
>>24671589
Rent is a financial killer for alot of people. It usually consumes between 30%-50% of post-taxed income. If I were you, I would be looking for a new job and looking for roommates to make renting cheaper.
>>24659015
I've thought about this before
>>24657694
Link to the orginal thread pls? Also it this krautchan?
>>24659015
you know what. remind me on january 1st with a nice friendly thread and I'll be doing it with you.
Oh hey another year I've survived like a goddamn cockroach. One more year for the potential hail of bullets.
Or more like getting fucked over by everyone around me.
>January 1st, 2020
Where will you be then?
This might sound like a weird question, but does anyone else feel like as they got older, time seems to pass by more quickly? Watching the seconds tick by on a clock, it seems like it's moving twice as fast as it did when I was a child. Does our perception of time change as we get older?
>>24672080
Hopefully 6 feet under.
>>24672080
Dead, hopefully my ashes will be trown in a river or something.
tick
tock
tick
tock
youre still a virgin
>>24659015
I actually make it a point to do that every day. Whenever something shit happens, I look back on every way my day has gone right or at least could have been worse. Been a lot happier ever since I started doing that.
>>24672155
Yes, actually it does. It has to do with brain development.
Once your brain is done maturing your perception of the passage of time stabilizes and it's faster than when you were a kid.
>>24657020
I was 8 years old ;-;
>>24658381
>Everything after 2010 is a blur
Are you me?
>>24672266
I don't like this feel. At this rate, I'll be 60 before I know it.
Who really wants to live to be 60, anyway?
>>24672476
People who anticipate 2040 having waifu virtual reality and a golden age after the HAPPENING and Europe being reclaimed for whites only.
Remember, waifus will only be available to the wealthy at first. Gotta get rich!
man this board is filled with so many pathetic white manchildren
>>24672155
Depends what you do. If you repeat the same things over and over your brain "compresses" the memories so it seems you're going ff at life. Good luck.
>>24657545
sup fellow 25-year-old
>>24670763
One thing at a time man start with exercising small amounts per day then gradually do more and ween you way off the smokes slowly
>>24672570
>a golden age after the HAPPENING and Europe being reclaimed for whites only
If only... Probably not at this rate, at least. Chances are I'll be dead by then.
>>24671633
why not kill yourself right now?
you know it's bad to procrastinate
>>24672706
The longer the HAPPENING is held off the worse it'll be. It'll be a bloody purge in Europe but in the end it's for the best.
Don't give up hope!
>>24672080
Right here, I'd guess. Nothing ever changes.
>>24657599
It's always downhill, anon.
>started working out a month ago
>only lost ten pounds
>still no job
>still no life
>still no purpose
>>24673003
this pic would probably motivate me if I could get over my crippling anxiety and actually leave the house
>>24657076
>each day subsequently worse than the last
>everyday is the worst day of your life
>>24671978
its krautchan, pls dont go there.
>>24672706
>>24672570
>>24672915
you, guys :D
>>24668961
Ikr... but fuck, it gave me feels.
>>24658381
This so much. I was a senior in high school in December 2010. Had just broken up with the only gf I've ever had. Wasn't sad about it, I hated her. Didn't try to get into any relationships for the rest of high school, telling myself I'd start trying again in college. 5 years later and no gf since 2010. Lel.
College felt like 2 years instead of 4. It went by so fast. I did nothing but play video games, stress over tests, and drink with my loose group of friends. Wasn't involved in any sports or clubs. Those 4 years were a blur and I have almost nothing to show for it besides a rather meaningless degree.
High school felt like a much longer time than college did. And it still feels like my senior year of high school was just a year or two ago. I haven't changed.
>>24659015
>ex had one of those
>dumped me almost a year later
d-did the jar tell her? I miss you sarah panico
>>24659015
This is actually an excellent idea. I'm going to try to do this. I just finished college and have no job so this is going to be the most unstable year of my life. With how far I've been falling mentally over the past few years I'll probably want to kill myself if I don't force myself to focus on positives.
>1990 was 67 years ago
>tfw 26
>tfw completely numb, neither happy or sad ever
>feel like a robot who drives to work everyday and spends the weekends just chilling at home and texting acquaintances if they want to do something
>tfw work full time earning 40k per year but I'm in 40k of debt and live with parents
>don't like the idea of ageing but I tell myself that it happens to everyone who ever lives
Probably gonna light up a cigarette after this post to go with the wine I'm drinking
mfw i have so many projects for my bachelors that i dont even have the time to sob about another lonely xmas...
>>24659015
>tfw you did that this year
>tfw only 1 note in it so far
I guess it's time to start digging my own grave desu senpai
>December last year
>/r9k/ was a meme powerhouse
God damn, this place will never top how it was this time last year.
