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how do YOU deal with loneliness?
>m/f/mtf
>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?

dumping stuff I've saved over the years in the mean time
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>>24556736
>>m/f/mtf
m
>>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
like 3 years ago? still a virgin though, we just got high and cuddled.
>>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
kv
>>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
3 years again
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>>24556736
>how do YOU deal with loneliness?
I don't have a way, just suffer through until its gone
>m/f/mtf
M
>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
never
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
2 years
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
2 years
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>>24556736
>>m/f/mtf
M
>>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
10 years
>>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
5 years
>>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
2 years

I've been pretty distant from people for the past couple years while finishing uni. You dont really deal with it
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>>24556736
>>m/f/mtf
m
>>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
never
>>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
never
>>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
never

What do I win?
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>>24556736
>m/f/mtf
M
>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
never
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
never
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
Oneitis hugged me 2 or so months ago, but that's only because I gave her CDs and she was saying thank you.
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>Male
>never
>never
>never

i'm literally just existing until I die. I've never really lived.
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>m
>never
>never
>5 years. pity hug.
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>>24556736
>m/f/mtf
m
>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
never
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
never
>how long has it been since you hugged
someone you were interested in?
never

Escape with computer
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post ways you lads deal with loneliness as well ;_;
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>>24556736
>m/f/mtf
Male.
>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
Lol...
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
Lol...
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
Lol...

24 years of despair checking in.
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Roku
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>>24556993
Weed, alcohol, tv shows, sleep.

How else are you supposed to deal with the fact that you'll die alone

Wish I could kill myself
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Shichi
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>>24556993
video games, movies, learning about stuff i find interesting, sleeping, being a bully on 4chan
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Hachi
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>>24556993
I tried to fuck with guys, because i was so desperate.
Right now, after i've done it 5 times, i only feel disgust for myself. I'm not doing that again.

I thought sex was supposed to make me feel better, to feel desired.

But i feel kinda worse now.
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>>24557115
You're gonna do it again this weekend. Don't lie to people on the internet.
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>>24557142
Nope. I have holding myself for 2 months now.

Having the self control to deny free blowjobs is nice.
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>>24557115
Top or bottom?

I've been thinking about this. It seems like something I'd do in my head, but I feel 0 attraction for men IRL. Don't think I could go through with it
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>>24556736
>Male
>Never
>Never
>Never
It sucks. It really sucks. It gets harder every year and even though my life is objectively pretty great it makes me miserable every day. It has effects on my self esteem and my ability to enjoy any given situation, even fun ones. It's always on my mind. The worst part is I've known two people for over a year now that I'm interested in but I can't tell one for professional reasons and the other I'm too afraid to talk to even though I see her on a regular basis.
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>>24557115
I know this feel too well
I fucking thought getting laid was going to solve loneliness
finally I'll be free
I'll never feel lonely again
then you end up somehow miraculously having sex with someone unfamiliar in some unfamiliar place drinking unfamiliar amounts of liquor
then you wake up the next morning
you're not over-joyous
you're not free from loneliness

you're left with emptiness
and regret
and before you know it loneliness creeps back up on you.
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>>24557214
>look guys, I've experienced intimacy and sex but I'm still le empty, can I be in the club XD

Fuck off. Just fuck off already.
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>>24556736

>Last cuddled: 4 years ago

>Last kissed: Never

>Last hugged: 4 years ago

>Last had sex: First time, I hired an escort. Left me feeling empty inside to be honest, partly because it was overrated as fuck but also because it confirmed to me what a shit head I was.
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>>24557192
I was top all the 2 times that i actually done penetration.
The other 3 was just oral.

Don't do it anon, you will feel disgust after it.

>>24557214
In the end you know that you were only used for sex, just like a tool.

