Car broke. Super unexcited to go to class tomorrow, dreading it like crazy. I feel pretty shitty so i'm trying to make myself clean. ALso i'm out of meds. Hw are you all doing?
Sup skelly
Pulling myself out of a really bad slump slowly but surely, we will see how long that lasts.
>>24620937
Thats good to hear. Hopefully for a while
>>24620911
Eh I wasted most of my last little bit of weed this morning and I kind of slouched around all week, getting nothing accomplished--other than a lot of vidya playing. I have to be productive tomorrow and then class this week I don't care about OH BOY.
>>24621019
Same here. I'm dreading this week desu. I actually have shit to do
>>24621130
Yep. Tomorrow will be busy. Class days themselves won't be busy but I've been slacking, myself.
I've been holy-shit depressed for the last 2 days, feels as if there's 50 kg on top of me when I walk and constantly near-asleep.
>>24621288
What all do you have to do?
>>24621322
Did anything set it off?
Have big 2 assignments due on wednesday but spent all weekend sitting in my room doing nothing. I don't want to leave. I just want to hide here until everyone forgets about me
Got a presentation about some boring sociology class coming up next week.
Just kill me already.
At least I will have passed the class with that and it doesn't get graded
>>24621389
No, it's completely random. Although, I believe my sleeping pattern influences this heavily. I sleep like shit and wake up like 3 times a night. I can't tell if my depression is set off by shit sleep, or if shit sleep is set off by depression.
>>24621491
Sleeping poorly can be both due to depression and causing depression. Is this a recent development?
>>24621448
Well good luck
>>24621762
Nah, been like this for 4 years. It's extremely on and off.
>>24620911
Sup skelly, it's the anon with the work project that overdue. I still haven't finished yet, though I'm making a bit of progress, had an exam on Wednesday, but I'm deferring it till next year. Such is life I suppose.
>I just want to finish and start living my life again
>>24620911
>Fell in love with my rommie
>She rejected me a month ago
>Now she always bringing a guy to the apartment and making dinners
>I always meet them in the kitchen
Fuck this heartless bitch, seriously
fuck
FUCK
Why won't this fucking hi-res patch for Fallout 2 work properly? It's like no changes from the .ini even affect the game itself. I don't want to fucking squint every time I want to play this game SON OF A BITCH
>>24621953
Maybe you should see a sleep clinic. You might have something like sleep apnoea
>>24622227
Good luck, and keep making progress, no matter how small.
>>24622277
She doesn't have to date you, although it does suck being rejected.
>>24622319
Maybe its the wrong patch from the wrong game?
>>24622467
Thanks skelly, my mom says that eventually this project will be finished so I'm going to rage against the night until it's done
>>24622848
What was the project on again? I know I asked but i've completely forgotten
>>24620911
Came back from New York earlier. Had to travel 31 hrs just to get there. Went to comfort grandma after her boyfriend of 40 years died from alcoholism (she was unaffected by it). Had thanksgiving with the black side of my family, which consists of drug dealers and felons in a hall located in the most dangerous neighborhood in NY state. Had crazy homeless black guy pour shit on my boots in New Orleans while a bunch of tourists laughed at me. I had an ok week.
>>24623125
Another reminder of why I don't want to live in a big city.
I feel just GREAT. For some reason girls have been noticing me a lot in school this past week. Even girls I never talked to say hi Julien (thats my name) when i'm walking down the halls. Also I was sitting behind my new friend in class and texted her saying that we could see her g-string and she just looked back and smiled without pulling up her pants.
My parents casually mentioned to my aunt how they took me to a bunch of specialists in San Antonio and how everyone said I have aspergers (they always said I didn't have it even though I'd hear them talk about it). It makes sense since I sound like a retard when i talk (people usually treat me like one as a result) and I can't even make eye contact with anyone other than those who are very close to me. At least I know I could go on autism bucks now instead of working.
>>24622990
It happens, it's to make recommendations for a UPS system used to provide uninterrupted power the components of a SCADA system. I did the preamble, necessary calculations and discussed the problems associated whit the current configuration and right now I'm comparing the specs of the various UPS models. Next is to justify the choice and do cost estimates.
>It's about 60 pages so far, which is a lot. When I'm finished I'll edit and cut down pages
>>24623283
It actually wasn't that big of a city (~60,000). Pic is from the nearby capital.
