who else here /worstfearcametrue/
what happened anon? how long ago was it?why does it still fill your mind and keep you up at night? why is the remembrance of it destroying what sanity you have left?
>>24566010
all my friends would become shallow husks of themselves, more concerned with getting their next coke fix than anything else.
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You first. What happened OP?
All my life I had dreams about finding treasures and waking up sad because they'd all vanish..
It's like a metaphor for my life.
I just woke up to reality one day and everything I cherished was gone.
I never thought it would happen to me and I hoped wouldn't but my hairline started receding 4 years ago, when I was at the age of 16 for fuck's sake.
I was already ugly back then, now I'm just repulsive.
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>>24566115
>i just woke up to reality one day and everything i cherished was gone
this, the girl of my dreams said she didnt love me anymore, i turned to drugs and booze which i swore since childhood never to do, that resulted in losing all my friends because im a degenerate piece of shit. then one day i realized everything i once loved and cared about had left and all i had left was the cold comfort of drugs and alcohol and that all my worst nightmares had become a sad sad reality that im still living.
In the span of a couple days, I got shafted out of $5000, got dumped by my girlfriend and found out I have tumours on my spine. Not in that order. Pretty stellar week
>>24566254
Same except when I was 20. When I was 19 I had hot girlfriends, love, no problems. Ever since my hairline receded I got PTSD and now no girl will date me or even talk to me. Every day I have vivid dreams of falling in love again because my body can't live without the feeling and in my dreams I have my hair again so there's no worries. All my dreams are rucked up too I dreamt I was staying in this boarding house during the week and there was a qt being tortured there and we fell in love and everyone was threatening to kill us if we tried to save her. Idk what it means.
