>Why don't you just die, anon? Why do you try so hard to live?
Killing yourself is harder
>>24632096
This. It's easier to just vegetate.
I do it just to spite myself.
who /Devilish/ here?
Because some people feel entitled to care about my life and killing myself would make them hate me more than they already do. Scheduling psychiatrist appointments is less expensive than funeral preparations.
>>24632065
I don't care about anything else but my parents. I can't have them bury their only son. What would people think of them, their kid just killed himself. They sacrificed their life for mine. I can't throw it away like this.
>>24632065
To spite those who would see me gone
I... I don't know
i spent the day exhaustively researching stuff online and came up with a plan to finally move out of the house and live on my own but i was diagnosed as bipolar and now i don't know if it really was a great idea or i'm just having a delusional manic episode and now i'm realizing that i will never know if any of my ideas are actually good because apparently i'm crazy
>>24632096
100x this. I will never understand normies saying suicide is the easy way out
>>24632065
Because I couldn't do that to my parents
>>24632065
Fuck you Mugi
BECAUSE IT IS MY FUNCTION.
>>24632065
Anime and vidya, mostly. Also the chance that I win the romantic lottery and find a girlfriend of similar attractiveness (relative to me) with the same interests.