>>24623301
Thats pretty cool, ask her out. Also underage b&
>>24623636
Everyone as in the specialists? What did your parents say to you about it?
>>24623683
Jesus, 60 pages. My big paper was only 25ish and I still feel like I fucked it up hard.
>>24623700
Whats wrong AAAAAAAAnon :(
>>24623719
I forget that not all of New York is NYC, whoops. Pretty houses though, I forget what they're called because I'm shitty at memory.
>>24623875
Ah, 20 pages are dedicated to listing the specs of the units. Also I've felt like I've over complicated the report
>>24620911
I don't want to go back to college, I don't want to know anyone. I want to work and be left alone. I feel like crying. Why must people suffer at random, unprovoked, why is there no support but an internet image board?
Why is life so cruel, we are hurded like cattle and left to wallow together.
>>24623875
Yeah, it was the specialists who said it. Back when I was a freshman in high school I got super depressed because I couldn't make friends or even talk to girls. I even had multiple outbursts where I'd destroy shit and try to commit suicide, but Instead of getting mad at me, they would just talk between themselves about it in their bedroom. My dad would tell my mom that I wasn't normal and how I'm at the age where aspergers starts to really affect my life. Every time I'd ask I'd get in trouble so it's kind of a shock for them to talk about it right in front of you.
>>24624244
They would never talk about it with you?
>>24624061
Then don't go back. Just work. There are plenty of options for people who don't want to do traditional college.
>>24624060
Is it getting proofread?
>>24624384
I don't know what my parents will do to me, it scares me.
>>24624406
If you don't go to college? Have they said anything about it?
>>24624584
All they do is boast about me to others and assume I'm a straight A student in college, I'm not. But they tell everyone that anyways. I'm going to start working this week and break the news to them once this semester ends.
They are known to get really angry, they have verbally abused and neglected me for years. I'm just the thing they need to feed and send to college so they look good. No one has ever supported my future, I'm alone in this so I don't know what will happen if I try to take time to figure it out. I am afraid, very afraid. It makes me feel even worse that they keep introducing me to people and telling the people great things about me but they aren't even true.
I just feel so sick right now. I wish I could get a psychiatrist. I'm so lost.
>>24620911
I'm doing alright. I posted a wall of text in the last thread and came to the conclusion that I either have Depressive Personality Disorder or I'm a depressed narcissist
Other than that I've got three midterms this week and an essay due. It's going to be hectic but I'll muscle through it like always
Feeling better today, no particular reason why. We'll see where the week takes me
>>24624384
By me yeah, I''ll probably pass it onto the people in the office for them to give some input, but more or content wise it's ok. The person I'm presenting too will look it over, correct it and I'll have to make the changes
>>24624699
They sound extremely narcissistic. They use you to look good. How much more of college do you have left? And while you're still there you could see on campus counsellors, or like a community counselling center
>>24624720
Good luck anon
>>24624730
Hopefully it goes well!
>>24620911
For me, the worst thing about being depressed is the fact that I literally can't get anything done. It's got nothing to do with discipline or being too tired, it's just crippling and limiting my thinking which is the worst thing when you're actually a creative person. I've got one assignment due Tuesday, doesn't seem like I will be able to do it in time (depends on my mood swings, but probably no), and one due Thursday.
Anyway, I'll probably go to bed now (it's 1:15 AM here) and try to get some good sleep which will hopefully make tomorrow not so shitty.
>>24625172
I understand the feel all too well, friend.
>>24620911
I have about 11 mg of xanax left and i go through 2-3mg a day. After that, its withdrawal time. Don't know what to do, I can't live without it. I steal it from my grandpa and hes noticed it getting low, he asked me about it yesterday.
>>24625884
xanax abuse can make your life way harder than it is now plus you still gotta deal with current bullshit.
Plz don't let drugs fuck your shit up more than it has to be
>>24621019
tfw not even enough motivation to play vidya
>>24626036
Its all I have at the moment. When im high, my anxiety is 100% gone. I even have started talking to this 9/10 girl i like because of it. When im not on it though I feel like hell itself is inside my brain. I want to stay on it forever but I want to quit too.
>>24626155
if youre gonna quit it look up tapering off instead of cold turkey
because benzo withdraw can give you seizures and you can die
>>24620911
Still can't eat well or sleep more than 2 hours in a row.
