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>"Anon whats up with your arm"
>"its bug bites"
>>24656635
that's rather disgusting
>>24656635
what is it bro. you wanna talk about it?
>having someone to ask about your arm
>>24656635
WOAH
are you deadly in a fight?
>>24656635
I hope those are cigarette burns, if those are tracks, you're doing it wrong
>>24656635
Look it's spoderman
>>24656635
>normies do this to themselves
the worst damage a real robot would inflict to their bodies would be too mush sitting and eating junk food
>>24656793
True robots do heroin and xanax
Normies do coke and stims
What kind of bug?
When I was a kid I had severe eczema all over my legs and arms and fucking everyone commented on it, my teachers, other kids and other kid's parents.
I hated wearing shorts and t-shirts because I knew people wouldn't stop talking about it but my parents always made me wear shorts during summer.
Even though it's all gone I still hate wearing short clothing. It was kinda like pic related but quite a bit worse.
>>24656808
>not doing stims so you can actually talk to people
>>24656808
You know what's up brobot
>>24656851
>being a desperate wannabe normie
>not being a comfy opiate user
>not living the literary lifestyle
>>24656873
>comfy
>withdrawals
Pick one
>>24656873
>not being both
>>24656873
>buying heroin involves talking to people though
unless you grow poppies I guess
I doubt you have a degree in ochem so total synthesis is out
>>24656906
>Quitting any way other than suicide when the money runs out
Hello normo
>>24656740
nope is canzur :-(
>>24656922
Lol damn dude, you got me there. I'm just a normie junkie then I guess.
>>24656808
>Robots doing Xanax
Like every other normie whore, give me a break anon.
>tfw legal professional and meet clients with arms like OP, the consequence of heroin use, and find someone I can secretly relate to
The image in OP is shopped (see magical, not obvious border around his arm), but that's generally how they look. Funny thing is I'd never have a career if law if people knew I had arms from an equally damaging, angsty habit. Good thing for long sleeves. I'm I'd glad I quit it, but I don't know if they'll ever fade. Scars and marks, heroin or whatever, are pretty though, so there's that. And my qt cutter ex, however disloyal, had qt scars too.
Just gotta find people that can appreciate the beauty.
>tfw December 1st in NY
>>24656808
This true
>>24656808
agreed as someone who is on methadone and shoots heroin daily while still a virgin
>>24656808
Xanax is the most normie drug there is where I live
>>24656635
Just fuck up my veins senpai
>>24656635
Which looks worse, track marks or self harm scars?
>>24657515
track marks because stigma associated with drugs
people will see someone they think is a junkie and assume they're going to be unreliable or steal from the company etc
self harm scars just make them assume youre depressed or unstable
To everyone who reads this, please never do heroin. It will take everything from you. Even when you've began recovery, when you've fucked up once in 6 months. Your mind will be permanently broken in ways you can't even really understand until you know misery worse than the withdrawal you do anything to avoid. Please don't end up like me.
I love you Kat. I don't know if you'll see this. But I love you. I'm sorry.
What is the draw of iv heroin? I is just a couple minutes faster than in the butt is saving 1% on heroin and those seconds really worth it for track marks and having to mess with a sharps container and sterility?
>>24657807
Like this will stop anyone from actually making the leap from oxy to heroin. Or from smoking to shooting. Smh
>>24657897
it's got a hell of a great rush i.e. a quick onset with a new level of euphoria. And the whole sterility thing is really overblown desu, I've used for over three years and never had an issue with abscesses or whatever and I've never wiped sites with alcohol swabs blah blah. I do however only use clean rigs every time
>>24657897
Because what faggot would put drugs in their butt, when they could put it in their veins and enjoy it the best way without being a faggot and getting the best rush. And it's not like getting needles is hard or expensive at all
>tfw my best (and only) friend who is a robot is hinting at wanting to try heroin
>he's already very heavily into other opiates, has smoked "opium" before and abused prescriptions
>he probably sees threads like this and feels more compelled to take the plunge
>i'm even more afraid that he's already doing it and just hiding it (he's an expert at being secretive)
he's all I have. you don't understand. I'll kill myself if I lose him. nothing against you all, but seeing shit like this always makes me want to cry.
>>24657977
I usually boof my mdma and lsd. It's fucking crazy dude.
