>tfw you remember a memory, and a thought associated with that memory, and then define that thought with an adjective, but you realize that this isn't the first or even the second time you've had this exact thought process, and then you get a weird feeling, again, because its going exactly how it went all the other times
wtf
>>24635399
happens to me all the time
is it an autist thing?
>>24635485
i cant say yes or no, yet. though, do you immediately forget whatever it was you were thinking about as well? the op took me an unreasonably long time to write because I had to really focus to piece together what happened.. even now, i'm not even really sure, like it would take my entire brain power just to recollect the events to type again...
>>24635399
Sometimes I have dreams of something I will do in the future, and then out of nowhere I'll be doing the thing I dreamed about and realize it, and it feels like I got the wind knocked out of me and I sometimes start passing out.
>tfw deja vu
I sometimes have a mini-panic attack whenever I feel it. It's fucking scary for some reason
>tfw no free will
>>24635523
>do you immediately forget whatever it was you were thinking about as well?
yes, afterwards i'm totally focused on trying to pinpoint the feeling, but i've never been able to do it
>>24635399
You're unraveling the programming. And dubs are helping you do it.