Can we get a good ol' school feels thread?
>"OK everybody you will work with a partner on the next assignment"
>teacher looks at me
>"... or you can work on your own...
>that girl who went to another class who you had no mutual friends with but would always make eye contact with you at random intervals and you could never bring yourself to actually say hello because she would always catch you off guard with her unassuming expression and it would never be the right time
>>24506537
>OR you can work on your own
what's the problem?
>>24506597
>my countenance when
>>24506597
holy shit you described my secondary school experience
Thanksgiving is no fun when you don't have a family
>first day of freshman year at new school
>imma try real hard not to embarrass myself and maybe have a shot at making friends
>moving around in tiny classrooms as we find our assigned seats
>trip over chair
>fall flat on my face in front of everyone
>nope.jpeg
>teacher : alright kids lets get in groups
>everybody groups up, teacher puts me with ugly girl who never does any work and basically doesn't care if she fails
>come to school super depressed. sit alone
>group of five girls turning heads to me and laughing a ton
>fuck my life
>go into boy's locker-room during lunch to sit alone and recollect
>see bleach on table
>>24506769
if you werent an autist you could have turned it into something funny and make friends with everyone, but I bet after you fell and everyone saw you you just awkwardly stood up, stayed quiet and said nothing which was the worst possible thing to do
bump good potential
>>24506537
>Not working on your own anyways
>Letting faggots take credit for your work
>>24506537
That teacher sounds totally chill to be honest...
I was always forced into working with others.
who /nomatterwhattheydotheyarejustinstantlyanoutcastnomatterwheretheygo/?
It's like as soon as I cross the door into the classroom everyone instantly knows I'm a loser
>grass allergies in eye
>"are you crying?"
>fml
>>24506868
>embarrased of my laugh
>always do this full body "shake," regardless of whether I'm laughing loudly or snickering to myself
>"friend" is messing with me one day
>punches me in the stomach, not full force, didn't really hurt
>in response, I tell him that when I'm done fucking his mom I'm going to make his bedtime 8:30
>don't know why, but I crack up in the middle of my own joke and start "shake laughing"
>"friend" sees me shaking
>holy shit, are you crying, I didn't even hit you that hard you pussy
>still laughing at my own joke like a retard
>try to show him I'm laughing, but I'm still shaking and I can barely talk through my laughter
>guy tells everyone that I cried after he lightly punched me
seriously, fuck that faggot
>Be yourself
>Alone on lunch break
>see pic related
>Why.jpg
I saw females in high school as abiotic beings like the weather. Earthquakes, tornados and shit. Meant to be avoided at all costs if possible.
>>24506537
>"Alright everyone, group up with your friends to do this fun project!"
>Look down, as I know I have zero fucking friends.
>All the fucking normies run around the room to get with their friends.
>They start yapping, yelling, chatting. Absolute chaos. Normies are fucking primals.
>As the dust clears and I look up for a brief second, I realize I'm sitting alone on the complete opposite side of the room to everyone else.
>Literally whole class is staring at me
>Some snicker and grin.
>"LOL look at anon! He's such a loner!"
>reeeeeeeeeeee
>Teacher shuts her down and forces me to pick a group to be in
>Literally entire fucking class groans as they don't want me in their group.
>I can actually see people crossing their fingers as I get near them. What the fuck?
>I seriously felt the urge to fucking murder these people.
>Sit down with this group of guys, they groan loudly and teacher ignores it.
>They move their desks away from me as I am forced to do all the work since they spend the entire time fucking chatting about stupid shit like all normies do.
>mfw
>>24507069
>Sitting alone at lunch.
Worst fucking mistake you can ever make in high school.
Normies will fucking shred you to pieces if you sit alone ANYWHERE. I speak from experience. They are fucking relentless.
>>24507093
here you go, friend. your face
>>24506816
The teacher kind of made a scene about it. She rushed over all flustered and concerned, throwing a huge fuss. All I could think to do was jump up and say, "I'm ok!"
>tfw always alone because people are simply scared of you because you look/act like a serial killer/rapist
>>24506537
>qt but plain jane girl in one of my classes
>sits behind me
>we team up for some random in-class assignment
>she hands me something, brush her hand, it's ice-cold and this was the beginning of the school year
>sperg, so no filter on my mouth, "HAHA YOU HAND IS COLD"
>expect her to be creeped out
>she instead goes "oh yeah? >:3" and sticks it right on my neck
>I genuinely jump up a bit and scream
>she laughs
>she routinely sticks her hand on my neck while we're in class and laughs at it
>always together for in-class assignments
>random black girls around me are like "AY YO ANON YOU N DAT GIRL WUD MAKE A GOOD COUPLE NOIMSAYN"
>approach end of school year and high school altogether
>be into punk and edgy nu-metal now
>be too punk rock for normie things
>cold-hand girl asks me out to prom
>again, no filter on me, I just blurt out that I'm not going because prom is gay
>"oh...."
>she stops putting her hands on my neck
>she's more reserved and quiet and shy now
>school eventually ends
>apparently she went with some other guy
>I stayed home and jerked off to pokemon hentai
>almost no regrets
>>24507021
He knew. He was being an ass.
>>24507168
But what are you supposed to do when you know literally no one and everyone is already sitting with their close friends together?
If you just walk up to random 5 people sitting together that you dont know and they dont know you and say "Can I sit with you" you will look like a pathetic faggot and sometimes they will let you sit with them, but only out of pity or fear that you will shoot up the school
>>24506537
I need to get this off my chest robots.
>Like this girl for the past year and a half.
>Her smile makes me so happy
>She's perfect
>I try to talk to her often but she doesn't give a shit about me
>Yesterday was graduation and I tried to talk to her. Kind of ignores me.
>I feel depressed.
>She sits down later on to talk to me. I'm so happy.
>Hey anon, can you get me some booze for graduation party? (i'm 18 and an ausfag)
>MFW she only talked to me because of the fact that I can get her booze.
>I'm so lonely
Also, I can't drink because I get depressed. I cried and had a breakdown at the formal afterparty because I realised how much I hate my life.
>>24507069
>I saw females in high school as abiotic beings like the weather. Earthquakes, tornados and shit. Meant to be avoided at all costs if possible.
Why'd you stop?
>>24507252
ironically enough, after I stood up for myself a few times, the guy layed off and actually started treating me like a person. He's one of the only guys from highschool I've talked to since graduating last year
>>24507236
My mouth was open for a minute after reading this. Thanks, I almost forgot to breathe.
>>24507236
I would have done the same thing, I would never go to a trash gathering like prom even with a gf
>>24507317
good to know, familia.
My "friends" (other rejects and loners and castaways and spergs and outright medically-certified autists) that did go said that it was just awful. All the Staceys and Chads were drunk and/or high and hanging out amongst themselves and everyone else just stood there being awkward.
It was essentially just another day at school. Except that Green Day's Time Of Your Life was being played a whole lot, I assume.
>be in elementary school
>parents are quite a bit older than most other kids', so my siblings and I aren't up on pop culture at all
>Forrest Gump had been pretty big just a few years ago
>kids tease me, yelling 'run, Forrest, run!'
