>tfw drunk
>tfw holding in a piss
>tfw music on full blast with headphones on
>tfw in love with girl you barely know
>tfw moving back in with folks after 5 years of school and work
I'm going to be so bored and lonely I might literally go insane
>tfw bored and attention span sucks
>tfw 150mg dph (benadryls if you dont know- low dose is really sedating) is starting to kick in
>tfw smoking a bowl of loud weed
>comfy in bed, might play vidya until i fall asleep
>not sure what vidya I want to play
>played some SPMD earlier and Grim Dawn just now
>SPMD is a huge timesink but very fun
>need to try to stop smoking so much today so I don't blow through my small amount
>gonna be up all night and into tomorrow
>watching the chicago chimpout
>tfw imnsonia
>tfw parents are getting too old,having financial and health problems
>tfw they are starting to realize I am an autistic fuckup
>tfw oneitis talked to me Monday now I can't get her out of my head
>tfw I will never get in relationship with her
>tfw I can't practice piano without getting frustrated
>tfw in a shitty uni
>tfw failing uni
>tfw missed the pre-order of a weeb thing I wanted
>tfw country is diving head-first into a pile of shit
>tfw future has a 99% chance of being shittier than now
>tfw will probably kill myself in a few years