Lost another 2 kgs.
Doesn't want to go to class today, i just ignored my essay, and i don't even feel the smallest urge to listen to others bullshit in class.
My blood pressure is too low since i can't eat regulary and i'm close to pass out.
Guess today is a better day.
>>24625884
same here, prepare for some mind racing
you could also go to a doctor while youre experiencieng these symptoms and he will probably think u suffer from gad and give you some
>>24626218
The problem is though that the 11 (it might be 9 i cant remember) is all I have. I don't want to use it to taper off. Im in a really low point in my life and I need it more than ever. Its what makes me feel normal. Otherwise I have crippling anxiety.
>>24625172
Im in the same boat, there is so much I want to do but I just feel like i cant
>>24625884
Can you get a prescription?
>>24626101
>tfw all i can play is Isaac because its mindless
>>24626236
You need intimidate professional help desu
>>24626277
I can't. I do have GAD but for age reasons my doc would never prescribe me xanax.
>>24626392
Nope. See
>>24626394
for why I could never get a prescription. I don't know any dealers either.
>inb4 underage b&
>>24626413
Being addicted to xanax is a pretty shitty life after awhile. Could you get something less powerful to help you? Like SSRI's or anti anxiety medss?
>>24626413
I have a prescription for 20 mg of Lexapro. It's just not enough though. Even with therapy and the meds combined I still get overwhelmed.
>>24626476
Meant to reply to you, not myself
>>24626413
>>24626392
I tried to get help but no one belives me, that i need help.
My mom still thinks it's a phase.
>tfw 21
I never talked to dad about this since he lives abroad.
My sister is too young to be capable of helping me with anything.
I don't even know why do i need money for treatment. I dislike my country in general.
>>24622277
It's her apartment too bud, she is allowed to bring over guys. It has nothing to do with you.
>>24626155
Check out l-theanine tablets by source naturals. After taking it for a few days it gives me a feel that is really similar to the bars.
Meditation helped my anxiety a lot more than I expected. But it may take a couple of months.
I personally think drugs should be seen as a way to gain a preview into what is possible. Figure out how to be that way sober and you get all the benefits+ and none of the shitty parts.
>>24627018
Im assuming its OTC? Im sure I could get my parental unit to pick some up and say I heard it helps with anxiety or something.
anyone else have more of a philosophical desire to an hero
>>24626494
Have you talked to your doctors about needing stronger meds?
>>24626675
You need to really insist to your mom that you need help. Where do y oulive?
>>24627511
What do you mean by that?
>>24627511
Me. As much as I hate the world and most people in it I don't want to die just yet. I still feel like there's a place in it where I can be happy, I just haven't found it yet
I still have hope
>>24627585
The side effects of stronger meds worry me. 20 mg of Lexapro is already a fair amount. I know weight gain is a side effect of a lot of anti depressants and im already a fat fuck so I don't need that.
Depressed, but somewhat glad I will have a degree in a few weeks. Started new antidepressant that makes me real fatigued and affects my concentration in a negative manner, don't know if I should give it more time.
>>24627585
i mean that im not sad right now or anything its just does it make sense to continue as a depressed autistic that cant relate to people.
i mean im doing fine now despite failing multiple courses this sem, but the thought is still there
>>24627618
i just dont think there's much out there for me
>>24627018
rolllaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnaaaaaaaaaaaaaeffeffwefwe
>>24627365
Ya. Amazon has it. Just make sure it isnt the serene version. It's basically like a vitamin. Way safer than prescription stuff.
>>24627585
I pretty much gave up on her with this i don't really have the will of fight her back.
Hungary. Not the best place to be at.
Eternal social leper. No energy to do anything. Dead inside.
>Car broke. Super unexcited to go to class tomorrow, dreading it like crazy. I feel pretty shitty so i'm trying to make myself clean. ALso i'm out of meds. Hw are you all doing?
Wow your life must be so hard, anon :(
(Not really)
Holy shit. After reading this thread I am now fully convinced I'm depressed. I've been wondering for like a week and now I really know.
>>24628115
Its honestly not. I'm just shit at existing
>>24627636
Wellbutrin has caused me to lose weight. It all depends i suppose.