>have no idea what they're referencing
>run just for the fuck of it
>several years down the road, think back to this
>realize I went full retard
Later in life
>in Maui on a trip with some friends
>they insist on eating at Bubba Gump's
>never mind that it's a tourist hellhole
>that said, didn't realize it was a themed restaurant
>waitress comes around quizzing us on trivia from Forrest Gump
>goddammit
>still haven't seen the movie
>I don't fucking know
Lastly
>talking with bf
>references the fucking movie
>tell him I've never seen it, ask for a plot synopsis
>sounds utterly terrible
>now just refuse to watch it on principle alone
>>24507168
>>24507260
I just hid out in the library with a book or something to draw, or got my homework done pretty much as soon as I got it.
Learned places normies wouldn't go, empty classrooms that teachers let people study in on their breaks, library, detention.
Managed to avoid people well.
Eventually I managed, somehow, to get a littler better social status, people started noticing that they couldn't find me... I played it off.
The only thing I learned in school is how to be a ghost.
>the day running the mile in gym class comes up
>get out of it by having asthma and only have to do the half mile
>>24506537
>Gym Class
>Playing normieball
>Chad 1 and Chad 2 are picking teams
>it's just you, the fat kid, and the kid with asthma & gynecomastia left on the bench
>"I pick...."
>>24507217
I know th@ feel.
Who /ghost/ here?
>people don't realize I exist until I say something
>whenever walk up to someone they don't realize me until the last second and they're usually like "My god Anon where did you come from"
>3 months into class already
>people still ask "Who?" when the teacher mentions my name
>a 8/10 qt Korean girl in my math class, she's really talkative, outgoing, laughs all the time
>i go to to library every day during lunch because tfw no friends
>she's always at the library during lunch too, never with anyone else, just staring at her phone
>realize she doesn't actually have any friends either, despite her outgoing personality
>somehow we end up doing our math homework during lunch every day together, become friends
>she has a douchebag Chad bf
>we have math class together the next year too (senior year)
>we're always talking, she wants to hang out outside of school sometime but she has really restrictive parents and i don't have a car, so her coming over my place is not an option
>things with her boyfriend are going south, and they break up
>she asks me to prom
>i say yes
>she texts me one night asking if i ever thought about kissing her
>i dont know what to say, because im a beta virgin
>somehow we never end up hooking up because as i mentioned, i'm a beta virgin
>i guess she realizes things with me will never go anywhere and she gets another bf, this dick is even in our math class with us
>she says she'll still go to prom with me though, because we agreed to go together before she started dating Chad 2.0
>I tell her no way, i might be a beta but I'm not going to be a cluckold.
>we stop talking forever
>5 years after high school and i've heard she went turboslut in college, got chlamadiya, fucked tons of guys, etc etc
>now she's engaged to an army chad
still think about her sometimes. I missed out on PRIME azn teen pussy because I'm such a little bitch.
>>24506864
It's your body language man. Stand up straight, eyes up, make eye contact and smile.
>>24507485
at least you didn't go to prom with her
You did a good job
>>24506788
>...and that, my friends, was how Nirvana was created.
>>24507387
>trip
>friends
REEEEEEEEE YOU FILTHY FUCKING NORMALFAG
When I was in secondary school my entire drive for the future was to make films, like that was pretty much what was stopping me from killing myself. My art teacher told me that I have absolutely no skill in filmmaking and I'd never be able to no matter how hard I try.
>>24507387
>trip to Hawaii
>with friends
>bf
nah
>>24506597
>tfw girl smiles at you
>tfw you don't know if she is being friendly or coming on to you
FUCK my autism
>>24506537
Every fucking day of high school was pure misery for me.
>Is mostly pissed off that I missed out on high-school sex, which is by far the easiest time to get it
>Approaching wizardry in just over two weeks
>>24507714
Basically my last two years of high-school in a nutshell, only what happened with me is that I read the cues wrong, made a complete fool of myself and since then haven't bothered with anyone whatsoever.
>>24507714
There's this girl at school with killer eye contact. At first when I looked into her eyes, I though that she might like me, not necessarily as a guy but as a friend. It turns out that she does that with everyone and it hurt to find out that I'm nothing special.
>>24506537
>you sit there alone, trying to blend into nothingness.
>you hear laughing
>you know its at you
>you sit there for a few seconds, staring forward.
>you look at them
>they start to break out laughing
>you suddenly want to kill yourself
>>24507779
>cute girl in hallway
>pass her almost every day
>attempt to make eye contact
>only catch her eye half the time at first
>eventually i start to get an inkling that she might see me coming and purposely avoid looking at me
>cant tell if paranoid or not
>when we do make eye contact she tends to looks away quickly
>but sometimes she doesnt
>literally unable to interpret this
man being a total autist sure is fun. i'm not hideous or anything and i don't stare long enough to be creepy
there needs to be an official robot guide on this shit. i cannot to compute
>>24506537
>Have decent relationship with 8/10 nice girl
>she approached me first!!!
>Go on a few dates, nothing serious cause social anxiety
>Get depressed and don't talk for a week
>finally get the nerve too text her "sorry I've been sort of ignoring you, I was just feeling bad recently"
>she responds back "that's ok, things werent really working out anyways, we have a hard time talking to each other. We can still be friends though."
>tfw see her every day and when I try to catch her gaze she looks down
> getting bullied by Chad
> everyone else is laughing
> "Chad, when Anon shoots up the school, he's going for you first."
>in 5th grade 2000/2001
>previous day playing game wish neighborhood kids
>use fake orange plastic gun for game
>put orange plastic gun in backpack
>go to school next day
>orange fake plastic gun falls out
>it shoots a fucking light
>cunt teacher finds it takes it
>next day cop in school to see me with my mom crying
>the school thought I was such a problem child they brought a cop in to talk to me
>tfw if a A student same thing happened they'd just brush it off like whatever, but it was me so a police officer had to come in to talk to me
school also wanted to put me in special classes and ritalin, I liked to draw in class a lot
>High school
>Health class is mostly girls, me and this other dude are the only two guys
>Teacher is feeling bad one day, so like the quality education system we have she decides to just let us do whatever we want while she sits at her desk
>I just start listening to music, after about 5 minutes there is a tap on my shoulder
>Look over, girl named Adrianna is gesturing for me to take out earbuds
>Do it
>"Anon, we were talking and wondering, how many times have you had sex?"
>Wonder why the fuck they were talking about me and for how long, none of them even know me
>"I'm a virgin." I tell them
>I look over and notice the entire fucking female population of the class (like 13 girls) have all gathered around and formed a circle with desks to talk
>They want me to come talk to them
>I figure fuck it, what is the worst that will happen?
>They start asking more questions, like why I was a virgin, if I ever tried, if I ever kissed a girl, etc.
>Tell the truth, no I have never tried, no I have never kissed a girl, and whatever other information they wanted
>Can tell everything I am telling them is completely foreign, like they couldn't believe something like this was possible
>One girl asks if I would be interested in getting a gf
>She was stunningly beautiful, but I knew there was no way she was talking about herself
>Say yes but I'd have to know who it was
>They start telling me about some girl named Katie who apparently got cheated on and wanted a "Good guy" to replace her boyfriend
>"Anon you don't get it, she just wants a guy she knows won't cheat on her. She also said the guy can't be ugly or a freak or anything."
>Realize because they were asking me, they thought I wasn't ugly or a freak
>Get boner
>They show me a picture of her
>Pretty damn fine
>They say at lunch I could meet her if I want
>Do it, spaghetti comes out a little but I think I did well
>THE VERY NEXT DAY, I shit you not, she starts dating some other Chad
>None of these girls ever talk to me again
>>24507714
If you smile back at her and she blushes and/or looks away, she's coming on to you. She's also be tilting her head down a bit or at an agle. It should also be more like a smirk or a grin. like all those smug anime girl pictures.