>>24658381
Its quite fascinating that a collective conscience agrees that 2010 was the last good year. I just want WWIII now.
>>24657020
I remember watching it in theaters..
Where does the time go?
>>24672476
>post 1 picture of tomoko as a reaction image a few threads back
>get temp banned for avatarfagging
I'M NOT FUCKING CEBRUZ
FUCK HIM, I'VE BEEN POSTING WITH TOMOKO REACTION IMAGES SINCE THE MANGA CAME OUT
>feels like December 1st, 2014 was just yesterday
Send help please
>>24675245
>think back to a year ago
>stumbling around drunk all day, not eating
>sobbing uncontrollably
o geez
>>24658381
My entire life is just a big blur, quickly passing me by
>graduated in May
>freshman year was 4 years ago
> time is flying by and everything is a blurr
>cannot find a job in my area
>getting more and more depressed
Suicide is looking like a good option t.b.h
>>24662515
With the way things are going, we are way off until the time flying in space becomes a thing.
Islam would sooner take over the world and everything goes to shit.
This year I said I was gonna lose weight.
I lost 5 pounds.
I did it.
>>24656992
>>24657020
>The days pass so slow
>The years pass so fast
>>24672080
Living in Texas.
Still posting on 4chan and complaining about newfags and how shit the site is now.
>>24675595
triglyceride
>>24657599
I have a hard time not seeing things as downhill since I was 16
Really I tried and I just can't call that time period an uphill battle
>>24675754
What do you mean by triglyceride, anon?
>remember it being late december of 2010, had a superb first semester of college, found a great group of friends, good grades, and was falling in love with an amazing girl, first real gf
>i was laying in bed and actually thought to myself "everything in my life is perfect right now"
>Today is my mother's birthday
>she is out celebrating it in a restaurant
>haven't seen her all day
>feel sad as fuck for not being there with her
love you mom
>the last time Robin had a fight was before 4chan was created
>>24672571
>waah waah these men don't like me it should be illegal waah
>>24661361
Want to meet up?
>>24675094
>when you remember the golden age of holiday pee pee poo poo and pepe violently victimizing wojack
WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED
>>24673003
Ten pounds in a month is pretty decent, stable progress. That's 1200 pounds a decade, or 12,000 pounds a century.
>>24672571
Where do you think we are faggot? And there are plenty of pathetic black and asian manchildren here too, don't forget about them.
>>24671978
>>24673141
everyone should lurk KC, they have good memes
>>24657753
False. Emotional acceptance is a basic human need, if every lonely man was given a gf there wouldnt be any violence in the world for months
>December 05, 2015
>December 31, 2015
>December 25, 2015
>>24659015
You're just going to end up shitting and pissing in that bottle. Or the other lewd thing.
>>24671573
>half chink half merchant
this baby is going to be an evil overlord
Yeah. Christmas music sucks.
>December 32nd 2015
>laugh at all the strange, stupid people on the internet, all the crimes and insanites all around us
>wonder why can't people just have a normal life
>realise I keep helium tank in my wardrobe and have had anxiety attacks since elementary school
I am the crazy person
>>24678470
Man, I wonder what I'm going to have for dinner that night.
I'd love some pizza with some Dr pepper and maybe some nachos
>>24678009
this desu. World peace is really synonymous with world gfs
>it's almost been 24 hours since I made this thread
>still no job
>still NEET
>still virgin
>still no drivers license
>still no friends
I honestly believe I was not cut out for this world
>>24673139
thishey robot friend don't mute me please
>>24677068
;-;Apple and balance
>>24656992
I just realized it has almost been 4 years until I last spoke someone other than my boss and the local cashier. Time goes too fast when you are a robot with nothing to live for.
>moved out of childhood home in shit hole town to my own place in the city
>got fired from soul crushing office job (was the best thing all year)
>got a job somewhere 1000x nicer
>photo business is gathering momentum... slowly..
sure, relationship wise there's fuck all going on except lusting after my friendsunderage b&qt sister, and i'm nearing the anniversary of my dads death. but meh, you win some you lose some. oh and that feeling of yearning for the past continues your entire life..
>>24678647
>I wonder what I'm going to have for dinner that night.
This is all that matters.
>>24659015
I'll do it with you friend :)
>23
>no gf
>no job
>no aspirations
>2 years until degree
jdimsa 2bh family
i really can't stand this time of year anymore
from thanksgiving until new years it's a giant shit show.
I turn 21 in August of 2016..
>tfw my mom bought me Late Registration, and I didn't really listen to it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6vwNcNOTVzY
>>24659015
Gaaaaaaaay
Ahem
GAAAAAAAAAYYY
>>24680337
I turn 21 a couple of months before that
>>24680641
Is that how your gaydar alarm alert sounds like?
