Anyone else feel like it's only a matter of time before they kill themselves?
I don't know if I can handle another summer.
>feel
no anon, i know
I'm afraid of death, but sometimes I think that's my only option.
It's coming. I've always known since I was about 12 that I'd die by my own hands. My parents are away for the holiday so I'm trying to work up the nerve to take the ar15 and do it. Only problem is I'm not sure.the caliber bullet is enough.
>>24530687
It's a comforting thought. No matter how hard I fuck up my life, I should always be capable of killing myself rather swiftly. My worst fear is not being able to kill myself.
Yeah, I don't even think about my future much, anymore.
I've noticed recently, a lot of my thoughts are about how I would kill myself, the effect it would have on my family, the afterlife, reincarnation or what it would feel like to be tossed into oblivion.
>that feel when you don't even have a nice view and a nice friend to share it with.
Im going to take a lot of people with me..like a ridiculous high score..
>>24530710
Iktf
>>24530687
I was just thinking about it.
If I had a gun I would already be gone.
>>24530687
I have a locked glock box just in case
but its a pretty much nuclear permanent solution
so its a absolute last resort
we'll see how badly I fuck up in the next decade or so
I'm 29 now so yeah
>>24531137
What's the picture from?
>>24530687
Yeah. I make no plans for the future and when people ask me about my life in the next year or so I make very vague and untrue claims just because I feel like I'll be dead by next year.
>>24530687
Well, yeah. Everything is just a matter of time. I'm sure as hell not going to kill myself anytime soon, but when I'm done with life, I'd much rather kill myself then just sit around not enjoying myself. I figure I got at least a good decade or two left.
only reason I haven't is because im waiting for virtual reality
>>24531163
Razmi, from Indivisible.