If you smile back at her and she gives you one of those all-teeth shit-eating crazy smiles, it means she's being friendly and also thinks that you're below her and she''s doing her good deed for the day.
>>24506537
>>24507931
>>24508067
>>24507217
>be in high school in late 90s
>be wannabe-hardcore nu-metal mallgoth
>be bullied, because obviously
>Columbine happens and is actually a huge deal because school shootings didn't happen every week back then
>Marilyn Manson and video games get the blame in the media
>think to myself "well at least now people will leave me alone"
>instead get bullied twice as much with taunts like "HAHA MARILYN MANSON WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO, SHOOT US?"
>tfw that one time I wished I was American
>senior year
>small highschool prolly less then 200
>have acquaintances but no real friends
> sit in back of class with niggers
>kinda chill with one but constantly picks fun at me like niggers tend to do
>one day he keeps saying I have no friends to me
>feelsbadman.jpg
>know that we rag on each other so jokingly say, " oh yah prove it. "
>worst mistake
>nigger precedes to yell to the entire class asking if their my friend
>look around the room
>No one raises their fucking hand
>just look down in my book the rest of class
Bump ooooo
Fuck you Gary robot
>>24508155
>having females talk to you
Please get the fuck out and die you fucking normie.
>>24508159
Now, stuff like this I wish I'd known back then.
Seriously, there should have been a class or something to teach this. It's even more important in this politically correct time where saying something or even looking at someone in the wrong way can get you labelled as a weirdo or even killed.
>partner work coming up
>ask to go to bathroom
>come back when class is over
I did this a few times when I was a freshman
>>24508650
I did this shit literally every day.
>that qt girl that talked to no one and was super shy and you could've talked to but you didn't because you're a beta faggot
>tfw only ended up talking to 4/10 girls because innate fear of rejection
>freshman year of high school
>I'm the fat kid
>never had a girlfriend or anything
>don't really have any friends
>my last class of the day is pretty small, only 10 or so people
>qt sits next to me but think nothing of it
>over the year she starts doing flirty things
>one day she puts her hand on my thigh nonchalantly
>sweating_man.jpg
>do nothing, just ignore her
I fucked up tbqh
>junior year, 5'3 and look like a girl
>kids in my auto class constantly tease me for it
>steal my stuff, throw things at me, and do shit like putting their arms around me
>can't stand up for myself because they all tower over me and are twice my weight
>it's the angriest and horniest year of my school life
10th grade
>hottest girl in school
>HOTTEST girl in school, literally every guy is after her ass
>stops me outside one day and orders me to tie her shoe
>"o-okay"
>bend over, tying her shoe, mess up a few times having to start over bumbling "sorry" and spewing autism
>"hurry up!"
>tie double knotted like my mom taught me (only know how this way)
>she laughs and makes some comment about how it sure won't come loose now thatv its a double knot
>everyone around chuckles
>>24508650
L I T E R A L L Y T H I S
I thought I was a genius for coming up with this
>>24507931
what if you shot the person who said that first then shot the chad last would that be a funny senior prank
>tfw only freshman year was awkward for me
Sophomore and up I just took advanced classes with the same group of people. Feels good to be smart :^)
>9th Grade Year
>sit alone in the library to eat lunch
>see a group of preps eating lunch in there too
>recognize a girl that I talked to all the time in middle school
>looks over my way and smiles
>foolishly think its okay to walk over there and hang out with them
>tfw she scowls at me for walking over there and calling out her name
>tfw she awkwardly acts like she doesn't know me well
>stand there like a idiot trying to make conversation with them for 5 mins
>eventually leave their table and sit by myself again
>hear them laugh and occasionally look towards my direction
>later mom asks how was my day
>look down and say good
>senior year of HS
>still a kissless friendless virgin
>have a crush on this qt af 16 year old girl
>she is literally perfect in every way
>every time I see her my day gets instantly better
>one day she catches me looking at her in class
>she walks up to me
>literally says she would date me
>"But I promised myself to someone else, so it would only be for a while ok?"
>full retard, reject her just because I can't marry her
>learn she was literally down to fuck me
>try to get a second chance
>she is already with someone else
>graduate
>never see her again
>never had another chance like that
I hate myself.
>>24506597
Alejandra?
> Girl I like looks towards my way
> "Shit!" " I need to think quick"
> I stare at her and say " Wtf u lukin at"
> true fucking story
> I wanna pursue her, but shes salty af because of that
>be friends with girl in 6th grade
>my guy friends were doing this thing where we would hump our binders for keks and giggles
>later at study hall I decide to hump the girls binder to see if she'll get a laugh out of it
>willfully ignores me till graduation after that
>as years go by she becomes the most popular 10/10 qt girl in our grade(s)
>ever since i've learned that girls and boys have different kinds of humor
just kill me senpai
>>24508947
Dodged a bullet tbqh
She seemed like a huge slut and it looks like a master cvcker
>>24507236
related
>be me
>13
>middle school social
>huge ass crush on girl
>ask girl to dance
>"im too shy anon"
>she was too fucking shy
>fucking shy
Is this an excuse now?
Not even really a sad feel, but just an unpleasant one
>senior year
>during lunch I either sit alone in the library doing homework or sometimes sit by two groups of people who I kind of know even though I'm not really friends with them
>one group is rednecks and wrestling kids, the other group is "nerds" and SJW types
>sit with the second group some because I know one guy there, but he ends up mostly ignoring me to talk to his genderfluid socially active alternative friends
>get sick of it and go sit with the rednecks, even if they mostly ignore me, the place they're sitting has couches
>my "friend" grabs my backpack and tries to force me to sit with his friends even though when I sit with him he literally sits with his back to me and ignores me
>grab backpack, tell him to fuck off, go sit back down with the rednecks and sit there silently listening to the normal people problems
Not really sad, but emblematic of my high school existence. Not really actively painful, just dully unpleasant and quietly aggravating. I don't have any good really painful stories.
>>24508947
>promised herself to someone else
>down to fuck you
Sounds like a cunt. Sure you could've hit that, and I guess that might have been nice, but it would've just been meaningless fucking.
>Be yourself
>be 5'6
>be spic
>be ugly
>be legitimately dumb
>be poor
>>24509168
>Is this an excuse now?
>>be me
>>13
>>24507540
thanks, anon. It could have been worse...
>>24506537
>7th grade
>minding my own business in the hallway
>coincidentally turn around right as two girls are looking at me with one pointing, and I hear her say "what about... that guy" in a tone mixed with sarcasm and disgust.
>as soon as they see me looking at them they grin and walk away
>didn't think of myself as unattractive at this point in my life, but the girl who was mocking me was legit uggo. pale skin, gaunt looking face, and completely undeveloped frail body.
>angry as hell that an ugly girl would have the audacity to mock me in looks, because my hubris led me to believe that I was at least above average.
>I know now that I'm ugly as shit, but still have a vendetta against that pale ghoul.
>occasionally look her up on Facebook with the hopes that her life takes an unfortunate turn and I can laugh at her misfortune
>it doesn't
All the boys called me a gaylord in elementary
>>24509608
>but it would've just been meaningless fucking.
See this is why you're still a virgin
I had to put my dog down today.
She never judged me for being a loser :-(
>tfw your only friend and equal outcast was sick and didn't come to school for several days
How'd you handle it?
>>24507217
>tfw piercing stare
normies are scared of me fufufu~
> be me, senior in hs
> hs graduation lockin.