The consummation of blind lust is horrible.
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>>24557234
one day you'll get desperate enough and you'll end up doing something of that nature
and when it happens you'll remind yourself of those words
you'll see what I mean.
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>>24556736
24, M
Never x3
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>>24557269
Better to have never loved amirite XD

Just fuck off. Go watch Mr Robot or something
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>>24557296
loved? you would call that love?
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>>24556736
>how long has it been since you last cuddled
two and a half years
>how long has it been since you last kissed
410 days
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
5 years 6 months

For reference my relationship of 4 and a half years ended a little over a year ago. Cunt.
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>>24556736
M
Last Friday
Last Friday
One year ago

I don't really feel lonely ever. I do casually hook up with a FWB, but other than that I have no desire to be around people
I always thought I was a lonely person, but after seeing what people really consider "lonliness" I know I am not.
I like being alone. When I am around people I feel like im getting smothered. I don't care about what's happening in their lives or if they're interested in mine
I desire solitude and contentment, and other people will only hinder that
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>>24556736
M
2 Days x3
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>>24556736
I'm legit introverted, so I don't really feel lonely. Even ten minutes of social interaction is enough to leave me physically drained and tired. Oh well.

> m
> never
> never
> I don't really get interested in people, but lets go with never

What actually keeps me up at night is being unemployed and seeing the job market getting worse, rather than better. That's really what fills me with despair.
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>>24557296
It's a lot better with no one. Learn to be alone you worm.
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>male
>never
>never
>never
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>m
>never
>never
>never
that was fun
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>mtf
>never
>never
>never
No love, not ever.
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>>24556993
Sleep and drinking with normies
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>>24557328
>>24557357
there are many kinds of loneliness
I feel like the most common type on /r9k/ is the kind where you don't long for the company of other people in general but just for one person
just one person that doesn't drain you
one person that doesn't tire you
one you could sit with and not have the "what do I say to get the fuck out of here the fastest" thought encircling your head.
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>>24556736
M
Never
Never
Never
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>>24556736
>m
>never
>4 months, it was my first
>4 months, same girl

shes dating my best friend now so i guess thats not gonna work. i dont really deal with loneliness, i just put on a face and then spend all my alone time crying.
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>>24557201
What reasons faggot?
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>>24557429
This captures the feeling well anon
I can spend an infinite amount of time with one person, but any more than that as well as people who I don't care about I get tired after about an hour.
There was someone like that for me once, but she threw me away.
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>>24557470
If you're referring to the "professional reasons" thing, she's a teacher that I have to spend a lot of 1 on 1 time with for something fairly technical.
Even assuming she was interested in me (which I don't think is the case) anything romantic would kind of compromise the integrity of the professional relationship that has to exist, at least for now.
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>m/f/mtf

Male

>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)

Unless my parents count when I was a kid, never.

>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)

Unless my mom counts, never

>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?

Never

I drink cough syrup and do drugs. I don't want to feel like 'me' anymore. I don't want to feel anything at all. Make characters on games, either offline or RP-related so I have an outlet else I would have shot myself in the head and burned my house down at this point. Haven't had a job in ten years, no place around here wants me, I live with my parents and sell "things" to get by.

I don't deal with loneliness, it consumes me every moment of every day and eventually it's going to crush the rest of whatever's left of my soul.
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>>24557515
for future reference, your mother never counts unless the question is
"did you have a mother"
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M

>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)

Two weeks

>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)

Two weeks

>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?

3 months
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>>24557447
same guy here
what kills me about this is that it was the closest and only time ive gotten within the possibility of getting a gf. and it all fell apart so fast like three days after we did anything. i was so close. so fucking close to not being alone and empty all the time. i could have been happy. i could have woken up and faced reality head on.

and now? i whack off, but that doesnt fill the void, it just makes me feel worse. i pretend. i lie. i act like a normal happy human being. i joke a lot to make people think this. but that doesnt help either. i even tried to convince myself i was asexual/nonromantic once, but that failed.

it was right there. right in my hands. but i let it slip and fall.
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>>24557532
>I love you
I cry every damn time.
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>>24556736
>>24556993

Running/ lifting the feels away, also dissapearing for a few days every now and then innawoods does wonders to clear my mind and forget the human world even exists, even if it's just for a little while. If you can't do that, writing your thoughts/ feelings down in a daily journal is helpful. At least the paper will listen.
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>>24557611
Start acting like a normie badboy whenever you're hanging out with them and she'll be all over you
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>>24556736
I take it we're not counting family members because I hugged my grandmother on Thanksgiving.

>m/f/mtf
M
>mtf
Get that cancerous shit out of here
>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
I honestly can't remember. Many years.
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
Same. Probably 2002?
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
Same. Can't remember.

