Hello, and welcome to the Frogs and Feels bar. We have an apple cider special going on tonight.
Remember to show your ID, no normies are allowed here. Hit up the juke box if you'd like, comfy music is recommended.
You sell energy drinks.And does the jukebox play j-pop?
>>24552121
the jukebox plays only the soundtracks of gay porns
>>24552121
it does
>>24552125
hey man, this bar does not tolerate rudeness.
How's the cider? Hot or cold?
I'd like to try the apple cider special today please.
Thanksgiving wasn't too bad. Lucked out and had it just with my family without any relatives, feels good.
>>24552150
Cold, friend.
>>24552125
>roleplay=mlp
>>24552020
give me a gin and tonic, double shot. I miss her even though i never had her
>>24552217
Don't mind him, underagers come in here sometimes,
>>24552242
Enjoy!
What was her name, anon? What happened?
>>24552020
I can't fucking cope with the winter anymore
Orange juice please.
>>24552306
Whats got you down about the winter anon?
and one orange juice coming right up.
>>24552020
Your strongest, please.
I'm so alone.
>>24552341
>Whats got you down about the winter anon?
Maybe vitamin D deficiency, maybe the weather, I think I have Seasonal Affective disorder.
Those hippies love to pretend caring about the winter soltice, but for some of us it's a real big deal because it means the worst of winter darkness is over. I often wonder whether the original person who ordered the construction of stonehenge suffered from S.A.D
>>24552367
you may only have anonymous text on the the internet, but some robots don't even have this.
>>24552020
Ginger ale, please
How do you get over the one that got away but you always see her around?
I'm really anxious and I don't know why I am. this is aggravating the shit out of me. I took a benzo around 11am and of course now it wears off.
just what the fuck man.
I don't really post in these ever, but want you to know that I get such a feeling of camaraderie from these threads. This thanksgiving, I'm thankful for the anon that posts these.
>>24552020
CAN EVERYONE PLS POST WITH AVATARS ONLY PLS!
because this isnt gay enough
>>24552515
>>24552125
Samefag to be perfectly honest with you
>>24552560
thx for not refreshing the page
"It was a cold winter's night as I trekked through the harsh blizzard outside, I was hoping I'd come across shelter soon or I'd surely die. I hadn't almost given up until I saw a faint light glowing in the distance, I quickly hastened my steps hoping that it'd serve as shelter till the storm pasted. When I arrived at my destination it appeared to be a bar, I could hear the sound laughter and glasses clanging against each other.
As I walked in I saw a few people stare at me, very overweight men, some dressed in elaborate trenchcoats while wearing fedoras. They were gourging themselves on beer and food like animals. There were some who simply had the look of defeat on their faces, dousing their pain with drink. I approached the counter and saw a very stalwart man behind it in a very polite yet firm tone he asked me "What can I get you" I told him "Just a scotch" he then began to ask me why I was way out here, I told them that I was simply looking for shelter from the storm. The bartender told me that most folks around were doing the same thing, worse storm he'd seen in a while. The time slowly pasted and soon enough it was time for me to head out, the bartender kept me entertain for hours with stories and tales of the area, as I was walking out I turned my head slowly and asked "Barkeep, what is the name of this place?" He flashed a trickster's smile and said "Frogs and Feels".
And with that I continued my journey but this time with a new place to call home.
I'll have a suicide sundae, thanks.
My birthday is in a few days: I will be 26. This will be a difficult day for me - not only have I missed out on a happy childhood and teenage memories, but I must acknowledge that I also pissed away my early twenties at a job I hate, earning money I find no reason to spend.
I will barely have the mental fortitude to survive the Christmas season, alone in my crumbling abode, trying to ignore the glaring lights and sounds the normies use to amplify the inequality of my life experience.
My hope is gone and my search for purpose over. I wish everyone here a better humbug season than me, because I wouldn't wish otherwise to anyone.
A cold cider would be perfect right now, barkeep.
Tolerated the family enough today, but it's nice to be back alone.
Anyone else almost through another semester?
>>24552651
Great story m8 :)
>>24552020
Happy Thanksgiving barkeep. Here's my ID, and I'll take some of that hard cider.
I just got BTFO on /fit/ again really hard
>>24552719
>I will barely have the mental fortitude to survive the Christmas season, alone in my crumbling abode, trying to ignore the glaring lights and sounds the normies use to amplify the inequality of my life experience.