> dj is playing songs
> dark with what light coming from djs rig of colored lights.
> somehow wind up on the dancefloor with some friends
> be kinda shy and hang around
> someone comes up to me and grabs my hand
> ex-gf (left on good terms, it was a summer fling)
> asks if i want to dance with her.
> say yes, at the time still had lingering feelinga for her.
> dance to some fast music
> song "Girl, your amazing just the way you are."
> corny as all get out
> we suddenly start to go in a twirl like in the movies.
> time stops just for a couple of secs.
> dance a little more then we some how got separated.
> tfw young love
>tfw saw my hs oneitis on the bus today
>tfw made eye contact with her for a fleeting moment
she's just as cute as i remember
>normies stare them laugh at you
>not having normies fear when you stare at them
>letting them take your credit
>not let them make everything and them taking credit, because you will just say "they didn't invited me that's why i didn't do" to the teacher
>not being teachers favorite (exept fucking PE asshole)
low level of power you casuals have
>>24507279
have you tried just bean urself
Junior High story in 6th grade
>be me in 6th grade
>pacer test for gym
>fml senpai
>"Anon you're up next!"
>me and 6 other kids
>I get so nervous I forget how to run
>whatthefuck.jpg
>think how CJ from gta san andreas runs
>"LOOK AT THIS FUCKING RETARD"
welp that was basically junior high
>>24507402
>used to skip classes and walk up and down the corridors pretending i was big boss
>would crouch walk whilst pretending to talk into a radio and hide whenever i saw someone
>>24510080
Do you think that bothers me? Also, I'm a virgin because I'm an asocial fuck with no real interpersonal relationships.
>>24507483
who /nopresence/ here?
>>24510920
Excuse me I think there is something wrong with your post, it says you uploaded a picture but I can't see it.
>>24510823
... did they ever catch you hiding?
>>24510974
no
i was too stronk
>junior year
>B lunch cut in the middle of 4th period (English for me)
>never said a word around the students until the second semester
>everyone seriously thought I was mute
>teacher liked me since I was the only white student to not be a complete dick
>never had friends at lunch
>got to stay in the class during lunch and read or catch up on work
>technically wasn't allowed but she was cool
Everyone else were Chads, Staceys, or other people like me who just kept to themselves. So I had no incentive to talk to anyone. Needless to say that was my favorite class.
>>24510960
only 1 in 10 people can see akarin
>>24506816
>falls
>"who put the chair there- heh"
silence
that is the worst possible thing to do
>>24508759
>and that's how i became the trap i am today
Good story anon, post butt pics now
>tfw silent in class and when a teacher would call on me and I finally spoke girls said "aww, he's cute"
This happened a few times in different classes. Too bad girls in college are more subtle.
Back in high school I asked my oneitis out and she said no because of her very strict parents. She said I'd go places, but nothing really happened.
>>24507387
Fuck you, its a great movie.
>>24508759
should've let them pound your bp
>Be freshman
>Suffer from horrible anxiety and depression
>Every time I'm around other people I get a mixed feeling of vomiting and crying
>Almost end of school and put my head on arms praying school ends quick
>Senior year normies are doing some shit until they ask how I'm doing and try to shake hands
>Use left instead of right
>Go back and laugh to themselves about my awkwardness
>Literally on the verge of tears
>Only went back every couple of days per month for the rest of the year
>>24506537
>Teacher tells class to get into groups of two
>normies have too many friends
>they ask teacher to make an exception and have a group of 3
>teacher lets them
>meanwhile, I have no parter. I don't want one either
>time to turn shit in
>"anon, where's your parter?"
>"you were supposed to do this with a parter"
>have to go to detention the next day and work with somebody that was sick
Teachers gave me so much shit in 7th grade just for being a quiet loner.
On that off chance that there is an actual teacher browsing, want to answer a question? Before the first day of class, do you get notes about your future students? I'm convinced that a 6th grade teacher hated my guts, and told all the 7th grade teachers that I was a piece of shit.
>>24508762
Anon you should have fucked up those laces... Fuck that bitch man
>freshman English class
>working alone during group work
>two girls ask me if I wanna join their group (one was 9/10)
>haha no th-thanks
>mfw years later
Not that bad but still makes me cringe in retrospect
>>24508762
>later on I used those laces as a noose
>>24508762
I mean I can kind of understand how it would be fun to indulge in the pseudo femdom and do it for her, but assuming other people were around, you should've told her to fuck off and maintain the pretend aura of self respect.
>>24507260
>Staying on school grounds
But anon, how would you do your drugs and eat in silence?
>14, 15 yo.
>too tall, too big girl who don't get much along with people.
>catholic school suddently turns co-ed, girls get more annoying, newcomers dudes keep their distance from me, Im ok with that.
>Stupid girls of my class realize Im unconfortable with boys, and they ask a couple of them to bother me from time to time as a joke
>guys start hugging me at random times, or putting their arms on my shoulders and trying to make me angry.
>finally one hugs me from behind with his legs and arms like a horny fucking koala from hell
>end up getting really nervous and screaming and the girls all laugh because "I don't like guys"
>need groups for a project
>have no friends
>teacher sticks me in a group
>they all hate me and refuse to work with me
>they literally just tell me to look busy
>teacher notices that I'm not really working
>get a 0 on the project
>>24512036
Most people who did drugs at my school just went a little bit off the school grounds into the woods or fields nearby. Sometimes just to the bathroom when they were doing lines, and a few brave retards even smoked up in the bathroom. But you're right, going home is always best.
Just to clarify, my school isn't ghetto at all. It's a small rural high school, one of the better ones in the region.
>>24512040
Too bad you aren't in high school now, you could've ruined all their lives for sexual harassment or some shit like that.
How about a mild success story?
>be me
>sophomore in hs 2011-2012
>some random school dance
>went stag cause bitches everywhere
>my friend has a crush on a girl
>she's there
>7/10, ass for days
>see her grinding on her female friends in a line of like 4
>walk up and jokling acuse her of being a lesbian
>"LOL OH EM GEE I'M NOT A LESBIAN ANON"
>tell her to prove it by grinding on previously mentioned friend
>"ummmm no. How about I grind on you instead?"
>lol k
>grind her the rest of the night, never talk to her again
>>24512162
This just in /r9k/ gets invaded by chad
>have to pair up with another loner
>he's even more autistic than me
>he refuses to engage with me at all
>end up doing all the work
fuck u
Who /dodgedabullet/ here?
>be at daycare
>friends and I dicking about outside
>one friends says something or does something that could be preceived as gay
>other friends start calling him gay and making fun of himself
>he's yelling trying to defend himself that he's not gay
>practically on the verge of tears
>turns to me and asks me if I think he's gay as Ive just been watching the whole thing unfold
>its either be ridiculed by my other friends or crush the soul of this friend
>suddenly I hear yelled over a blowhorn, "ANON ANONYMOUS YOUR MOM IS HERE"
>thankyoubasedmom.mp4
>quicly turn to friend and just kind if shake my head
>bolt the fuck out of there
Felt kind of guilty about it, but I saw him the next day and he never mentioned it so I guess it turned out to be nothing anyways
>had a few hoodies that looked pretty much the same
>wore them all the time because I was self-conscious
>stacy in my chemistry class is forced to partner up with me
>sits as far away from me as possible
>"Wow anon do you wear the same clothes every day? Do you even wash them?"