>All these people with meh 1-3 years
Holy shit, if only.

>>24556959
>i'm literally just existing until I die. I've never really lived.
This. Fuck life.
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>>24557619

Again. Say it again.
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>>24556993
Renunciation from desire. Plans for widespread revenge. Acceptance of death as my ultimate fate. Basically nothing can hurt me anymore.
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>>24557657

I've been meaning to go out innawoods solo for awhile now. Seems like winter is a shit time to do it but w/e. Do you really need a fancy tent or are there cheap minimalist ones I could get by with? Last time I went was with an ex and we got to use her family's expensive ass tent but I can't really afford to buy something like that atm.
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>>24557720
Well your not going to camp in winter so start saving now and the first official day of summer whatever you have in the tent fund use it.
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>>24556736
M
5 years
3 years
A long fucking time
I'm 29
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>>24556736
>f
>few days
>a day
>around 5 years
My relationship is pretty unsatisfying (little in common, affection issues), but I haven't given up on him yet.
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>>24557720
go to >>/out/

They'll show you what you need. Winter camping can be cozy as fuck if you take the time to learn how to do it properly. Learning how to keep warm and use winter gear properly takes practice, so I suggest if you try it that you first go camping with someone experienced.
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>m/f/mtf
M
>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
never have
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
never have
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
Since june.
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>>24557813
Just pull the plug you spiteful bitch
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>m/f/mtf
Male
>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
never
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
never
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
never

i am dying lads
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im a 22 year old tranny and i have a bit of a prescription drug problem. i am a cute boy but i will never be cute as a girl and even when my hormones start doing something i still probably won't pass. before what im doing now, the last time i cuddled with anyone or hugged anyone was about 5 years ago

i've recently been feeling so alone and depressed and mad at the world because of what I am and myself that i have planned to spend the next two weeks or so high 24/7 on painkillers that i just got refilled and having sex with random strangers.

i posted my picture on /soc/ and a few other places with my kik and said i was gay even though im not and just know people hate trannies, and i plan on having sex with whoever contacts me. the first guy was a robot who was a virgin i think. the next guy is a minority of some kind. both of them shorter than me. i got about 6 more messages and i need to plan to fuck them too.

i have spent the past 3 or 4 years of my life being stalked, harassed, made fun of, missing school because of fear and anxiety, etc and im finally ready to just go off the rails and do something irrational and probably not safe and just see what happens and if it gives me some kind of perspective on life because nothing in life does anything but make me want to kill myself.
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>>24556736
>>m/f/mtf
male
>>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
8 months
>>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
8 months
>>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
8 months

she's been gone for 8 months
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>>24556993
Camping. Innawoods with friends for the holiday desu.
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>>24557995
Pics of boipussy faggot
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dude never x 3
It feels kinda meh actually. I am a very cold person so my only gripe about it is the gnawing curiosity. Why do people touch each other so much? It's bemusing.
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>m/f/mtf
m

>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
Never.

>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
5-6 years.

Anyone who gives me the slightest amount of attention I'll cling to. I won't act clingy and I won't even talk to them half the time, but I can't stop thinking about them. I think I'm losing it as well, I can't handle this anymore desu, I just want a real connection with another person.
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>>24556736
>loneliness
Im not sure I even know this feel
I prefer to be alone most of the time actually
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>>24558110
Same, I'm happiest in a room, alone, with the door closed.

I just get irritated when I'm around people
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>>24557995
I like the butterfly motif in this image.

As for your life I have no advice because I'm not a tranny. Hopefully you'll find a better way of finding companionship because you're only digging yourself deeper in that hole when you begin resorting to superficial things to temporararily fill the void
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m/f/mtf
M
>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
Never
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
3 months
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
Never (3 months but she was into me I was on the fence about her)

There's a QT in my Chem class and I want to ask her out so bad but I keep telling myself "don't shit where you eat". I've been rejected before by girls I was meh about and I felt great to get it over with, why can't I just get it over with?

