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>one chance at life and born with aspergers
why even live desu senpai
>>24636270
Just be aware of your actions and the thoughts in your head.
Know when you're being an autist faggot and stop doing what you were doing.
Imitate Steeve McQueen and fuck pussy.
How do you deal with cringe attacks?
>>24636324
its hard to in the moment you just react accordingly especially when im in those situations im extremely scared and anxious and i only realize what an aspie ive been after the fact
>>24636339
its impossible but you just try to not talk as much as possible and they will be severely limited
>be at work
>suck at register for like 10 minutes
>bunch of people mostly young and around my age
>feel completely isolated from them
>cant talk or say anything
>make them feel uncomfortable and afraid because i don't say much to them or continue withi conversation
>everyone afraid of me
>feels bad
I tend to fidget/stim a lot especially when I'm nervous. Also, If I'm really nervous or stressed I can become temporarily nonverbal
>>24636435
It's better they are afraid of you or think you are a psycho waiting to shoot up some place instead of them making fun of your autism and weirdness.
>>24636540
yeah thats why ive always found it better to keep my mouth shut in general, except for the few people im comfortable around that make fun of me for being aspie and weird
I'm too much of an aspie to fit in even here, man ;_; and yet I still try, I must be awesome
>>24636349
>why r u so quiet anon?
>>24636648
>UM
>wellyouseethere'sathinginmyheadit'salrighti'mokwithitbutitdoesanotherthingwithsomehtingsandguesswhat
>"hU-*voice breaks awkwardly and grossly*"
>no words come to mind, at least none you can say out loud and be coherent
>just pictures and quotes and run on sentences
>and references to other things
>oh well
>>24636270
>WHERE'S MY GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKFUCK BITCH ASSWHORE NIGGER CUNTCOCKVAGINAPOOP
>oh it's under a book
>hahaha i'm so funny overreacting like that
>I wonder what else I am capable of?
>look at my brain go
>hey I'm pretty creative
>I could make art, make music, build a house, fly a plane
>I could go back to my computer and shitpost memes
>I could ride my bike with no handlebars
This thread smells of self-diagnosed bullshit
>>24636777
>trolls
>REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>"only giving them attention will feed their egos"
>STILL THOUGH REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>24636598
same dude i dont even post very much ive been on 4chan since 2007 and made like 4-5 threads and posted maybe 100 times
>>24636648
cus im scared of you ;_;
>>24636758
tfw cant do any of those things
>not being able to deal with your own emotions
>>24636777
lmao said the normalfag
>be me
>work part time in a camp/afterschool program for autistic kids up to 21yo
>new people (new parents and new staff) often think I'm one of the high functioning kids at first.
>even once they know me, still get treated like I'm half staff/half client.
>>24636880
>>24636758
Oh allow me to elaborate and say it's ALL in my head, I do it all in my thoughts and then I get too exhausted to be in the physical realm so I go restore my energy levels DOING WHAT. I. LOVE. and not normie shit, the only one of those I can actually do is the art thing but I like to think of what other humans have done/can do, makes me feel better. Also I never post either I've been here since 2008 and I've posted probs just 60 times in the past bcus everyone here is so much cooler than I and I am still learning nyeeeh
>>24636956
>>24636880
Also one time some normie decided to get mad at my existence and was like "the only thing autistic about you is the way you write you fucking fag" like first of all, rude, and second of all lol "the only thing" as if self-expression is not the main damn thing? is it not? for you other aspies? get back to me on that I just pulled that outta my ass
>>24636956
>>24636981
yeah i have that same problem where i think about all the things i could do but then its just like why the fuck give the effort
>Portray myself as a confident normie, boxing experience, make my own money
>People like me alot
>Someone find out I have aspergers
>Suddenly subconciounsly look down on me and tries to treat me like a special case
The arrogance of the normies
>>24637023
uggggh right? and then just collect all the knowledge about thing you are interested in but just the details that make your brain fuzzy, and then you retain it and start applying it somehow to a /scenario/ and a mini movie plays out and you get a panic attack imagining normie life and thinking of all the shit normies have to do to feel comfortable with their existence and it's like, yeah why give the effort? I did my part by doing what I wanted to do
>>24636270
>tfw actually have aspergers and have to catch myself being too autistic
i barely have aspergers and am good looking so people don't really notice it and just think that i'm different so maybe i actually hit a genetic lottery.
