I've already fully accepted that I'll forever be lonely; there's no doubt in my mind otherwise.
Why does it hurt so much though?
>>24581342
Because you obviously haven't fucking accepted it if it still bothers you.
>>24581722
It's the objective truth though, and I fully believe it.
How is that not accepting it?
>>24582132
Well you cannot fight biology urges. I guess if you have a working libido there is no way to communicate to your brain that forever alone means it should stop producing horny hormones.
>>24582191
I don't think so. In fact it hurts even more during those 10 seconds after fapping where your body is low on testosterone.
>>24582241
You could stop spewing bro science for one.
You are feeling "low" after fapping because you change your focus onto something non-porn related. Probably thinking about depressing stuff.
Because you're a little bitch.
>>24582321
But I'm accepting the truth, how does that make me a bitch?
>>24582292
Ah so it's dopamine then.
>>24582425
Google "pois syndrome"
>>24581342
I'd just like to interject for a moment.
Nobody ever believes me when I say it, but I think I've actually accepted the thought of dying alone
I don't feel loneliness anymore and women plain disgust me now
I would live the neet life forever if I could
>>24583728
Honestly, I don't mind dying/living alone, to the contrary, I find it quite confortable personally, not leaving mark on the history, livin a pointless life, but I still have issues with 2 things.
1. I still experience sexual desires and wishes. I can just dismiss people on personal level and truthfully say that I don't want to associate with them, but I can't honestly say that I don't want to have intercourse with women. There's some inner lust I just cannot possibly surpress and despite being able to cope with it relatively well, it still does bother me a great deal on some level.
2. Being a NEET is something of a negative thing for me. I don't mind being useless and contributing nothing period, but even in order to be alive I'd have to take some resources off someone and if I can't compensate properly, it's just leeching and I'd rather not do that. I don't mind living useless life, but living one that burdens someone else is something I'd rather not do. Of course, I can just find a low-key job, but I just don't feel like it's worth the time for the money I'd get. I would much rather just spend time in my basement.
>>24583883
I too still have sexual desires, but I just use hentai (not even real porn) to "satisfy" them
I don't even want to have sex, I'm too afraid of new things
And I agree on the "leech" part, my parents and my little sister are the only ones that I still love and I feel really guilty sometimes