>>24552020
Can I get a nip of the old highland glen barkeep? Its been tiring week.
>>24552651
>>24552719
Christmas season is hard anon. How's your family?
>>24552731
>>24552787
>>24552829
Happy thanksgiving!
>>24552870
What happened?
>>24552938
>>24552957
Sorry everyone, I was taking a shit composed of Thanksgiving dinner. All of your requests are coming right up!
Dark beer.
It wasn't a cold, it was acute amidgalitis. I got a penicilin shot. I'm better now. Still a little cough.
Because of this, I didn't go to the test and the presentation I had on tuesday. It was for the best in the end. The amidgalitis could have gotten worse if I went to uni. It's a 2-hour trip starting at 6 AM.
I had one test today, I guess it was cool. Also a test yesterday, it went fine.
And I have another test tomorrow. I don't want to study, I'm beat. I'm kinda lucky I got sick, because it relieved me from two things more I had this week.
Now just to wait for me to be actually back to uni.
Went to a shrink, got prescribed anti-depressants.
Some young guy that looks like Dennis from Its always sunny
Dont really care
>>24552870
>>24553064
i realized that while i do have some muscle, i'm so fucking fat that it overshadows any of it and i need to lose at least 40 pounds before i can show my naked torso in the daylight
>>24552020
Hey Barkeep, It's your bro from Canada moving to France. Can I get a Tom Collins tonight? But I'd like it stiff please, I'm in the mood to get plastered.
>>24552020
Whad up barkeep. Here's my ID.
I would like a Siberian Mist and some of that Southrn Moonshine if you got.
>My feels today?
Not good homie, not so damn good. I'm lonely and I already know that I'll be spending christmas and New Years eve alone...AGAIN!!!
I have no idea what to do. I am on alot of drugs and I'm an alcoholic. I realy don't care anymore what people think of me.
That feel is very strange, you know? And it's not known to me.
I don't know how much longer I can take beeing alone.
My life is all shit, never done something, never atchieved something, it has been all a waist. I'm useless. I am a waist.
you're all roleplaying faggots. but i'll take a bourbon neat and whatever pale ale you can reach the quickest
>>24552020
Just sitting here staring at my monitor. Trying to figure out what to do right now, but nothing is appealing.
This is how I spend most of my day, everyday.
neet life is dull.
currently listening to:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9xqX4WoGuPw
Irish Coffee. Don't go easy on the whisky, please.
I slept through the entirety of tuesday and wednesday, only waking up for food and classes. Completely fucked sleep cycle and I got fired from my part time job but I just want to sleep...sleep and never wake up.
>>24552020
Talked to a cute fembot.
I'm starting to feel like a normie honestly, but is wanting to be happy so wrong?
Just a jack and coke for me.
I hope everyone here's okay, if you need to talk then we're here for ya.
>>24553360
I can complain if you're really inclined.
>>24553397
Fire away friend.
>>24553283
I work but i still feel the same way
I get home and start some vidya/anime/music/movie but after half an hour i end up shutting it off and just drinking whil browsing 4chan.
Like what do I even do for this? I just feel so bored with everything in life but I don't wanna off myself.
There has to be something better out there, hell if I can find it though.
I'll have a water because I'm already in bed. I'm thirsty as hell though.
I downloaded a Fallout Diamond City Radio playlist but the sound quality on The Wanderer was shit. It's too late to download a new one now because I'm getting up in 4 hours.
>>24552121
can you play comfy medieval music?
>>24553453
The only thing that I really, really enjoy in life is making others happy. That's why I have decided to keep trucking. Sadly I'm not in any place to do anything as it is, nor do I have anyone I wanna make happy right now. But some day.
>>24553433
Well, where to begin would be the right question.
First I guess I could complain about school. I mean, it's fine and I have all the opportunity to be successful but I can't seem to find the motivation to do it. I scrapped by, just finishing my term papers the night before when I had full intention on actually trying because I'll never get into my graduate studies this way.
Secondly, the girl I love announced she got a bf last week. It wasn't me in case you were wondering. I put all my eggs in that basket and it makes it fucking terrible to deal with. I'm going to move to France if they'll let me (I'm Canadian), that is of course if the Visa gets approved, which why should it? I'm pretty worthless.
>>24552020
If people connect the dots I fucked up socially. Probably just need Everclear and chrome.
Watched porn after 4 months of nofap. I fucking hate myself now.