>>24512144
At least students now can do that (that is, defend themselves and talk to school authorities), only seven or ten years before from now, Im pretty sure they would have ignored anyone being bothered by this sort ot thing, it's good that it's changing, bit by bit.
>>24510543
FUCKING NORMIE REEEEE
GET OFF MY BOAAAWRRRDD
>freshman year highschool
>its the day of the homecoming football game, which means we fuck around and play games all day
>Im emulating banjo kazooie on my school issued laptop
>1st hour teacher brings in mutha fuckin cookies
>puts them on a bench in front of class
>I get in line for that shit, but sit in front of class because of horrible vision so not much wait
>suddenly, girl in front of me drops her cookie on the ground
>instead of waiting for her or a few other people around her to pick it up, I sperg out
> crawl underneath girl's legs, she's wearing a skirt mind you
>grab cookie
>start to crawl out from underneah her legs, misjudge when I should stand up and brush my head on the underside of her skirt
>dont really remember her reaction, she may have smiled, but some stoner made fun of me for it
She was dumb as a sack of rocks and got pregnant on purpose senior year. In a Catholic high school nontheless
>>24512481
I think I've heard this story before.
>>24510823
This is one of the most autistic things I have ever read.
>Chillin in school
>Decide to go to a different class since the teacher is chill as fuck.
>As soon as I walk in I hear "He's so weird" from some normie like I don't have feelings or ears. All I did was walk in the room.
>Later in the year, drop my earbuds, looking for them in the gym since I don't want to shell out 20 bucks for nice earbuds. Ask some random wench, get this weird look like I'm growing two heads.
>All I hear is "He's so weird" every year since I like to keep myself and have a close group of friends.
I don't know how I got to be the weird kid when I wasn't a sperg lord and I wasn't wearing anime shirts to school. Is it because I didn't let everyone know what I was doing every second of the day on social media?
>>24507021
I do the shake laugh too.
I have literally no idea how to stop it.
>>24508067
> tfw im pretty sure school wanted to put me on ritalin but my mother is hardcore no chemicals type person
>got fish oil for almost 4 years instead
>stopped taking it around start of middle school
>i was an autistic fuck until i became moderately self-aware in year 11
fuck i wish i had ritalin instead
>>24507021
Back in high school I knew a guy who was very easy to make absolutely break down crying hard enough to start sobbing. It was pretty fun to get him laughing for like 20 minutes straight until he was crying and shaking and wheezing and practically choking.
>>24511322
More like
>First of many times people.
>>24512666
If you were on Ritalin you probably still would've been autistic as fuck, just more focused.
>>24508650
> year 10 or something school camp
> have to do dancing shit
> panic
> stand outside pretty much unable to breathe for the ~2 hours the activity went for
couldve just been an autistic meltdown at the music but anyways
>>24508812
>tfw even in all my advanced classes i was still the autistic loner one
atleast there was no bullying in those classes since the majority of us were socially awkward autistsexcept for the 2 girls that i was too scared to talk to
>>24507485
so? big deal... i missed my teenage years too...
My dad still thinks im gay because i have yet to have a GF
>>24507236
dude wtf ha i almost spilled my mtn dew because of this story. thanks you made my night somewhat bearable.
>>24512844
In my school, all the advanced classes were full of preppy cool kids with lots of friends who all played sports and had parents who worked for the local college.
>>24510712
When i'm myself i'm lonely
>group activity
>girl passes me note
>i think u r cute :)
>wad up the note and throw it at the other guy in the group
>he picks it up and reads it
>looks at me really confused
>and then her
>I realize the confusion I've caused
>turn and face the wall until class ends
I WISH I WAS MAKING THIS UP
I WISH SO FHARDF AIHHARD
>>24512578
Somehow "normies" can smell when someone it's not just like them, Im not saying you are weird, its just that for them, what escapes their customes and beliefs it's strange. Think about it, if they have to look beyond their asses, that's weird. I know Im gonna sound a lot like Dwight Schrute, but they could feel a little bit defensive because they have already an idea about what normal and stardard. Fuck them.
>>24507485
>falling for an obvious Stacy
jeez dude
>tfw can't remember anything about grade school
The only thing I vaguely remember is almost killing my 8th grade bully with a jigsaw in shop class and nearly getting expelled
>>24506714
Wrong. Thanksgiving is awful when you have family. I hate my family it's disgusting visiting these people.
I dressed normally
I talked somewhat normally (super rarely stutter)
I'm not that weird
nobody talked to me or anything though
I literally had no friends
all these people with "i only had a group of 5 friends in school ;(((" should stop whining about that
>>24512929
oh im keking for reals. thanks bro
>>24506537
>today we'll change where do you sit
>hmm the quiet kid, go next to the bully
>be me
>Sit next to oneitis/crush in class
>actually pretty good friends with each other
>complaining to each other about how shit life is because we were both angsty teenagers
>usually make them laugh about dark shit normally, but get really sad talking about it
>'why the fuck have I not killed myself yet, like, why the fuck am I alive?'
>"to make people like me happy, Anon."
>happiest moment in years
>"Well I mean like-- as in like making jokes and being funny and stuff"
>Tfw the only reason anyone associates with me is because I developed a sense of humor as a way to avoid expressing negative emotions
>Tfw no one gives a fuck how I'm feeling, just about how I can make them laugh
>Tfw I'm a fucking clown
It's hard to describe how painful high school was but let's give it a shot.
>be me
>go to rich private school in ausfagland
>parents are fairly wealthy so I'm not one of those weird poors
>was forced into playing classical piano from young age
>like practice 3-4 hours a night, have 2 hour lessons on weekends
>super strict parents too, made me do kumon every other waking moment
>literally 0 social skills
>obviously have no friends, so I'm depressed because I hate being made fun of for being fat and retarded
>hate home life because parents are oldschool euro harsh
>think back about how I used to walk around the school at lunch looking for people to talk to
>mfw people would often literally run away
>I was so desperate for friends I would try and chase them to talk to me
>being fat that obviously didn't work
>eventually just gave up, and would go to the music school and find an empty practice room and just practice electric guitar
>really liked 80's metal, glam/thrash whatever
>I was such a loser even the music nerds hated me
>would make fun of me relentessly
>"go back to piano"
>Cos of classical music background vs them, I picked it up really fast, and sort of became better than them within a year
>got picked on even harder, so it went from stop doing this thing I do, to personal attacks, usually about my weight.
>Couldn't take it anymore so I stopped hiding in the music rooms
>literally would just go for a walk to find some place to hide
>school was massive so it was ok
>cry all lunch time
>one day teacher finds me crying
>she does her teacher things and obviously the whole school finds out
>If I thought my life was hell before, now it was even worse
>My parents find out
>They're so embarrassed and disappointed it's worse than anything before.
>Too beta to kill myself
>eventually enough time passes that school is over
>Thank god high school is over, legit come home crying from happiness the day it was all over
Yup. This was fun to relive (n)
>>24510211
This happened to me a lot ca. 7-9th grade.
>>24507021
Who /weirdshiver/ here? Instead of shaking at a constant rate when it's cold, I just have a sudden convulsion every few minutes.
