I feel like a fucking zombie. The majority of my mind is spent staring into a screen, and if it wasn't, it would be spent doing frivolous shit like going to coffee shops and chatting about stupid shit with vapid idiots.
Everything about our civilization is just so fucked up, shallow, meaningless.
People used to fucking run around hunting animals, picking fruits and shit. Sleeping in caves on the skins of animals they killed the fuck out of.
And there was no bullshit. Someone was being a fucking dick? You punch their fucking lights out. Now? "Oh, let's dilly dally around this issue" "Go on, push me again!" "He hit me first officer, take him away!"
I don't know how to explain it well in words, but I fucking hate what we've become. Society disgusts me.
We all need to become Tang.
Read Notes from the Underground by Fyodor Dostoyevsky. Try to read the Constance Garnett translation.
>inb4 I don't like reading on my computer
Shut up you lazy faggot, you spend all day reading on your computer, except instead of reading quality existential literature you read incoherent babblings on a Taiwanese finger puppet forum.
>>24613685
Actually I spend a lot of time reading on my computer. I use my webcam/mic and record myself reading aloud for a few hours a day. Figured it would help my social skills. Still a NEET who barely goes outside, but hey, maybe if I give it enough time...
Also, I'll read it. Probably. Maybe later.
>>24613714
You need to read it desu. It's a really short book you could blow through in two or three days, but it will change your life, that I can guarantee you.
>>24613785
http://www.planetebook.com/ebooks/Notes-from-the-Underground.pdf
I'm going to start reading it right now anon. It's short so I should be able to read it in a few days or one binge. This better be fucking worth it. I have unlimited time, but still.
>>24613814
You won't regret it, I'll see you on /lit/ come Monday.
I know what you mean, OP. Civilization is absurd.
Just wait for fully immersive VR and never deal with social norms again
>>24613611
IKTF. Society is fucked. Sometimes I wish for a war or an end of the world scenario, just for something to happen. I know i'd probably die real quick but it'd be much better than what I'm doing atm
>>24613611
Waking up for a moment:
>what the fuck my life become
>it feels 2010, isnt it?
>2015 feels like a future
>feels like I was a kid just yesterday
>damn, and I actually did enjoy all those things before
>damn, how did I manage to do that
>I shouldnt be living like this