Just set me on fire bartender. Christmas is getting closer and I have to figure out how to tell people I want to spend it alone. I can not handle people asking me what I am doing with my life anymore.
>>24553582
Unless you are some porn addict I don't see the problem.
>>24553539
Hey man, I'm in second year of grade school, I get where you're coming from. When you try and work, a numbness sets in doesn't it? Look, the main thing is - you fucking did your paper, that's more than a lot of people lacking motivation would do. At least you actually got off your ass and worked, even if it wasn't to your highest standard. But that's to remember next time - at least you get shit done even in your lowest moments, look at it that way.
Ouch, sorry to hear about the girl situation. It does suck to go through, as a lot of people in this thread can attest to, but you'll meet someone in the future who captures your attention, I promise. And when that time occurs, you go for it - because I can guarantee that the consequences of you asking her out will be a lot less painful than waiting to see if she gets a bf. And the pain does heal over time - the feeling will pass, and you'll find another girl to feel for.
Woah, I wouldn't move yet, that's a massive risk that could isolate you even more. Think about the real reasons as to why you're moving first, because that's some serious shit to do.
>>24553524
This mang
I just try to make people at work laugh all day and do nice things for my friends but I sitll end up feeling empty inside.
>>24553582
>4 months
i can't go 4 days. at times, 4 hours is asking too much
I just lost sixty euros on blackjack. Why can't I stop. Now it isn't a huge setback but I feel I'm looking to destroy myself. What the fuck man.
>>24553582
I tried to do nofap but gave up on it and just did noporn. It's pretty easy and I can find normal women attractive again. I just fap a couple of times a week to my imagination, and I think that's a pretty healthy step down from 3 times a day to a fucked up 1+tb collection.
>>24553650
>fap at least twice a day for 3 years
>had an emotional breakup with some online only fembot a couple days ago
>havent felt horny since the fight started
i can still get hard and climax but it feels so empty to do it. all i feel is sadness
>>24553686
As someone who has lost a fair amount in gambling, the urge never actually stops. Best way is to make it inconvenient to gamble, put caps on your credit card, basically anything that makes you think 'Fuck it, maybe some other time'
Try and stop man it's fucking awful losing.
>>24553661
I've spent the last 3 years depressed and without motivation to do my work except that I would be letting down the professors. I'll never improve because all I'm good for is being a NEET. Women are shite in general. I didn't want to fall for her because I KNEW this would happen but she cares a lot about me regardless.
I want to move because I can't bear to be in this shithole anymore. I want to move to a place that at least has some of the things I've read about and seen in films. I know it sounds ass, but I want to move to a small town where I can go to a local diner and become a regular there, and for some reason I want to do it in France (I speak French so that helps).
>>24553686
Could always win it back or more.
>>24553689
I have been doing noporn for two years now. I was getting too deep into it, crossing it bi territory. I like hentai more anyway. More story.
>>24553774
Yeah I was getting to the bi point and that was when I realised hope fucked it was. Makes me wonder how many bi people are actually just porn addicts desu
>>24553331
>is wanting to be happy so wrong?
Yes
That is the road to heartbreak
Give up anon, embrace the lonelinessIll have a scotch neat, barkeep
I'm on vacation from work.
I'm surrounded with people but I feel so alone.
They all had a big party at the hotel but i managed to run away and get drunk all alone down town.
Try to hit on a qt at the pub after I got pretty drunk but the bitch is married.
Now I'm at my room that I share with a gorilla from work feeling like shit.
Omg this suck so bad .
I'll have a tea
>>24553740
It's so stupid! A few years ago I'd feel shame for a week if I'd even lost 15 euro's.
And to think of it, playing slots or blackjack is the most low form of entertainment. You are basically letting a random number generator decide whether or not you should feel excitement. It's ridiculous.
But it just feels sooooooo good to be on a winning streak. Getting nice wins and treating yourself to some nice things. I'm going to stop. It's the most degenerate in existence.
Now I won't consider myself a strict addict, but it feels so wrong to rob myself of cash I could actually need. 50 seems nothing in the casino or online, but just think how many hours of work you put into actually getting an honest pay.
So how about you? Can't stop?
>>24553842
As stupid as this sounds, I'm addicted to booze and cigs and we all know how dumb that is so I really can't judge.
It's weird how addiction can affect people in different ways.
