What do you do when self hatred hits you like a ton of bricks? It's always there, but sometimes it's really, really bad. I'm at a loss.
I hug my friend and it's better.
>>24521111
I don't have any friends mi familia
>>24521135
No problem. You can hug me instead.
I turn to a self destructive friend and we tell each other we aren't so bad while we both wish we were dead, but don't want the other to die.
It's an odd existence that is held up by toothpicks.
externalise your hatred
I start punching and/or slapping myself in the head and face, telling myself I'm a fucking idiot who doesn't deserve to be happy, and that I should kill myself.
when it feels like there are 10,000 coke bottles weighing down on top of you say 'I am soda pressed'
>>24521301
I self harm but I need more pain than that. I'm too frail to have it smart.