>>24627718
Give it more time
>>24627860
Ah, I understand
>>24628037
I know nothing about it, apologies :(
>>24628066
How long have you felt like that?
>>24628148
How do you feel?
>>24628234
Weird. I'm realizing all the things I do now.
In the past two months I've:
Stopped shaving my pubes
Shower every other day instead of daily
Room is disgusting
Rewearing clothes without washing
That's just maintenance, not to mention my complete lack of interest in my major. Fuck.
>>24628148
Don't be such a faggot
Depression is a meme and the faggots here who claim they have depression are saying it for attention and enjoy have jerkcircles based on who has it "worse".
>>24628317
Damn man. That's mean.
>>24628234
This year I've been pushing myself to try and find something I'm good at. Let's just say it hasn't gone that well. I know it can take longer than that but I feel like I'll never be good at anything. My brain is broken.
Being a social leper is one thing but not having a purpose in life as well... it's just soul crushing.
>>24620911
Have school shit to do, too. It's 9:42 and I'm still in bed. I'm trying to hard to care anymore.
>>24628317
>thread full of people talking, sharing stories etc.
>its jus a circlejerk, who jas the shortest dick contest
gb2/pol/ with this low effort trolling
>>24628317
Nice opinion you got there.
>>24628274
Most of that is me except i have to shower or i freak out.
>>24628317
>depression is a meme
>>24628422
What have you been trying?
>>24628424
What do you have to do?
>>24628522
2 reports and 5 weeks of math homework.
>>24628522
Mostly writing but I'm not good at it. I've learned a little coding. Maybe I gave up too soon on that. I can't escape the feeling that I'll always be shit at everything.
>>24628609
Damn, what level of math is it/
>>24628616
Writing is something you have to do a ton of to be good at. Keep at it, you can do it.
Sup skelly, I still plan on killing myself on Wednesday.
>tfw too dumb to pass calc 1
just kill me senpai, i have to retake this shit over the summer. Is CS a meme degree?
I stared at myself in the mirror for a long time today, looking at my various imperfections. Thinking how my oneitis will never ever love me with this face. Holy shit I want to kill myself so bad.
Got 100g of phenibut coming in the post soon, hopefully that will help with my anxiety and hopefully cheer me up
>>24627018
Did they relieve your anxiety? I'm personally looking for meds for my social anxiety.
>>24629119
CS is THE meme degree. It has surpassed electrical engineering
>>24628979
Precalc. Work gets in the way during the week, and tiredness/.depression gets in the way on the weekends. It's a painful cycle.
>>24629020
:(
I cant exactly talk you out of it or force you not to, but I really hope you change your mind before then.
>>24629119
Yes, I tried it and cheated the entire time lol. Its a decent degree though. And don't feel bad, I failed fucking trig
>>24629141
No one judges you as hard as you judge yourself.
>>24629119
calculus is bullshite m8
>almost fucked up grades because i didn't feel like doing any work/studying
>just drank cough syrup and slept this week
>have 2 assignments that I probably won't do
I have absolutely no motivation and I have no idea why I keep going.
Just end it for me m8
Girls want dominant, aggressive, and confident men
Employers want confident, focused, hard-working, go-getters
Parents want all those, plus you should have a family by now
I've tried to be all those things and failed over and over. I've tried faking those things and it's never worked.
Friends just want a buddy who shares interests with them
So I have friends.. at least I have something...so I'm a constant disappointment to everyone around me only 2% of the week when I get to hang out with them
>>24629395
know the feeling. last semester was supposed to be the one i graduated in but i failed my classes because i just didn't attend. don't let yourself become as bad as i was, now i was Fs on my transcript forever lol. oh well.
Well I have just a couple weeks left of the semester which is a good thing.
The bad thing is that I spent the whole thanksgiving break opening word documents staring at essay prompts (14 of those bastards) and then promptly closing all windows.
I would then lay in the fold out couch and watch anime for 8 hours straight while my family would be in the living room discussing my nonexistent future.
My family tries to be supportive i think but in nonhelpful ways.
>hey mom/dad me and my counselor think it's a good idea for me to take a semester off in order to clear my mind and make sure collage is for me
>them: why would you want to take a semester off? We pay for your college so you're going. We don't want to hear about taking a semester off again.
>well alright, just don't expect the best grades or my shitty moods to improve anytime soon.
