Do you ever wish you had a terminal disease just to have a good reason to die and don't be judged for wanting to end it all?
that's why i smoke
>>24599583
Yep. I've considered how I would be sort of happy to find out I had cancer. Disappointed, but also excited because I could refuse treatment until euthanasia was necessary.
>>24600637
Yeah, me too, I don't have the balls to kill myself, but this way I might get something that will kill me.
>>24599583
Yes, every day. Although ultimately, I wish I had died back in 2001.
>>24599583
I do..I hate it. I want to die in my own time
I've been thinking about it. Literally the best excuse to die next to enrolling in military. How do I get cancer or something similar?
If I ever kill myself it will be after my dogs die a natural death
>>24599583
Christ. That hits hard. Your pic and post together hit home on why I can't have a pet.
>>24599583
yes, I often dream about it, but not only that, I also imagine myself trying to stop a robbery and dying in a struggle getting stabbed or shot, then people would say I died like a hero
>>24600909
I imagine some day getting mugged at gunpoint and just say"shoot me faggot" and make that person my liberator
