Who here had their repressed libido hit them like a tonne of bricks?
>>24513394
Reporting in. Fapped for the first time back in AprilI was and still am 20, shit's been non stop since. Kinda glad I saved it for this age though. Fapping as often as I do would be difficult as a kid in my parents home.
>>24513467
dam, that's more represses than me. I started fapping when I was 17, but it was literally just something I did so I didnt have wet dreams.
Then it just became something casual I did for the hell of it. What im talking about is when you just have the most unbearable desire to fuck a woman in real life, or just spend time with one. I moved away from home for the first time last summer, and I am literally losing my mind here. I am 22 btw.
Jesus Christ that womans face looks EXACTLY like my grade school friend, who is a man. To the point where I would believe it if someone told me it was his face photoshopped onto her body.
What the fuck?
>>24513394
>tfw haven't had sex drive since 16
>>24513551
Well the funny thing is it was self imposed. My parents aren't religious or anything. Fapping has helped me deal with my libido. I actually lost my virginity before I ever fapped, and the time span between the two was almost unbearable after I stopped getting regular sex.It still does feel that way, but less in my dick and more in my heart.
I've recently been having a bout of depression. I'm always sad, that's my base state, but sometimes I'm well past it. It comes and goes.
I'm not hungry, and I don't want to touch my dick. When I do just because, I feel little to no pleasure during it.
Recently a girl has been liking me. I actually started avoiding her. She's just going to do the same thing to me as every other girl, because apparently I'm not allowed to show any weakness ever or I'm not worthy.
>>24513596
What you said about your heart is definitely true. Like a cold sinking feeling in my chest. It's literally like my heart skips a beat and dies a little bit when it happens.
At least you had sex, so you don't have the fear too. I don't want to be a wizard guys.
>>24513670
I might be a bit atypical, but sex isn't that great by itself. The only reason I enjoyed it so much was because it was with someone I cared about. Honestly, I'd take after-sex cuddling over actual sex any day, but it's been so long since I had either that I can hardly remember what it feels like anymore.
but-her-face
>>24513644
Eat the pain brother. Turn your heart to stone. Women need stability. It's a hard fact but you need to learn it. You also need to do things that make you feel good about yourself. Accomplish something you're proud of, learn to cook something, expand your comfort zone. All these things help.
>>24513394
Ha ha mine is never coming back for I ordered anti-androgens yesterday.
>>24513737
you gave up, you fucking pussy
Why not chop your dick off and start wearing a dress while you're at it.
>>24513640
What is this no fap? I cant see it actually help with anything other than making you want to ejaculate
>tfw literally cant go more than a week before I cum in my sleep.
>>24513596
GTFO normie scum
Why are you even here?
>>24513692
Last time I felt I was completely myself was in childhood, no social position or skills to gain a person to love and cuddle with. I am dying inside.
i don't know if it's the same thing but i find as i'm getting closer and closer to wizard status my fetishes keep getting more and more fucked up
Op same here
I have a real issue with my sex drive as it creates a different persona if left unchecked (as in i dont fap)
I start chatting up girls more and making promises i dont intend on keeping. I even go for thr ugly ones thinking their features arent so bad. Hell i have even gone for the girls that broke my friends hearts.
But after i cum Im like yeah yeah that was nice... i have to go... and then put on my clothes while holding back the urge to vomit. I literally hold back dry heaves after i bust a nut. Not sure why.
I mean my rep is still good. All of my fwbs like to keep it on the downlow even though some of them are mutuals lolol
>>24513737
Why the fuck would someone even do this, I'd quicker just go rape a bitch than give up like that.
>tfw been masturbating multiple times almost every day for the past 11 years
wish I had a qt gf to swallow it, seems like a massive waste in hindsight
I started fapping and lost my virginity at 26.
>Extremely high sex drive
>26v
I'd rather have a high drive than low but it can be annoying.
Other way around. As I've started calming down women have started being more up for fun.
>>24513566
Does this AROUSES you?
>nofap day 25
>suddenly want to fuck women again
there's nothing worse than having the urge to do something that is impossible for you
>>24513467
Holy shit, I thought I was the only one. I didn't fap for the first time until I was 20 either. Had wet dreams all the time, but just didn't jerk off. I always felt really bad about it. Like there was something wrong with me or something. I do it about once a day now.
>>24513566
Go on anon, I'm listening.
>>24513394
Who is this milk maiden
>>24516319
muriel (hegre met art argenteens)
>>24513467
>>24513551
kek I've been doing it since I was 8 (25 now)
haven't missed a day either
no but i did try to repress it for a long time cause i have to imagine myself as a woman in order to cum and i was afraid of being a tran tran
My libido is ruining my life.
Until about a year ago I would mostly fap because I had to. I was fine with porn for the most part, of course I felt bad sometimes for never having sex, but I could still go on with life and be sort of happy.
Now I'm 22 and all I think about is sex. I look at every ass and boobs in the street, I can't even help it, it's automatic. I masturbate 3 times a day, and still have sexual energy left.
I can talk to girls, and I've kissed a couple, but for some reason I just can't go to that sexual place, you know, the place where they get naked and you put your penis in their vagina.
I have a job, pay my own bills, have friends, all that shit, but never having sex is destroying me. I would fuck a hooker but I'm too scared for that, maybe I'm too scared to have sex with anyone.
I don't know what to do anymore, I'm going crazy.
>>24516319
>Right-click, "Search Google for this image"
>profit
lazy fucks
>be 21 years
>wait, I can rub this and things happen?
25 now and sometimes fap 7 times a day
>>24513566
I would bang your friend
>>24513566
She does have kind of a mannish face now that you Mention it. Would still fug hard tho.
>>24518436
>only 3 times a day
theres your problem
My libido has literally never given me a break since middle school.
Blessing and curse.
