I dont even know if I was always like this or if I have been having depression for a very long time
At least I am still sane enough to shitpost
I've always thought I was depressed, but with every new year I realize just how much worse it can actually get.
>>24519982
I never thought I was, I cant even remember since when and why am I so dead inside, not even gf and friends fill me
>>24520014
>not even gf and friends fill me
>friends
>gf
Can't believe I got baited by a disgusting normie.
>want to stop being depressed
>realize that i've been depressed so long that it's a core part of my identity.
i don't want to lose touch with who i am but i wish i was happy. what kind of perverse choice is this?