>>24553757
Look, irrespective of whatever kept you doing the work, you still did what was required instead of trying to excel, just like a large percentage of people. Life isn't about being the front of the herd unless you're born to lead, it's about keeping up with the pack. And so far, you're keeping up whether you see it or not.
Keep that friendship going, and appreciate her as a human being. The problem arises when men put women on a pedestal and expect to be brought up with them, when in actuality they're just lads with tits and pussy. I want you to look for female friends that you don't have a sexual interest in, and see what they value in you and what you value in them. They can help you find a cute gf, or better yet you'll have an understanding of what people might find attractive about you, which you can use to your advantage. But you've gotta stop idolizing these women as goddesses first, otherwise you'll get hurt when one turns you down.
Don't believe everything you've seen on tv. I went to America thinking there were gonna be fat fucks everywhere (britfag here), but you guys are actually fucking legends, and you mostly look great too! My point is, France could be exceedingly different from expectation and reality, you can't trust films to portray the truth. But if you want to chase your dreams, and you have the means to do so, I say go for it
>>24553842
I've stopped for now, my poison was bitcoin dice gambling and yeah like you say, the rush from streaks is one of the best feelings in the world and then its always like I just needed one more win, then lost everything.
What I worked out is that the pain of losing is much stronger than the pleasure of winning, and that's the logic I use to stop myself when I get the urge.
>>24553842
>blackjack
>random number generator
Never figured out how to count cards, bitch nigger?
>>24553924
Counting cards isn't really useful unless you throw in shitloads of cash
Normal blackjack has 50/50 odds
By counting cards your odds only increase to about 51/49
>>24553886
Sounds like solid advice. Take care.
>>24552020
Give me whatever's on tap.
I left Thanksgiving dinner early because it was so boring. Fuck, it feels like I've forgotten any passion for life. ;_;
>>24553882
I will chase my dreams because I've always wanted to live in Yuroop but Britain seems to expensive and it's not even mainland.
As for female friends, I fall in love with all of them, every single one that was ever nice to me and was ever my friend. I'm not good enough for them anyway, so I've already cut her and the rest of em out of my life.
>inb4 normie ree etc.
I know I'm a failed normie, don' have to rub it in faglords.
Hey ,barkeep. Give me anything that can put some fire inside me.
I want to know why I should force myself. I go to college just to sit down and listen for 3 hours about something that will never help me in the real life,go to work to pay for my internet and food , go back home and play vidya ,fap or come here while wondering if I ever will have a gf then asking what's the point of all this ?
I'm slowly losing all motivation to do anything. Everytime I talk to someone , I feel so fake but I don't know what being myself is ?
I even paid for a full year gym membership since october but I can't put the effort to go and I think I'm going to fail my classes . The worst is that I don't care but I know that if I fail I'm in trouble.Plain sabotage.
People told me to get a degree to have a job but the market is saturated,the economy is going bad,there's no benefit to get married IF I can get a girl,degrees have not the same values as 10,20 or 30 years ago. It's as if there was no more future.I'm just 21y/o but it's as if the only path that exist are: get your degree and maybe you MIGHT have a job or fail and live as a wagekek for the rest of your life as if it doesn't turn back to the first path
...I'm just tired,bored and I can't find anything to work for. As if there was no more passion left.
What impress me is the fact that I'm not only one that feels like that.
Maybe,I was born in the wrong era
>>24554222
Yeah, you don't wanna be here mate - it's bloody boring, and you can't even get high without feds knocking down your door. Not to mention people are hotter in America by a long shot. But we have the Queen I guess... yay?
What do you find yourself loving about them? The attention they give you, or more to do with who they are as people?
>>24554222
Holy Fuck I know this feel, any female that I spend more than 20 minutes with, doesn't matter the age, I'm instantly infatuated. It's fucking ridiculous that I'm a khv l, I've probably fantasized more than any other living thing on this fucking planet.
>>24554286
Both, I mean Alicia was pretty great, but she believed in me. She had the perfect attractiveness level that makes her not cheat, and she also is not into casual sex. Furthermore, she's kind a weeb but it's very endearing. Fuck. Who cares if it's boring, the scenery and the people and the history is 10/10.
>>24554330
I wouldn't say it's that bad, but I have crushes on all of my female friends, and all I've ever had, plus some random girls.
>>24554446
British people are some of the fucking worst, and any other area of Europe is basically Syria. Like even amerilards are more bearable than the average bong.
