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How do you deal with heartbreak, /r9k/?
Feels and venting thread btw
>Be me, 18 y/o gay boy
>not a flamboyant fuck
>decently attractive, about 7
>meet a barrier breaker 8/10
>he's your jerk bf of three years' best friend
>get forced into awkward threesome
>you only feel comfortable afterwards when bf is asleep, and you and best friend go on back porch and just talk for hours.
>get number
>for months you call him at night
>you fall in love for him
>he loves you back
>but he's bi and not only that, has a committed relationship with a gf
>he gives you one last weekend. You have the first kiss with him. Its basically spent cuddling and having sex and confessing how much you love each other. You give him a flower you painted just for him.
>FML this weekend was perfect, but its awful cuz it was the "last" weekend cuz he wants to be just for his gf now.
>besides, it was too awkward how we met. Then he says something that is comforting.
>"Just think anon, there is an entire universe out there, where I am nothing but yours"
>cry eyes out for two days and even now as your writing this
I'm so fucking sad.
I have been with many people, and I've never felt like this with anyone else before. I can't believe I'm losing him. I don't want to. I want to crawl in a hole and die x'(
Bump, my friends
So far, by being extremely depressed, hugging my pillow a lot, reading/watching shoujo romances, drinking a lot, contemplating suicide every waking moment, and going to work and pretending everything is fine until I get back home.
Sorry to hear about your difficulties, gaybot.
>>24505948
*Hug* yeah....
>>24505853
>I have been with many people
Yeah, no shit you have you degenerate fuck.
Do everyone a favor and get AIDS and stop acting like this gay abomination of lewd, disgusting sex acts is anything but degeneracy.
Just kidding senpai, chin up faggot.
>>24506187
Thanks.
Another thing is that I try to be leveled and fair, and Im finding it a challenge. Even though he has his girlfriend, I really hope him and I remain something. I love him and and want to be able to love him openly, without it being a secret to others. :/
>How do you deal with heartbreak, /r9k/?
>rationalize it
>listen to heartbreak music
>stay in bed all day and watch depressing shows
>summon up all of your anger and rage, your feelings of hurt and betrayal
>internally argue with him for days on end
>sleep a lot
>realize it's all bullshit, that there's nothing to be angry about
>forgive him, forgive yourself
>when he messages you saying he misses you, fight your instincts to reply that you miss him too and you want everything to go back the way it was, because you can't lose sight of the damage that's been done
>never speak again, agonize over the fact that that one attempt was all he was going to give you, and that you have no means of contacting him having deleted his number and removed him from all other forms of communication
>move on
Took like six months though
It really is one of those things only time will heal
Also a gaybot btw
It still isn't completely gone even though it's been around two years, but now it's just a faint hypothetical question in the back of my mind (what could have been and all) and not a distinct longing.
>>24506907
And ofc all of this >>24505948 too
Heck that's how I picked up my alcohol habit that took some time to kick
>>24506942
>>24506907
These. Its things Luke this that bring me to 4chan. IRS amazing how people can come together anonamously to help one another and help realize that your aren't alone
>>24505853
>How do you deal with heartbreak, /r9k/?
by not being a faggot
I just want to make sense of the world but absurdism seems like all there is. All roads lead nowhere
>>24505853
>tfw can't get heartbroken because I've never loved anyone
I just want to have emotions
I just lie on my bed hugging my stomach where you get that heavy cold feeling that makes you feel kinda sick, and hoping for it to go away for a long time and sometimes it does for a while.
Might as well
>date qt chestlet for 6 months
>she goes off for a trip to some tropical island to volunteer for 1 month
>all pictures she's in there's this other guy she met there next to her
>whatever i'll trust her
>i leave country
>i break up with her 2 months later because LDR
>"ex and fag are in a relationship" on facebook
>he says "haha thanks guys we've been dating since july (2 months before we broke up)
>i was keked for 2 months
>fug this
>delete her from everything
Why are women such whores /r9k/
Anyways theres a happy ending.
1. They'll never see each other and will always be LDR
2. I got a proper bigtit gf who I'm seeing in 1 week
There's always hope senpai
Pic related is the cheating cockgobbler
>>24505853
>tfw the guy you've been in love with for years is gay.
It's torture.
>>24508249
>chestlet to cowtits
The gods smile upon you.
>23
>BREAKING OUT WITH ACNE
I WAS SUPPOSED TO STOP GETTING THIS SHIT WHEN I WAS 18
Sometimes I look towards the life ahead, and all I can say about it is "Just fuck it all."
> Dumped girl I liked last December for good because she preferred some asshat and tried to change me into him
>On/off with her before that
> Feel like shit ever since
> Fucked up my chance for real
> Tried to rationalize and forget
> Can't
> Don't know what to do
> Love will come again
> Surely
> Doesn't
> Embrace solitude
That's it though. Struggling ever since
When life gives you lemons, develop a rare allergy to them so you can do nothing but stare at them
I know this is a vent thread, but I wanted to take a moment to put what I think is the cutest picture ever here. Its not trying to be cute, it is just so innocent that you can't help but giggle at it.
>>24508302
Offer to wear a paper bag and fuck him with a strapon