I don't think I'm asking for much, just some time to work a shit job and gain some perspective.
I probably just sound like some lazy brat who doesn't like schoolwork.
In reality I've been dreaming about college since I was little. I've always wanted to go and make something off myself
Senior year of highschool, and transitioning to college, made me realize that I hated being in school.
I lost my motivation, grades dropped, I had to lie to my parents about my grades, and I've been hiding my depression/social anxiety/paranoia the best I can for the past 5 or so years.
My biggest problem is that I don't want to create problems for others. I feel if I inconvenience others then I've failed.
And as I said note I hate the college social structure.
>Hey Chad let's go gets some beers and fuck random women all weekend!!
>OH, good idea Brad, we can also blast loud ass pop songs from our apartment till 4 am!!
>teehee, I'm not like other girls. I love food, traveling, Starbucks, wearing leggings, my north face vest, my philosophy degree, and watching netflix. As you can see I'm completely unique!!
College has made me hate even more
do american cs courses cover propositional logic? worst topic ever
>>24629476
Yes. That was actually one of my favorite topics in CS program. It is pretty useful in upper division courses too when you need to prove shit formally.
>>24629454
yeah
what were you majoring in?
and does anyone know any good "releases" besides cutting (cuz that aint for me anymore) and abusing syrup because it's getting old
>>24627018
rollerino my niggha
>>24629229
This is something I feel like I have to do, I want to be at peace and be done with this hollow existence.
>>24629467
>In reality I've been dreaming about college since I was little. I've always wanted to go and make something off myself
Same here.
Try to find sources of motivation, anywhere you can to keep getting through school. Even if it's just to appease your parents, a degree will help you out later anyway.
You hate the social structure? You don't have to participate in it. I never did. I took measures to avoid it at all costs, and it's possible for anyone to do so. It's especially easy if you are a STEM major where there isn't a lot of compulsory group work.
Why do I feel so hollow inside like half the time?
I did everything I was supposed to: I got my degree, I got a job, I bought a condo and I'm taking possession next month. I have friends to do /tg/ or /v/ stuff with regularly. I date girls now and then until I hit another slump and can't keep up the appearance of being happy.
Sitting on plane next to 10/10 redhead qt. Do I try to say something to her, I'm not looking for her number but I wanna practice talking to women if I'm sitting on this plane.
>>24629229
sorry senpai, but im first semester already struggling with calc. I think Im fucked.Might as well switch from CE to CS early :/
>>24629674
It's probably existential or just depression. Maybe you should diversify your life, go travel, do something new to change your perspective. If it doesn't help then go get some mental health help.
>get enrolled in machining program
>think it's really cool and interesting, doing good
>instructor increasingly shows how annoyed he is with me, obvious he hates me
>2 months in, didn't show up for the past 2 weeks
>lost all interest
why can't I get through anything?
>>24629674
You did everything you were told you were supposed to do, but it wasn't what you actually wanted to do.
>>24629732
CS has a lot of math too, so you might want to reconsider if that's the reason to switch. I had to get through 2 terms of calc, 1 of linear algebra, and discrete math.
>>24629702
was getting caught part of your plan?
bloxblox
I've been dating a girl for 6 months now. She isn't the cutest but we have a lot of sex. I like her but I'd rather be fucking a tranny. She is skinny and has a nice ass.
She wants to get married. We were casually talking about it. She expects me to propose for Christmas. I don't know.
The love of my life died 3 years ago. And I didn't tell her.
What do I do?
These threads are always normie central.
>>24629402
Eh, girls and parents want different things, but employers, yeah you're pretty right on that one.
>>24629467
I can understand that. I would just continue to insist. My sister is doing the same thing right now.
Also I totally didnt keep any friends in college lmao
>>24629633
Well, I hope you do find peace.
>>24629674
Maybe brain issues? Like chemical issues? Thats where mine comes from
>>24629732
CS does have a ton of math, thats why I switched
>>24629769
What did he do to make you think like that?
>>24629702
Do it, talk to her!
>>24629969
Oh jesus, I'm sorry anon :( Do you still feel for her?
And like six months is a fast time to be getting married, are you ready for that? Do you even want to marry her? Also why a trans person?