>>24658012
Why boof lsd? I shot up 2c-e for science
>>24658058
It hits you really fucking hard. Also I've re an 2ce is rather dangerous iv. What was your dose?
>>24658085
It was one cap so prolly .1ish, and I never even researched it, I was just like fuck it, I have this and I don't wanna wait for it to hit, I'll just bang it. It was p intense. Also anyone else go thru the neck? Or is it just me
>>24658127
No way that was 2ce. A point of 2ce orally could be fatal. The most I've taken is 40 mgs orally and that came with a host of very unpleasant side effects
>>24657944
Interesting, so the faster comeup makes it feel different? Is it a greater difference than just dosing higher via another route?
>>24657977
I guess a faggot like me. I enjoy experimenting with drugs without caring too much about how cool other people find it. I've never iv'd but I im'd mxe for a while before running out of needles and reusing one in my ass(minus needle of course). There really is no perceptible difference between im and pr administration as far as I can tell. Needles don't cost much but I felt like an asshole putting in I a milk jug label sharps, and it's pretty sketchy having a couple sharps container around. I guess diabetes excuse could work but I used 3ml syringes with 25g 1" needles. I don't think anyone would believe me if I said muh beetus. Mxe is weird though. Snorting has the lowest bioavalability.
>>24658186
this
>>24658127
you're full of shit lol. don't worry though, you're definitely not the first drug user to be a liar
>>24658269
yes it's definitely a greater difference. The euphoria is so fast-acting and such that it really can be differentiated from a fast comeup into a 'rush'. I can't exactly describe it better than that. Perhaps I could say that a shot of heroin feels like all the tension (that you didn't even realise was there before) being untied in all the muscles over your body instantaneously in a total warm glow of awesome. Sounds so corny when I write it like that but yep.
>>24658283
I've read reports of people overdosing from shooting one milligram.
>>24656635
>"what's up with your arm anon"?
>"it's just bug bites"
>>24658186
>>24658283
Kek, well Idk what to tell you then, I was led to believe it was some 2ce, but I guess I just injected some other random white stuff that made me trip. Guess we can't all be winners
>>24656635
That's a rotten lookin vein in there
>>24658393
If it's in a cap it was probably cut. That's how I do my rcs instead of having to weigh each individual one I can figure each cap will be at dose +-10%. If it's something dangerous or takes super low doses I make a solution then drop a dose in a cap of filler and down it before the capsule melts. Liquid usually tastes like ass and some have tastes that linger for a while.
>>24656793
On that note its time to catch a ride in my benz
>>24658521
Even if it was cut it still couldn't have been 2ce. People are reporting completely overwhelming and dangerous effects shooting mcg doses of this stuff.
putting cigarettes out on your arm is such a peculiar sensation
>>24658392
what did you use to do that?
hurt a lot?
>>24658392
Fuck I got a scar similar to that, much smaller though, and it NEVER FUCKING FAILS everyone assumes it was a suicide attempt and people always act different towards me after they see it. I got it because I was being a dumbass and fell into a window, which promptly shattered and rekt my shit like a Turk who just saw a Russian
>>24658393
it's all good. Sorry for calling you a liar. I'd say it was either extremely heavily cut or it simply wasn't 2c-e.
>>24657070
I never got the argument about tattoos for the same reason: any professional setting will ask that you wear long sleeves anyway.
>>24658625
Using a razor I stole from the bio lab at uni, it hurt tremendously, beyond anything I have ever experienced. In my panic I missed the artery and instead severed the three tendons in my arm, the slice also caused a bunch of the gelatinous muscle material called muscle belly in my arm to fall out. I do not recommend trying this for suicide, please just use a rope.
>>24658862
thanks for the info
sorry you had to endure that
>>24656635
What the fuck? Are you using needles from the garbage or something? What are you shooting up?
>>24656793
Normies absolutely hate stuff like heroin and needles.
I have self ham scars that are clearly self harm scars. I can't explain this shit away, I just wear long sleeves as much as I can.My sister made me one of her bride's maids. Makeup artist said it was out of her league to try to cover them up. I had to parade around in front of hundreds of people, many total strangers, in a sleeveless dress while trying to look happy
>>24659226
>have sex with girl with self harm scars
>kinda thought they were endearing and wanted to kiss them to show I didn't care about them
>realize it would be weird and don't
>>24659226
>self ham scars
Stretch marks?