Somebody just kill me already.
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>m/f/mtf
Male
>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
6 years
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
5 years
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
5 years

and still virgin. loneliness has been bearing more heavily on me for the last few months, but I'm just going to chalk that up to seasonal affective disorder making things seem worse than they usually are. I'll probably feel better in March

maybe
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>>24558161
>class
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>>24558278
M8 if I want to keep collecting neetbux I had to apply to a university. I like having a roof over my head, besides I'm doing high school courses again.
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>>24558141
thanks. it is my phone background.

also it's not like life can get much worse. im a friendless tranny that no one likes being around. at least with doing this, i can experience physical contact with other people even if they are using me or i am some fetish doll for them.

i want someone to love me as a person. for my personality, for my interests, for my aspirations, for my sense of humor, etc. instead i get treated like a subhuman by 95% of people who laugh in my face or make fun of me without trying to hide it and at best i get pity sympathy from people who just feel bad for me.
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>>24558324
>I'm doing high school courses again
>not being a highschool dropout
LEAVE
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>>24558341
What state you in?
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>>24557893
>spiteful
How? He'd probably kill himself. I'd rather be unhappy than risk that.
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>>24558386
Why the fuck do you think I'm doing high school courses again?

>screaming reeeee/leave constantly
Must be fun being new

5/10 I replied twice.
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>>24558429
why do you ask? how is it relevant?
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>>24558454
I might wanna touch tips. No homo (homo)
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>>24558454
Because I want to fuck you too
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>>24558454
seems like a very homophobic place?or were you harassed for other reasons
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>>24558497
it's one of the southern states.
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>>24558431
I was projecting. Same thing happened to me more or less see>>24557326 but I didn't want to be the one to end it
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>>24558535
South east or west?
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>M
>Never
>Never
>Never
Im 25. 26 in less then 2 months. I just want to find someone to cuddle with. But white and asian qts aren't interested in mexicans.
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>>24558535
Me too. Which?
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>>24558580
BUILD WALL AROUND YOUR HEART
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>>24558556
Sorry to hear that. If it helps I envy you.
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>>24558341
Yeah I think the latter part of your statement is what everyone wants. Maybe try talking to people online and they might have similar interests then branching out to a new place afterwards? I'm not sure but I think it's a better alternative
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>>24556736
I have never felt lonely. I spend a lot of time alone, and go out of my way to avoid people. It is utterly bizarre to me that people can feel bad because they aren't around other people.
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>>24558624
Sorry, guess I'll fill out the op form too

Male
Never cuddled
Never kissed
Don't think I've ever hugged anyone I was romantically interested in.
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>m/f/mtf
M
>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
never
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
never
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
about 3 years

drugs, booze and sleeping to deal with loneliness
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>m/f/mtf
m
>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
may 31st 2015
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
above date
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
a couple weeks ago, but it was at walmart and just someone i went to highschool with I haven't seen for 4 years. she has a kid now though

I deal with it by drinking about 250ml of bourbon a night, luckily my parents don't care that I sit in the basement doing nothing, and its easy to "steal" money from them
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>>24558624
I'm the same way desu. But I don't go out of my way to avoid people, I just try to minimize the emotional connection and keep it casual
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>>24558613
.................................................yea
Getting /fit/ now and I'm honestly happier. Now when I'm fell alone in my bed it's because I am and not because I'm sleeping beside someone that means nothing to me.
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>>24558667

I'd like to add on, because people here seem to think anyone who has had relations isn't a robot, that being that close to someone like having sex was physically painful for me and I still beat myself up over the whole experience. I've had a girl come onto me since then but I ignored her because it only brings me pain. Theres nothing more I want in the world, but the closer I get to anyone, the closer I get to suicide. So now I just sit by myself and try ignore the world
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>>24558729
>*I feel
the irony
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>>24558565
>>24558581
texas

i want to move to canada or something.

>>24558620
I fell in love with a boy on steam and he says im cute and always tries to make me feel better but he doesn't like me the way I like him and it just makes me super depressed. plus he lives in canada.

everyone i find with similar interests and beliefs as me loves on the other side of the world or country.. i can't really handle long distance relationships. i just want to be held and kissed and to sit on a cute guys lap..
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>>24558703
I overstated it a little I think, I mean, sometimes at school I'll go up an extra floor to use the bathroom if I think there's a chance it will be unoccupied, and I pretty much never take any action to be in the company of others, that's all. It's not like I hate people I just don't need them to be around and most of the time I don't get much out of it when they are around. I've got a friend who whines about feeling lonely occasionally and every time I have to suppress the urge to call her an idiot or something just because I have zero understanding of how someone can feel lonely.
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>>24558758
Damn NC here... FUCK DAMN SHIT REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

c-can I uh see your butt?
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I deal with being lonely by constantly distracting myself. It doesn't even register how soul-crushingly lonely I am until I see a thread like this and it makes me think about it.

