Why can't i forget her /r9k?
>>24556082
It's a mixture of chemicals and neurons in your brain. It's like when you masturbate then you have absolutely 0 interest in looking at porn afterwards because the brain is like yea I ejaculated fuck woman back to survival mode. We need to create love inhibitors then that feeling will go away.
If you have someone to forget >>>/soc/ might be a more appropriate board to whine about it on
I don't know, I can't either. She only started talking to me again because I said I didn't "want or expect" sex from her. I lied, partially. I do want it, I just don't expect it.
Maybe it will be better for both of us if we can just.. let it go. Accept it's never going to happen. I just can't let go of this tiny shred of hope that it will. I want it more than anything else in the world.
>>24556110
But it keeps on coming back, it's been so long and yet i yearn for her just one last time.
>>24556082
it just shows you cared too much. Just become a sociopath. Worked for me!
>>24556146
Right my point is it's brain chemicals fucking with you. Drop acid and you might have a chance to kill those parts in your brain.
I hate her more than anything else in the world. She betrayed me. She broke me. Hearing her name fills me with acrimony.
I want to forget her so much, but I know I never will, because you can't forget devil once you've met her.
repeat to yourself
"all women are whores"
>>24556082
I literally just got off the phone with my mom she told me I have to find an Italian girl and my woes will go away because that binding culture will make things easier and I ranted to her for a good 15 minutes about how that means absolute shit and superficial shit is what Trumps all and woman do not care about shit like heritage and communities since the divorce rate is so high and I think I broke her. She started agreeing with me and got real morbid.
>She betrayed me
Saeme boat here but she was the only real good thing to happen, gave me my best memories so far and now it' gone but i can't fucking let go even if my life depend on it.
Worst part is that i don't even feel attracted towards other grills,they just seem boring and plain, i just dont feel that "feel" that she made me feel. I guess (in a way) im lucky at least i had someone even with my social anxiety and terrible social skills but i don't think i'll find another person that sparks my interest as much as she did.
>>24556305
Your mom wants to see you get find love and get married, all that happy shit. Don't burst her bubble anon. You big meanie.
>>24556363
You are right but at the same time she isn't realistic. No woman in America will date you because oh we both have Italian heritage. She will date me because I am 6'2 and muscular and that Italian shit is like a bonus but not necessary.
>>24556358
>She betrayed me.
Meant to reply to >>24556211
>>24556082
>>24556133
CUT THIS BITCH OFF, NO CONDOR.
You need to step up and be a man. This bitch literally thought you were so weak that she could manipulate you into a verbal agreement that you'll sexually repress yourself around her. The worst part? You fucking fell for it. KUCKED.
You've got to alter the way you're thinking about things. Find a purpose in life; it doesn't matter how big or small. That way you can stay grounded and on your purpose. This kind of shit is toxic and unproductive.
