>current feel
>current song
I'll start
>One of the only things keeping me from killing myself just went away
>https://youtu.be/BNj2BXW852g
feelin good desu
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YWyHZNBz6FE
>feel: dead inside
>song: none
>still waiting for the day I ever see my reason again
https://youtu.be/mCPgE3jRmQo?t=5m8s
>>24652159
>not listening to Dead Inside
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GX3ENRaEPFU
>tfw have normie interests but hate normies behavior and am khv to neet
>inb4 failed normie
I have had plenty of opportunities but have denied them all
> blocking out depression simply by ignoring it
> https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=6hpXnVDMhcU
>feel: want to Kill every fucking leftist in my uni.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oMDw5A2eGOU
content
https://youtu.be/XXAnoEl7Qm4
>every few hours/days alternate between "feelsgoodman I don't give a fuck" and "I feel like I make the world a worse place just by existing I should off myself"
>currently feeling good even though I have a test two days from now that I probably won't get a good enough grade on to pass the course
>instead of studying for said test I've been smoking weed and dicking around on my guitar
song for this feel: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=worCVifGxaI
>>24652089
Wishing for death. https://youtu.be/N7cbmHGnzP4
https://youtu.be/GXCClp9rwbw?t=5m3s
>>24653045
thanks, some good ass shit.
2 bad nothing fixes the feels
>tfw nobody gives a shit about me
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r2Z36PnS2Pg
>>24652089
>tfw I'm lost in a sea of emotion and can't find my way home
https://youtu.be/h4bs6VHBNZU
>>24652089
>I'm wearing the same thing I've had on for 3 weeks straight. No shower, no grooming. Waiting.
Waiting.
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AhTAkvrD05E
>>24653825
Sounds like a good way to end up with carbuncles and shit.
>>24653847
>carbuncles
What?
Feels like I'm finally pulling shit under control and I'm happy.
https://youtu.be/2QuYQEFEeKU
>>24652089
What was it?
The thing you speak of?
who /internetout/ here?
Feeling content for once.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=92FCRmggNqQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n47q10C_oxs
Mom passed away three years ago. Sister had just called me and told me the news. My brain just kinda stopped working and I laid on my couch, put on my head phones, and just pressed a randomly generated playlist for my tastes. This was the first song.
Cried like a pussy for hours
>>24654017
A feeling that shit'll get better
Oh, the usual.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1cJRRc8FToQ
>>24653000
I've missed over two weeks of uni in a row before just to avoid that feel, friendo