>>24554446
Keep her as a friend then, you never know - she and her bf might not work out. And by then, you might have moved on and met someone even cuter. Hey, wanna swap? I feel the exact same about 'murica.
>>24554528
You know, I'm not even gonna contest that. It's fucking true - if you still want to come to Britain, look up Jeremy Kyle show, and see the grim reality of this place.
>>24552020
Fundador light on rocks please.
I was just diagnosed with schizoid personality disorder after I went to a psychologist seeking for help with my severe crippling depression.
She was absolutely shit. Never tried to help me. She just pushed her religion down my throat told me that my depression is caused by a "lack of faith" and that "I was straying from God." She refused to listen to my attempts to explain what was troubling me; and just insisted that I lack "faith." She gave no medications and therapy.
I have no shoulder to cry on. I tried so hard to make my friends and family understand what is troubling me. But I am all alone now. I can't afford to see another shrink; too expensive, and too far away to travel.
Give me 8 shots of your strongest whiskey.
>>24553189
Same here mate. Let's change ourselves. One day, one meal, one workout at a time.
Severely depressed since I woke up this morning and started seeing all the thanksgiving shit. Didn't really know it was today. I don't even know why it bothers me so much this year, last year was the same.
Who else's sole source of social interaction is 4chan?
We're so fucked guys.
>>24554607
I'm Canadian so idk if you're interested. I already waited for her to break up with her bf. She did like a month ago, and last week she's got a new boy toy.
>>24554330
I feel you bro.
Erotomania is a bitch.
>>24554724
Eh, got family there and it's still a lovely place. Sounds like she moves quickly, to be honest I think you're better off just keeping her as a friend and moving on.
Hey barkeep. Cranberry juice anon has returned. You know the drill. It's the only thing that keeps me level headed. I was having such a good day. Until I remembered. Everything. All the good. All the bad. The spongebob movie, the animes i use to watch, the games i played, going outside to the playground with friends. Why did I remember? WHY?
Sometimes, I just want it to all just stop. Even for just a minute. Just so I can take in that moment.
Song for the jukebox: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6E5m_XtCX3c
Opiate addict, out of stuff. Withdrawal on thanksgiving, don't have any of my old connects' numbers..
>>24554788
>keeping her as a friend
>a good idea
>a plausible option
>implying
Horrible anxiety attack since 20:00. EVERY FUCKING NIGHT.
>>24554957
I'm glad that you have memories to go back to. I removed my memories so that I could move forward. What are some things you're fond of? On the subject of memories, for the jukebox:
https://youtu.be/q5UUfplEORc
>tfw the barkeep abandoned the thread
Give me a shot of the cheapest whiskey you've got, barkeep. Actually, make that two.
Unless I'm drinking I don't feel a goddamn thing other than wanting it to end so I can just be at home getting wasted. And even then, I don't feel any real pleasure, just waiting until I can fall asleep where I don't have to deal with anyone or anything.
Just fuck my shit up, going on like this is just that, just going on.
>>24555103
Some memories that I was fond of was watching the spongebob movie together with my family. That was probably my most fondest memory I ever had. I can never go back now. It hurts, man. I feel as though if I ever show myself to the world, they would want to kill me because i'minsecure and a nigger. Why does everyone hate niggers? I'm not even that bad ;_;Sorry you don't have any memories man.
gimme some straight bourbon, hoss
gf of two years called for a break due to me being a neet
thinking of breaking up for good here
also can i smoke in here ?
Could get started on that essay due next week... nope still here.
>>24555246
>a "break"
its ogre bro
she's already on somebody else's dick
is this alcoholic cider?
I'm on probation for a dui and a couple other things, can't be drinking since I'll get UA'd on monday.
nevermind, I'll just stay home and go to sleep.
>>24555269
really now ?
well this sucks man
>>24555238
Cheer up Anon, I don't hate you.I'm half black
>>24555359
Thanks man. But i'm alsoNative Americanso it never ends. Just for once I want a break man,
>>24555198
Where the fuck did he go?
fuck you barkeep you unreliable shit
next time i come here you're kissing a stool
>>24555830
I'd quit too.
All these sad niggers with their bullshit problems.
Oh well. Liquor's free now, at least.
I'll be having the entire bottle of vodka, thanks.
I'm still conscious..
Still sad.
Any of you niggers want t talk with me?