But now that you mention it...FUCK ME I AM SO FUCKING MISERABLE I JUST WANT A FRIEND OR A GIRLFRIEND OR SOMEONE TO GENUINELY CARE ABOUT ME. I WANT TO HOLD A GIRL IN MY ARMS AND SMELL HER HAIR AND FEEL HER SOFT BREATHING AGAINST MY CHEST. I'M SCARED OF DYING BUT I HATE BEING ALIVE FUUUUUUUUUUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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>>24558729
Yeah, mfw all I have left is religion. GL to you.
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>>24558766
Oh I see what you mean. Yeah, I feel exactly the same way then. I thought you meant it in a different way in the initial statement. I'm going out of my way to talk to family members though because I think they genuinely thought I hated them when I thought people enjoyed being alone was the norm. Didn't realize this wasn't the case until a few years ago and people actively seek out interactions or they get depressed
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>>24558823
my butt is disgusting. im an ok twink but an ugly tranny and this is why i won't ever pass and no one will ever love me. ill never look like a girl.
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>>24558867
What religion out of curiosity
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>>24558878
I did something similar, last year on Thanksgiving my older sister asked me to go to the grocery with her and I just pointed out what a waste of time it was to have two people go. This time I just let it go. Don't really expect to make a habit out of it but I guess it's not that big a deal to do pointless shit on occasion if it makes them happy. I'm pretty sure I actually have schizoid personality disorder.
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>>24558897
Your tails got some literal shit on it faM
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>>24558034
sounds fun. have fun
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>>24558934
I think you might be a schizoid but I have no idea. I haven't had a diagnosis myself and I don't really see a benefit from doing so. Anyway best of luck to you anon, I'm heading out
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>>24558758
Well at least you know there's someone that cares about you and would miss you if you were gone even though it may not be the same way you like him.

Most people don't do well with long distance relationships so that's understandable so I see what you mean
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>>24556736
>m
>N/A
>N/A
>Ugh fuck two weeks ago? But that's an anomaly

I don't deal with it. Sometimes video games help. Sometimes drugs help. Sometimes the solitude is amplified and put on broadcast. You can't escape it. The entropic erosion of your humanity.
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>>24558137
Sometimes I wish I had friends and shit to hang out with for a change of pace

But having a gf honestly just sounds likea full time friend and annoying is fuck. You can't exactly tell your gf to fuck off when you've had enough of her for one day can you?
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>>24557720

Build your own for like 20 bucks. Tarp is cheap, so is twine. Find two trees, tie a line of twine between them, drap the tarp over the line and bam, instant tent.
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>>24558921
Asatru.
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>>24556736
>m/f/mtf
Male
>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
I never have
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
5 years.
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
I can't remember
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>>24556736

Male,

>cuddled
Never

>kissed
Sometime during 10th grade, roughly 11 years ago.

>hugged
Around 2007.

>how do YOU deal with loneliness?
I'm 29 in February. It's gotten easier with age. I haven't really had much contact with women since around 2007. For a long time, it was difficult and I still retained some hope. However, reading horror stories, realizing how little I can offer (I'm still in school), and a general disinterest in most people in general has really eased the pain. It was a fantasy, nothing more really. These days, it's really hard to see how anyone could NOT disappoint. Male friends are easily disposable, but females give a false hope based on biological attraction.
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>>24559155
Based. Wanna have Anglo babies with me?
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>cuddle
5 years
>kiss
4 years
>hug
1 year
>deal
Rationalize need for contact away, drink, video games, internet friends, 4chan, guitar.

