>think about her every day
>I probably don't even cross her mind most days
>>24620957
>think about her every day
>I probably don't even cross her mind most days
What's her name?
>dreamt of her again
>she probably forgot me already
>>24620982
>>>think about her every day
>I probably don't even cross her mind most days
>What's her name?
I am also wondering this
>most days
You mean any day
Worst thing is that my brain is trying to interpret everything she does as if she actually remembers me or god forbid likes me.
Don't know why this happens. I always make the rational decision to stop thinking about her. And so I do that and then I see her for a split second somewhere and it all goes down the drain. Fuck me. I'm thinking that fighting fire with fire is the only thing to do at this point.
>>24620982
>>24621041
amanda is her name.
>>24620957
>"hey anon, i heard ___ and it made me think of you"
literally the best thing you can hear said to you ever
>>24620982
Valentina
blox
>>24621069
>she does something
>try to analyze every detail to hopefully get some answers
>>24621090
Exactly. Like for example I haven't seen her for about a year and then I met her about a month ago. I was sitting in a train she walked right past me and didn't notice me. But since we get off at the same station she obviously noticed me as I was leaving the train, she smiled at me and apologized for not noticing me AGAIN. She sad again, I mean she hasn't seen me for a year and she remembers that she didn't notice me sometime in the past? Even I don't fucking remember that happening.
So my brain obviously concludes from this that maybe she occasionally thinks about me, when in reality the most likely thing is that she was just sick of me, ignored me on purpose and when she couldn't ignore me easily she made up a lie to make me feel better.
Fucking pathetic, huh? Feels good to get this off my chest anyways.
>>24621085
>"hey anon, i heard gonnorhea and it made me think of you"
>>24620957
>tfw the same chad fucked two qt's i met
I'll try not to feel too bad.
>>24621208
You're not alone m8.
Tell her you're going to kill yourself if she doesn't date you. Actually make up some diary entries or something before you pull the trigger.
>>24620957
had someone like that myself, her name was Elizabeth, it'll take months, maybe years, to fade.
hope you find someone else to occupy your heart, OP, someone who might actually like you.
>>24621070
>>>>think about her every day
>>I probably don't even cross her mind most days
>>What's her name?
>I am also wondering this
>>24620982
>>24621041 (You)
>amanda is her name.
thanks
>I fell in love with a girl
>she loved me so much
>we did everything together
>she always wanted to hold my hand
>even when we ate or rode in the car
>I loved her so much
>even when she would panic over the smallest things
>she said I was the only person to ever understand her
>that I was so special to her
>that I was the only one able to find her when she got lost in her pain
>but I never hugged her soon enough
>complimented her well enough
>my tone was wrong
>why couldn't I be nicer
>she just wanted me to say the right thing
>I could never find the right words
>my hugs not tight enough
>I felt so horrible every time because I couldn't rescue her well enough
>I feel so guilty for breaking up with her
>she wanted to marry me
>have my kids
>I'm such a bad person for abandoning her
>why did she have to be so mean to me when I just wanted to be there for her?
>>24621085
>hey anon I heard about Elliot Rodger and it made me think of you
I kind of missed having someone to think about then I had someone to think about but for the wrong reasons and I think it's finally gone away but good golly it sucked! Feels aren't worth it.
>>24621639
>literally the best thing you can hear said to you ever
I took the virginity of a robot I met on here years ago. I think about him constantly. He was my first love. I couldn't handle it. Too real. I miss him. I think that's the reason I still come on this board from time to time. Maybe he'll see this. Beren, u there?
>>24620957
this plus i don't even want to be in a romantic relationship with herthe betaness and selfcukcing are through the roof... i actually want to be friendzoned and don't even manage to do that
We should all just tell her or move .
>tell her
Pros:
You finally get an answer
She might want you back
Cons:
She might not want you back
If so she'll tell her friends and most likely think of you as beta
>dont tell her and move on:
Pros:
You might get over her
Noone ever finds out
Cons:
Youll never know what she thought
Youll most likely not get over her.
>>24621085
>hey anon I heard about down syndrome and it made me think of you
>tfw go to sleep thinking about her and wake up thinking about her
pathetic
>>24620957
In order for her to think about you, you have to leave marks on her.
You can either go for psychological marks, or physical marks.
For physical, I suggest kidnapping, rape, rape with you having STDs, torture, torture involve permanent scars, disfigurement. I personally like nail torture, that shit is scary.
For psychological, do some background research on her, then do the things above to her while blaming her for everything, tell her life is never going to be better.
>tfw you would be glad if she were dead because this would mean that you would be free to die as well
>>24620957
>tfw haven't thought about her for months
>look at this thread and remember every detail about her
fuck man, i need to smoke once i leave work
>>24622438
Deep. I feel for you.
>>24620982
Madison
I didn't ask for these feels
>>24620982
Rebecca.
>we've been broken up for two years and I still think about her a lot
>she probably barely remembers me anymore
>>24621208
>She's right next to me
>Starts texting me being silly
>Pretend not to know who she is in the text
>She responds with "LOVE ME"
>Psychoanalyze what she could have meant
Kill me now
>>24623604
Fuck, this feels exactly.
Saw her with her new bf a month ago, he was a tall guy :( She always said she liked tall guys...
>have a gf
>still feel this way about her
Guess that's what I get from looking for love on Tinder instead of just free sex.Good thing I'm back on Tinder cruising for someone to cheat on her with :^)She probably already is cheating ;_;
>>24620982
Her name is Ashely.
I actually texted her after a year of no contact, it actually went pretty well.
>Girl who thought I was cute gets a boyfriend
>Message her yesterday
>Blocks me
All my wat
>>24625959
>Ashely
Well I fucked that up. Quite a testament.