>tfw slowly falling in love with a 17 year old girl youtuber
why is the world so fucking gay
Man, thanks for being open. I was actually going to walk to my local methwhore-infested bar and try to interact with people in real life, because I'm just too lonely to keep going.
Honestly all I want is just a girl or two to talk to. I haven't spoken to one online in like 2 years, and none in real life for about 7. I'm so fucking alone and I don't know what to do about it, you can't make friends if you don't already have them.
>>24556566
Which one?
>>24555932
Sorry, I was jacking off for a few hours
>>24555884
>all these people i ignored
oops lol
>>24556729
pulpinia stewart :/
Can i have a whole bottle of your cheapest vodka barkeep ?
my girlfriend has this suicidal beta ass side friend/nigga of sorts(as if i wasn't enough), i'm not okay with that shit, she won't agree to stop talking to him and that makes me buttmad.
should i dump her ass before she cheats on me ?
>>24556664
>Honestly all I want is just a girl or two to talk to
No you don't. Trust me. That shit gets old real quick. You become their platonic gay friend until they hook up then they have no more time for you until they break pup again.
>>24556841
>pulpinia stewart
I know I'm not the bartender, so feel free to take a swing at me if I'm intrusive...but she ain't even that hot that you should be obsessed over her.
>>24556841
>pulpinia stewart
I just googled her all her pictures are of her crying WTF.
>>24556841
This autistic child?
>>24556862
has she been flirting with him?
What a wonderful establishment you have.
Can't sleep lads.
Ran 7km in the blizzard earlier, made me feel alive.
But now I'm in a lodge with a bunch of other people and they're all snoring. So I'm here
How you been barkeep?
>>24556944
Are you somewhere secluded with snow? Why not go outside and take in the snow fall. I used to do that on vacation at night and it was heavenly.
>>24556879
>>24556914
Yes I know I shouldn't be obsessing over her but like I don't know senpai, guess it's just because I'm lonely.
>>24556944
I've been doing fine, brother. What would you like?
>>24552020
I could go for a white russian, bartender. Do a shot for me brobots, my gf of 6 months was cheating on me and just dumped me.
Bartender, can I get a Tormenta Negra before I go walk out into the cold to get a drink irl?
>>24557006
I don't even know what to tell you. I mean, broads at that level are begging to suck first-world dick. I had a Colombian Paisa so far above hat it's not even funny, and now I can't get hype over women unless she's superior in mentality and body.
the best advice I can give is to see the world, and explore how many women on earth are willing to fuck any westerner, even a 4chan loser for the right amount of cash (and it's not a lot)
>>24556968
Because its in the negatives and the heat here ain't too good. I'm at some christian lodge/hostel in the mountains of Colorado, they let me eat turkey for free and staying the night is only $30 with breakfast.
>>24557011
Hot coca with your most undetectable hard liquor
>>24557173
negative Celsius or negative F?
Negative F is just bad fucking times.
>>24557193
F
Yeah, its a bit cozy under the covers, but it seems everybody is asleep here but me. How are you doing ?
Can't get tea in a tavern. I need some mint to settle my stomach. Happy thanksgiving, btw.
> not sure how to "just be myself"
> is myself a fat, lazy wagekek who doesn't like hard work?
> was it my parents who kucked the personality right out of me growing up, because I don't have any strong opinions and hate rejection as an adult?
> am I not living up to my real potential by not being fit and having a career?
> am I miserable because I should be doing something else entirely?
> what if I was really supposed to be a comic book artist or owning a cupcake shop and and going for broke, struggling in the city while making worthwhile experiences?
Who the fuck am I, man.
>>24557223
Not doing too bad, was drinking alone all evening, almost ran out of rum.
In the Feels and frogs trying to get enough conversation to keep me from going out into this mountain cold to the casino to keep drinking. Where I live we had the storm that's hitting you roll through yesterday and it's not as cold, but it's bad for here.
>>24557229
What do you enjoy doing?
What are you doing to make it a career?
What can you do?
>tfw can't go out in public anymore because I get sad every time I see a pretty girl
I've literally fallen in love with the girl who works in the McDonald's drive thru
Give me a hard apple cider pls
>>24557372
iktf bro
iktf 2much desu fuck you robot
>>24552020
Hey man, pint of Aspall please. I don't know what I'm doing: I've been at uni a term and done no work, I can't connect with people at their level. They bore me and I bore them. I have a constant fatigue that means i can't sleep at night and am tired in the day, and I may have diabetes due to a genetic predisposition. All in all I don't know how to move forward at all...