>>24557995
I know exactly where you are coming from. I keep thinking about doing fucked up shit, including HRT, just to possibly feel alive. I feel so dead inside.
>>24558104
Clingy shit is gay, stop.
>>24559089
Yeah.
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Easily

>tfw schizoid
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>>24559302
>Clingy shit is gay, stop.
I don't actually cling to people though, in the end I probably coming off as distant instead because I'm conscious of how clingy I am and know it's a shitty thing to be.
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>>24558897

>thread about loneliness
>no one replies to you after hours

Feels bad, but I guess I didn't leave much to reply to
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>>24559382
did you quote the wrong post? that's my post and one person did reply to it O.O
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>>24559442

I didn't even mean to quote a post, I've been drinking
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>>m/f/mtf

m/29

>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)

never

>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)

lol

>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?

A girl I had a crush on in highschool hugged me once. Only time I've ever had physical contact with someone I was romantically interested in.

There's no way to deal with long-term loneliness. It doesn't directly kill you, though, so you just keep living with the gaping hole in your life until you can't take it anymore and blow your brains out.
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>m
>a little more than a week
>almost two weeks
>a few months

it takes a lot for me to actually like a girl for more than just her vagina. it's both a blessing and a curse
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>>24559314
ayyy f@m, me too

>tfw schizoid so i just spend most of my days daydreaming or shitposting

pretty gud t.bh f@m
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKj6ZWUePJ0
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>m/f/mtf
Male

>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
Never

>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
Never

>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in
Never

>tfw you finally find someone similar online that say they want to meet you and would only want to do those things with you, but not sure if they actually mean it
>>
>came in this thread to talk with lonely fembots
>everyone who posted is a male
this board is gay as fuck
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>>24559492

nothing like a bumped thread to remind you how shityty of a person you are been drinking since i made this post
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>>24556736
>how do YOU deal with loneliness?
I try to occupy myself with as much as possible. Learning new things, play vidya, make music
>m/f/mtf
M
>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
3 years ago
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
kv
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
2years ago
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>>24556736
>how do YOU deal with loneliness?
I try my best to not feel anything.
>m/f/mtf
m
>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
1 year 4 months and about 14 days
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
1 year 4 months and about 14 days
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
1 year 4 months and about 14 days
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>m/f/mtf
male
>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
3 years ago
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
over 2 years ago
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
Over a year ago when I was still in HS. She later on thought I was weird and creepy as fuck though because of my robot-infested personality.
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>>24556736
4 years
4 years
1 year
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>>24561516
also, M
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>>24556736
dont give up hope, recently found an amazing girl that i absolutely adore and vice versa after being mostly lonely for 3 years. i wanted to give up, but i kept working on my game and gradually improved. now picking up chicks is relatively easy. its a skill that you have to work on just like anything else.

therefore,

>m
>yesterday
>yesterday
>yesterday

its pretty dank
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>>24556736
>m/f/mtf
m
>how long has it been since you last cuddled
never
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever) never
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in? never

inheritance NEET and hermit, so I don't really go out...
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>m/f/mtf
m
>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
six weeks
>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
six weeks
>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
six weeks

qt asian/hispanic lab partner came onto me really hard back in august and i kinda just went with it. we casually dated for a little over a month and then we didn't talk for a week. then she dropped me out of nowhere right as i was catching feelings ;-;

we never fucked
i miss her
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>>24556736
>how do YOU deal with loneliness?
Delusions and anger.

>m/f/mtf
Male

>how long has it been since you last cuddled (if ever)
Never

>how long has it been since you last kissed (if ever)
Never

>how long has it been since you hugged someone you were interested in?
Never

20 years old by the way.

pic unrelated.
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>>24556736
Can't miss what you don't have.


Besides. I practice forced syncope. So my emotional responses become more and more dulled overtime as I kill off more brain cells

It's great. I can be angry at something. And forget what made me angry about 10 seconds later and never get it back.


Before it used to linger all day and piss me off.
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>m
>2years
>2years
>3years

its weird
on one hand, i dont miss anyone, you know like having a buzz around me, considering someone elses needs etc
on the other hand, i can feel going insane for the lack of physical contact

i dont deal with it, its only bad when i get reminders, a cute woman smiles at me, someone shows a bit of interest, things like that
but i never make it, so whatever, i really wish i wouldnt be attracted to anything or anyone
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>m
>6 months
>3 months
>3 months
people act like its so easy to get girls at uni but its not. its been months since ive had an intimate relationship with a grill. at least i still have vidya.
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>>24557328

I read that all in Mr.Krabs voice.
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