Anyone else afraid of sex/ disgusted by sex/ unable to have sex? What made you this way? What do you do with your hours of free time?
only fapless virgins allowed
I was raped by my uncle when I was 13. Now I recoil at the touch of a man. I can hug my female friend or they can touch my arms, shoulders but if a guy did the same thing I freeze and can't breathe. I can't imagine having sex with a guy.
>>24641576
I have the same anxieties, except I wasn't raped. I asked my parents if something happened to me with men but they assure me nothing did. I have trouble even looking people in the face, I'll never be intimate.
>>24641576
Do you still like men though?
It's kinda the same for me with females, I wasn't raped or anything, but I freeze even when girls are only talking to me, it's such an irrational fear
>>24641644
I have male friends and most know about this. Sometimes one will forget and go to hug me good-bye and I just freeze.
I fear guys will never be more than friends to me.
>have one male friend
>he asks me to the movies alone
>never speak to him again
>get molested by people while parents are divorcing
>masturbate excessively as i get older, reliving trauma
>sign up for dating website
>guy keeps trying to have sex with me and pay me
>go on another website, make a friend
>friend randomly sends me semi-nudes
>have full blown PTSD breakdown upon opening images
>watching porn, can only see despair, it's not arousing anymore
>don't remember last time i masturbated
>>24641426
fapping is literally pointless
>>24641874
>PTSD
go back to tumbler
>>24641935
you can't even spell it right, you mong
>>24641874
>>24641762
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>>24641576
Roasties get out, this thread is not for you.
>>24641874
I'm >>24641576 and I can't masturbate. I will somehow get turned on, decide to masturbate, need fantasy to keep going, think of sex with a guy and immediately lose horniness.
>>24642048
Sorry. Didn't see the sign.
Sex wouldn't satisfy me, since I'm into weird fetishes.
I think it would be correct to say I am afraid of it, I just think being intimate like that is weird and I wouldn't like it.
>>24641426
I am not afraid of sex but I am afraid of women. All they have always done was ridicule and laugh at me. I am 25 and still virgin while women in my age range on average had over 10 romantic partners. Many have had sex over a hundred times. I am in a completely different stage of my life and have a much lower emotional maturity level than these women who will just emotionally overpower and humiliate me. The older I get the lower the chances, which are already abysmally low, I can be with a partner on the same level as me.
>total autismo around women I don't know
>only have 1 female friend and don't see her often
>have wierd fetishes
>5.5 inch dick
>khv but lie about it
>addicted to porn
>tfw cum too quick.
Why should I even bother. Getting sex would only mean being humilliated in front of a dissapointed woman who would never talk to me again.
>>24642222
Initially felt contempt for how pathetic this post sounded before I realised how accurately it describes me.
Nobody will ever hate me as much as I hate myself
>>24642499
>Nobody will ever hate me as much as I hate myself
That's exactly the case. You have lowered your expectations and will get lower results. Think better and you will get better. Won't happen overnight but it will happen.
>>24642222
I almost wrote a lenghty paragraph, but these few words will suffice.
If you don't already do any of the following, do nofap, exercise, education, having a personal project or a hobby, and ahem socialize.
Strive to be the best version of yourself that you can become. And take it one day at a time. If you do every day right and track your progress, that is enough. Just focus on one day at a time. Well more days ahead if your exercise regiment requires rest days for different muscle groups, or planning ahead attending social events.