I hate it. I don't know how to stop. Been doing this for over ten years. Even without having wounds, people notice the scars. I hate myself.
Things I'm thankful for; it's winter. So pants are normal now. I don't have to sit and have my legs on my shins the whole time to keep people from staring.
My mom used to tell me I look like I have aids.
Mfw I'm gonna try to go to MEPS this week or next and hope they don't ask me to strip.
>>24659226
why not lace sleeves? and then if someone asked just say strech marks?
>>24657807
youre a pussy heroin isnt that even good
less euphoria than like 5mg of amphetamine and it just makes you nauseous and often tired
>>24659763
I've shot up both meth and heroin and from my expiernce heroin feels a lot better and is far more dangerous.
>>24656922
>implying you'll want to quit at all, and won't just rob people to get money for more drugs
>>24659340
>I don't know how to stop.
retard
go on jew tubes and watch ibogaine heroin documentaries and videos
IBOGAINE FAMILY. IBOGA
instantly cures all drug addictions, its the most potent psychedelic
>being rich enough to afford cigs
REEEEEE NORMALFAG YOU STUPID PIECE OF SHIT QUIT MOCKING ME REEEEEEE
>>24659340
>I don't know how to stop.
Have you tried taking less and less each day?
>>24659763
>has never done heroin or amphetamine for that matter
You literally cant even feel 5mg of amps
>>24660257
hi swami are u single nowadays or have u found a man who likes you
surely as a trap gets older it must be harder for her to land a man, right?
>>24656808
True robots dont do any illegal drugs because they're too beta to buy them
>>24660229
>HURR DURR JUST USE IBOGA FOR ALL PERSONAL PROBLEMS GOD WHY ARE YOU SO RETARDED
Jesus dude.
>>24660435
ma niga.
>tfw won't even smoke pot because im scared of getting arrested
>>24656808
>implying I'm rich enough for any of that shit
>implying even if I did do drugs, that it wouldn't be a horrifying, nightmare-fueled experience
>>24660451
good luck quitting h with any other method U LITERAL CRAYON SUCKING BRAINDEAD VEGETABLE
iboga is by far the most reliable way to quit hard opiate addiction. like the other choices arent even close Senpai
>>24660257
hi amethyst, how big is your cock
Honestly don't understand self harm. I want to die, but I don't want to hurt myself.
>>24660497
1000000 degrees
I have a very good chance at getting a really stable job as a relieving administrator for the drug support/rehab section of government in my country. This would involve working front desk in needle exchanges and methadone programs etc as well as your more typical back room data entry, reporting and filing shit. It sounds incredibly interesting but I'm interested in the perspective of users of drugs like this and also services like these, how fucked up is it gonna be? I know I have to get some pretty extensive crisis and end even self defence training but excessive training for ass covering is pretty standard across government here.
>>24660468
you don't understand the variety of drugs if you think it's going to be a guaranteed nightmare experience. An appropriately small dose of morphine IV and you would not be having a horrifying time I assure you.
>>24660574
needle exchanges and methadone programs are no big deal. I say this as someone on methadone btw. If a client shows any violence to any staff involved in the methadone program here in my country they are instantly involuntarily withdrawn; it does not happen often suffice to say. Then again it is kind of different here because it's all government funded and no private clinics exist
>>24660574
It's gonna be pretty fucked up, you'll have a lot of withdrawing addicts come in and you'll have to deal with them, though the fact that you have all the power will help to some degree.
I wouldn't consider it to be a long term job choice, for me at least, addicts are depressing, at best.
>>24660707
2bh I can't even remember the last pleasant experience I had f@m.
When the only things you have to build on are shit, anything you build is naturally going to be shit.
I just don't see anything positive coming out of it.
>>24660435
I can confirm : (
>>24660737
Yeah, I'd agree with the not long term, however because of the way the job works I'll basically be filling in vacant jobs, annual leave etc. so I'll only be filling roles for up to 3 months at a time. I'll likely get periods of working constantly behind the scenes doing data entry and then doing periods of needle exchange type work. Do you think the fact it'll be broken up into blocks like that will make it less grim?