>>24659015
This some gay tumblr shit, my nigga
>>24658492
>Everything after 2000 is a blur
tfw I still think it's 2009-2010
>>24680704
Happy birthday, in advance, fellow 95 fag. I hope you're enjoying the lack of clear generational identity as much as I am.
>>24678617
>jewhapa
>this baby is going to be an icel manchild
ftfy
I finally got the job I wanted so I'm feeling good, even though I haven't had sex in over a year.
failed my driving test last week.
> i'm 21...
> all my expenses goes to uni and food. not ever going to get a car anyways...
>>24656992
Fucking time man, here I am sad, depressed, lonely, probably borderline insane, and what do I do? I sit around and wait for something to change, I take massive amounts of drugs to numb me, and then I bitch some more when im still exactly where I was a few years ago. Time waits for no man, before you know it you'll be fucking dead, your entire a life a blur, a piss stain on the carpet of humanity. The most depressing thing about all this shit is, is that I literally have the power to change my surroundings. I dont have to be a lazy cunt, I dont have to be sad all the time, I fucking choose to be, I wallow in my self pity, because I feel like life owes me something. I sit here thinking "wow is this what life is?" sitting on 4chan 6+ hours a day, playing video games the rest of it. Its like im waiting for life to punch me in the face with something, saying "Here you go man! This is it! This is what you've been waiting for!" deep down I fucking know thats never going to happen, I know that I have to go out and look for that kind of thing, but im too much of a lazy fuck to get off the couch and exercise for 30 minutes, let alone leaving the sanctity of my home to find out whats really out there. Time is fucked because it moves so slowly but leaves so quickly. Its hard to remember we're alive for the first time, its hard to remember we're alive for the first time, its hard to remember to live before we die, it s hard to remember that our lives are such a short time, and its hard to remember when it takes such a long time.
>>24672155
>the older you get the faster you die
I'm 18 and in high school, I stayed home yesterday and have stayed awake all night. I have missed like 6 or 7 days of school now and left earl like 5 times, school is getting pissed and has started sending letters to my house. I am passing all my classes and am graduating in May, why can't these fucking normies just let me enjoy my final year before entering wagekekeracy?
>>24657020
>tfw pussy batman sucks
nolan is fuckign hack
>>24657720
yeah fuck humanity just fuck everything
>>24672080
still here rotting away slowly. i might be living in the streets if that happens that means i never really had the guts to kill myself
>>24672571
yeah there annoying shits with there /pol/ idiocy more worse than commies in tumblr
>>24672155
half of your mental age is over by 20. This is because time passes much faster as you age. If you are over 20 your life, as you experience it, is already halfway over.
I fucking hate December.
I genuinely can't remember one out of my 23 years of life in which I didn't get more and more depressed as December drew closer. Fuck everything about this month.
>We're about to be in the late 2010's
>>24683606
Me too, I've always associated shitty things happening around winter and this month
>tfw the only thing I wanted this year was a dog
>tfw the place I moved into started a no pet policy 3 weeks after I moved in
I got such an awesome deal on this apartment, but the fact that I'm missing out on doggy cuddles and midnight walks with a bestfriend I can't have makes me sad.
Now that I'm 34 and not full of raging hormones I'm finding it's incredibly easy to live without a woman, I don't even think about them.
All that desire when you're young is nothing more than chemicals despite how real it feels to you. They wear off before your life is even half over.
>>24683630
>we're closer to 2020 than 2010
i just wish is was 08 again
>>24657545
no you asshole its my birthday
>>24659015
Make a thread about this in January to remind me
It's a pretty good idea m8
>>24683819
It's not about me and my chemicals. It's about making my parents proud and happy with me. My parents have done so much for me and care about me a lot. They also definitely want grandchildren. I'm not saying that I would get married and have kids just because of them, but I will always feel like a failure if I remain alone.
That being said I do realize that I need to live for myself, but that doesn't make the feelings of shame and guilt go away.
>>24672080
Either dead or still posting here with no prospects.
>$300 overdrawn in the bank account
>I'm 27 and beyond embarrassed to actually ask my mother for fucking money
>finally get paid enough to get my account in order
>it's December 1st
>rent is due
>mfw
This is the stupidest thing I've ever been upset about. But I'm beyond upset about it. I'm so bad with money, my job actually pays pretty decently. Feels fucking awful man.
>>24678522
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>getting older
>no hope
>no hope
>no hope
>>24682298
same here 2bh
https://youtube.com/watch?v=o-eE8HI_dpQ
>>24658381
Everything before 2010 is a blur for me.
>>24659015
I write down my nightly feels and any good thoughts that come to my mind anyway.