>>24513173
10/10 pic though
>>24506537
>almost failed 6th Grade because my cunt Math Teacher didn't believe me when I said no one wanted to be my partner for the BIG PROJECT or whatever
>she eventually got so mad at me for doing nothing that she went to every person in the whole class and asked if I could be in their group
>then she got even more mad when everyone said no
>I ended up having to do the project with my grandma
>and apparently we did it wrong
>and then I had to stay after school to do it with my teacher
>and then after like a month of doing this fucking project, fail anyway
>but it didn't matter since I only failed one class and I went onto the next grade anyway
FUCK YOU MS. NAIZER/CREECH EVERYONE LIED WHEN THEY SAID YOU HAD A NICE ASS
>>24513403
not a weirdshiver, but when stressed I start yawning like crazy, some people even think Im messing with them. Noow, if you really feel convusions you should go see a doctor, although it could be nervous.
>>24507757
>Basically my last two years of high-school in a nutshell, only what happened with me is that I read the cues wrong, made a complete fool of myself and since then haven't bothered with anyone whatsoever.
Are you me? Fuck, that's just the worst, when you get so screwed up in high school, because then you have the potential to be screwed up for life. I remember this happening to me in high school, I ended up going all-in on MGTOW for three years afterward before it became a meme.
All I remember about high school are the teachers with big asses
>>24513252
i do that drifting around thing fellow ausfag
>>>Be freshman
>Horny af
>homecoming is soon
>asked about 15 girls, they all said the same bullshit quote like "im going with friends" or "im not going".
>Stayed home and fapped to their homecoming pics they posted.
>>24513545
Those big fat asses though
Everyone thought I was "funny" in high school. They would always laugh at things I said or did, which felt pretty good, but did any of them want to date me? Be friends with me? Fucking talk to me? No.
>>24507260
You don't fucking ask. You just walk up and sit where you want, since it's the only available place, and you need to eat.
But anyways, I can't understand the highschool lunch thing. Here, in northern-eastern europe, you're a fucking pussy if you go to the school's cafeteria. Real men are going to the nearest supermarket while smoking a cigarette. That's what you fucking do. And if you actually decide to check out the cafeteria, you sit alone, if you're alone. And no one gives a shit. It literally doesn't mean anything. Alphas sit alone all the time. Worse than sitting alone is walking or just spending break time alone. You HAVE to be in some kind of a group.
>>24509569
This was similar to my high school experience.
I was like the 5th backup friend for the poor kid wrestling table and the nerdy table. None of us actually talked or were friends at all, one of them would randomly call me like once per month to do something and it was always an awkward waste of time.
I sort of wish I was picked on or received any attention in high school. It was just so boring and pointless. I was isolated nothing.
>>24513800
Same for me, just a bunch of acquaintances. Which I guess was ok because you have people you can sit next to at lunch or partner up with, but all they want you there for is to shuck n jive for them
>>24513968
Yeah I remember I felt like a fuckn court jester
>sophomore year of HS
>go to class and see piece of paper in my desk
>says "To Anon :)" on it (folded up note)
>put in backpack
>take home
>now almost 24, kissless friendless virgin as i've always been
>it's been sitting in my desk at home unopened the whole time, must be 8 years now
>>24514148
Why the fuck would you not open it?
>>24513571
It's one of the most soulcrushing feels in the world, sorry you have to go through it too.
>>24511736
yes they do if you have some kind of rep
>>24507279
sounds like the plot of Superbad
>>24507402
>The only thing I learned in school is how to be a ghost.
this feel. i know it.
>always had dandruff
>always had acne
>blood and pus spots on sleeve from wiping it off my face
>sometimes blood smeared and dried on my face and I wouldn't notice until after school because no one told me
>essentially had a bowl cut. Haircut I had since I was a kid, had too much anxiety about getting it cut because I was terrified of getting any attention over a new haircut
>hair greasy as fuck because I have a nervous reaction where I comb my fingers through my hair. This also disturbs my scalp, loosening dandruff flakes
>ugly skeleton
>too scared of parents to ask them to teach me to shave. My peach fuzz grew out to about a half inch long before my parents sat me down and shaved me. Had a pedo stache for half a year
>embarrassed of my peach fuzz I developed another nervous reaction where I rip the hair out of my face. This persists today and I do it until there's no hair left on my chin.
>moles on face
>wore deodorant but so nervous all the time that I sweated like a motherfucker anyways. Always smelled like shit, always had pit stains
>big breakfast eater, dairy gave me gas all day every day. Held it in intentionally which sometimes caused some pretty severe stomach pain
>nose ran all the time. Dried snot all over sleeve during cold season.
>too embarrassed and nervous to get up 20 times during class for tissues. Stuffed pocket with tissues and used them as the day went by. Used tissues went back into the other pocket. At the end of class I dumped massive amounts of used tissue from my pocket into the trash. People laughed
>went to highschool when playing video games was still considered semi-nerdy
>took karate elective to get out of the regular PE class. Got made fun of, but probably not nearly as bad as it would have been if I had taken PE and displayed how uncoordinated I was in front of everyone
>had friends, but friends were the other undesirables that naturally attract each other
"These are the best years of your life!"
>>24514204
Not the guy you replied to, but I eventually came to enjoy the drifting.
I have ass burgers though, so that might contribute to my enjoyment of isolation
>>24512636
Don't laugh
>>24514148
Read it and take a pic. Or throw it away. It's doing fuck all on your desk.
>partners project for class
>teacher says to find your own partner
>sit alone and don't ask anyone
>do all the work alone
>turn in assignment
>"Anon who was your partner?"
>tell her I didn't get one and did it myself
>"That's not what I told you to do Anon! When I say you need a partner you better find one!"
>deducts points from my grade
>>24507260
>have extreme social anxiety and depression
>tfw ate lunch in the bathroom for 2 years straight in highschool
>janitors eventually caught on and told me i wasn't allowed in there at lunch time anymore
>started just going home and skipping when lunch started because fuck eating in the cafe or walking around alone for 40 minutes like a retard
>started skipping entire days of school instead of just half
>didnt go even once for an entire semester
>ended up dropping out because of this and a bunch of other reasons
currently living the neet life atm, parents haven't forced me to go out an get a job yet, but when they do i have a special rope that i plan to kill myself with. if i had to stop going to school because of social anxiety then why the fuck would i ever want to go through the same shit again with a job? since there's no way out besides winning the lottery and never having to work, suicide is my inevitable last resort.
Backstory Please?
>>24514148
jesus i think you understand. it's like you lanced a cyst full of feels on the underside of my heart.
>>24514753
It was a better option than being seen, but I just hated sitting there. Mind you I finished high school nearly 7 years ago, so technology that you could immerse yourself in wasn't really there and I didn't own a laptop/gameboy. I might have sometimes had a discman or later on an ipod.
>>24514148
OPEN IT
>watching a movie in class
>yawn
>eyes water up
>"HAHA IS ANON CRYING"
NO I'M NOT FUCK YOU
>>24512705
my autistic actions came more from the hyperactivityand shit than actually being autistic
>>24515427
>actually cry in class
>"Anon is such a fucking pussy"
>>24508650
>>24508687
>>24508768
you classmates probably thought you took really big shits
>>24514648
y-you're beautiful..
>8th grade
>poor as shit alcoholic mother that beats the shit out of me all the time
>kids always making fun of me because clothes are old and dirty
>month after columbine kids are talking shit to me again
>lol I bet anon would shoot up the school you better kiss him Stacy
>eww I'd rather get shot he's a bitch he won't do anything
>finally have enough
>no I won't shoot any of you but I'm about to strangle you you fucking cunt
>she gets in my face I smack her
>guys rush in to beat my ass
>everyone says I told them I'm going to shoot up the school
>get sent to alternative school
>get ass kicked by niggers every day
>drop out get GED
>now I'm 30 never had a friend never touched a woman no family
>I just work shitty jobs so I can have enough money to buy booze and bologna and keep my internet on
If any of you think you want to kill yourself just do it. It never gets better.