>>24660752
nope you're pretty much the perfect candidate for enjoying the shit out of opioids and becoming an addict. You sound like me before I used drugs (when I was 20 and younger)
>>24659226
I had something similar in that I had scars all over and when I went to the beach I was so scared but my friends were really sweet and just said like "she looks really good in that bathing suit right?" "yeah it suits her" like they could tell I was really shy and it helped. Haven't been outside my house since though ;_;
>>24656635
i have noticeable cig burn scars on my wrist/hand and no one has ever said anything to me about them.
>>24658392
Damn bugs now a days man, they don't fuck around
>>24660257
actually ive used both
heroin is overpriced and not even that good. theres more nausea than euphoric
20mg of vyvanse when i had no tolerance was 100x the euphoria of heroin with no tolerance and i didnt have to remain in bed because of nausea either
>>24656635
heres my arm, got a skin condition, people will notice and avoid me sometimes...
I saw a guy once with massive boils all over his face. He was seriously more disgusting growth than man, it was terrible. He was very friendly and people were barely managing to pretend to tolerate him, too. I live in a small town and I've seen a lot of weird people like that, I guess because they're all also unemployed.
Makes me feel better about my acne but you know those lucky fuckers get some cushy welfare deal.
Only normies self harm because they're depressed
If your scars arent from satanic blood rituals gtfo
>mom sees cuts one day
>"what the hell are those"
>"oh, y'know, I've been scratching"
>itches my arm like a fucker, smiles like a fucker
>she basically rolls her eyes and me and never brought it up again
>>24656808
>xanax
LOL, fuck no. That's normie shit. TRUE robots are jenkem junkies.
>>24659312
under-rated post
>Tfw no qt pathetic junkie bf who wants to worship my muscles
>>24656841
holy shit you're me
>wow u shur hav a lot of mosquito bites, anon
>>24656635
My arms and legs were fucking scattered with bites while I was in highschool.
>>24662734
I bullied a kid with the same condition all through out my childhood.
I made him cry, publicly humiliated him. Pretty much made his life shit just for fun.he ended up wanting to fuck me
>>24656808
no, REAAL robots do dxm sizzurp and benadryl
everything else needs a connect
>>24660229
>>24660257
Is not heroin, it's self harm. Drugs are for the mentally weak.
>>24662842
>implying real robots are mentally strong
get out failed normie
>>24662842
>mentally weak
>self harm
And just fucking your shit up is for geniuses?
>>24656906
FUCK I'M WITHDRAWING SO HARD RIGHT NOW. I bang about a gram a day of pharm morphine, and I'd kill myself if I wasn't too obsessed with another fix.
>>24660435
>>24660455
>>24660754
tfw too afraid of messing up my brain to do drugs
tfw don't even drink alcohol
"I cut myself because I need attention"
Hope you guys realise you're attention whores.
>>24656918
>total synthesis
good luck finding acetic anhydride
>>24656841
>tfw adult with eczema and acne
JUST FUCK MY GENES UP SENPAI
>>24663073
Accutane will cure acne
Scars and eczema can be mitigated with lotion
I know that feel though, bro
>>24656635
You should really get that shit seen too, also go back to smoking or snorting or something. IV is for losers anon.
>tfw pretty big scars on the top of my wrist that I did when I was really out of my mind
Shit sucks senpai
I haven't done it in like 5 months though, but still the damage is done
>>24663109
Can't take accutane, because of my eczema. I use this prescription salve to keep the eczema under control, but it still pure hell at times. The only thing that really works for it is sunlight, but there is not a lot of it available where I live and I'm too poor for UV light terapy.
>>24663182
I never heard a dermatologist say you can't take Accutane if you have eczema. I would go to a dermatologist and beg them for Accutane. Seriously, it changed my life.
>>24662862
It's a nervous habit. I don't do it when I'm like feeling sad. It's like how people Chew their nails, they do it without realizing it? Same way. I do it in between rounds of csgo without realizing it.
>>24656635
I used to do a lot of fencing and it would leave red marks on my arm like this and people used to think I did drugs.
>>24663182
some prescription meds called "methotrexate" finally got my eczema under control.
wouldrec/10
>>24658862
What makes you think you can give advice on suicide? You're so shit you couldn't even do it properly. Fuck off.