One tall cider here bartender please. Thanksgiving was ok I guess. Family stuff you know? Potential drama so worked at being nice. Also my brother is very ill and that would have been bad for him. Now I feel a bit low.
>>24557463
Why are you in uni?
And why don't you leave?
>>24557353
I always freeze up on this question irl. it's like I want to give my answer, and then the respectful answer. Off the top, what gives me pleasure.
> art
> vidya
> listening to music
> taking walks
> basic computer maintenance
>I'm not doing anything with these hobbies. I wanted to be a psychologist, but I'm having my doubts, as recent revelations have left me bitter. The way I see it, no one has ever seen me and acknowledged my cry for help,lb why should I be out of 40K just so others can feel good about themselves.
> I have thought about making a comic or visual novel in my downtime. But I'd want hours alone for days at a time to create. My time is always allocated to someone else, I'm not sure if I no longer care or if I just know there's no time to bother.
>>24557372
i have the same thing anon
i see pretty girls then i get all depressed and remember i will never get something like that.
hell, i'll be lucky if i get a 5/10.
Let me just forget everything barkeep
I'll have a glass of rum, but crush up a valium and mix it in please
why won't they just fucking go home already? it's 10 fucking pm. I want to smoke my weed already and go to bed but these fucking idiots won't shut the fuck up about jimmy fallon, star wars, and fucking jennifer lawrence
I just want to smoke some weed before bed but I can't because I need to hug each of these savages before they leave and they would definitely smell it on me because it's powerful stuff. I have no places to smoke until they all leave but it won't be soon and I need to sleep before 11 30 to get the most sleep possible because I need to go to work in the morning and GODDAMN WHY WON'T THEY JUST FUCKING LEAVE
LEAVE ALREADY
GO HOME
FUCKING HELL GODDAMN JUST FUCKING LEAVE
>>24557548
Why dont you just go into IT? The pay won't be good, but to spend 8 hours doing what you hate in order to spend 4 hours doing what you normally do but with a house slightly bigger and clothes slightly nicer is a sin. Better to be content all day long.
Hi my Robots. I was just called in, I was told service was getting shitty. Is there I can do my anons?
>>24557696
I think IT might be cool. Although, I mean I really know the BASICS. I might have to go to school to learn the full package. But I think I'd do well.
I'll take a pale ale, please.
I've been stuck on the topic of happiness lately. Over the last year I've taken some real charge in my life and I'm making concrete steps toward a happier, less robotic life. Big steps lately, big life changes.
But the part that trips me up is removing the parts that lead to unhappiness. Specifically relationship issues. Some parts feel like they will always make me unhappy, but I'm not nearly confident enough in my understanding of my feelings to break it off. When it gets close, it sure feels like shit. And if I'm relying on my feelings in the first place, how am I supposed to know the right thing to do?
sup barkeep, chad here, hope that's chill. none of the autists need to know man. ill take budlight cold my man. also a drink for that qt femanon over there that keeps checking me out. stat
>>24557885
we don't believe you, you need more people
>>24557031
White Russian coming up! Tell us about it senpai. You alright?
>>24557098
Tormenta Negra. Wow how fancy. Here's one for the cold.
>>24557173
Hot cocoa! Alright lemme spike it with so good ole Patcheys remedy.
>>24557229
Tfw I can get you some tea! We are the most equipped Tavern you will ever see!
>>24557372
Hard apple cider.. Yes sir. I'm sorry for you losses of Mcdonalds drive through girl.
>>24557463
Pint of Aspall, Great choice.Uni can be hard. I know your feels. Oh good anon.
>>24557467
Tall cider! I understand your feels aswell. Family meetings can be very stressful.
>>24557640
Glass of rum? Alright... Here we go. With your Valium.
>>24557647
Can i get you something my good anon?
>>24557880
Pale Ale. Alright here we go anon. I'm proud of you for changing your life anon. But everyone gets stuck in those places of not know what to do. Gather information from people around you with the situation. That always help.
>>24557885
Sorry sir. We DONT serve Chads and normies here. The femanon is my SISTER! Please escort yourself OUT!
>>24557757
Thanks man. I think the barkeep was sent home for something.
>>24557965
How about it, an active keep right now.
I'll take whatever you'd recommend, you got anything (good or bad) going on right now man?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=71ubKHzujy8
lets get jammin fammin
>>24558017
He will probably get fired. He doesn't do much work around here.