>that one guy that would always act nice to you because he knew that no one else would
FUCK YOU JEFF
>move to new elementary school in 3rd grade
>literally no friends and people make fun of me everyday because I went through puberty early.
>Only social contact for 3 years is people making fun of me
>Finally go to middle school and those faggots who made fun of me think I'm apart of their "group"
>Ignore them completely and make new friends, still best friends with two people I met in 6th/7th grade 10 years later.
>Become very popular but still extremely depressed due to the way I was treated.
>Cut myself for like 6 years and drink alcohol / take pain killers when I'm alone.
>Felt like I wanted to kill myself everyday.
>Still traumatized and think that no one likes me from time to time and want to kill myself
damn bullying sucks
>group assignment
>assigned with popular kids
>everybody brainstorms
>i never say a word
>>24516077
iktf, had a similar esperience, including the cutting
>get bullied
>bully others who are lower on the hierarchy
>years later, read about how bullies are bullied themselves
>feel sorry for everybody
>be in secondary school in UK
>we had two types of normies: Lad normies and Druggy normies
>Lad normies were okay, always got along with them even if they were idiots
>Druggy normies were absolute dickheads who literally planned how to fuck with people
>Druggy normies did mdma literally EVERY weekend, all they fucking talked about was how fucked they were
>Druggy normies bully me all the time
>Once the teacher asked who would be most likely to shoot up the school
>druggy normie points to me and says "naahh definitely anon" like 5 fucking times
In hindsight I should've reported them, I always knee they had weed on them and sometimes more but I couldn't do it
>>24516208
nah. The alpha bullies are just inherently assholes. You are the worst though
>>24516269
Yes, i was excluding the alphas, obviously.
>>24516208
People actually do that? I always stuck up for the kids that had it worse than me. They were the only ones that would play chess with me. You're a terrible person anon.
>>24516286
I know, trust me, i'm not like that anymore though.
>>24506537
>in computer lab with class
>friend notices I'm doing something incorrect
>calls me over amd tells me, he takes my seat to fix it(he sat in the row behind me)
>in those 15 seconds it takes for him to fix it, the teacher gets super pissed off and yells at me to sit down
>I stay silent for like 10 seconds trying to say something, eventually my friends say he's in my seat showing me how to do something
>teacher awkwardly says "Oh..."
>>24516208
>got bullied to the extreme freshman year
>ass beat
>made to eat dirt
>stripped and left to fend for self
>posessions stolen multiple times
>get really fucking angry
>actually work out like every single day
>felt like I was a wimp getting tough in prison
>by sophomore year winning fights with everyone who bullied me
>fight every time no matter what even if I lose
>I'm not worth it no one wants to bully anymore
>I'm angry in the extreme still
>begin bullying people who bullied me
>bully people who stood by and watched it
>get sent to one of those "bad kids" schools for part of junior year, shared class with 90% juvenile delinquents bussed in under guard
>they constantly harass me to drug mule for them since the classes are the perfect trading post
>refuse
>get knifed over it finally
>transferred to a new but different normal high school for senior year after the knifing
>Its the greatest year of my life, the classes are easy, no one wants to fight or bully me, a handful of QT's date me, I make lifelong friends
Sometimes your school is shit anons, dont blame yourself. Looking back on it, I believe the greatest fault were the faculty who allowed all the fighting and bullying to go on. Aside from that, man the fuck up, or lay down and die.
>penis never grew
>in highschool I was so self conscious I just avoided everybody out of fear
>one time a girl said I was cute
>numbed thanks and basically ran away
>didn't lose virginity until I was 24
could have been worse I guess
>>24516363
I do blame myself, especially since the kids i bullied also bullied others. And i usually stood op for the second-hand bullies, so i thought i was a good guy. Only i was perpetuating the stupid animalistic mentality.
I wish i knew better.
>>24516400
*second-hand bullied, as in the kids bullied by the kids i bullied
God, i was a stupid fuck.
>>24516400
The best incident that every happened in the bullying criss-cross...
>The bully who made me eat and swallow dirt was a senior
>we'll call him keith
>I end up being sorta bros with a guy who used to pick on me
>we have a huge spat once and fight in the privacy of the handball courts
>all the spics and nigs and skater kids are there to watch
>we each dont want to lose so keep getting up after one of us knocks the other one down
>it goes back and forth for 45 minutes after school was out
>we both have black eyes broken noses, are bleeding, I ruined part of his ear that had a stud in it, fat is hanging from my lip
>security finally notices us all and flips shit
>we are in office but we insist we're done by then so they are stupid enough to sit us both in same hall outside principals office
>him and I hatch a plan
>we're going to say we got bullied into fighting each other by keith the guy that made me eat dirt
>he's down with it he super hates keith too
>we both go in and give our seperate but similar story
>he gets expelled
>he's so hated that like 4 people who were never in on it claim to be witnesses to the threat
Guess you brought it on yourself asshole. I don't feel bad for him. The guy chased me down when I was walking home one day and was trying to shove me over the guard-rail of a road down a 30 foot drop. I had to fight for my life that day and hold on even after I'd had my ass beat. Zero pity. I hope he became a drughead or died.
somewhere around 14 I stopped having any kind of strong feelings so highschool wasn't awful for me
>>24516449
Are you making this shit up?
>>24516449
yeah OK that totally happened
>crush on shy QT gril in my sophomore biology class
>too autistic to say anything to her
>think shes the same way.
>last day of sophomore year she walks up to me and asks "Hey, Anon, do you maybe wanna go out sometime?"
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>gives me number to a openly gay kid.
>she dropped out over that summer
Fuck this gay earth
>>24516476
>>24516482
Which part is unbelievable?
Yes it all happened. That same bro ended up with me in the bad kids school later, but we only were there at same time for a month. Rather than being sent there for fighting, he walked into class with a forty in each cargo-pocket of his pants. He was totally blasted in class. A teacher asked him to come to the board and all thirty people just watch/listen as he clinks up with the bottles and struggles to do a thing. Totally busted. Then they learned he'd been sharing, it was all over.
>>24509108
still good for some fun though
>>24506537
I was a smart little cunt so everyone wanted to get paired with me on an assignment
>freshman year in PE
>playing volleyball like an autist
>on a team with a roastie
>out of nowhere she says "anon's so disgusting! hehehe"
That was one of the biggest hits to my confidence in years.
My only advantage in school was looking like a school shooter, so most males didn't bully me directly, unlike the fucking females.
>mfw reading all these stories
>mfw senior year hs right now
>mfw everyone just throws memes around and no one takes anything seriously other than the schoolwork
>mfw in 90% white school
>mfw this generation isn't full of cunts
>>24516859
They're just more subtle about it or keep it to themselves
it just makes it feel worse when it slips out
The absolute worst time i had in school has got to be in music class in high school
>teacher decide it would be hillarious to have students group up and sing a song they chose
>i'm right in the middle of puberty so my voice is completely fucked up
>the only people that i could group up with already have a full group
>i realize i'm either gonna have to sing with people that already mock me and be ankward around them and look fucking stupid or worse, sing alone
>NO FUCKING WAY
>decide it's better to straight out refuse and be seen as a pussy when even the huge nerds are gonna sing and i Just can't
>the day finally arrives after hours and hours of stress
>i start to notice how much of a clusterfuck it is
>holy shit i might have a chance
>sit inbetween two groups of three, close enough so that the teacher thinks i'm in both groups
>start to make as little moves/noise as i can
> 4 fucking hours of ulcer inducing stress and class ends
>she never noticed my name because it's at the bottom of the list
>i Bolt out of there, teacher notice later and gives me an F on my already really passable grade
>never been so happy about a shitty grade
>>24506537
>Teacher doesn't say you can work in your own
I have no reaction image conveying this horror.
