Not even 10pm, i've already crawled into a bottle.
Two now.
Fingers want me to polish a third.
>10pm
bruh try 10am
>>24653606
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Disulfiram
It exists m8.
If you ever want an out it's there.
Ultimately it's your decision
>woke up at 11am and drank a 6 pack of pabsts watching tv
>crawl back into bed around 12:30
>dry mouth keeps me from getting any restful sleep so I get up to go to my computer
>finish off a bottle of Jim Beam at 2
>start taking swigs from a bottle of Wild Turkey I bought the other day
>before I know it its already 7 and the bottle is finished
>started taking swigs of Smirnoff
>quite literally crawl back to bed at 9
>lay there with my thoughts restless and floaty
>cry a little bit
>browse /r9k/ on my phone
>probably will fall asleep maybe around 11 or 12
just another Monday night for me
>tfw I want to drown my sorrows but alcohol tastes terrible
I'm too much of a failure to even be a drunk
>depressed
>drank vodka every day until I passed out
>hated myself
>I need to stop this, it's killing me
>quit drinking
>bored as fuck all the time, at least drinking made things funnier
>want to kill myself even harder
THERE IS NO ESCAPE!!!
>>24654036
the first time i drank a beer, i thought it tasted like shit. then i drank an incredibly light beer and it started to grow on me
i love alcohol now. rye and bourbon for hard liquor, IPAs and stouts for beer. i still drink lagers, though. they're a good beer to drink throughout the day as a replacement for other beverages
>>24653606
>inb4 bud light
>>24654083
Try heroin bro 10x better just don't it everyday for a long period of time
>>24654879
>Try heroin
That's a quality level of advice you can't find anywhere else but /r9k/.
could be worse, I have to take amphetamines just to function
>wake up
>take adderall so that I don't feel completely dead
>after years of trying various antidepressants the doctors just threw their hands up in the air and started prescribing me speed to help with the symptoms of whatever I have that makes me feel like complete shit 24/7
>can't remember the last time I didn't feel like I've been up for 100 hours or wanted to actually do something
>>24655149
that's a scary pepe.
>>24655301
4U friendo ;)