Also >be tired
>brain am what do with self is too, me? be do am so
>oh yeah, right, ok I get it now
>"can't talk my brain is not right at the moment, call back later"
daily reminder that pic related has aspergers
>find thread you really like
>remember it
>desperately keep going back to that page
>and hitting refresh
>because i wanna know if i got any responses
>or if anyone posted anything I can respond to
>ME JUST NEED FRIEND
>>24636270
>look up asperger
>physical clumsy, withdrawn, trouble with facial expressions eye contact, posture, sleeping and emotional issues
Really wish I didn't read this thread because everything I've read describes me and I'm not even halfway done reading about it.
>>24637100
who's he and why do i care? I mean he's not bad lookin but neither were any of the guys who shoot up schools? the point was they didn't make it to normiedom in spite of knowing they had /ok/ aka normie tier good looks
>>24637082
schizophrenia desu t b h
>>24637133
That's Elliot Rodger desu senpai
i worship autism
>>24637133
some anon from /sci/ that went to stanford for electrical engineering and works at spacex now or some shit like that
>i'm from /sci/ and that's why i know this
>>24636270
a guy I know was born with severe autism which his parents managed to correct into mild
he's got this crazy math ability, graduated college with a physics degree and now he's working in the defense sector, probably designing missiles and shit
and what did you do with your autism?
>>24637194
graduated college at 18, what i think is a pretty important detail
>>24637194
only about 1 in 10 Autists are savants.
>>24637209
sucks to be those 9
>>24637151
that's elliot rodger if we wasn't a zip and had a brain
>>24637218
that statistic is for the whole Autism Spectrum though, not just those who are at the High Functioning end of the Spectrum.
Also, there is some evidence to show that it would be hire if they received proper support and encouragement to help turn their special interests into true talents
>>24637348
Higher* sorry I'm tired and my dyslexia is coming out more as a result...
>start talking to new people
>people respond
>couple months later, friend tells me those people thought I was odd and were avoiding me
Why?
>>24637060
fuck dude this is 100% how it goes all the time lol just play out whole scenario and your life in mind and its just like nah fuck it lol
>>24637072
>barely have aspergers
what do you mean
>>24637130
once you realize you have aspergers and then rethink your entire life its a pretty bad feel senpai
>>24637492
>>24637130
>>24637743
I know that feeling. I wish that people just came out and told me why they didn't want to be around me but they never do.
I am terrified to be treated differently (even more so than I already am) so I will never get checked to see what is wrong with me because I just fucking know that those filthy fucking normalfags would wrap me in cotton wool. I don't want them to treat me like a retard and I know that's what would happen.
Non aspie feels:
>don't have a widely known diagnosis and useful sympathy card / excuse for whatever the fuck is wrong with me
>aspies tell me to jus be myself because I apparently don't have a genuine brain fault like them
>>24637970
maybe you are an aspie friendo
>>24637970
Aspie feels are worse:
>nobody cares that your brain wiring is what makes you weird
>nobody cares that it led you to be isolated a friendless, thereby guaranteeing your social awkwardness
>nobody cares that it led you into depression and alcoholism to cope with an inability to relate to others even though everyone expects you to be perfectly well adjusted
>nobody cares that if you were too hih functioning to not be diagnosed early as semi-retarded, you didn't receive the proper social education or motivational support to not eventually become a shitstain on society
>nobody cares that not all autists are hollywood savants able to graduate college at 14 and get a nobel prize at 20
>nobody cares that your parents were so controlling that you never got to enroll in the school of hard knocks early enough to turn your complete autism into being just generally antisocial
>nobody cares hat autism is as much a spectrum as upbringing, and that not every autist can just make it by "being himself"
>nobody cares that "just being yourself" is what drove Elliot Rodger to loserdom and murder/suicide
>nobody cares that anti-ableist SJWs are the first to turn on autists for not being perfect bastions of conformity when it comes to modern social dogma
>nobody cares that your autism is the reason you had a hard time in life, instead claiming you can do it because a couple other autists with better intelligence, education and upbringings did it
>nobody cares that normies turned out to be more out of touch than autists, because at least us autists know there are things we don't and can't understand
>nobody cares that autists are best served by an anonymous, laissez-faire style forum like 4chan rather than more liberal outlets for discussion that enforce identities and, as a result, public shaming
>nobody cares that autism publicity just makes it that much easier for people to label, ostracize and bully people who don't fit in for not fitting in
>>24638391
god damn i know almost every single one of those feels, are you me man?
just kill us now desu
>tfw you are a literal piece of shit because of aspergers and your upbringing
>>24638284
I sympathise with 95% of what aspies talk about with regards to their life stories and never fitting in and not being able to successfully socialise. But I don't score really high on any online tests (usually just slightly near the spectrum) and have never seen a psych. I'm probably just very introverted and socially phobic.