>talk to normies on omegle or chat roulette about being bullied in highschool
>all of them say their schools didnt have bullies
This kind of shit actually makes me mad, because normies don't actually realize that other kids are getting bullied every fucking day because they are too ignorant to notice it, or care.
Who /backgroundcharacter/ here?
For most of my time in HS, I just blended into the background and pretended not to exist. There were 1-2 people I talked to and the rest of the time I just hid.
I started to regret it towards the end. Sure, nobody hurt me, but I started to see that in the last year even the people who got picked on were in a sense 'popular', the hostility was gone and regardless of previous 'status' everyone felt together, unified by the school they were at and were about to leave.
Except me, because almost nobody knew who I was.
>>24508155
The walking holocaust mike
>>24506537
>that fat kid who tried to steal your yugioh cards
>you made everyone hate him
>>24506537
>At home on Friday night browsing the internet like usual
>Decide to look on Facebook because all the other sites are getting stale after 6 hours
>Everyone is either at a party or just hanging out with their friends/girlfriends
>Cry myself to sleep
>>24517202
I wasn't, but there were quite a few in my school. I always felt sorry for them.
>>24517269
If you had facebook in school, you're too young.
>>24517302
Facebook has been around for almost 12 years hasn't it? That is literally enough time for somebody to start and finish school.
>>24506537
>always first to leave after last period
>normies always block my way, smirk and ask arrogantly
>"Woah anon, where are you hurrying to go ;D?"
>>24507483
>Go 3-4 years without ever speaking except quietly to the teacher at the end of class if I need something.
>One day, have a witty joke to something someone said and say it aloud.
>Entire class in stunned silence for an eternity before laughing because holy fuck did that kid actually just talk
That was kind of comfy but I never talked again.
>once took candy to school and gave it away in an attempt to buy friends
it got me attention but not friends. also all the girls were incredibly friendly because of that.
i distanced myself first, then stopped giving free shit so i never got to confirm my suspicion that they were obviously only anywhere near me for free shit.
>>24517881
I've experienced that to a lesser extent. Usually just a class where I don't know anyone. Feels gud.
>>24506537
>or you can work on your own
Feels good
>penis inspection day
>>24517302
Facebook started getting big in 2007, someone who was 10 in 2007 is old enough to post on 4chan.
>>24506788
I was always the kid that never cared and never did any work. If they made me do stuff on my own I just ignored the work completely, but when it's shared responsibility and people in your group actually expect you to do something and there's that fucking burden that your fuck-ups and laziness can impact grades of other people, it's just the fucking worst. Just let me fail on my own instead of bringing other people down.
> Be me
> Have to move interstate
> Had to leave my handful of friends I managed to scrape by throughout 2 years
> qt3.14 girl whom I had a thing for tells me to "live life with no regrets"
> regret everything
>Get assigned groupwork with someone I don't know
>Completely ready to do some work
>He makes no effort to speak to me and just starts doing the work himself
>Too shy to offer to do anything and just sit there hoping the teacher doesn't notice
>Fortunately she doesn't and we're told to go back to our normal seats.
So this is what happens when an unstoppable force meets an immovable object.
>be third grader
>fifth grader doesn't like me
>calls me a faggot
>trip him, people laugh
>he follows me when I go to walk home
>pushes me on the ground
>starts beating on me
>older brother happens to drive by at that moment
>gets out of his car
>fifth grader doesn't notice
>kicks fifth grader in the side of his stomach full force
>he's hurt
>I'm not really hurt
>older brother says "kid, run."
>older brother gets back into his car and speeds off
>I run
>fifth grader is literally left in a ditch
>get home, brother is there
>tells me to pretend I don't know who kicked him, it was just a random person
>the cops arrive at my house
>tell them I don't know who kicked him but I'm glad they did because he was beating the shit out of me
>cops leave, fifth grader ends up getting in trouble for attacking me even though my brother broke his fucking ribs
>brother pats me on the back and goes into the back room to play video games
>>24512507
I have posted this before, yeah
>>24512307
>>24518289
Could this be?
>be asian
>have to deal with all the creepy dudes with yellow fever
>have to deal with the popular girls hating me for being naturally cute
>have to deal with the rednecks doing racist jokes
I hated you so much american public schools. worst years of my life.
>>24518603
what the fuck is yellow fever america?
its not a mental fucking condition to have a preference holy shit
>>24518603
Oh nooo you had to deal with being attractive and people likening you
Ooohhh nooooo you were so attractive people were jealous of you
Oh noooooooooo some guys that nobody takes seriously made some joooookes nooooooooooooooooooooooooo
>>24513815
Hello, Slavshit.I'm Croatian and what you said is 100% true
>be year 8
>no friends
>attempt to befriend a group so that I didn't have to sit alone every day
>they smell my insecurities
>literally sit there in their circle staring at the ground every lunch like an autist
>one day one of them tells me "hey anon, don't do it"
>"d-do what?"
>"don't kill yourself, you're worth more than that"
>becomes a joke for the year group, everyone tells me not to kill myself
>become suicidal
>lasts for two years
>plan to kill myself in front of them at school
>pussy out, decide to live out rest of high school
university was no better really.
>Was a fatass all throughout my childhood
>High school hits, still fat
>In 9th grade this Asian girl was really nice to me, laughed at everything I said and we conversed really well with one another
>I dropped out in 10th grade, never saw her again, never made a move on her
>Now doing very well, great paying job, great physique that I worked on while I was a neet dropout
>Thinking I should try to find her now, be with he and provide for her, since she was literally the only person who was ever truly invested in my existence other than my parents
>Tfw it has been 8 years, though
>>24518695
go for it mang, whats the worst that can happen?
>>24518660
The only response to a female begging for attention is to demand she show her tits or get the fuck out. Anything else is giving her what she wants for free.
>>24506537
>junior year
>befriend a qt shy nerdy girl thats about 6/10
>she literally has no friends except she has a boyfriend, but he's across the state and they fight alot
>she admits to having some feelings for me, but they're mainly sexual
>tell her that I'd totally fuck her
>she said she'd want that but it would be wrong to cheat on her boyfriend
>she sucks at conversation so we slowly drift apart, but still talk in class
>senior year, get stuck in another class with her
>she hangs around this fat guy who plays guitar and they're holding hands and fuck all the time
>confront her about it
>she says that they're dating and he even knows that she has a boyfriend
>she doesn't like the sex that they two have
>get pissed at her and call her a slut
>she desperately tries to become my friend again, but I'm having none of it
>confidence boost, but I could've gotten that sweet puss
>don't really regret it
>>24514148
>After getting cheered on by fellow robots, Anon takes a hard look at the letter sitting on his desk, written eight years ago by a stranger
>Could it be from an admirer? Someone concerned about his social life? A friend? Anon never knew, but today was the day
>He gingerly tears an opening in the envelope, a lump growing in his throat, at the thought of someone reaching out to him and caring enough about him to write a letter
>The note opens to reveal-