>>24558020
How bout a good ole jack and coke?
Right now, My cyborg girlfriend and I are trying to work out moving in together. Except only one of our parents support it. So we are alittle bit nervous.
>>24557965
Yea ill be ok, just down in the dumps is all. I loved her and she was fucking chad (his name is actually chad) behind my back for most of the relationship.
Hey barkeep, I just need something to forget everything that happened this week. The people who I thought were chill ended up being fucking assholes and I'm close to failing in one of my courses (the teacher is shite at teaching tbqh family)
Got any rum and coke?
>>24558047
Good jams anon. Thanks for adding to the atmosphere.
>>24558139
Well. Chad is Chad. I can't help you much but refill your drink my robot.
>>24558184
Rum and coke, sure here you are anon. College struggles. I'm sorry anon. hopefully you will do better.
Classes just ended and there's gonna be a long break that will follow, which is hardly going to be a break at all as I have procrastinated on a lot of schoolwork.
I could end up being delayed for another year if I screw up on completing my requirements again. I'm way far behind as I've been on and off college for two years. I'm hoping that I'll be able to breeze through my last 3 terms but my being socially retarded would always get in the way and screw things over. I've been trying to 'normalize' myself but I would always inevitably cause a strong awkward tension between me and pretty much anyone I interact in college. Any misunderstandings that arises, I would end up perpetuating them. Whatever efforts I put into making myself seem normal and approachable would backfire because I'm just too socially incapacitated to function.
Anything that would alleviate this explosion of anxiety ravaging me, please.
>>24558248
Thanks barkeep. Ive had a xanax addiction to help me through and im talking to another girl so maybe everything will be ok.
>>24558254
How bout a shot of Patron. A good way to start the night off anon. You have to remember anon. As i always like to say. If you are trying to merge in and truly become a normie you need to study them more and put your best normie face on and do whatever it is you please.
>>24558312
I believe in you anon.
>>24558332
Truly a brobot.
>>24557965
I'll take either your finest barleywine or stout
family still hasn't left but they are in the process of washing their dishes and preparing their plates to take home.
my ambien is already kicking so I have a good amount of time to get my weed fix. I actually have a legit reason to smoke besides enjoying the cerebral dreamfuzz because last night I got an excruciating cramp in my right calf and shortly after my left calf. blindly pain cramps are. smoking a few nugs from my bong will guarantee a good night's sleep + ambien and it's a pretty groovy time
it's pretty autistic, but this thread made me go grab a drink and open some music.
had a pretty bad day, could hear family talking bad about me in the other room them thinking I couldn't hear, they basically think I'm a lazy useless bastard, which I am part of the time, but goddamn it I helped a lot today with the cooking and I deserve at least a bit of respect.
They even put me down during the meal, got shit for my messy car and smoking.
Hitting that Jukebox
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f_6AQA4uzD0
>>24558360
I try.
>>24558579
Barley wine eh? Hmm..... I know just the thing.
Thanksgiving is always along process of getting your family in and out of your house. Its quite annoying.
>>24558602
Sad feels anon. Shity families are a thing.
H-hello? You still open?
>>24558996
Yes we are anon.
Just give me a rum and coke.
Got a flat tire while driving home from the mountains. Stuck in the blowing snow for 3 hours. Happy thanks giving to me.
>>24559056
Slide me your heavy shots.
I need to escape this reality.
>>24552020
Ay pham lemme hit up that jukebox
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=il9nqWw9W3Y
Only a glass of water for me
>>24552020
Hey barkeep, hit me with a glass of hard cider. It's been a bad week.
>>24552020
Brandy Old Fashioned
Being able to resonant so well with a girl so much that that you both can't have a conversation that is more that stary eyes and knowing that you will never date because of this resonance is the oddest feeling ever. Our lives have converged and diverged ever since I first met her in second grade.
>>24559874
>nd knowing that you will never date because of this resonance
thats retarded
>>24558332
>>24557965
>>24554622
What should I do sir?
>>24552020
Barkeep, get me a spiced rum, neat.
I actually had a slightly better day today. I basically uncovered a fraud plot at my work, hung out with my never-to-be gf and won a $50 gift card. It's filmbro for whoever remembers me from a few nights agoyou probably don't
>>24553519
this one's for you annon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AVWhxoIkHtY
