Ok snarflords.
I have a story here about this apparent vision I had... I want to get some opinions and/or theories on this because I still don't know what to make of it. (this happened about 4 months ago)
So, me being a Christian, and being in a desperate state of "no direction" in life, no friends, no girlfriend, crippling OCD, PTSD, depression and generalized anxiety... I prayed to God for some guidance, for some strength.
What happened next blew my mind so hard I probably looked like a complete retard without my mouth hanging open and staring at a wall.
The shadows from the palm trees and vines in the backyard of the house I was staying at... at the time formed into a very clear image, no, more like a video clip. A view of a very straight bridge over some water (something like you would see in Vancouver) and two people, one leaning against the rails, and one sitting on them with her legs facing towards the bridge walkway. The person on the right had really long curly blonde hair like myself, was wearing very fashionable clothing. A tan looking peacoat with a cream colored button up business shirt and some washed out grey jeans, some oxfords, with a scarf to match.
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>>24512379
The person on the left was very clearly a girl. She had very long, silky, shiny pin straight hair. She was wearing a purple turtleneck wool knit sweater with the neck folded down, black cotton/polyester looking tights with some ugg-like black/grey boots. She had a grey wool knit beanie on, with some neutral lavender lipstick.
Now despite these descriptions I couldn't necessarily make out the faces of either of these people. Keep that in mind.
The wind was blowing in their hair and after a few seconds of a really tranquil looking scene the girl turned slowly towards the guy and they both leaned in and kissed and turned back towards the water.
A few seconds later this just faded back into the shadows of the palm trees and vines.
I have no idea... no idea what that was, but I have a strong feeling I was the guy on the right.
Anyone have any thoughts?
Also what the fuck captcha is palm trees.
>>24512379
*with my mouth hanging open
I barely could barely scramble together the words to describe this... forgive any typos I might have missed.
Also here, a dark souls wallpaper
Hmm... I mean given that you aren't crazy (and that's kinda a stretch given the circumstance) Id say it will probably come through.
You have no direction and that's fine, but God is telling you that you should hold out. Keep hope and understand that dark times pass.
Bridge represents transition
Analyse the colors. Purple generally refers to creativity and life.
Reflect on this moment and write down all the details; try to draw it. Don't let the feeling or the memory fade
>>24512806
I had thought originally it was a representation of God always being with me in this journey called "life". And that maybe I should buy a peacoat.
>>24512823
Some things we cannot understand. I surely cannot know what God thinks or his plans or reasons for doing so many things. But at the very least, I can say His plan is always better than my own.
You have been blessed.
I'm not really a Catholic any more, but I have experienced similar bursts of visionary intuition.
It may not actaully be a form of pregcognition. But, take it as hope and use it as courage. as the other Anon said, bridges are transition. Dress better, buy those clothes and be prepared to make the journey that is ahead of you.
God, the Universe, whatever has something in store for you and you must be ready to face it,
>>24512379
how would you know what color her hair and clothes are if they are just shadows
>>24512886
In all honesty I sure hope something awesome like that happens.
What tripped me out even more was the fact I saw a bridge that looked extremely similar to that one I mentioned in some porn I watched a few days ago. (I really hate porn and struggle with an addiction to it)
Some girl was getting boned on a balcony overlooking the side of the bridge.
Also more wallpapers.
>>24512967
quit porn now man, it'll only mess you up as a christian
go confess, you'll feel tons better
god bless you
>>24512967
this makes sense, the human mind is kind of lazy and can't really make up new images that easily, only distort images it is already familiar with.
But seriously, there is a plan for you, Anon. Whether it is just the determination of all the previous causes leading to whatever your effect will be on the great chain of causality, or the will of god/some spirit, take heart.
Spend some time preparing for your journey. Think seriously about what you want out of life. The Universe/God is telling you the time is coming soon, Anon, and when it comes you must be ready. We don't often know the hour the Lord will arrive, as the book says. But in your case, you have been given a heads up.
Brains prob made it up desu sempai. Though who cares. See this as an inspiration. Godspeed!
...though if it happens again I'd see a doctor.
>>24513030
Most definitely been given a heads up. I've been doing my best to get off xanax and go back to taking it only rarely when an anxiety attack happens.
The reason I posted this story right now is because I nearly passed out in the shower due to withdrawals. My body just collapsed and my vision was nearly gone, and when I came to I thought I was just gonna have the runs for a good 6 hours. The thought of the fragility of life just struck me so hard.
In retrospect I recall a character in the new Bloodborne DLC talking about the fragility of a man's life while I was watching a stream last night. That character was kneeling before an altar and seemingly praying.
Some serious symbolism here if you ask me.
>>24513099
I've never had something like this happen before and nothing like it has happened since.
>>24513163
We have to be ever-vigilant not to be ensnared by one deviously subtle sin or another.
By gosh, this sounds like a "You need to repent and live for God" sort of situation if I've ever seen one.
Relevant wallpaper. *cough*
>>24512379
at least post the original
>>24513282
...That's pretty nito.
>>24513309
This is now a Gwyndolin thread
>>24513340
I knew I should have picked a different image for the OP...
>>24513365
You knew the path you chose
>>24513282
dude nice
>>24513419
source?
>>24512379
well what the fuck? does the comic continue? I want moar
>>24514390
Repeat after me
>SAUCE