>>24630065
he just treats me harsher, ultra strict, gives this tone when I screw up, but when an older person (sent by their company, actual machinists) messes up, he doesn't care. When I ask a question, he acts like I asked an ultra basic question and puts some attitude on, sighs when he sees me working on the machine
>>24630159
Is there anyone you could talk to about his attitude towards you?
>>24630197
Why would they care? he's been there for 30 years and nobody really has trouble with him, nobody's gonna care about some autist's opinion
>tfw going through okcupid feels no different than going through job listings
Why wont this suffering end?
>>24630065
Well yeah I miss her. But I can't do anything.
And I know 6 months is short. But I think I could deal with her forever. She is pretty cool.
And trans are my fetish.
>am a poorfag who lives with mom and little sister
>little sis is going to middle school soon
>she hands me a list of schools that she can apply to and tells me to pick three
>after researching all 40 schools, only 2 had fair reviews with the rest having horror stories about how kids were stabbed and all that shit
>tfw I'm the only one who can bring in decent income since my mom is disabled
>tfw I fucking suck at searching for jobs because I'm a social retard with little to no job experience
>tfw my lil sis' future is in the hands of a hollow shell of a human being
I'd take being hated by everyone over this overwhelming pressure
>>24630675
if you have significant social anxiety and / or autism you might be able to get help. I'm not an expert but if you look around online there should be people that can give you more info. whatever you do, just don't give up.
>>24630822
I'll try, man
>>24620911
I've been on this stupid fucking site since I was 12
18 now
I wish I was dead every single day of it
>>24631027
you're here forever anon :) I started in 9th and I'm a freshman now in college.
>want to finish school
>want to transfer to a better one to get a nursing degree maybe
>but also scared to transfer and try again
>then secretly want to just get an English degree and try to work at a fucking book publisher or something
>but I was in the Army as a medic and the medical field just keeps calling me
>was in paramedic school but couldn't take it because my anxiety is too bad (and honestly the program was terrible)
>hated the ems community in my town anyway
>while all this shit happens just go back to my old high school job waiting tables at a diner
>get hired back really fast because I was good and the manager liked me
>actually slightly happy there, but hate it at the same time
>recently started to develop a crush on someone that works there
>kind of made me realize I don't want a relationship though because it'll be fun for a month or so and I'll just dump him
>I'm too depressed to be in a relationship
>don't do anything except work and sit in my room
I have done some purposeful stuff though I guess. I did change my diet and I do work out, I actually look forward to grocery shopping at least.... cooking is fun again. Picture is part of the huge batch of cookies I made to take to work on Thanksgiving, I did have fun making them.
But I don't know. My life isn't that bad. I'm just alone. I'm pretty much convincing myself I'm better off that way.
>>24628979
Thanks for the encouragement. I really appreciate it. But I do wonder if I'd be better off with coding. I wonder if that's a good job for someone with zero social skills.
>>24631087
This desu familia. And suck my cock, this comment IS original.
Its xanax anon from earlier. Last time I took any was about 24 hours ago, im doing good so far. Prolly gonna take some tomorrow.
>meet a girl that actually likes me
>have all the same hobbies
>manage to start dating
>I am literally head over heels for her
>she starts using Heroin despite me trying my best to keep her away from it
>things continue as normal, still in love
>last week try and meet up with her and she tells me she is sick
>try again a few days later and she is still sick
>message her last night, and she tells me she needs time to work on herself
>I tell her how much I love her and how I will do whatever as long as she doesn't leave me
>She doesn't care
>tfw my gf chose Heroin over me
I have never felt this bad in my entire life, they say it's better to have loved and lost than never loved at all but it is a lie.
I think I am going to commit suicide tonight, goodbye bros and thanks for everything
>>24630065
>Maybe brain issues? Like chemical issues? Thats where mine comes from
In a way it'd be nice if it was something outside of my control that a prescription could fix. Some days I wake up with a spring in my step, smile at everyone I meet, and conquer the world. Other days I slink into my office and avoid people as much as I can so people don't think I'm a grumpy gus.
>>24632242
Gl dude. I wish you a speedy and painless release
Great thread as always, skelly. Anyway, my life has very little substance atm. It's just wagekeking, binge eating and no sleep. I know I should probably do something a little more proactive, but I'm too tired after working most of the time. Also, the pills aren't working.
>>24627018
rolling but let me tell you an original joke:
fuck you robot.
